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Tuesday, May 10, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

We were very busy at Focus today giving away many bags of baby clothes to our moms for their children. Paul, had bought us lunch at Wendy's again. I will be turn into an hamburger real soon.  How nice of you Paul & thank you for the hamburger & French fries it sure hit the spot before I was to go on the front lines.  Martha, Paul & I brought out the literature box & the signs to the front lines today.  I was just about to join Martha & Paul outside when a client came in for a pregnancy test so I stayed to do that. I spoke to her about abstinence & chastity.  She was receptive to me because I was telling her the Truth.  You really can't come against the Truth.  She was convicted by the grace of God & will not have sex until she marries her fiancé, later this year.  Praise God!  He grandmother said the very same thing.  Thank you dear Grandma!  We said "good by" after I showed her the Material Aid Room for after she marries.  She was happy to see that she would receive assistance, after she marries & gets then gets pregnant.

 I was on the front lines with Paul.  Martha was in the center, putting away children clothes & doing other things, in getting ready for the Mass tomorrow at Focus.  A young woman walked up the sidewalk  & as she passed by me I asked her if she would like a packet of information.  She said that she has one already & I asked her if she had read it.  She said "some of it".  I asked her if she was going into Planned Parenthood & she said "yes but not for an abortion".  I asked "for what then"?  She said that she was going in for birth control.  I said that birth control wasn't good for her & did she read what the brochures said about the different kinds of birth control, in the packet that she received?  She then said that her family wants her on birth control because she's going to go to college.  They wanted her on it 'just in case'.  "What", I said "are you kidding".   I said "you can keep yourself chaste by not being alone with the boy by making sure that other people are around you & also by not taking off your clothes or not getting drunk,  Let him get to know you by dating you, for possible marriage.  He will respect you & you will respect yourself too.  It can happen.  You also need to pray for strength & to come against temptation.  God will give you the graces that you will need to be abstinent & chaste.  Just then a car drove up, by the sidewalk, to let a young girl out.  I said to her "I hope that you're not going into Planned Parenthood".  The mother in the car screamed "yes she is she's going in for the shot".  I said that the shot can cause bone fractures, for it pulls the calcium out of the bones & can cause osteoporosis, a thinning of the bones & she can have a broken arm or leg at any time because of it & besides it can cause early abortions.  I had to spit this out in matter of less then a minute.  The mother flagged the girl to keep on going as I was making the sign of the cross.  The mother screamed at me "are you a Christian"?  I said "yes but you're not", you don't care".  She hollered back to me "what did you say about me not caring".  I didn't want this to become a fight, I figured I said all I could say to this woman who was not receptive of the Truth & just wanted to scream & not to talk & get the information that she & her precious daughter needed.  As I was dealing with this situation I noticed that the young girl that I was talking to went into Planned Parenthood.  I hope that she realizes someday soon what she will be doing to her body & her soul by using birth control.  What a misguided family she has, like most.  I now walked towards the fence & just let the mother who wanted to fight, fight with herself.  When her daughter starts to have all sorts of womanly problems maybe then she will realize what I was trying to do that day to prevent that from happening.  This poor daughter to have mother like that!  Maybe she felt she was ding good by her daughter, only God can judge her heart, I was just judging her actions.  Because she was so angry I felt that she knew, deep down inside, it was wrong & was being convicted by the Holy Spirit.

Melissa, the Death Escort at Planned Paretnthood, is pregnant.  She looked terrible though, as she walked passed Martha & I on the sidewalk, to get to Planned Parenthood, to put on her blue apron to greet & deceive the girls going into this Killing Mill.  It made me so sad to see her there again & now bring her precious baby, in her womb, there too.  I told her that she was now 'pro life', because she was pregnant.  These girls determine when they want to have a baby.  If they don't want one then they have the baby killed but if they do want one then they let the baby live.  It's all about them & their 'choice'.  How sad.  I was very happy that she 'chose life' for this precious baby for she didn't with her first baby.  She even held a sign once on the sidewalk that read "I don't regret my abortion".  How bad was that!  Hours later as she was leaving Planned Parenthood, Martha offered her baby clothes at the center after she delivers her baby, but she just walked by us to go home & she just looked straight ahead with no emotion.  We are praying for you dear Melissa, we are here for you.  I hope & pray that this little baby will change your life, through the grace of God, & you will have a 'new beginning', with your sweet baby.   Where there is Prayer there is Hope.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011 at Focus for our first Mass of 2011

Thursday, May 12, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

This is Sheila's experiences on the front line

At 10:30 Pat, Bill, and Paul were praying. Pat has a wonderful prayer on the back of her sign. I asked her about it, and we prayed  it together. She said she would bring a copy for me next time she comes. She will not be here next Thursday, so it will be awhile before I see her.

Paul and I handed out packets to several carloads. The first man and woman were getting information about PP for a friend. I urged them to steer her away from this evil place, and gave them a packet and DVD. The next car to stop took a packet too. The man (who was driving) was receptive.  The girl was in a hurry to get away.  The third car held two women, and a child in the back. One of them had been to PP for a check up. They also took a packet and promised to pray. They were pro life, so I asked them to especially look at the pamphlets about birth control.

The next encounter was heartbreaking. A man and woman came out of PP toward their car. It was obvious they were in anguish. They stopped and comforted each other. She had just killed her baby. “Oh nooooo….I am soooo sorry!!!”, I called out to them, saying how sorry I was. What had been done could not be undone, but I urged them to come and talk to me, since I am not allowed to go into the parking lot. I had information that would help them deal with the sorrow and guilt.  They did come out. I said I wished they had come to talk to us on the way in. There are plenty of options, and we at Focus could have helped.  The man was the father. I gave him a packet I took out the rubberized baby, showing it to him and saying that it would be too upsetting for her today. I asked him to look at the packet, and give her what he thought she could handle today, and save the rest for later. I pointed out Project Rachel as a wonderful agency to help with healing.
They promised to urge any friends who might get pregnant to stay away from PP, and to come to us at  Focus for help. I briefly touched on abstinence until marriage also. This couple was quite receptive to the information  we gave them. I wrote their  names down, getting the correct spelling from them, and said I  would keep them in  my prayers, and asked them to pray for us too.

A young lady who walks by often gave us encouragement. She had already  been given a packet so did not take one. She expressed her support and gratitude for what we do.

Paul and I were alone until  it was nearly time for me  to go.  At 1pm Adolf and Mary arrived, and Bill sprinkled holy water around  and situated himself across the street.  Mary S. was  across the street during her lunch hour praying.

I arrived to the center to see that Sheila & Paul were on the sidewalk praying & counseling.  I was wondering where the other two men were & I later found out that they had brought a friend to the hospital.  I got to speak to Sheila briefly to hear such a sad story that happened on her time in front of Planned Parenthood.  It was painful to hear her tell me, though I know that she must.  I wanted to get the sidewalk set up with the signs & the literature box because I expected the photographer from the Town Newspapers to be there to take our pictures.  I was interviewed via telephone earlier this week regarding my pro life experiences over the past 26 years as a pro life activist.  I was hoping that Martha would show up in time to have her picture taken but she came after he had just left.  I was disappointed.  When I & Paul were bringing out the graphic & non-graphic signs there was the reporter.  I introduced myself to him & he said that he had arrived a little early.  I said that was okay, so he walked about taking our pictures.  There was Bill, across the street sitting on his stool holding the graphic sign of Malachi, the aborted baby that was found in a dumpster many years ago, at an abortion mill.  I told him that Bill was a Korean vet so he went over across the street to take his picture.  As the photographer was taking our pictures Rick Bartell, the Public Relations man from Planned Parenthood, came out onto the sidewalk looking around.  Just wait when this article comes out in all the Town Newspapers bad mouthing Planned Parenthood.  He took all of our pictures & asked our names.  Adolf had showed up so he was included in the pictures & before Sheila left he had taken her picture too & asked me what her name was.  So we'll see how this pans out with the article & the pictures of us on the front lines.  I hope that they do us well to get this very important message out about how horrible abortion is.  God is in control!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011 at Focus & in Buffalo with Abby Johnson

What a night I had tonight!!!   Martha & I got to Buffalo on time at the Banquet Room which held 500 pro life people who were there anxious to hear Abby Johnson speak.  I was so happy to see my old friends Kathy & Aaron, who lived in Rochester & had to move to Buffalo for his new job. Aaron bought me a Perfect Manhattan on the rocks which I hadn't had in so many years.  It was so good.  Enough about my drinking choices which is usually red wine.  There were people that I knew from Rochester & a couple that are donators for Focus were at our table with her daughter & her boyfriend which she met on CatholicMatch.com.  I might consider in looking at this sight.  He was real nice & so was she, so I expect Wedding Bells to be announced very soon for this nice couple.  I also saw two ladies that orientated with Martha & I on the front lines during the 40 Days for Life last Fall.  They are fighting Planned Parenthood where they live in Dansville. Martha was busy with the Silent Auction tickets to see if possible s he could win something, which she didn't nor did I.  The conversation was terrific & the food was delicious.  After supper Abby went to the podium to start speaking which comes naturally to her.  She spoke about her past years as the Director of Planned Parenthood in Texas & how assisting with a ultrasound abortion changed her life & lead her to come over to the pro life side.  Yeah!! Check Out: http://www.ncregister.com/blog/what-abby-johnson-saw-at-planned-parenthood/.  She also said that she received the Director of the Year which was presented to her at the same banquet when Hillary Clinton received the 'Maggie Award' back in 2008 from Planned Parenthood.  How sick it seems to her now.  She spoke so much on how the evil Planned Parenthood works to increase their abortion numbers & other deceptions there too.  After her talk she received a standing ovation.  I wanted to speak to her briefly & hand her our Focus Brochure.  I saw that she was sitting at the table signing books so I decided to stand in the line without my three books that I have at home & at the center in order to speak to her.  I met Helen, while I was standing in line, for she is the Co-Founder of STOP PLANNED PARENTHOOD along with Jim Sedlak, who is now working at American Life League.  Check Out: http://www.stopp.org/article.php?id=5249 & http://www.all.org/. 

Thursday, May 19, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthhood

This is Sheila's experiences on the front line

I arrived at 10:30. Jerry and Paul were there. Paul helped me bring the sign out. We gave out many packets, in fact we gave out all that we had! First a girl was walking from PP, and I crossed the street to speak to her. She wasn’t sure if she is pregnant. She refused a free pregnancy test, because she was waiting for her boyfriend. We spoke of fetal development, and abstinence and she took a packet. When he arrived, I briefly reviewed our conversation for him, asked them to pray, and gave him a rosary for himself. (Hers was in the packet). Jerry left around 11:15.

A Christian lady brought a young girl to Planned Parenthood for rape counseling. She was pro-life, did not want a packet, but promised to pray for our ministry outside Planned Parenthood.

Several more people took packets, DVDs and spoke to Paul and to me.
One couple pulled over to talk to me after exiting Planned Parenthood. She had a medical abortion on Tuesday, and was back for a checkup. They giggled nervously. I asked if they were kidding me or were serious. They became serious. They don’t believe in God, so we mostly spoke about lost parenthood, and a baby that will never have the chance to grow up. I told them I had been agnostic when I was younger, and my effort to pray for someone who asked me to, even though I was in doubt, showed me that God DOES exist, because I saw Him working in my life. He changed my heart. They promised to say the Our Father every day for a month. God loves them, and He will show them the way if they ask Him to.

A man came out of Planned Parenthood, and was on his phone but motioned that he would talk to me when he finished. I was in Focus to get more packets and met up with a girl who wanted clothing.  While I was helping her, Paul brought the man inside to me. His friend was at Planned Parenthood for an exam. He is searching for God, so he also promised to pray the Our Father (the perfect prayer, given to the apostles when they asked Jesus how to pray). I gave him a rosary. We discussed the evil of abortion, and Planned Parenthood’s agenda. He and his friend will read the materials in the packet.  He has access to children’s clothing from a friend who closed his store, and said he would bring some to us.

Mary S. prayed across the street during her lunch hour, and Bill came to sprinkle holy water and pray over there too. Dan and Addison were outside Planned Parenthood, on the near side, when I left.

It was a busy afternoon in the center.  One of our past mothers who gave her baby to her sister to adopt was pregnant again & will parent this baby.  Her father was with her & he gave the center a beautiful prized photo of a pink flower which I put in our purple walled office, on the shelf.  It looks so nice & thank you so much.  She told me that it was the ten week old rubberized baby, which we gave her, that changed her mind not to abort the first time. Thank God!!  She picked out some baby clothes for her precious baby which is due in July. Peace dear one.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

Martha & I were in the center before we went out to the front lines today. Paul was here in the center yesterday helping to put away baby & children clothes while Martha & I were outside counseling & praying. He is such a big help since her retired from Strong. He come to the center twice a week to help us out & he prays on the front lines too on Thursdays. I was working in the office & Martha was working in the material aid room putting away the bags of donations that we recently received from good people to our center. We had a quick lunch & was planning to out to the front lines when the door bell rang & it was three people from St. Pius X parish dropping off some bags & boxes of clothes, for the center. They also dropped off a high chair, baby bath tub, a baby bouncer, diapers, baby wipes & some baby formula. We were so grateful for their kindness to Focus.  The one lady left after the drop off.  I brought, into the office, the head of the ministry to talk to her for a few minutes while her husband was waiting for her.  She said that she will go back to the parish & ask the committee for diapers & wipes & formula for our center.  She also mentioned non perishable food for our food shelves too.  Our food shelves are almost bare & we need to have some food for our moms & for the people who come into the center to get some food until their food stamps kicked in.  I was so grateful to her & the parishioners of St. Pius X  for their generosity to our clients.  I said "thank you again & God bless you & good bye".  She & her husband said the same back to me & off they went.  I hope & pray that I hear back from her real soon. 

After they left Martha & I looked over the new donation & put some of the things away.  We decided to go out on the front lines & it was now 2pm.  We brought out the literature box & a few signs with us for we knew that Tucker would be coming around 4pm to 5:45pm to witness out on the sidewalk.  When we arrived on the sidewalk we came against evil right away.  People were screaming at us as they passed by us driving by.  The same old woman on the bike added her two cents this afternoon too.  What's wrong with people why do they want these precious children to be killed at planned Parenthood?????  What's wrong with this society that kills their very own citizens??????   It's always heart breaking on the street & some times in the center when we're counseling some one who is abortion minded.  Otherwise the center is the joyful part of this two fold ministry, where we get to see & serve our moms & to see their children, it;s a happy place.  We have one of our moms come in regularly who almost had her baby be killed at Planned Parenthood which was 'saved' for being aborted because God used us out there.  She is so sorry that she ever got that close in killing her precious baby who she loves now & calls her "the apple of her life".  She is really "post abortive' in a sense too, because she came so close in having her baby killed.  She has the same symptoms that a woman would have if she completed the murder of her unborn baby. Next time she comes into Focus & will give her the Project Rachel brochure so that she can talk to some one who can help her feel better about her situation.  She is suffering with so much guilt & shame, every time she looks into the face of her child, that she almost aborted.  Reality bites. 

Thursday, May 26, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

They were coming in one after the other it was making me sick.  I spoke to a young girl that was going in there for birth control, which I told her was bad for her & sometimes acted as an abortificant which can cause an early abortion & gave her the Truth packet.  She came out a few minutes later saying that all they were doing today were terminations.  Don't you just want to throw up.  Then a few minutes later a nice young man came passed me & I offered him a Rosary which he took then he presided to go into Planned Parenthood.  i almost dropped over on the sidewalk.  He came out a few minutes later, which I knew was going to happen.  I asked him what he needed & he said a test for STD"S I offered him the Compass brochure but he refused it, for he was on his cell phone talking to someone.  How sad is this?? 

Then Addision & Dan came to pray & I asked Paul if he would go into the center to work on putting the clothes away, which he was more than happy to do.   Anne & her 5 year old daughter came to pray on the front lines too.  I greeted them both & Anne & the gentlemen started to pray the rosary.  I continued to sidewalk counsel.  Just then a van drove into the parking lot & stopped.  On the truck it stated Howe and Bassett Co. with their phone number on the truck.  I said to him "do you know that they are killing babies in here".  He answered back to me saying "good let them kill more babies so that I can stay in business".  I said "you're sick & you're receiving Blood Money & to repent".  He drove into the parking lot & parked & got out of his truck & went into the side door.

Anne was upset that he said this in front of her 5 year old adopted child from China so she she went into the center to help Paul. I looked at the phone number on the side of the truck & called the number.  When the person answered I asked to speak to the supervisor.  He told me that he was out on a job.  I asked if he was at Planned Parenthood & the guy said "he could be".  I told him what he just said to me & that I wanted to speak to someone higher than he in the company & asked for a call back & gave him my cell number & hung up. I called the next day again & said that if I don't receive a call back that I was going to boycott his company & tell all my friends to write or call this company regarding the part owner Stephen Howe's horrible comment from yesterday.  I called some of my friends & they will email Stephen Howe & tell their friends to do the same .  The web site is to contact him is: http://www.howeandbassett.com/ & http://www.howeandbassett.com/contactus.html.  Please do email & pray for this man.  He is also wanting to kill off his future customers too how dumb is that, since that's all he cares about is his business & not the children that were being killed at the same time that he drove into Planned Parenthood to do some work for them!!  How bizarre & evil & sad too.

A couple of young boys went passed me & asked me what was that, the sign that I was holding?  I said that the picture was a baby that were killed by abortion. They said "oh no".  I turned around briefly when I then heard a thumb & looked over by the driveway to see that one of the Planned Parenthood workers, who always parks next to Rachael Phelps the abortionist there, had hit the kids on the bikes as she was coming out of the driveway.  I screamed over to her saying "you could have killed these boys. You have these tall bushes out on front here so your victims can't see us or here the truth from us out here on the sidewalk, so peole coming out of her are driving blind"!!  Off she went with no expression on her face, that same face as she looks always.  I didn't see any fear in her face that she almost killed or could have hurt these boys & she didn't even say anything to them either.  A plastic, non expressionist face.  Scary. 

It was about 1pm now & I was expecting Martha & Suzanne our counselor at 1:30pm.  I was wrecked to say the least as more cars were leaving that the woman was now post abortive & more cars were going into have their  precious baby be killed.  There was nothing I could do to stop the murders except to call out to them offering them help & to pray to God to stop it.  Addision & Dan stayed with me until Adolf came for he was running late for he was suppose to be there at 1pm & now it was after.  he finally arrived &said that he had overslept.  I saw Martha's car earlier but she wasn't out on the front lines yet.  I figured that she went into the center to help Paul & Anne in the Material Aid Room, with the sorting & putting away all the children's clothes.  I was retching at this time.  So heart broken to what was going on in Planned Parenthood.  Just then another car stopped to scream out vulgarities at me. These men who do this are probably Post Abortive fathers & they have no respect for women .  I am not, what they scream out at me, which is quite insulting & disturbing to say the least.  My cell phone rang & it was Suzanne who was calling me to tell me that she was running late for time got away from her as she was cutting her grass.  She said that she'll be in after she takes a shower.  Okay Suzanne.  I found out later the reason that Martha didn't come come out right away was that about five moms had come in for assistance in the Material Aid Room, so it was very busy in there.  Bill came & threw Holy Water around the sidewalk & the Death escort came out to the sidewalk to see what Bill was doing.  I hope that she got some Holy Water on her as he passed by.  He stations himself across the street with a graphic sign & hollered "choose life, your mother did".  I was praying for relief for this was a very difficult day & I was on the front lines since about 10:40am & it was after 2pm.  I was so sad that I could hardly function.  Adolf was with me & then Martha did come out to take over while I went into the center to go to the bathroom & get a fast sandwich & to talk to Suzanne for a few minutes before she started to call our moms to see how they were doing. Great news to report to you.  Babies # 10 & 11 are born in 2011!!   Baby boy Jeremiah was born this February.  Please pray for mom for she has a viral infection & was in the hospital recently.  Thank you so much. Baby girl Ariel was born on February 23rd. at 8lbs. 4ozs..  Mom & baby are doing well. 

 

I came back out to the front lines again & Martha told me that she thought that a little girl was by herself in the car.  Later on I knew that she was right.  Adolf had gone home & Martha was back in the center helping a client.  I saw that a woman had come out of Planned Parenthood & walked over to the car with the man & young child in the car.  I hollered over to them that the child in the car will be greatly affected when she finds out someday that you had her brother or sister killed here today.  I also said "how can you love one child & kill the other".  When they pulled out of the driveway I looked at them both & said "I hope & pray that you didn't have her baby killed here today if so repent of the sin of murder".  The male driver threw out the window, at me, his plastic bottle of water & then I knew for sure that she did have an abortion here today. My heart ached for the little girl in the back seat of the car never growing up with her brother or sister & finding out someday that her parents had brought her to the place where they had he or she killed, let alone had left her all by herself in the car, when the father went into Planned Parenthood to see how his wife was doing in the killing of their child !!!  You think it can't get any worse!! 

 

Martha came back out to be with me once more & a car pulled into the parking lot & parked near the fence.  I called over to the man & woman & pleaded with them not to have their baby killed that there was help for them in the community & that their baby had an heart beat after 18 days after conception & that abortion stops a beating heart.  He thought I was funny.  I don't think so sir.  I think that you are in the wrong place with your girlfriend & maybe was about to do the worst thing thing that you could possibly do to another human being & that it to have them killed.  What's so funny in trying to save a life sir???  I took the mega phone & the prayer card "My Life Depends on You" over to the brick side of the building to say the poem out loud for those who were in there could here me & be touched by the words of the poem & turn away from having their baby be killed.  As I was crossing the street to come back over to be with Martha on the bush side of the sidewalk a car was coming out of the parking lot & the male driver gave me a demonic look like he just had come from the pit of hell or was heading back there to the 'Lake of Fire'.  I must admit it was a terrifying look to scare me which it did send chills up my spine.  That's the look of someone who just killed their child, a sacrifice to Satan.  Lord have Mercy on him & her & all of them today & everyday that they kill your children, at Planned Parenthood.  

 

A young girl was walking passed Martha & I & we started to speak to her.  We offered her a Truth packet & she told us that she had an appointment at Planned Parenthood to get a STD test.  I knew that this might be false because the young man, about 30 minutes earlier, came out after wanting a STD test & because they're killing babies in there all day today, he was told to leave.  She said to us "I'm not doing anything wrong I'm just getting a STD test, I'm engaged & I want the test".  I said that I would call Compass Care that give out STD test for free & they are good people that protect life.  She said "okay", so I called.  I received a long phone message & then left a message for someone to call me ASAP & hung up.  We tried to talk to her so that she felt comfortable while we were waiting for the call back.  It seemed to take to long so I called Back & got a person.  As I was talking to her on the phone I saw that our young lady was walking into the Planned Parenthood.  My heart sank & I told the woman on the phone that the client went into Planned Parenthood.  I said "thank you" & hung up.  I felt so sad & frustrated.  What a horrible day of death & victims.  A few minutes later the young lady came out & told Martha & I that she went into Planned Parenthood to cancel the appointment?  Okay so I called Compass Care again & got the same woman on the phone &after I told her why we were calling I handed my phone to the young lady to speak to the woman to make an appointment.  After the call I was handed back my phone & she walked into the center to receive clothes for her two children at home, in the Material Aid Room.  he make an appointment for next week.  Martha drove her home for she had bags of clothes & things that she couldn't carry on the bus.  Thanks Martha that was so nice of you!!  I felt just a little better that we were able to help one person today after all the babies that were murdered at Planned Parenthood today. 

 

Martha wasn't back yet in taking our new client home.  I was on the sidewalk by myself & I looked up to see Memo our Data Entry person.  I greeted him & he helped me bring in everything that I had on the sidewalk, into the center.  Then we went into the office to do office work for about 1/2 an hour.  He also helped me cancel my old Facebook & got me own my new Facebook page because some one messed it up for me by interfering with my page.  He caused me much pain & frustration.  I have forgiven him & I wish him well though.  When Memo left Martha had returned & we ate supper & then went to Confession & Mass at St. Jude's Church at 7:30pm.  Lord I need you & I'm so sorry that Planned Parenthood kills your children today & every day.  Why do women want their babies dead???? 

 

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Tuesday, May 31, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

 

Martha was giving Holy Communion to the residents of a Nursing Home this morning & she told me that she would be at the center when she had finished her rounds.  So after Mass today I went to the center alone.  Paul, who was also at the Mass,  was nice enough to go get us some lunch at Wendy's & to bring it back for us to eat it before we went out to the front lines.  Just as I was pulling into the parking lot, of the center, I saw Sandy coming.  I parked my car & then greeted her & told her that today nothing was in my car to get out.  She was happy about that.  I said that most of the work is in the Great Room, to finish up there & then we'll be all done, until we receive more donations again, to put away.  I did some odd & end things in the center waiting for Paul & Martha.  Paul came first to bring the lunch which I quickly ate & then Paul & I went out to the front lines.  The temperature was about 90 degrees.  He brought out the signs & I brought out the literature box & stool to set it on & the mega phone & started to speak.  I saw a young girl standing by her car near where I was standing by the fence.  I told her that they kill babies here.  She said that everyone has a choice.  This I do not want to hear.  I said that you never have a choice to have your baby be killed you can only choose other things like cars or ice cream flavors not to kill a child.  Then she said that she had her daughter in the car.  I said "what! you brought your daughter into a place that kills children???  If you brought someone here today that is having her baby killed then you are an accessory to murder & why would you want that on your conscious for the rest of your life??  She will hate you someday that you brought her into Planned Parenthood to have her baby be killed & you did nothing to save her or her baby's life.  Your friendship will end.  She put out her cigarette & went back into the car.  I turned around to see Martha standing there, boy was I happy to see her.  Paul went back into the center to help Sandy with the donations to put away. 

 

Martha gave a Truth packet to guy in a grey truck & talked to him for  a few minutes, while he was coming out of Planned Parenthood.  Later on he drove by us & threw the Truth packet at us. I went over to pick it up & to put it with the other Truth packets in the literature box.  His lost, for it had a lot of information in it that could help him.  It's a good thing that he didn't hit me with it, otherwise it would have been a 911 call.  What's wrong with people???  As I went on sidewalk counseling I heard a familiar voice of old the neighbor from across the street Dr. Jim screaming tome saying "Mary, Mary, for I didn't turn around, why don't you leave these people alone & keep quite".  He was getting his windows cleaned, to his condo, which is right in front of Planned Parenthood.  Unbelievable to buy a home right across the street from an abortion mill.  Him & his buddy, right next door, Jim Bovey which is as bad as he is in harassing me.  Lord have Mercy on their souls.  Ignorant people & after all these years too.  They will have to answer before God someday & I hope that they haven repented first.  I pray for them daily & I know that another pro lifer does too.  Maybe they'll change & maybe they won't.  I'm  thinking of calling my Attorney regarding them harassing me while I am engaging in my Constitutional Right to protest & engage in my freedom of speech, at the abortion mill.  I'm also thinking of contacting the Thomas More Society regard these two men.  Enough is enough!!!  

 

Tim showed up to work on the cabinet in the Material Aid Room where we store the signs, literature box & other things.  The hinge fell off on the one side of the door, so he wanted to take a look at it so he knew what he would need to bring with him when he comes back on Thursday to repair it so it will be strong & sturdy.  Thanks Tim!!  I was in the center with Tim for awhile so I asked Paul to go outside to be with Martha on the front lines.  He was nice enough to go out to be with her so that she wasn't alone.  Tim also came into the office to work on the computer for me to expand the time frame before I have to log in again.  Poor guy, he was hungry so he took a protein bar from the bowl, in the office & also A protein drink that just came in.  It's sort of a Ensure drink with vitamins & minerals & protein.  He should be all set until supper time. I wish that I had time to have made him a sandwich but it's so crazy out on the front lines & I needed to get back.  He was appreciative for the two food items in a pinch.  Tim left & I went back to the front line with bottled water & a protein drink too.

 

I thanked Paul to come out to be with Martha & he went back into the nice air conditioned center to once again help Sandy with the Material Aid.  That's okay Paul, I understand, we need you in the center too.  Just as I had offered Martha a nice cold bottle of purified water two girls came down the street one was pregnant & the other girl was not.  Martha offered the two girls the bottle water that I just brought out & they took it & thanked us for our kindness.  Martha mentioned that we had baby clothes in the center & the pregnant girl said that they would stop by another time for they needed to go home so that her friend could change her clothes.  She knows where we're located so when she needs something for her baby daughter, who will be born at the end of July, she knows where to come.  Bye girls & enjoy the water.  After they left I woofed down the protein drink before Martha gave that away too, ha ha. 

 

Martha was in the center for she needed to get more water for it was well passed 90 degrees out today.  I stayed out on the sidewalk by myself.  I saw that a man in a wheel chair was being wheeled by a woman & I was ready as they passed by me to offer them a Rosary.  They didn't pass by me for they went into Planned Parenthood instead.  How sad I thought.  They came out a few minutes later with bottle water & a bag of condoms on his lap.  Ick!!   I asked why they would go into Planned Parenthood & he said "for some water".  I said for condoms too. He looked surprised.  I went over to the literature box to get two Rosaries & a Truth packet & handed it to them.  I tried to talk to themas much as I could about what they were doing to their souls & lives.  I was disappointed to learn that later on Martha told me that they went back into Planned Parenthood, for she said that someone in a wheel chair went in with a woman.  Maybe they went in to tell then off  after reading the Truth packets brochures.  There is so much we'll never know.  The only thing that we need to be is faithful to God in our ministries.  He'll let us know someday & remember it's all God's grace, we are just His instruments & are doing what is expected of us as Christians.  God be the Glory!!  

 

I twas time to go into the center so Paul came out to help us bring the signs, back into the center.  I stayed out for a little longer by myself with the one sign & the literature box & mega phone. I stopped a young girl & started to speak to her.  She said that she was going in there for a Depo shot.  I told her the dangers of that shot & how it can kill your baby if you do become pregnant on it.  It also will mess up your Reproductive System & can cause bone fractures too.  I gave her a Truth packet & told her to hide it so that no one would take it, at Planned Parenthood, for she wasn't a strong person.  She came out later on & said that this was her last shot but I said that it maybe one to many.  I said that if she needed anything or even just to talk to come by the center when we're there, the days & hours are on the door.  As she was walking away she said "thank you" & I told her that I cared about her.  She seemed to believe for she gave me a smile back.  I think that she is being used by the man or men in her life.  Poor baby for she's in my heart & prayers. 

 

I finally went in for the many girls that were going into Planned Parenthood ignored me but I at least gave them the Truth before I left to go back into the center.  When I got to the center there was Pat sitting in the Green Room talking to Martha & Sandy for Paul had left earlier on.  I went over to her to give her a hug & a kiss on the cheek.  We all talked for awhile & Pat had already picked out some nice things that we had in the Material Aid Room.  We were talking for about 15 minutes when all of a sudden a man walked into the Green Room holding his chest.  Pat said "hi Jerry" & the we all realized that this man was probably having a Heart Attack.  I called 911 & asked for them to sent an ambulance stat (immediately) & the 911 operator then asked me about 7 or 8 questions regarding the situation with this man.  After I finished with all the question & thanked her & had hung up I went outside to wait for the ambulance to arrive.  In less then 5 minutes it arrived.  I lead then to the gentleman & they started to work on him.  They gave him aspirin & a nitroglygercin tablet right away, under his tongue.  The one ambulance attendant wasn't that nice but that's okay as long as he took good care of the patient.  About four men from the Fire Department came through the door & were told by the ambulance attendant that he had every thing under control so they left.  They finally placed Jerry in the ambulance & took him to Strong.  Pat will check on him later.  She said that she saw him walking down the street going towards Scio St. where he lives, so she picked him up.  He was in the van, which Martha & I didn't know about for awhile & it was so hot out today.  I think that Pat forgot that he was in the van.  Hopefully it wasn't a Heart Attack but maybe nerves for he was looking for another apartment which can be stressful to say the least.  I will see how he's doing tomorrow. Please pray for Jerry.  Thank you.  Pat stayed for a little while longer then she left.  Martha & I started to cook supper & sat down to eat when Dan came in.  He wasn't hungry so after we ate he did some odd & end jobs for us & he said that he'll come by tomorrow again.  He is a God sent to us same as everyone else that works to help us at Focus.  Thanks everyone!!

 

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Wednesday, June 1, 2011 at Focus & in front of Planned Parenthood

 

When I arrived at Focus I saw that a young couple were walking into Planned Parenthood.  I grabbed a Truth packet from my car & walked over to Planned Parenthood to try to speak to them but I was to late for they both were already in the building.  I tried to call out to them, in my own voice, to give them important facts about Planned Parenthood & how I can help them.  As I was there by the fence a woman & her children came out of Planned Parenthood & I started to talk to her.  As she was leaving I offered her the Truth packet & she stopped along side of me, on the sidewalk.  She said to me that she wasn't there for an abortion.  I told her that I knew that but you by being here you keep this place open so that others can kill their children.  I then said that they were racist & then she took the packet from me & I said "thank you" & then she rode away.  I stayed for a few more minutes then went to the center to be with Martha to do some work in the Focus Center.  We decided to go out to the front lines around 2:45pm & stayed for an hour and a half.  It was such a windy day that all we could only bring out one sign to hold & one sign to tie around the tree & the literature box.  I went back into the center for a few minutes to get something & when I came back out Martha told me that she had passed out two Truth packets & I was so happy to hear this.  No one was responsive to the Truth today. Martha went to her car to get something & I was alone standing on the sidewalk when someone threw, from their car, a plastic water bottle at me (darn those water bottles, for this is the second time this year)  & ran over it & it made such a bad noise, which sounded like a gun shot.  I was happy when Martha came back to be with me.  Two are better than one out here.  Martha prayed & I counseled.  As one of the workers drove out of the parking lot I asked her to Google the word 'sin', for it does exist.  Martha & I stayed outside & tackled the wind until Tucker came at around 4:20pm to relieve us.  We talked briefly & Martha & I went back into the center to do more work there.  I had to make up some Truth packets & to make some phone calls.  Martha called the Station of the Cross & the Focus Pregnancy Help Center donated to their fundraiser & challenged other pro lifers to call in to the station to donate to its great work in Evangelize others, who listen to the Station in Rochester & in Buffalo, NY..  They announced our challenge on the air.   

 

Our landlord came to collect the rent & Martha I  sat down to have a talk with him for next month, for our rent will go up $200 due to an agreement that I made with him in September of 2010 regarding new indoor/outdoor carpet to be installed in the center.  Focus paid for it & Bernie reimbursed us until the carpet was paid in full, which it is now.  He was nice enough to increase it only $100 more, so next month our rent will be $1,700.00 & if we fail to pay him in full then we can add it on to the next months rent.  We talked about some fundraiser  ideas.  This man has changed & it was because of prayer. We have a better relationship & can communicate now, it's so much better.  Thank you Lord for touching Bernie!!!    If anyone wants to donate to our work in helping moms & their children you can make a donation to the : Focus Pregnancy Help Center, PO Box 25513, Rochester, NY 14625 & we are a 501(C)3 organization.  Thank you & God bless you for your goodness. 

 

The doorbell rang & it was Dan.  Martha prepared supper & I continued to do more office work until the supper was on the table.  Dan ate with us but didn't have any sausages but he enjoyed the baked beans & macaroni salad & the homemade Rhubarb pie for desert, that Martha made.  After we ate Dan took out the trash & fixed the ceiling title that was all wet from the rain storm.  Our Landlord is patching up the roof as best as he can so that we don't have many more leaks from the ceiling.  I asked my friend from the taxi company to clean the rug from the water stain on it from the last flood that we had from the rain storm about a month ago.  He is so nice to do it in the shared All Purpose Room ( I keep everyone busy, 'delegate' that's my motto, in getting things done).  Focus received a gift certificate from Sam's Club for diapers, so Martha & I decided to go tonight in Greece to pick up the gift certificate & to buy diapers with it.  As she went to the corner to get gas & worked on the American Life League order for Rob to call in & to order more brochures for our Truth packets.  I called him & gave him the order for him to place it tomorrow.  Martha returned, from the gas station, & Dan had left to go home.  I followed Martha to Sam's Club, on Ridge Rd. for the gift certificate that we were just blessed with to buy diapers for the Focus Center.

 

I'm sorry that I don't have an update on the condition of Jerry, who had chest pain yesterday at the center & we called 911 for an ambulance but Pat didn't call me back regarding his condition.  I don't know his last name otherwise I would have called the hospital.  When I know something I will let you know but please continue to pray for Jerry & thank you & God bless. 

 

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Thursday, June 2, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood - Ascension Thursday

 

This is Sheila's report on the front lines

 

Ascension Thursday --When I arrived at 10:25am , Pat and Bill were there. They left when Paul got there.  We prayed and spoke to people all morning. We met a young lady who was there for birth control, informed her of the abortive nature of those hormones, and spoke of abstinence until marriage. She promised to read the information in the packet, and pray.

Next a gentleman went in, saying he was just cutting through. He was soon back with us,  since the surrounding fences are secure. He was pro-life,  but felt a woman should be able to choose. So we talked about free will. We can choose right or wrong. I could choose to kill Paul…..(we laughed), but I wouldn’t. It would be wrong….it would be murder. He wouldn’t kill anyone either. And yes, a woman can choose to kill her baby, but it would be wrong……it would be murder. He selected a rosary, and promised to pray for our success outside PP.

A woman and man and older baby came by. She was going for a checkup.  She had an abortion in November. Why? Because she didn’t have a car, or enough money to look after two children. As we spoke I could see she was getting upset. She should be…she killed her baby! Would she kill the baby she already has if it were inconvenient to raise him? No, of course not. I urged her to come to Focus if she became pregnant again. We could talk to her about many alternatives, such as adoption, and we could suggest agencies that could help if she decided to keep the baby. She already received a packet last year, so I gave her Project Rachel information from a packet, and a rosary. She promised to pray.

A woman (pro-life) who has four children came out. She had just gotten an IUD inserted. She doesn’t want any more children. She has had trouble with various forms of birth control (bleeding), but likes to know it is in place. We talked to her about the abortive nature of IUD’s, and also about adoption as an alternative if she were to get pregnant. She is married, so I told her about Natural Family Planning. She thought it was the old rhythm method, and she is irregular. I was too, and it worked for me, even for indicating my first ovulation after childbirth. She liked the idea that it is natural….no side effects, and FREE!! She was in a hurry,(children in the car) so she gave me her address to send information .
Paul was planning to go to noon mass, but when a woman came by for a pregnancy test at 11:50, he offered to stay, and find a later mass. This woman used RU486 a couple years ago, and would never ever have an abortion again. We did her test, and she picked out some nice clothes for her three month old baby. She took home a packet, and some thoughts about abstinence until marriage, because she knows that is what God wants of her. Dan and Addison and Adolf  were outside on the front lines when I left.

 

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Hurrah!!  No abortions today!!  The Death Abortionist wasn't there & at times the parking lot was empty & the workers left early.  The regular abortionist Rachael Phelps hasn't been there in two weeks but was replaced by another abortionist because last Thursday was a Blood Bath.  I'm sure that she'll be back for I get hopeful & then get disappointed.  She's probably on vacation or out on tour across the country speaking of how to 'Prevent Teen Pregnancies' to which she seems to be an expert, for what reason I don't know, for her methods are destructive not constructive.  When I arrived on the front lines I was greeted by Sheila who sidewalk counsels from 10:30am to 1pm, on Thursdays & is a blessing to the team.  She counsels in such a gentle & informative way.  She tells the tough truth with love & gentleness not like me that gives the truth with tough love & more sternness.  We all have our own 'special' way to get the truth across & we are all guided by the Holy Spirit.  She's  a blessing to us & is a vital addition to the team, in her work, on the front lines & in the Focus Center, in saving & changing lives for Christ. 

 

Sheila came into the center, as I was preparing to get the graphic signs to go to the front lines, to give me a review of her time spent on the sidewalk & in the center.  After she gave my a run down she had to leave & then I went out to the sidewalk where Martha was praying along with Paul, Dan, Addison & Maryanne.  Dan & Addision handed my both a check for our work at Focus so I went back into the center to put the envelopes on my desk, for a future thank you letter.  I went back outside & a few minutes later Suzanne, our Thursday counselor, came & she greeted me out on the sidewalk & then went into the center to make some phone calls to our clients to see how they were doing. 

 

There were two old male Death Escorts, one who has been a Death Escort for many years & the other only a short time.  How sad it is to see them come over to the cars & lead these young girls into the Killing Mill.  The 'Pied Piper' mentally.  It's so sad & disturbing to see how the girls don't have any boundaries & are so naive & gullible, it's scary.  I saw that a young girl was talking to one of the Death Escorts so I went over to the brick side of the building to try to reason with her & while I was there & called over to Martha that someone was t walking up the sidewalk.  I saw that the young girl had stopped to talk to Martha & I continued to speak to the girl that I was trying to get through.  After she went into Planned Parenthood I crossed over to the other side of the sidewalk where my usual post is.  I spoke to Bill who was protesting across the street to ask him if he knew the name of the man who usually harasses me & another pro lifer.  Bill told me to go to the library to find out his last name.  I guess it's public information, we'll see.  My next project.  He needs a letter from a lawyer or the Thomas More Society to stop interfering with us as we try to save lives & educate people without his screaming out to us in a offensive way.  It's going to be a long summer. 

 

I went back to the sidewalk as Martha was finishing talking to this young girl & she was given a Truth packet & was told to hide it so that the Death Escorts wouldn't take it as she was going into Planned Parenthood.  I asked Martha wheat was she going in for & she told me "for the Patch, which is another form of Birth Control, which is dangerous & it has taken lives too.  I told Martha that I thought that it was taken off the market because it had killed some women & is very dangerous but I forgot that Planned Parenthood doesn't care about these young girls or any women.  Duh!  She came out of Planned Parenthood a few minutes later & the Death Escort was talking to her which does make my blood boil, I'll admit it & it's because they lie & deceive these girls & are sick & evil acting people that I don't want any of these girls to fall into their trap.  Thank God she came back over to us on the sidewalk & I escorted her into the Focus Center to the dismay of the Death Escort.  As we were walking in the center I asked her what had changed her mind for she had told me that she decided not to get the Patch.  She said it was because of what the other lady had told her about the Patch.  "Great" I said back to her.  I lead her into the Rose Room which is our pregnancy testing/counseling/literature room & gave her a brochure on the Patch.  I also gave her some other pieces of literature & spoke with her for a few minutes until Suzanne came in to speak to her too.  She said that she had been there at this center before for a pregnancy test.  I don't know who gave her the test but she was receptive of hearing the Truth & receiving the information that we gave her today.  This incident made me very happy.  She was now in good hands with Suzanne.

 

Paul was in the center helping to put away baby & children clothes & small items.  Thanks Paul.  I knew that Martha was in good hands outside  with Adolf, Maryanne & Bill so I quickly made up a sandwich & wolfed it down with some ice tea.  I went back outside & was pleasantly surprised to see Val, our client who just had given birth to twins, a boy & a girl, about 6 weeks ago.  Martha & I got to talk with her & she even held a sign, as a witness to others driving by.  You go girl!! 

 

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Tuesday, June 7, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

 

I wanted to get to Planned Parenthood earlier, for I feel so badly that no pro lifers are their witnessing, calling out or praying on the sidewalk, when the girls are going in for the RU 486 chemical abortions.  I got to the center & unloaded my car of the bags & boxes that I had of diapers & wipes & food for supper etc..  Then I went out to the front lines with a some literature packets & my sign.  Just when I arrived a woman came out onto the sidewalk & I began speaking to her.  I offered her the Truth packet & she walked over to me to receive it.  I asked her why she would come to Planned Parenthood & she told me it was for a Depo shot.  I told her about the Depo shot & told her that there was a brochure in the packet, that I just gave her, that will give her more information in regards to the shot that she just received.  I spoke about God & how He wants us to be married first before having sex & about eternal life & to repent to the God that loves her.  She was very nice & receptive to what I was trying to say to her.  Her ride was now here & she said "thank you & good bye".  I said to her "God bless you & have a great day".  I then went over to the fence to speak to some people that just drove into Planned Parenthood.  After they went into to that horrible place I went back to my car to go to the 12:10 Mass downtown at Our Lady of Victory Church where I sat with Martha.  After the Mass, Martha, Paul & I went to Focus.  Paul was nice enough to go to Wendy's to get us our lunch while Martha & I put away some things & dealt with another water leak that was coming down from the ceiling.  She called the landlord & he said that the air conditioner was leaking & that he would come on over, which he never did.  I'm sure that he will come by tomorrow to fix it.  What a mess on the carpet again.  Water, water & more water, on the new indoor/ outdoor carpet, ick!! 

 

We ate our fattening Wendy's lunch of hamburgers & French fries, mmm good though.  It gets us through the afternoon battle out on the front lines.  We finally got out on the sidewalk.  Paul helped us with the signs & then he went in to work in the Material Aid Room which he enjoys.  He cleans the toys & puts our donations away awaiting the next mom to come in to get what she needs.  He's been such a blessing to us since Donna & Carole had to leave, on the front lines, as their lives changed.  God does provide for us at Focus.  So Martha & I were out on the sidewalk praying & sidewalk counseling.  As Martha went into the center to get something, I was out there by myself.  As I was alone a car had drove by & a female voice hollered out her window saying "I hope you die".  I called back to her saying "we're all going to die, I hope that you repent".  How sad, for I can figure out, that she's probably post abortive.  I wish that she would have stopped so that I could help her.  I guess she's an angry woman that's still in denial.  How sad.  I hope & pray that post abortive women, which are many, will get out of denial fast & seek God's forgiveness for their grievous sin of having their baby killed, & to get the help, that they need, through the different programs that are out there in the pro life community. 

 

Paul can out, from the center, for a few minutes out on the sidewalk & I asked him if he would write, in chalk, a pro life message, on the sidewalk.  So he took the blue chalk & wrote:  Crisis Pregnancy Help, 1-800-395-HELP. 24/7.  I said "thank you Paul" & he went back into the center to continue his work.  Martha said that she would get the chalk that glows in the dark so that our message will be seen even at night.  Yeah!! 

 

Martha & I handed out many Truth packets & we talked to many people today, on the sidewalk.  Some even went into the Material Aid Room for some children's clothes too. 

 

We didn't see the abortionist Rachael Phelps car there but at one time Martha said that she saw a young girl come out of Planned Parenthood slumped down in the front seat of the car.  So there was probably another abortionist there today.  Usually on Tuesdays they do the RU486 chemical abortions, which is sad, to say the least.  Lord have Mercy on us!!!  

 

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Wednesday, June 8, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

 

Martha came right over to the center after the noon Mass downtown.  Sandy came today instead of yesterday, for she was picking up her new car, will not brand new but new to her. She worked putting away things & cleaning things that were brought into the center for the Material Aid Room.  Martha & I did spent some time in the center first before we went out in the blazing heat which never stops us nor does the cold.  We witnessed out there, for a couple of hours, keeping hydrated with water & me & my ice tea, which is my favorite drink next to a glass of good red wine, which I can't have on the front lines, but some days I wish that I could.  I depend not on wine but on God's power, through the Holy Spirit, to guide me to what to do & what to say out there when I approach people I don't even know but love & care about. 

 

The neighbor Jim, who lives in one of the condos across the street, who has given us, especially Rob & I a hard time for many years now hollering nasty things at us & disturbing our efforts in trying to do our work in our ministry, well I have had enough in trying to deal with him.  I contacted my attorney & she said that she will write him a letter that will inform him of our rights out there on the front lines & to get his home owner insurance ready, for he might have to use it for a law suit in the future, if he doesn't behave himself.  I rest my case.  I prayed for so many years for this scenario to change & then I heard the quite voice of the Lord who said to my spirit "then do something about it".  I was then lead to call my attorney & I did something about it so my prayer was heard & answered.  He will receive a letter form my attorney on Tuesday, of next week.  So many times we pray & expect God to do everything, though He is capable, but remember He uses our voice, hands & feet to accomplish many things & in this case he used my hands to pick up the phone to call my attorney & my voice to tell her the situation & now the results should be that he won't bother us anymore or be sued.  I know that Christians aren't suppose to sue anyone so I probably won't sue him.  I just want him to stop screaming my name out from across the street & stop saying bizarre things to me as I'm trying to do my job, in saving & changing lives, for Christ.  I don't bother you Jim so please stop bothering me.  Harassment 101. 

 

Martha & I spoke with people, on the sidewalk, & she brought in some people to the center for some children's clothes.  One of our clients, who just delivered twins, came in to get some things for her babies & her other children.  It was so good to see her & she looks so good & relaxed.  Praise God!!  He takes care of us for He is our Father. 

 

It was about 4pm & Tucker came in to get his chair & sign to go out to the front lines but he didn't stay to long out there & he came in early today & told Martha & I that it was to hot for him out.  Hopefully next week will be better for him to stay out there a little longer. 

 

Martha & I worked in the center, she in the Material Aid Room & me in the office.  We had supper together & then went home. 

 

 

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Thursday, June 9, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

 

I arrived to the front lines at 10am for I wanted to get their early for this is an abortion day.  Sheila is on vacation & will be gone for 2 weeks.  I certainly miss her but she does deserve some time off & some relaxing time for she is such a pro life warrior. When I arrived I saw that there was Pat & Bill praying so I went into the center to get the literature box & sign & mega phone & out I went.  It was so good to see Pat for I haven't seen her in such a long time & it's always good to see Bill.  I gave then each a hug.  They said that they just arrived & were going to pray.  I was worried that I might be bothering them with me on the mega phone & offered to go to the brick side of Planned Parenthood but Pat thought that it would be better for me to stay on the bush side of Planned Parenthood with them.  Pat said that I didn't bother them while they were praying.  She told me that she wasn't going to be there next week, for she'll be on vacation in Florida, but Bill said that he will be here praying next Thursday.  I intend to be there next week at 10 am again.  I was calling out to the people that were walking into Planned Parenthood to have their precious baby be killed, for this is their surgical abortion day.  It was now about 10:30am & Paul had arrived & I was glad.

 

I walked over to the fence to talk to a man in the van with his two children with the radio blasting loudly informing him what abortion is going to do to his family & relationship with the woman that he brought in here today.  I talked & talked & talked some more but it fell on deaf ears.  About 2 hours later he pulled out of the driveway with a woman in the front seat with her head down.  Another dead baby & wounded family for years to come & maybe generations to come.  How evil is that.  Just imagine to find out years later that your parents brought you to a place that had killed your brother or sister.  I can't......................

 

It was 12 noon & Mary S. showed up & we gave each other a big hug for I hadn't seen her in awhile either.  She went over to the brick side of the building to pray.  Then Maryann came & went over to be with Mary S..  I told her that one of the pro lifers wanted to apologize to her for being quite abrupt, with her, last week when she told him that she had voted for Obama.  He was quite upset with her to say the least but realized that he was a Christian & wanted to apologize to her, for how he spoke to her last week.  She said that the apology was accepted & that no matter what happens out here, on the front lines, she will still be hear saying her Rosary.  I just informed her that we don't usually talk about politics, when we're here on the sidewalk, for our mission is to try to save lives & souls through love & truth & educational brochures & DVD's & CD's.  She seemed to understand what I was saying but when she went over to be with Mary S.  I saw that she was probably talking politics again, which I found out later I was correct.  Mary S. said that she held her own & stood strong about what she believed in.  This is what sometimes happens when some one new comes to join us, which is a pain & it takes away for what we are really are called to do out on the front lines which is to pray & to inform & to witness to the people that we meet out there.  Lord please continue to protect out ministry & to guide us.  Amen & thank you.

 

Just then Addison & Dan arrived.  They went across the street to pray & then I was so surprised to see that Martha was now here at 12:30pm.  I was so happy to see her that's for sure.  Planned Parenthood was surrounded by praying pro lifers on all three sides of the abortion mill.  It was marvelous to behold.  Suzanne called in to say that she will be late today & she will get to the center as soon as she could.  I am grateful for her presence every Thursday for she is a very busy woman.  When she arrived she made some calls to our moms to see how they were doing.  When Bill came he walked around the sidewalk & sprinkled Holy Water then went to witness across the street with his graphic sign Malachi.  Then Addison & Dan went over to the brick side of the building to pray, for Mary S. & Maryann had gone.  Around 2:30pm Adolf came to pray & I was so glad because I was in the center for awhile & was concerned that maybe Martha was by herself, out there, & I was so happy to see that Adolf was now with her & that she hadn't been alone.  Praise God!  We had a total of 11 pro lifers here today from 10am to 5pm at all different times but it was always covered during those hours.  It was a great witness & blessing, that's for sure.  Maybe because of this a couple didn't go in but drove right passed us & their baby was saved from being killed here today.  I hope so. 

 

This afternoon Paul came into the center to work in the Material Aid Room cleaning & putting away our donations.  He's been a big help, since he's retired.  We are blessed with many donations especially from my friend who runs a second hand store.  We get things that are so great to give to our moms.  What a blessing this is to us & to them.  We receive other donations from good people in the community too.  Our little room is always jammed packed with so much, it's unbelievable!! 

 

It was depressing, out on the front lines, for to my knowledge no babies were saved from being killed by Rachael Phelps, who came in at 10:45am this morning & hasn't stopped killing little sweet babies just created by God since.  How could she????  How could they????

 

I went into the center to get something & I saw that Bernie, our Landlord, was there trying to fix the leaky air conditioner which is causing water, from the ceiling, to come down onto the floor in the All Purpose Room.  He got his ladder & tried to fix it saying that he thought that he did.  Later on we found out that he didn't & Martha called him to come back the next day to try again.  I wish that we didn't have so much water problems at the center.  The carpet is a mess &  it's not even a year old yet. 

 

The Death Escorts were there, greeting the people coming into Planned Parenthood. They come right up to the car & greets them & then walks them into the mill after first holding the door open for them, giving them the wrong impression for sure.  Grandma & Grandpa death, the two older people that should know better, were there. Then Berry Swan came driving in & it was a trio of deathers.  It made me sick to my stomach.  I try not to go there & call names or to get personal but I lost it today & told Berry Swan that he was old & fat & was heading for his grave unprepared, for the next life, which is eternal.  I told him that I hoped that he doesn't have a Heart Attack or a Stoke that will take him unexceptionally & if he hadn't repented yet, that would not be so good for his soul sake.  I always hope that he does repent & does it now, as I hope & pray for all the death escorts & staff & all abortionists, throughout the world. 

 

I went back into the center to talk to Suzanne about some things & when I was there the doorbell rang & it was Israel.  I hadn't seen her in a long time & I gave her a big hug.  I said that I was so happy to see her & did Martha know that she were here?  She said that she had stopped on the sidewalk to say to Martha & I was glad to hear that.  She had her priestly collar on & her rainbow belt on with the tattoos on her arm & her very short hair with purple stripes in it but we still love our Israel & we don't judge her but we still tell her the Truth.  I introduced her to Paul & Suzanne.  I told her about the march a week from this Saturday & Paul said that he would pick her up for it & they both exchanged their phone numbers to make arrangements for that day.  I was content that she will join us in the 'March for Life' on June 18th. at 1pm at Our Lady of Victory Church parking lot.  Then we will march down St. Paul Blvd. to Main St. then to Gibbs St. to University Ave. then we will pray, the Rosary, in front of Planned Parenthood.  The Focus Center will have deserts & refreshment for the marchers afterwards.  I hope & pray that we will get a good turn out & that no pro deathers (choicers) will be out there to confront us. 

 

Martha & I talked to some people who were walking on the sidewalk & we handed out some Truth packets out to people that were open to the Truth, but to my knowledge and I can be wrong, no baby was saved from killed here today.  Only God knows for sure & maybe I will know for sure some day that I was wrong.   We are to be obedient & let God do the rest. 

 

It was about 5pm & everyone had left including Martha for she had plans tonight so I went into the center.  I walked into the office & I put my head down on the desk & slept for an hour only to be awakened about three times when the phone rang & no one answered.  Then I was really awakened by the door bell, for I was expecting Dan tonight.  I got up to answer the door & it was the pizza man for Kaybee, who works in the Taxi company.  I put my head into their office & boldly asked for a piece of pizza to which I was given two pieces.  I ate them with my iced tea & the doorbell rang again.  I got up to see who it was only to see Dan standing there.  I was glad to see him.  I opened the door to let him in & then feed him some leftovers that we had in the refrigerator.  He was happy.  After he ate I put him to work to do some odd & end jobs that only Dan can do.  I am so grateful for his weekly visits to Focus to help us out.  What a God sent, he is.  After we finished our work in the center I went over to St. Jude's Church, to go to the prayer service there.  After the service my cell phone rang & it was my friend Anne & I talked & walked all around the campus of the Church until I hung up about 15 minutes later & went on home to have a glass of red wine & to relax a little & to reflect on this very difficult death day at Planned Parenthood.  I was grateful to God that we did have such a great turn out of prayerful pro lifers today, though I did miss Sheila, who I hope is having a great time in England.  I wish I was there with you Sheila!!!  :)

 

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Tuesday, June 14, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

 

Martha , Paul & I arrived to the center after Mass this afternoon & Sandy came about 10 minutes later to help out in the center.  Paul went again to Wendy's to pick up a hamburger & French fries, which is not low cal but quick.  When he came back we all ate.  I showed Martha the letter that I received from my Attorney, regarding the pesty neighbor across the street, in the first condo.  It informed him that, in lay man's term, that if he doesn't behave himself, I get his house.  There!!  I am hoping that this letter will keep him away from us, especially me. We'll see when we go out on the front lines.  I was hurrying both Martha & Paul, for we were running late, in going out onto the sidewalk.  Finally we arrived.  Paul helped us get set up with the signs, then he went back to the center to help Sandy with the donations.  All of a sudden I saw the neighbor Jim & it looked like he was coming across the street towards me, so I turned around, then I heard a loud voice from across the street & he was screaming at me saying "Mary, Mary you belong in a mental asylum, keep quiet".  I turned around to see him walking down the sidewalk.  A man who was going into the vets approached him, & confronted him on his rudeness towards me.  He talked with him for a few minutes then continued to walk down the street towards Gibbs St. & then I knew that he was walking to Seldon St. which is off of Gibbs St. to get his mail.  This is the front of his house.  I was hopefully that when he received the mail & opened up the envelop from my Attorney that he would be nice & never harass me again.  I was wrong, as always.  Earlier it was very cool outside, a very strange day for June & I was wearing my black light weight coat.  It was becoming warmer so when Martha went into the center, with a young woman who just came out of Planned Parenthood, exclaiming that she was pregnant & was going to Focus to fill out an Intake Sheet so that we can call her to see how she's doing, I gave Martha my jacket to take into the center. Oh Darn!!  Just as she had just left there comes Jim out of his condo & comes right over to me with a measuring tape. He said "Mary lets see where the buffer zone is, & he looks around to see the faint yellow line that Planned Parenthood painted.  I reached for my phone only to realize that I had it in my coat jacket, which was in the center.  I walked swiftly to go get it & to tell Martha want was going on out there.  When I arrived back to the street he was still there measuring the sidewalk.  I used my new cell phone with the camera & took his picture.  He smiled & even posed for the picture, oh brother.  I pretended to use the phone to call my Attorney & he was saying in the background "Mary are you calling the police, I hope so or are calling your Attorney, I think that I'll call her" & off he went back to his condo, which might be mine if he doesn't wake up & cool it.  Some people never learn.  The young pregnant lady came walking passed me & said "thank you".  I said "you're welcome & we'll be calling you soon to see how you are doing".  She smiled & went back into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood to get her car & off she went .  As she was leaving I waved good bye to her & she waved back.  A few minutes later Martha returned to the sidewalk.  I felt that some one was looking at me & I looked across the street to see that the neighbor Jim, was hiding in the bushes in the front yard of the first condo, taking our picture.  Creepy.  I sometimes feel like I'm in a bad movie that won't end.  I had it !!!  I took out the letter from the envelop & called my Attorney for real this time.  By the grace of God she answered the phone.  I told her what he was doing to us.  She said that he called her office & had left a message & that she will write another letter addressing the fact that he has no right in involving himself with the Injunction for this was a Federal issue not a Local one or a Neighbor one.  The Federal Marshals have to be called & they have to come to see if we are breaking the Injunction & if someone is new on the sidewalk since the Injunction was written has to read the entire 28 pages to the person that wasn't mentioned on the Injunction that we won on Appeal back in 2001.  She said that she will sent me her letter when she composes it & of course she will send Jim one too.  This ought to be good.  Maybe this time he'll leave us alone for he will lose his power that he thinks that he has over us.  He just doesn't understand that but he will soon.  He's just angry that he bought an expensive condo, early last year, in front of place that has protesters.  He's retired & has so much 'free' time on his hands & he was in the Vietnam War & is probably suffering from Post Traumatic Stress.  I have been a victim of two sexual crimes, one with a knife to my throat, & I also suffer with Post Traumatic Stress.  Check out: http://helpguide.org/mental/post_traumatic_stress_disorder_symptoms_treatment.htm & http://www.medicinenet.com/posttraumatic_stress_disorder/article.htm.  As I was on the phone, with my Attorney, he went back into his condo & never came back out again, to bother us again.  Yeah! 

 

Martha & I were challenged by two young girls who came out to talk to us. One of the girls looking at the graphic pictures that it was a "choice".  I walked over to her to tell her that deciding what flavor of ice cream was a choice not to kill or not to kill a innocent baby in the womb.  Once your pregnant you just stay that way & let your baby grow & be born just like your mother did for you.  Then one of the girls asked if Homosexuality & Masturbation was wrong.  We answered the both questions.   You can be Gay & not sexually active & that's not a sin, it's the sexual activity that's the sin, just like with Heterosexuals.  Masturbation is a sin because your not suppose to engage in sexual activity with yourself only with your husband.  Then the one girl said that she was an Agnostic.  They left to back into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood, as we found out a few minutes later they were being picked up by two guys that were not nice.  As they were leaving I told her that if she didn't believe in God then just ask Him to reveal Himself to her, then I stretched out my arms to form a cross & told them that the Lord loves them & died for them.  They left laughing & mocking me.  At least I got a reaction, which was better then being stoic, which really scares me, that usually means that they are really lost.  There is Hope for them, hopefully soon rather than later. 

 

I was standing there sidewalk counseling when a car that just had pulled out of the parking lot stopped right next to me on the sidewalk.  She said that she was here for birth control & she started to spot off if  I would take the kid.  I said "yes I would & we also refer the moms to the Bethany Christian Adoption Services, which is a great organization, that helps moms who are pregnant & can't raise their child".  Well I can't afford a kid then she picked up her new & expensive looking cell phone.  I said "but you can afford that phone, so you can afford a baby if you get pregnant".  She quickly answered back to me saying "you don't know who gave me this phone".  Off she went in a huff.  I did hand a Truth packet earlier, to a young girl that was on the passenger side & she just looked & didn't say anything.  I was happy that she didn't throw the packet out the window as they left.  There is Hope here. 

 

Martha handed a Truth packet to a woman in a car that had stopped & she told Martha that she was here birth control not abortion.  Martha asked me to get, in the literature box, the NFP brochures for this couple were married.  I handed the woman a couple of Natural Family Planning @ http://www.ccli.org/ & http://www.nfpandmore.org/  brochures with names & phone numbers of women that can help them get started.  He was more receptive then his wife was about this new method rather then the dangerous birth control methods that act as abortificant & that has dangerous side effects for the woman or young girl.  Hope that he can convince her to call one of the NFP counselors.  There is Hope here too.   

   

Martha & I looked up the street to see that a police car was coming our way & now was stopping in front of us.  I bent over, which is painful, to talk to him.  He was asking how we were & making a comment about the cold weather.  I asked him what was he doing here, getting ready for anything at this point, & he said that he just wanted to stop by to say "hi & to see how we were doing".  "What I said to myself this is great, a police officer we cares"!!!  I asked him if he new Officer Chris & Officer Mike P. but he said that he didn't for he usually works nights.  We spoke for a few more minutes & then said "thank you officer for stopping by" & he said my name is Sergeant Matteo.  I then said "thank you Sergeant & have a great day".  Off he went.  What a very nice encounter of one of Rochester's best. 

 

A couple walked down the sidewalk & thanked Martha & I for a Rosary that we blessed them with awhile ago. They were disgusted with what Planned Parenthood does to babies.  They were very sad that women would have their baby's killed, I agreed, I don't understand that either. They said "thank you after Martha gave them another Rosary & off they went down the sidewalk.   Later on a man came walking down the sidewalk & said "it worked".  We asked him what did he mean.  He said that after we gave him a Rosary he found a home to live in.  Thank you Mother Mary & Praise God in answering this man's prayer.  Yeah!! 

 

Cleveland, our street friend, came walking down the sidewalk, so I knew that Martha was going to go into the center to feed him & that I would be by myself for awhile.  That's exactly what happened.  I then noticed that someone had put a big bottle of ketchup at the entrance of Planned Parenthood's parking lot.  I was wondering who was going to run over it...... it was the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, when she drove out around 5pm.  The red ketchup spilled out & covered the driveway, how apropo.  I had a chance to speak to her for about 20 seconds, for the traffic was heavy.  I told her that I know that she didn't like to write up Death Certificates for the babies that she kills in there & that she discredits them, as human beings, by calling them Zygotes, Embryos & Fetus's, so that they can be easily killed.  I then reminded her that she was once a Zygote, Embryo & a Fetus.  I said "if you ask God to forgive you for killing His children, He will".  Then she drove away.  I hope there is Hope for her.  I hope so.  A few minutes later Eric, the Supervisor, with the stoic face came out to clean up the mess.  I told him that someone had put it down there & but the strangest thing was that the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, had run over it spilling out the red contents all over the entrance to the parking lot.  He picked up the bottle & then went to get a pail of water & threw it on the red contents, thus making it disappear, just like what they do in there with the babies.  Lord have Mercy...........

 

I was so happy to see Paul come out & ask me if I was ready to come in.  I quickly said to him "yes, I am".  He then started to put things away.  I stayed until he came out to get the last signs & things & then we both went back into the center.  He was still working on the huge donation that we just received from a mom in Hilton, that Jose had picked up, for us, & had brought to the center.  I went into the office to start to make up the Truth packets for we had no more.  On the front lines today we handed out many Truth packets & DVD's & CD'S,  for educational purposes.  Martha said the Rosary & prayed the Divine Mercy Prayer at the 3 o'clock hour, when she was with me this afternoon, on the front lines.  We also had some moms come into the Material Aid Room today to get some nice 'free' clothes for their children.  It was a busy afternoon on the front lines & in the center.  I thank all the dedicated people who make these two ministries happen.

 

The doorbell rang & it was Dan. He said that he couldn't make it tomorrow so he came today instead to eat with Martha & I & to help us in any way that we needed help.  Martha was working putting away children's clothes & then she put together supper which I brought in for tonight's meal.  She had to leave early to go to a meeting at her Church at 7pm.  I did the dishes & Dan did the vacuuming & took out the trash.  He said that he will be back next Wednesday.  Thanks Dan, & I'll see you then.  I went home around 8pm. 

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Wednesday, June 15, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

 

Went to center & did some work & ate lunch, homemade chicken salad by Martha.  Many clients coming in for children's clothes.

 

Carole came back, from being away for awhile working for her friend, she'll be back with us again on the front lines 2 days a week.  Yeah!!  We went out on the front lines  while Martha stayed in center to help out Paul putting away our donations into the Material Aid Room.

 

A man driving by on University Ave., gave me a sexually explicit gesture.  Usually they say foul mouthed things out of their car window.  I'm only mentioning this because he's not the first nor the last man that will do this to me & these are probably post abortive, men, who are still in denial & need help, from their abortion involvement.  It's got to be eating them up inside.  I pray that they Repent!!  They are some mothers, sons. 

 

I was trying to reason, with the people going in & out of Planned Parenthood, speaking Truth to them but they don't care!!!

 

A woman, at veterinary hospital across the street, hollered over to me across the street saying "go away".  I said back to her that I will 'go away' when Planned Parenthood closes down.

 

A mother with 2 small children & a baby, in a carry on, walked into Planned Parenthood.  I got sick to my stomach as I called out to her telling her what Planned Parenthood does in there.  She seemed not to care.  Planned Parenthood workers waving at us.  New strategy??

 

Martha, Carole & Paul had to go. The doorbell rang & a client came into the Material Aid Room for children clothes.  Then 2 young girls came in with a cute little girl about 6 years old & the one girl asked for pregnancy test. It was Negative but she was post abortive.  Sad story.  Her precious baby was killed at Strong  Hospital by abortionist Nancy Stanwood, she was referred  to her by Planned Parenthood.  Regrets it every day & cries every day & asks her baby to forgive her. She has asked God to forgive her too. I  spoke to her about abstinence & gave her lots of brochures & asked her to call Project Rachel, a post abortive ministry, she said that she promised that she will.  She got some clothes for her 2 other children, who were at home with a friend.

 

A mother & her boyfriend with their 6 month old daughter came in to get baby clothes & she requested a pregnancy test which was Positive.  She is In denial & will come back next week for a repeat.  She is not abortion minded but her boyfriend might be.  Gave her literature.  Stay strong dear one.

 

A very pregnant mom, who is due at the end of this month, came in for books especially for she had a nice baby shower & got some real nice things this past weekend.  Is so happy & would never have an abortion & the father of their baby wanted her to have one early in her pregnancy & bugged her again when she was 5 months.  She refused.  You go girl!!  Then she said that her cousin was planning to go to Wortman's (the Butcher of Brighten, who has killed thousands of children, since 1986, including 2 of my relatives) to have her 6 month old baby killed.  I felt sick to my stomach.  I asked when will she be seeing her.  She said that she lives down the street from her so I gave her all that I could find to give her to give to her cousin & prayed.  I gave her the DVD of the 'Hard Truth' & very graphic pictures & adoption information too.  She said that she will go over there right now & call me tomorrow.  I pray that her cousin will change her mind & let her baby live.  Lord have Mercy!!

 

I made up some Truth packets, to hand out, & did some office work & then went home with my heart aching. 

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Thursday, June 16, 2011 in front of Planed Parenthood

 

Thursday the surgical killing day has arrived as it arrived every week.  I got to the front lines at 10am & there standing on the sidewalk was Bill praying.  I hollered over to him that I was going into the center to get the signs & literature box & will be right out.  He nodded that he heard me & off I went into the center.  I opened all the center's rooms & went to get the sign, mega phone & literature box to go out to the front lines.  Just then Paul had arrived so he helped me carry out the signs.  He continued to go back & forth to the center until he got all the signs set up on the sidewalk, as a witness to what they are doing in there to these little precious babies by aborting them in their mother's womb's.  I needed to quickly go back into the center for more Truth packets when I saw Martha pull into out parking lot.  I was so surprised & I gave her a big smile to say the least for it was just a little after 10am.  I didn't stop to talk to her because I wanted to get back on the front lines to call out to the women & girls going in there to have their baby killed & to try to convince them not to do this to them or themselves.  As I was walking back to the sidewalk I saw a mother with her baby in a stroller going into the center so I knew that Martha wouldn't be out with me to pray & counsel for awhile for she would be busy with the mom in the Material Aid Room helping her get things for her little one.  I was on the sidewalk with Paul for Bill went home & there comes two young girls walking up the sidewalk.  I asked if they needed a pregnancy test & one of the girls said that she did so I pointed to them where to go to get one for 'free'.  I asked Paul to go with them to the center so they knew where to go for I knew that Martha was still in the center & she could do the test.  So Paul & the two girls headed to the Focus Center to receive the help that they needed.   Thank God that Martha came early today for this was such a surprise.  I can't wait until Sheila returns next week so she can take over in the morning & I'll be there in the afternoon.  It's so hard to have the cars come into Planned Parenthood knowing that the little baby in the womb of the mother will be killed in the next hour or so.  It's really a nightmare, at least for me it is.  I know that all the people, on the front lines, suffer so much & offer their suffering to the dear & offended Lord who created us all & died for us all. 

 

Thank God that Martha was now with me so I asked Paul if he would go into the center to work in the Material Aid Room & put away our donations, which have been so many, to which I'm grateful.  He was more than willing to go do this, in the center, for he doesn't particularly like the front line ministry, which I can't blame him.  Just then a woman was coming out of Planned Parenthood & I said to her that they kill babies in there so please don't patronage them.  She said back to me that she wasn't there for an abortion & I said that I knew that but you keep the doors open so that they continue to kill babies.  I offered her a Truth packet & Martha gave her the packet & she told her that she was there trying to talk someone out of having an abortion & her name was Valerie & she was from the local church in the community.  Now I know why she was there & we both told her that we would be praying for her & Valerie.  Off she went & our hearts ached to hear that Valerie was in there contemplating in having her precious little baby be killed at the hands of abortionist, Rachael Phelps.  It made me sick to stomach.  As this was happening Maryann had arrived to pray & then came Dan & Addision to pray at the brick side of the building.  I was so tired due to this Fibromyalgia & I told Martha that I was going into the center for a bit.  I offered up my suffering to the Lord & went into the Great Room & shut the door & lied down on the sofa there to take a 10 minute nap, otherwise I was afraid that I wasn't going to get through the afternoon in counseling & fighting against the evil that is there.  But I remember Scripture which says "in my weakness is my strength".  Thank you Lord.  I rested for 10 minutes & got up & went back out onto the front lines.  It was less then 5 minutes later I saw that the woman from the church that was in there earlier to try to talk Valerie out of having an abortion & she was driving out of Planned Parenthood.  I asked her if she got Valerie out of there & she gave me the thumb's up.  She wasn't in the front seat but was in the back seat, thank God!!  I was so very happy :)  There is something to say about suffering......................

 

It was now about 12:45pm & I looked up the sidewalk to see Rob, who has sidewalk counseled, out in front of Planned Parenthood for the past 15 years, walking towards me.  I was so happy to see him for he is a wonderful counselor & keeps on talking to get the message out to those who need to hear it.  A new Death Escort was being showed around by the PR guy Rick Bartell, at the abortion mill.  He was walking her around the premises of Planned Parenthood & even came out to the front lines to let her see what she was up against.  A few minutes later there comes the old timer, Sylvia Rose, who is the Mother (I use that only as a term loosely) of all Death Escorts, who has been there almost as long as Rob & I have been out there, for 15 years.  You'd think that she would have listened to the Truth by now, for all those years that it has been spoken, & had turned away a long time ago but no not yet. For she, as all the other death escorts, are still blinded by the darkness of the evil that they do there at Planned Parenthood.  Lord please remove the blinders from their eyes, ears & heart, so that they would be 'set free' & repent & do good.  Thank you Lord. Amen!

 

A Budweiser beer truck parked right along side of Martha & I on the sidewalk where we were standing. Rob went over to the brick side of Planned Parenthood to be with Dan & Addision to counsel & to pray.  Maryann had prayed & had left.  I asked the passenger, who was in the truck, if I could help them in any way.  He spitted out the window & said "no thank you".  Just then a older women who was on a bicycle came over to us & stopped.  She was very strange to say the least & I say that in love but with good discernment.  She challenged Martha & I.  Martha said to her that she was concerned that she was crossing the street without really looking both ways & she didn't want her to get hit by a car.  She told Martha that she was capable of crossing the street & asked if the beer truck had given her a beer.  Martha said that she doesn't drink to which the woman stated "it figures" & was starting to ride away & as she passed by me I said to her "but I do".  He face twisted.  Off she went to the brick side of the Planned Parenthood building where the men were & stopped her bike, & was tslking to them.  Later I asked what she had said to them & Dan said that she told them that it wasn't any of their business to be out there & that it was up to the woman & not the man, to have an abortion.  Dan had set her straight & told her that it takes a man & a woman to make a baby & that it was also their issue too.  Off she went & it had crossed my mind that she was post abortive & I prayed that she would return so that I could give her some post abortive literature to help her for she was a mess, no offense.  My prayer was answered for she came back about an hour later & Martha was in the center at this time.  She stopped & I asked her if she was post abortive & I had some literature in my hand to give to her.  She looked at me with her dark & distant eyes & said "oh is that what they're calling it now a days".  I answered back "yes".  I asked her what she had said to the gentlemen who were over on the other side of the sidewalk & she said that she told them it was none of their business.  I said that it takes two to make a baby & not just one & I went on & then all of a sudden she rode like the wind down the street & disappeared at Gibbs St.. I put the brochure that I was going to hand to her back into the literature box & felt sad that she was not open to the Truth & maybe that I did a bad job in conveying help for her, though I don't think that she was open to the Truth at this time.  I hope & pray that she will come back again at another time & I or someone else can help her.

 

 

The wind was blowing so hard that the signs were moving in the wind & falling down on the sidewalk, many times.  I had to bend down so many times to pick them up, that I ever wanted to, to put the signs back up after they had fallen down from the gusts of wind.  Also, the literature box fell down & all the Truth packets & literature dumped out of the box TWICE, what a mess.  I don't ever remember this happening before.  I got through it, through the grace of God. 

  

 

Suzanne, our Thursday client advocate, came & brought so many big items from her Parish that didn't sell at their Garage Sale.  There were strollers, highchairs etc..  Also, Frank, a friend of ours at Focus, had gone to pick up some big times from Maria, who supplies a lot of baby clothes & small items for us, which were baby gates &  a toddler bed & a crib, which I don't really want to deal with.  It needs a crib mattress & it has to be exactly the right size to fit the crib which is a pain because no one is going to bother to get the right size probably & our mothers can't afford it & neither can we at Focus.  Also, the toddlers bed needs a mattress too.  Our moms can't afford a mattresses, for the bed & either can we at Focus.  I just want to deal with clothes, books, toys, stuffed animals, strollers, pac'n plays, bath tubs & training toilets, highchairs, baby gates & nothing more then that.  I get frustrated very easily.  I have to make a decision in what to do with the crib & bed which is taking up a lot of room in the Great Room in the center. 

 

Rob &  Martha & I tried to talk to all those who were entering the parking lot & telling them that we can help them.  None listen & like always some babies were killed here today.  Hopefully someday we'll find out that some people left, with their babies still where they should be, until they are born.  God did not intend that not one baby  ever be 'aborted'. 

 

Suzanne was busy calling our clients to see how they were doing & calling the companies to see if the strollers that she had brought into Focus were safe & that there were no 'recalls on them.  Paul was busy putting our donations away & Martha was helping out in the Material Aid Room with our mothers in need.

 

Rob & I were the only ones now out there on the front lines, like the many years that we have been out there witnessing.  We started together 15 years ago this last May.  He is such a blessing & I am so happy that he will be with us on Thursday afternoons this summer until school starts back up again in September.  As he was talking into the mega phone speaking to the people in Planned Parenthood a man came walking down the street holding a can of iced tea, but in this case it was a can of booze, for he smelled like it.  He was pleasant & wanted to stand with us to protest until he had to go to the bus terminal to pick up his son.  He took a sign & put the can down on the wooden ledge by the bushes.  He was in the street & I told him to get back on the sidewalk where he will be safe & legal.  He talked about the injustice of abortion & how he likes to defend the environment too.  The environment doesn't need defending it needs to be taken care of, the babies need defending.  It might have  been the liquor talking.  He said that he believed in the Morning After Pill.  I then educated him on what that pill does at sometimes by causing an early abortion & we don't believe in that.  He held the sign for the cars driving by to see for about 15 minutes & then said that he had to go pickup his son.  We said "good bye" & thanked him for his peaceful protest & wished him a happy Father's Day too.  He smiled & off he went, without his ice tea can, walking down the street to go pickup his son, if this was true at all.  He seemed lost in away & I'm sure that he has a 'story to tell'. 

 
I was told, on Wednesday by one of our clients, that her cousin, who is in her second trimester was going to go to abortionist Morris Wortman, in Brighton for a second trimester abortion.  I gave our client, who is due at the end of this month, everything I could give her,lots of  literature & a graphic DVD called the 'Silent Scream' & a Growth & Development DVD too, to take with her to give to this abortion minded mother & to talk her out of keeping the appointment to abort her precious baby. I prayed for this mother, along with our client.  Well I called our client this afternoon & she said that after she spoke with her cousin & showed her what I gave her, which was effective to convince her, & through the grace of God, she has decided to keep her baby & not go to abortionist Morris Wortman, for the abortion. Praise God! 

 

It was now about 5pm & Rob had to go.  Suzanne had left at 4:30pm.  Martha & I were in the center & I was making up more Truth packets & she was busy putting away children's clothes along with Paul who was still with us.  God bless him.  He finally left to go home & Martha & I had supper together & then headed over to Mercy High School to hear Dr. Janet Smith speak, in person.  After her talk I went up to her to meet her & to shake her hand.  It was an honor to have met Dr. Janet Smith, http://www.janetsmith.excerptsofinri.com/ , who is such a wonderful, knowledgeable woman.  I introduced myself to her as a director of a Pregnancy Center & also that I sidewalk counseled in front of Planned Parenthood. She said that being out in front of an abortion mill was the hardest ministry in the world.  I totally agree with her.  She has such wisdom & insight.   It was a blessed evening & I got to see so many of my friends, who were there too. 

 

 

See you next week Sheila & I hope that you had a nice & restful vscation in England.  We all missed you!

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Saturday, June 18, 2011 our march to Planned Parenthood along the streets of Rochester 

 

Article taken from'View from the Choir' @ http://backpew.blogspot.com/

Planned Parenthood - Praying Twice!

 

 

Today I had two opportunities to pray outside Planned Parenthood.

This morning I joined the regular group at the Planned Parenthood in Greece, N.Y., to pray. We said a Rosary and a Divine Chaplet, among other prayers.

Then this afternoon I joined with another group to march through downtown Rochester to Planned Parenthood's headquarters on University Avenue. Another Rosary!

There are so many committed, prayerful people here: Planned Parenthood doesn't stand a chance!

 

Labels: Planned Parenthood, pro-life

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011 in front of Planned Parenthood

When I arrived for Mass & saw that Martha wasn't there in the church,  I wasn't worried for I knew that she tried to call me but couldn't get through, to tell me that she would be at the center this afternoon.  I was right, for when I arrived at the center I saw that her car was parked there in the parking lot. As I was getting out of the car I asked Tickabo, one of  the taxi drivers, if he could help me get the bags & boxes out of my car & bring the donations into the center.  He said 'sure' & he helped bring all the things into the center from my car.  He is so nice & is such a big help to us at Focus & I thank God for his assistance.  He is a God sent. I greeted Martha & she said that new that I sleep late & she had to go early to bring her friend to the doctors to get a heart monitor put on & she doesn't have a cell phone so she couldn't call me to tell me that she wasn't going to be at Mass at noon.  I was so glad to see her when I arrived at the center.  There was so much to do in the center putting away our donations so I said to Martha that maybe we should put the things away, since Paul wasn't her to do it & then go out to the front lines later this afternoon.  She agreed.  As we were working Sandy came, who has come on Tuesdays for the past 2 years to help us.  She gave us the news that she got a car & a job working in food service at the Strong Museum.  I was happy for her but sad for us at Focus.  She said that she would try to come after work on occasion to help us & to see us.  I hope that she does.  I'm happy that she got a nice car & a great job!!  Lord please sent us some more help in the Material Aid Room please & thank you.  Amen!!  

 

The doorbell rang & it was Carole.  It was around 1:15 when she arrived & said that she could stay until 3pm today.  I said that we were working in the center this afternoon so she helped clean up children toys & put away children's clothes, in the Material Aid Room.  We all had a great time together working & talking & eating.  I made lunch & for desert we had Martha's homemade chocolate cake with cream cheese frosting & I wonder why I haven't lost any weight!!!   I was happy that all the bags & boxes, of children clothes, were empty now.  We were given a crib & Martha call the company to see if there was a recall on the crib.  The woman on the phone said it was 22 years old & to throw it out, which we did.  Paul came by later to help us & he put the crib in the dumpster, which is in the back of the center. If something is not safe it goes.  We take no chances at the Focus Center with the safety of our children.  Safety is out priory!! 

 

Sandy had left & so did Carole, around 3pm, so I said to Martha "lets now go out to the front lines to pray & to witness".  She said "yes, lets go".  She we did.  We took two graphic signs, the mega phone, the literature box & of course the poster of our Mother, Our Lady of Guadeloupe with us.  It didn't take long for the evil to show its ugly head.  I found, on the ground in front of the business next to Planned Parenthood, an empty package of Plan B, which is the Morning After Pill with Planned Parenthood instructions with it.  The package was empty, so the young had taken the two pills, & thrown the package away.  This particular 'killing pill' is for girls from 17 & under.  My heart ached that a young girl had taken the two pills & off she went as if nothing was going to happen to her.  These pills are potent steroids & something will happen to her & if she was pregnant it will kill her baby too.  What monsters, you are,  Planned Parenthood .  Girls please wake up!!!   Martha picked up the empty package with the instructions & put it in out literature box for us to bring it into the center later on.  I have a whole file of Planned Parenthood 'trash'.     

 

Martha went to the center to give Cleveland, our street friend, some food so I was alone at this time.  I saw at the fence that the death escort Barry Swan was talking to a man & a woman so I started to talk to them too.  Well this man was no gentleman & he gave me hid middle finger so I  said to him "don't show mw your IQ for your the one at Planned Parenthood.  Just then he came closer to the fence & was staring to pull down his paint to show me his other IQ.  I said to me "you better stop right now for I have other who did this arrested, I'll take down you license number too.  He quickly pulled his pants back up, good decision mister, & he got into his car with the woman that  he was with him.  I hurried to get a piece of paper & a pen but I couldn't find a pen in the literature box & just then I remembered that I now have a cell phone that can take pictures.  Hurrah!!   As he was driving out I took his picture & the license plate number too, to which the woman in the car gave me her middle finger, as they drove off.  What did I say to them but the Truth, which was very convicting to both of them that's for sure.  Come Holy Spirit come......  I hope that they repent!  

 

Martha was now back with me on the sidewalk & was staring to pray the Rosary.  Just then I head a loud voice from down the street all the way to the corner of University Ave. & Gibbs St. a males voice that said "shut up you .......".  I said that I loved him & that I hope that he repents from his sins & that he didn't respect women or himself either"  He disappeared around the corner along with the other male that was walking with him.  At least he was silent.  War is Hell.

 

We hadn't been on the front line for more than 10 minutes when this all came down.  What evil it is when people decide to have their precious baby killed, so that they can live as they want too.  This is from Mother Teresa, a great & humble woman. 

 

Martha decided to pray & witness across the street so I was by myself on the side of the sidewalk where the bushes are.  One of the workers drove out wearing purple scrubs.  I asked her to stop murdering babies.  I noticed that she was driving into our parking lot where our center is located.  I walked over to see where she was going, maybe it was to the Focus Center, you never know.  Read the former director of Planned Parenthood, Abby Johnson's book.  But in this case she got out of her car & went into Assemblyman's David Gant's office.  Poor choice!!!  She was in there for about 3 minutes & then left.  As she was at the corner of University Ave. & Gibbs St.  I offered her a Truth packet but she drove away.  She is a 'new face' at Planned Parenthood, hopefully not for long.  I hope & pray that she will get a job, in her medical experience, in saving lives & not talking lives.  That's just plain sick. 

 

Martha hollered over to me from across the street that Pat, our grandmother & great grandmother of 4 children was turning into the Focus parking lot.  I went over to the parking lot to greet her & to let her into the center.  Just then Paul reappeared & I asked him if he could please stay with Martha while I was in the center with Pat.  He said that he would.  Pat & I had a great talk & she was able to be blessed with some nice things, for her great grand children, that we just received including a pink day bed with side rails for little Akira, my Godchild.  She will be so happy in her new princess bed. 

 

The doorbell rang & it was a very pregnant young girl asking to get some baby things. She was blessed with many nice things for her precious baby boy who will be born soon.  She's thinking of naming him David or Michael, from the Bible.  Great!!  The doorbell rang again & it was another mom that needed clothes for her children.  It's blessing to bless others!!

 

Martha & Paul came in from the front lines with Scott, who is blind, who was dropped off by the Lift Line & was lead in by Paul who was intending to take Scott to Blessed Sacrament Church for the Mass at 5:30 & then Paul was going to come back to help us out some more & then go to his Prayer Group. 

 

Martha, Pat & I sat down & had a nice talk.  Martha told us then when the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, was driving out of the Planned Parenthood's parking lot she said to her "your hair is up so when you get home put your feet up for you had a hard day today in deceiving all these young girls".  Good for you Martha!! 

 

Pat had left & will hopefully come back tomorrow to get the door gates that we are expecting tomorrow.  Does she have a 'story to tell', that's for sure!! 

 

Martha & I did more work in the center & then ate our supper of lasagna & salad & then went home to face another day tomorrow at the 'Killing Mill' which is Planned Parenthood & a nicer place, the Focus Center.   

 

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Wednesday, June 22, 2011 at the Focus Center

 

We were blessed by newly ordained Fr. Scott & were given individually a blessing by him, on our knees & then kissed his hand.  We were blessed with a Plenary Indulgence. Check out this information:  

 

 

1. What is an indulgence?

 

 "An indulgence is a remission before God of the temporal punishment due to sins whose guilt has already been forgiven, which the faithful Christian who is duly disposed gains under certain prescribed conditions through the action of the Church, which, as the minister of redemption, dispenses and applies with authority the treasury of the satisfaction of Christ and the saints."

 

2. What is a plenary indulgence?

 

An indulgence is plenary if it removes all the temporal punishment due to sin.

 

After Mass we went to the center.  When we arrived at the center we were greeted by two young girls & one of the girls had her 6 years old son with her, what a cutie he was.  The other young girl wanted a pregnancy test, which Martha gave. The other young woman went into the Material Aid Room & got some nice things for her son.  He got some nice toys & was so happy :)  We had so much to do at the center that we never got out on the front lines this afternoon, which breaks my heart. The doorbell never stopped ringing.  Tim came to fix the cabinet in the Material Aid Room that the hinges were falling off the doors.  This is the cabinet that we put out signs & literature box & mega phone in plus other supplies there to.  We also have a shelf that he made more sturdy so that things that we put on it won't fall off.  He did a great job.  His daughter will be having open heart surgery this September.  He & his wife Molly & his family are in our prayers.  Then the doorbell rang again & it was Frank bringing a large donation of big items to the center.  I called for Tickabo, working in the taxi company to help carry the things into the center & to bring them into the Great Room.  There was an old fashioned carriage, probably worth about $100 or more.  A wickered bassinet, baby gates, two bouncers & so many more items for our mothers.  Frank hurried out door he had to go somewhere else & Tim was nice enough to help us set up the antique baby carriage, that we probably will try to sell on Craig's list, to help pay our rent, so that we can continue to assist our moms & their children at Focus. 

 

Martha & I sat down briefly to eat a fast lunch.  The doorbell rang again & it was a young mom with her precious baby, in a stroller, needing some diapers & more clothes for her lovely baby daughter.  I went outside to get something from my car & a man came walking up to the front door.  I asked if he needed any assistance & he told me that his girlfriend was in the center getting baby clothes for their daughter.  Okay Dad come on in. 

 

The doorbell rang again & it was Bruno bringing in some donations from Our Lady of the Americas church on East Main St. which is about a half a mile down the street from the center.  He said that he's busy studying to became a Deacon.  He has three more years of study.  God be with you & your family Bruno.  What great news this was that's for sure. 

 

The doorbell rang & it was the carpet cleaning man.  He came to give us an estimate to what it would cost to clean the carpet with all it's water stains on it from all the backed up rain water that happened this past rainy Springtime.  He looked around & gave Martha & I an estimate.  I called Bernie & he spoke with him for a few minutes & then hung up.  He stayed for a few more minutes & then left.  He was nice & I'm sure that his company was good but Bernie has another plan.

 

About 20 minutes later the doorbell didn't ring, for Bernie, the landlord, has his own key to get in.  We discussed with him about the carpet & he said that $150 was to much for the carpet to be cleaned.  He has another plan to get it done.  I'm certainly not going to worry about for this, for it is his responsibility & he will come through for Focus.  Martha reminded him that we have a Mass in the Great Room in 2 weeks & we'd like the place to look good & smell good too.  He went, to fix the toilet,  with Martha's assistance. He had to put the sealer around the toilet, in the Great Room bathroom, where we store in secure bags, our winter baby & children clothes.  He also has two more other projects that he will did, one tomorrow & the other on Saturday.  Thanks for coming, to fix what needs to be fixed Bernie, to make this place a better place for us & our clients. 

 

I went into the office to make up some Truth packets & to do some other office work when the doorbell rang again & this time it was Tucker.  He was sick last week so he wasn't on the front lines praying.  H e felt better today & was here.  We talked for a little while before he took his sign, with the three babies on it & his chair & went out to be on the sidewalk to pray& witness for 'life'. 

 

I went back to the office to continue to make up some more Truth packets & the doorbell rang again & this time it was Cleveland, our street friend.  He was hungry & Martha fixed him up a nice meal.  He sat on his favorite chair & ate his macaroni & cheese dinner.  Mmmmm good!!  I then went back to the office & made up about 6 Truth packets when the doorbell rang again & it was Memo, our Data Entry man.  He came to get our receipts & the Material Aid Room writ in sheets, that we ask the girls & women to fill out when they first come in to get the free baby & children clothes & small items.  We also discussed some other things too.  He was there about 20 minutes & he had to go.  We are so grateful for all the help that he has given us over the past 2 years.  We also appreciate everyone who helps us out at Focus with their time & talents.  God bless you all...................

 

I was again in the office when the doorbell rang again.  I heard Pat's voice & Martha was saying to me "Mary there is a surprise for you".  I was just starting to get up from my desk when the brood came walking in.  There was Pat, the grandmother - great grandmother & her granddaughter Katherine & her two sons.  One of the sons was almost killed by the Ru486 drug  2 years ago. This baby was saved by the grace of God by God using us at Focus to take her to our doctor who took the deadly pills out of her cervix & the baby was saved from death, by Planned Parenthood's abortionist Rachael Phelps. This was such a wonderful surprise to say the least!  It was Katherine's, the mom of the 2 sons, Birthday tomorrow, for she'll be 18 years old.  We all talked for awhile & we gave them the wicker bassinet for her other granddaughter is due at the end of July with another daughter.  They also took two of the door gates & a toy horse for Kymeir, the boy that was almost killed by Planned Parenthood. They also took the baby bouncer & a toy car & a couple of things for Akira who was born 1 lib. 7 ozs. 2 years this July & who is also my Godchild.  The picture of me holding her will be on our new brochure, when Leanne finishes it.  It is such a great picture of me smiling holding Akira as she's looking right into the camera.  She's not shy!!  But I am.  They packed everything in the van & off they went.  I've know Pat & her family for over 2 years now since she first stopped at Planned Parenthood seeking help.  What a wonderful woman, Pat is, to say the least.  What a blessing it is for me to know her & her family. 

 

Martha went back working in the Material Aid Room putting away the clothes that we just received so I decided to get supper ready.  It was around 6:30pm so I thought that Dan wasn't coming for supper & to do some odd & ends at Focus, so we decided to eat.  We thought that after supper we would go to the Thrift Shop to get Cleveland some pants & a shirt, so that was the plan.  Then the doorbell rang & it was Dan.  I said to him that we had just finished our supper & that we were planning to go to the store to buy some things & the store closed at 8pm, though it wasn't to far away from the center.  He said "no problem".  I fixed him up a plate of lasagna  & salad & he was a happy camper.  I then gave him hi assignments to which he was most cooperative in accepting.  He is another blessing from God to us at Focus.  Martha & hurried out to go to the Thrift Store to get there in time to look around & to find something for our street friend Cleveland.  I hope that Martha when she was later on going to Wegmans to buy a bar of Irish Spring for his long anticipated shower.  How can he be so fussy about soap???  I guess he has a right to use the soap of his choice, after all, he's the one taking the shower.   At the store we got a nice pair of pants &  a shirt , for Cleveland & Martha got a pair of sunglasses & I got a turquoise blouse & pearls & two candle holders  What fun we had :) 

 

     

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011 at Focus & in front of Planned Parenthood

When Martha & arrived at the center after church this afternoon there was client waiting for us already at the door to come in to receive some clothes for her children.  After I let her in & opened all the doors to the center I went back outside to get the things out of my car.  We are so overwhelmed with donations but thankful too but we don't know where to begin.  Just as our regular client left there was a ring at the door & it was a nice woman who had emailed a couple of weeks ago dropping off more donations.  She said that maybe her 13 year daughter can help us in the Material Aid Room sometime this summer.  "That would be great" I said.  She is a mother of 9 children, God bless her for she did it right.  Not everyone will be blessed with 9 children but she & her husband let God be in control rather than them.  Yeah!!  After she left Paul came in to help us to put the donation away.  Martha made her & I a sandwich but I need more Mayo next time Martha but thank you anyway.  I was told that I might have some demonic rosaries, in the center, & sure enough I did.  I put the demonic rosaries in a bag & then put in some Holy Salt, with the Exorcism blessing, in the bag too & threw them in the dumpster.  How evil those people were that sent my friend the rosaries & then she, not knowingly, gave them to me & I had put them in our Truth packets that we give to those who want one. Thank God that my friend had them blessed as she didn't know that they were demonic rosaries.  God have Mercy on the ones responsible for this evil.  All is well now for I replaced the demonic rosaries, in the Truth packets, with the blessed rosaries that give honor to God & pleases Mother Mary. 

 

New Age Rosaries with demonic symbols  have appeared at apparition sites throughout the world and in most cases are given away for free. They are made from white, pink, and blue plastic, and stamped as having been made in Italy. Since they are available at places of pilgrimage it makes Catholics automatically think they are fine to use.

These rosaries are considered New Age due to their demonic symbolism. For example, if you look closely behind the figure of Christ there is a caduceus, which is an upright pole, representing mediation between Heaven and earth. This pole is an ancient herald’s wand that was carried by messenger gods like Hermes or Mercury. The rod is also a divining rod to measure the earth and its energies of power.

Satan is shown behind the figure of Christ and is depicted by a coiled serpent, which represents latent power, concealed but not yet fully manifest, a dormant power. It may also represent to Satanists that the devil is Co-Messianic, Redeemer and Mediator with Christ. The circles on the crucifix are from Egyptian Graeco-Roman, Phoenician, Baal symbols called the Pentagram, which is a major occult sign.

The pentagrams have five points, which represent spirit, fire, earth, water, and air. The pentagram at the bottom is upside down and represents the devil’s goat. The four circles with dots in the center signify gold or the sun in alchemy.

These rosaries cannot be cleansed through prayer because they were created for the purpose of evil. They must be destroyed!!!!  Sprinkle them with Holy Water first before you throw them away, preferable in a dumpster, & cut them up firt so no one can use them. 

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