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Thursday, April 22, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
The abortionist was there killing babies today. We had a large team of pro lifers out this afternoon. There was Rona, John, Tony (he stayed in his van & said the Divine Mercy prayers), Jerry, Bill, & then Rob came around 2pm & myself. We had 3 huge signs ( 2 were graphic & the other one was of a baby that said 'LIFE' at the top of the sign) out there today plus our smaller graphic signs. It was very effective. A young man walked by & told Rob & I that his girlfriend snuck an abortion behind his back & he still was upset about that. I went & got some post abortion literature for men in the center & gave it to him. Rob brought him into the center to show him around. He was one hurting man & said to him, as he passed by me on the sidewalk, that I was sorry for his loss. Please check out: http://www.postabortionhelp.org/Men/article2.html. A car pulled into Planned Parenthood & a woman got out of the car. I told her what they do in Planned Parenthood & she said "I don't care". I said back to her "that you should care because they don't care about you either". Imagine not caring that they kill littlest innocent babies in there. What a goofy lady. The Death Escorts , who wear aprons, were young girls that don't know what they are doing. Poor girls. We told them the Truth & we hope & pray that they change, by the grace of God. They do a lot of damage by greeting the victims so they trust them & they lead them into the Killing Mill, either to have their babies killed, by Rachel Phelps, or to contracept, with also kills little babies. What's wrong with women these days??? Suzanne, our Thursday afternoon counselor, came in around 2:45pm. It was so good to see her. I brought her a family that needed some baby clothes that had been turning around in the parking lot of Planned Parenthood. I also brought her a grandmother of 4 grand kids that were walking down the street. They were blessed in the Material Aid Room. Thank you Lord for our blessings so we can bless.A man was walking down the sidewalk & stopped to talk to another counselor & I. He was 64 years old (looked 70) & said that his wife had 4 abortions, in the past. He did manage to have 1 son living (abortion survivor). He is divorced but has impregnated his 34 year old girlfriend. He wants her to have an abortion but she doesn't want to have an abortion. Smart woman. He said that they are both on Coke & on Welfare (how's that?) & can't afford a baby? They had no problem in making the baby, but once the baby was created, he wants the baby killed, just like all his children in his marriage were. As for a Coke baby, this baby will survive, many baby have grown up to be stable adults & is NO reason to have this precious be baby killed. There are NO reasons for an abortion. It is always EVIL. We gave him a Growth & Development DVD & a brochure of pictures of the baby in the womb developing every month & other brochures for his enlightenment. As he staggered away we only hope & pray that he changes his mind, through the grace of God, & support his girlfriend in the 'Chose for Life'. Amen. There were one drop off which usually means that the guy drops the girl & then. after she has her baby killed, he then picks her up. How sad. There was a car filled with women & they all went into the Professional Entrance, how unprofessional it is to kill children. Maybe they were U of R Medical Students for death. The abortionist, Rachel Phelps was quoted saying on January 22nd. 2010 that she wants to train the Medical Students to do abortions. She said that she wants to do 40 abortions a day at Planned Parenthood. Not on my watch abortionist, through the grace of God, that won't happen. How do you spell the word 'MONSTER'.
A man was walking down the sidewalk & stopped to talk to another counselor & I. He was 64 years old (looked 70) & said that his wife had 4 abortions, in the past. He did manage to have 1 son living (abortion survivor). He is divorced but has impregnated his 34 year old girlfriend. He wants her to have an abortion but she doesn't want to have an abortion. Smart woman. He said that they are both on Coke & on Welfare (how's that?) & can't afford a baby? They had no problem in making the baby, but once the baby was created, he wants the baby killed, just like all his children in his marriage were. As for a Coke baby, this baby will survive, many baby have grown up to be stable adults & is NO reason to have this precious be baby killed. There are NO reasons for an abortion. It is always EVIL. We gave him a Growth & Development DVD & a brochure of pictures of the baby in the womb developing every month & other brochures for his enlightenment. As he staggered away we only hope & pray that he changes his mind, through the grace of God, & support his girlfriend in the 'Chose for Life'. Amen. We all gathered together at 3pm the Mercy Hour to say the Divine Mercy Chaplet. It was powerful. After that everyone had to leave except John & I. I had mentioned to him that today no one gave us the bird or swore at us. that was soon to change. About an hour later a young guy drove passed us on the street & hollered to me "..............." with such intensity that my heart went out to him. He must be in such pain. He probably is post abortive male but is still in denial. If he only knew that it is us that can help him. Pastor Jane't came to facilitate the 'Bible Study Meeting' at 4:30pm. Bill had arrived, on the sidewalk, & then went into the center for the meeting. I had to go to the Second Hand Store to visit my friend & to get some things for the Material Aid Room then go to visit my niece & nephew & sister. It's been awhile.
Monday, April 26, 2010 at the Focus Center I was called on our toll free number so I went into the center tonight to do a pregnancy test. When I arrived at the Focus Center a young girl was at the door. I asked if I could help her & she said that she was there for baby clothes for her baby & her friends baby. As we were talking she mentioned to me that back in November of 2008 she was going into Planned Parenthood for an abortion but a man with a beard stopped & talked with her, who was on the sidewalk, with some other men who were praying. He showed her some graphic pictures & explained what abortion was all about. He gave her some information & she went back home that day. She showed me the picture of her cute little 8 month old daughter. This incident could have happened at our first '40 Days for Life' campaign. The Lord is so good in letting us know about our saved babies, through His grace. This ministry is based on Prayer & Education. It is a Team Effort & all of you are so important in the saving the lives of these precious children. So thank you so very much & God bless. Also, while I was there a man came in for clothes for 10 girls in his church that needed baby clothes. He mentioned that a 14 year old girl is pregnant & her mother wants her to have an abortion so I gave him a DVD, of pictures of the baby in the womb, & some brochures, to take to the young girls mother, to change her mind about her daughter, going for an abortion. We hope & pray this baby will be born & not aborted.
One more thing, is that we are expecting two babies in May & another baby in July. Many more babies this year to be born. Praise God! _____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, April 27, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Martha & I arrived to the center after Mass downtown. When we arrived there Sandy, our Tuesday counselor, was there then along came Mary S. & Donna. It was all females today no males joined us today. When I arrived to the front lines I saw that the abortionist, Rachel Phelps wasn't there but you aren't going to trust Planned Parenthood, so we were ready to counsel as everyone was going in for an abortion & take it from there, with the power of the Holy Spirit giving discernment. We set the sidewalk with the graphic & non graphic signs to witness the Truth. We have had two women, just in the last two days, say that their babies were saved from being aborted by seeing the graphic signs. Praise God!! I noticed that the mega phone wasn't working very well so I went into the center to place the batteries. While I was in the office I heard that Martha was coming in with a client. I put the batteries in the mega phone & went into the Material Aid Room to meet the new client. She was a delightful young woman with a beautiful smile. She was over at Planned Parenthood to get a pregnancy test & was told that she was pregnant & then said to her "are you planning to terminate this pregnancy"? She abruptly said to her "no, of course not". Then she left. She was walking out of Planned Parenthood & was coming around the bushes & Martha & Donna started to talk to her & then Martha brought her into the center for a baby blanket & some more literature & the Growth & Development DVD of the baby in the womb. She was delighted. I asked her to fill out the Intake Sheet, so that Suzanne our counselor on Thursdays, could call her & see how she is doing with her pregnancy. She said that she had to go to catch the bus but that she would fill it out first. She said "thank you" & we replied "you are very welcome & the very best to you". What a joy she was, happy to be pregnant, with no plans of destroying the life that is growing inside her. What a breath of fresh air.
Martha & I went back outside to pray & to sidewalk counsel. I noticed a man with a tape measure. He was working for the city. The city were fixing the sidewalks last week so they put down new concrete where we stand, so there was no yellow line now. I went up to him & asked him if he would measure 15 feet form the entrance of the Planned Parenthood's parking lot. He said that he would & he did. I went into the center to get a black Sharpie pen to draw a black line instead of a yellow one. I didn't want Planned Parenthood to measure & to take us further away from the entrance. Don't trust Planned Parenthood. I the noticed the old coot neighbor Jim Bovay, who lives across the street looking at us. He then decided to come over to us & stand right in front of our faces. I picked up the phone, just in case I had to use it, & told him to go away from us, for he didn't need to be over here & in our faces causing trouble. He smirked at me & said that it was his sidewalk too. I said back to him "you are harassing us & you have no right to do that on your sidewalk". "You're nuts Mary". This is his usual reply to me. Good bye Jim. He walked back over to his condo, across the street, & went in & closed the door. Good boy. Some people never change, I do hope he does, for he will be surprised when he dies.
Melody had just arrived to help out in the center. I gave her my keys & asked her if she would please empty my car, for I had many bags of clothes & things in it, for the Material Aid Room, to be put away. I told her that Sandy was working, on cleaning the new chairs that we just received, by a generous person. We are trying to get ready for the first Mass, in the center this year, on this Saturday, May 1st. at 11am. May is the Blessed Mother's month. Much to do!!
Martha & I were now alone on the sidewalk for Mary S. & Donna had to go. I took the mega phone & went to the fence & saw a young guy coming out of Planned Parenthood. I told him what is going on in this place of death. Then between the bashes I saw that he was walking over to Martha & I. He came around the bushes & sat down on the bench with his cigarette in his mouth. Comfort weed, so they think. He began to talk, asking why we were bothering these people. I said to educate them for they are killing little babies in there. Then he began to say all the wrong things. He exclaimed that it wasn't a baby it was just an Embryo, with no rights because it isn't a baby, free to dispose of at will. How sad. He asked me if I was a foster home child. I said no but I was a abused home child. I then said to him that he was saying that unless everything was great for the child he or she should die if it didn't look to good for him or her. I said then we all should be dead then. There is no one living that has a perfect life. He said that his mother had an abortion. I said that I am sorry for your loss of your brother or sister. He smirked & said to me that "it was only an Embryo". Oh brother, how very sad is this case. I said to him that I was raped & molested & an incest survivor & he got up & left, right away & went back into Planned Parenthood. See dear man, no one's life is perfect, but life is precious never the less. We had many people who gave us a 'good honks' as they passed us by, on the street. We also had many people stop to receive information & Rosaries to take with them, to grow closer to the dear Lord, who loves them. We had a woman who stopped to talk with us & told us that she had an abortion many years ago & regretted it so very much. Martha gave her a Post Abortive booklet to take with her to get the help & healing that she needs. I told her that the priest, Fr. Vinney, that helped her to 'Chose Life' 25 years ago, when she was thinking about having another abortion, was the Pastor of Our Lady of the Americas Church, up the street on East Main St.. She said that she wants to go & thank him for saving her daughter's life, 25 years ago at St. Michael's Church, in the city. She smiled & off she went up the street a happier person. I looked up the street & a young girl was walking towards us. I walked up to her & asked if we could help her. She said that she was going to Planned Parenthood for a pregnancy test. I said to her "come follow me". I said that we could do a free pregnancy test, in our center, next to this yellow building. I asked Martha to go with her & off they went into the center. Martha came back about 5 minutes later & said that Sandy, our counselor, was going to take over. I went into the center to see if I could help. She wasn't pregnant, so I gave her some more information that pertained to her situation & Sandy gave her Abstinence counseling. I went back to the front lines.
Melody came out a little later & wanted to go over to the brick side of the Planned Parenthood building to use the mega phone & to sing the pro life song that she wrote & recorded to help others. She did a beautiful job. The wind was blowing our signs all over the place & it was now about 5pm so we went into the center to do our work in there. I had to make some phone calls & do some paperwork. Martha & Melody were working in the Material Aid Room, putting more things away. I called Pat the grandmother, who fights for the lives of her great grandbabies, from being killed by abortion, & told her that I had her $200 for her that was given by a generous donor. She said that she was coming over for she had to be careful for she had sprained her ankle. Oh no!! Poor Pat. She came about 10 minutes later to get the money, formula for baby Akira, our little preemie baby who is 15 lbs. now. She picked up some baby clothes too. As I was talking to her the doorbell rang. I walked over to the door & there were 2 familiar people standing there. I said that we were closed but she insisted to come in to get some things, so I said "okay come on in". Martha took over & was with them in the Material Aid Room. They come regularly & usually get quit a few things. I went back to talk to Pat some more. She looks tired & we try to help make her load lighter by God's grace. She was grateful & said that she would be here for the Mass on Saturday morning. Very good Pat, see you then. She limped back to the car, with her friend, who came in to help her with the bags of baby clothes & diapers.
We then got supper ready tonight. It was just the three of us girls, Martha, Melody & Mary (me). We had fried eggplant with Rigatoni & a lettuce salad with blue cheese dressing & corn bread. For desert we had Martha's famous chocolate cake with chocolate frosting No diets here. We cleaned up & Melody made up some more Truth packets for the front line ministry & for the center's ministry too. We went home around 9:30pm. A day well done, by the grace & love of the Lord, only to be back tomorrow again to 'fight the good fight'.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood I met Anne who had her adopted daughter Mary, from China, with her at Mass today. They came back with me to the center. As I was pulling in the driveway to the center I noticed that Maria was standing on the brick side of the building of Planned Parenthood holding her sign that read "I REGRET MY ABORTION". I waved at her & went into the center to show Anne around & to talk with her for awhile. It was about 12:40pm & I was expecting Martha there around 1pm so I wasn't worried. Anne said good bye & then I went to the sidewalk to say to Maria & o tell her that I would be right out but when I turned the corner she wasn't there. I looked in the parking lot & saw that the abortionist was there for her dark blue car was parked by the back door. It made me sick & I wanted to get out on the sidewalk as soon as I could. I went back into the center wondering where Martha was & why did Maria go before her 2 hours were up? I started to put the food away & went on to make 2 ham sandwiches for Martha & I for lunch. As I was finished making up the sandwiches the doorbell rang & went to answer it & there was Maria standing there. I said "what happened Maria where did you go"? She said that she left to go Subway to get a sandwich. I said that I was making sandwiches for Martha & I for I didn't have time to make them at home this morning for I was running late for church. So it made sense to me to eat my sandwich with Maria instead of eating I outside on the front lines. As I was finishing the sandwich my cell phone rang. I answered the phone thinking that it was Martha calling to say that she wasn't coming today but it wasn't Martha it was a woman who told me that her friend's daughter was going to have an abortion at Planed Parenthood at 1pm. What! It was now 1:20pm, my heart sank & I felt sick. I asked her why she didn't call me earlier & she said that she just found out & her friend told her to call the Focus Center to intervene. I said I needed to go & then hung up. I dropped everything & went out to the sidewalk with the literature box & one sign & the mega phone. No one was going in so I just hollered to everyone who was in Planned Parenthood already. I went over to the brick side of the building so I could be closer to the waiting room. I then saw Martha walking up the sidewalk & used the mega phone to tell her what just happened. She went back into he center to get the Our Lady of Guadeloupe sign & the picture of Jesus holding the aborted baby crying. The wind was blowing so hard that we couldn't putout any more signs today. I called out saying that we could help everyone & that abortion was taking a life & that the baby's heartbeat was taking place just 18 to 20 days after conception & so on. After about an half hour I went back over to be with Martha & told her that I was going into the center to see if Maria was still there. She said okay & that she would be fine out there alone. I went into the center & saw that Maria was there sitting at the desk folding up our new brochures. I said "thank you Maria" & spoke with her for a few minutes then left. She said that got to the sidewalk around 12 noon & stayed until 12:45pm to go to get a sandwich. I said that there was a good chance that the girl that I got the phone call about saw you holding your sign & went back home, without having an abortion. That could have happen I said to her. Maria said that she felt lead to go out to the sidewalk early today. Praise God!! I went back outside to be with Martha. A few minutes later I saw 3 young girls walking up the street going towards Planned Parenthood on the brick side of the building. Martha flagged them over towards us. They walked over to us & I lead them to the center to talk to Maria who is African American & so were the girls, so they could relate to one another. I rang the doorbell to give Maria a heads up & then brought the 3 girls into the center. Maria brought the girls into the new Rose Room for counseling & a pregnancy test for one of the girls. I turned on the TV which had a DVD in it that showed the pictures of a baby in the womb. It is an excellent DVD that Father C. burned for us. I set up the pregnancy test for Maria & gave the girls the Truth packets, for each of them then left for Maria to counsel. I went back to the front lines to be with Martha. The wind was blowing her away at times. She said that the sign she was holding blew up the street a ways but she retrieved it. She also said that she handed out 2 Truth packets to 2 girls that were walking out of Planned Parenthood & spoke to the girls for a short time. About a half an hour later we saw that the 3 girls were walking up the sidewalk & as they passed us on the sidewalk they said to Martha & I that they wanted to volunteer. We said that would be great & that we will be on the sidewalk again tomorrow from 1-5pm. "Okay" they said with smiles on their faces & then walked up the street towards E. Main St., probably to catch the bus. They were so young. Great job Maria!! As we were talking to the girls Maria was driving by & gave us a honk to say good bye. See you next week my friend. The school bus driver passes us by, when we are out there on the front lines & gives us a honk & a wave & so do some of the children on his bus. It's great to experience the love. A young woman was coming out of Planned Parenthood & I called over to her from the fence by the bushes. I noticed that she was coming over to Martha & I, so I told Martha to get ready. Just then the woman arrived from around the bushes & stopped to talk to us. The first thing she said was "why are you hollering at these girls most of them are hear for contraceptives". I then said to her that some contraceptives can cause an early abortion . I then offered her the Truth packet to which she replied that she was a medical student & she didn't need it. I then said to her that that was scary for me to hear that a medical student didn't want to learn the truth about something that is pertaining to medicine & that if you become a doctor I don't want you to take of me. Well how's that for an ear full. After that scolding she seemed to change her attitude towards what Martha & I were trying to tell her. She then said that it scares the girls when we holler & for us to go into Planned Parenthood to talk to the staff & look around. Gulp, my stomach turned around inside me. I then said Planned Parenthood has tried to sue us that for they are the ones that have put up the bushes & made the Yellow Line, on the sidewalk, for us not to cross over to be able to speak calmly to the people going into Planned Parenthood, to be lied to & deceived & to have their babies killed. They don't want the girls to know the truth & to get the right kind of help for them. We have a pregnancy center right next to this yellow building & I pointed over to where we are located & at the center we help our clients with free pregnancy test & counseling, referrals & free baby & children clothes. We don't kill, they do. She said that she agreed to that we were doing at the center. Martha mentioned that abortion is against God's law that says "Thou shall not kill", she also agreed to that statement, for she seemed to know God. Then the medical student said "I have spoken to Rachel Phelps, who is the abortionist at Planned Parenthood, & she is a nice person & thinks that she is doing good". I quickly replied saying "no she is not a good person for a good person would not take a life, & that you don't do an evil to bring forth a good, she is greatly misguided & we pray that she will stop killing babies & do good with her degree". She seemed to understand so much more then she did when she first arrived on the sidewalk. I then took a chance & re offered her the Truth packet & said to her that it would make me very happy if she took it. She smiled & reached out her hand to take it. I got greedy so I offered her the DVD of Growth & Development, in the womb, & included in the case was the Maafa21:Black Genocide in the 21st Century DVD & also our Focus Center brochure & the rubberized 12 week old baby. She took it all. WOW!! Praise God for the grace for her to turn around. Now she is an educated medical student & I told her that I would not mind being her patient. She smiled again. Martha asked her her name & she said it was Julia. So when she was leaving we both said "good bye Dr. Julia" & she waved as she was leaving the parking lot of Planned Parenthood. What an experience this was this afternoon. A car stopped on the street & the woman driver hollered out the window "do you have any of those beads, meaning the Rosary"? Martha said "yes we do & we have baby clothes too for your baby, so turn around & come follow me". She turned her car around & followed Martha into the parking lot to the center & then to the Material Aid Room. She helped them to get some nice things. One of the young girls then asked for a pregnancy test, so Martha gave her a pregnancy test. Then the other woman said that she will come back another time to get a pregnancy test. Martha said "that's fine we will be here". They both received a Truth packet & some Rosaries & some nice things for the cute little baby girl. They left saying "thank you" to Martha. Then Martha came back to the front lines & Tucker had just arrived for his 4-6pm shift. A few minutes later, a woman with two children, a boy & a girl about 6 & 7 years of age came from behind the bushes. We approached her & offered a pregnancy test. She made it sound like that she needed one & we lead her into the center for one. But once she got to the center she changed her mind & wanted condoms. Martha told her that we don't hand out condoms & she told her the truth about them. I came in to the room & heard what they were talking about & then went to the counseling room to get her brochures about condoms, to educate her. She also picked up a few things for her children then left. After she left Martha clued me in that she wanted condoms & not the literature talking about them. Martha educated her the best way she could & she did take the brochures, so we felt that there was a job well done, though she left a bad taste in Martha's mouth, it was probably her attitude. Hope all goes well for her & that she doesn't have anymore sex outside of marriage, that will affect the lives of her 2 precious children, that she is responsible for. Martha went back outside to be with Tucker & I went into the Material Aid Room to start to put things away, that I had in my car, from the second hand store that dropped them off in my garage to bring to the center for our clients. It was mostly baby & children clothes. Martha & I re-arranged the shelves & straightened up the room to make it look attractive for our clients. I was overwhelmed so I went outside to ask Martha to come in to help me. Tucker said that he was fine out here by himself witnessing & praying for the end to abortion. Martha & I worked for awhile then stopped to eat & then resumed our work until about 9pm then left to go home. What a day!!
Thursday, April 29, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood The abortionist was there at Planned Parenthood & so was the Death Escort, how sad. Martha & I & Bill who witnesses across the street, were all ready, by the grace of God, to fight the good fight. We sent up the sidewalk with graphic signs, to witness the Truth, & to help people change their lives. A young girl came over to us & Martha brought her to the Material Aid Room for baby clothes. The mom was a happy woman after she was blessed with many nice things. Martha came back out on the sidewalk, to be with me, who was sidewalk counseling. The cars, diving by were mostly nice, giving us a good honk & waiving to us. I think that we give some people a good feeling that someone cares to help the victims of Planned Parenthood. We were giving people Rosaries, on the sidewalk, as they passed by us & we heard their stories, which some of them were painful to hear. We would then give them literature that could help them to heal. Just then Suzanne had arrived at the center which is always a good thing. Now we just have to ring the doorbell & she will answer & take it from there, so that Martha & I can go back to the sidewalk, to help more people that are lied to, by Planned Parenthood. About 20 minutes later Melody showed up to help out in the Material Aid Room & to make up some Truth packets that we need. She loves to make up these packets. In the meantime, Suzanne our Thursday counselor, started to call our clients, that are going to deliver & that have delivered, to see how they are doing, & to see if we can help them in any way. What a blessing she is to us. We found out that one of our clients, needs a double stroller for her two small children, who chose life last year. So now we try to see if we can get that for her, by asking our generous email list of people, if they could help us. They usually come through. What a blessing they are to our ministry. Team work!! Martha & I ate a quick peanut butter sandwich & I went over to Mack's, who has the T shirt store next store to our center, to get Martha a cup of hot coffee. She likes her coffee. We try not to eat on the front lines but really have to in order to keep on going. We try to be discreet. Jerry showed up to pray on the brick side of the building. He usually prays on his knees. Then the Death Escort Sylvia Rose comes into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood, my heart drops. She is one of the oldest & deadest Death Escorts that come out in front of Planned Parenthood to escort the victims into this 'Hell Hole' to ruin their lives. I went back into the center to see how things were going with Melody & Suzanne & to see if they needed any help or question answered. All was fine in the center. I went back outside to sidewalk counsel & Martha & Jerry were saying the Rosary. It was 3pm & this is the Hour of Divine Mercy. So we all gathered together to say the Chaplet of Divine Mercy prayers. The prayers last about 10 minutes & are so very powerful. After the prayers Bill left. I decided to bring out the radio & to listen to the CD of Christian music. I played it loudly, for I wanted people to hear the words of the songs. If someone calls the police I will then turn it down, not until. I spoke to some young guys that were waiting in their cars, which always makes me feel uncomfortable, for maybe their girlfriends are in there having an abortion. Suzanne came out to say good bye & told me a few things before leaving. Martha & I stayed about an hour later & it was around 5pm & we started to bring the signs & things back into the center. When Martha came back she told me that a jubilant mother came to the Focus Pregnancy Help Center, just now, telling Martha that her 9 month baby girl was saved from being aborted last year & that she wanted us to know that she had her baby & didn't go through with the abortion & wanted to thank Martha & I. Back in 2009, she was going into Planned Parenthood for an abortion, & was stopped by us on the sidewalk, & we talked her out of going in to have her baby killed. We also brought her into the Focus Center to further assist her that day. She came to tell us with a big smile on her face & to pick up some formula for her baby Jayla, who was born last August, through the grace of God. PRAISE GOD THAT THIS MOTHER 'CHOSE LIFE' !! I thought that you would like to know & rejoice in this great news along with us. I was happy to hear this terrific news, when Martha came back to the sidewalk, I only wish that I could have talked to this young girl too. She knows where we are to help little Jayla with baby clothes & some other things too. What a blessing!! Just then the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, was leaving. I felt a big pit in my stomach. I called out to her to stop killing babies, that she could get help from the Centurions, a group of former abortionist that have repented & stopped doing abortions. She just looked over at me with a blank look on her face & drove away, down the street. Please Lord change her heart & mind & that she will stop killing your children. Amen Martha & I & Melody were now in the center working on many things & after awhile we all sat down to a fine supper & conversation. What are friends for :)
Saturday, May 1, 2010 at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center Fr. Paul Gitau, Parochial Administrator at the Immaculate Conception Church celebrated the Mass at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center this morning at 11am. It was well attended & was so beautiful a celebration. Father gave a beautiful homily on pro life issues & the effects of abortion on to mother. Pat, our grandmother of four & great grandmother of two babies, gave her testimony after Mass. People came up to her after Mass to offer her assistance & one woman interviewed her for an article in her local newspaper, where she has done human interests stories before. It was so good to see Jose, for I haven't seen him in awhile, he is on the Board of Focus, but he is busy going to school plus working full time & being a husband & father. I'm tired just writing this all out. It was good to catch up with some of the people I haven't seen in awhile. The pizza man was late so people were eating desert first which was blueberry pie, spice cake with cream cheese frosting, pina colada cake, chocolate cupcakes & of course brownies. Yummy! Finally the pizza & wings came & the delivery man said that he was stopped by the police, I guess for speeding. I hope it wasn't because of our pizza. They knocked $3.00 off the price, which was a deal. The pizza & wings were a hit, thank God. Worth waiting for. Martha had made her famous macaroni salad & that tied us over too, before the pizza came. Anne had brought us a fairly new computer given to us by my former boss which is her husband. They will deliver us a refrigerator this coming week for the center. How nice of the Orlando's. We were blessed with a good monetary collection for the work of the center. We are blessed with generous people to help us. The Landlord came by for the rent & I asked him if I could get a $30 reduction for buying the paint, for the counseling room. He said "yes". Thank you Lord for melting his heart. There was great conversation & a happy time, in the love, of friends. I showed the people the new Rose Room & they all loved it. After everyone had left & there was only Martha & Pat & I left, I took some time to talk to Pat. Martha then went into the bathroom & was there for awhile when Pat had said loudly to Martha if she was okay. Martha replied "no". I went to the door of the bathroom & Martha came out. She said that she was very dizzy & had vomited. Oh no! She went & sat on the sofa to get her barrens & Pat & I tried to comfort her. She finally said that she was feeling better but needed to go home. I understand poor Martha. After she left I again sat down to talk to Pat again & then I gave her some things, for her two great grandbabies, given to Pat from Anne. It was diapers & formula. I gave Pat all the leftover deserts to take home to her family, which I know they would enjoy, especially her grandson Aaron, who is a growing boy. After Pat had left, my friend in the Taxi company, which is located in the room next to the office, & asked me if he could help me. I quickly said "yes". He put back the chairs & vacuumed & washed the dishes. I said that I would wash the dishes & he said "I know how to wash dishes". Tickabu, do you have a brother? The Taxi company is owned by nice people from Ethiopia. What a blessing they are to us. What a beautiful morning & afternoon, in the Lord. Hope that you feel better dear Martha. Off I went for the 4:30pm Mass. I went back after Mass to do some more things at the center & then I went over to my friends house, to babysit.
Monday, May 3, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
I'm not usually there, on the front lines in front of Planned Parenthood, but God had another plan today. I got an email the night before that a young woman was scheduled to have an abortion at 10:30am so my plan was to be out on the sidewalk to try to talk with her & everybody else going into Planned Parenthood, this morning. When I awoke this morning I went to my computer at home & saw that there was a message regarding this young girl. She was now scheduled, for an abortion, at an abortion facility in Bativia, which I wasn't aware taht there was one there. My prayers went to God & so did all the fantastic people that I had emailed yesterday to pray for her & all women & girls doing for abortions, that their hearts & minds would be changed by Almighty God's grace.
I had made an appointment for Chris, my friend from the place that I used to work for, to come to the center to install our new computer that was given to us by my former boss.
When I arrived to the center & quickly went over to see if the abortionist was there, she was not. I breathed a sign of relief. I went into the center to wait for Chris, opening all the rooms to the center but then decided to go out to the front lines to witness. First I spoke to a young girl driving out of the parking lot telling her what Planned Parenthood does to little babies. She said that she wasn't here for that she was here for Birth Control. I told her quickly what Birth Control can do to her & her baby if a child was fertilized. She acknowledged my remarks & then sped away. I then told the next car driving out of the parking lot what this place does to babies. I then went back into the center to get a bag of Truth packets & the rubberized babies at 12 weeks, some DVD's, a graphic sign, the mega phone & then went back outside. Then I saw a young Black girl walking down the sidewalk on the brick side of the building so I tried to flag her over to me who was on the side where the bushes are. I offered her the Truth packet & she said something but it was hard to hear from that distance. Just then I heard a honk & looked over to see that it was Maria, who is an African American counselor at the Focus Center, she comes once in awhile but when she does it's powerful. I waved back to her wishing that she would stop to help me. My prayers got answered real fast. There she was turning around & parking at the brick side of Planned Parenthood where this girl was standing. I went over to greet her & to give her a heads up on the situation. Maria approached the girl to tell her that abortion was wrong. She said to Maria & I "I've got a child & I have had an abortion & if I get pregnant again I would abort that baby too". So also said that if her young sister ever gets pregnant she would kick her stomach in. Oh so rough & tough. It sounds horrible, which it is, but you really know that she is in so much pain from her past abortion & she is lashing out. I handed her a Truth packet which she took & then I was planning to go back into the center, to wait for Chris to set up our new computer, so I was going to leave her to talk with Maria, for Maria is post abortive x2 & she would be able to counsel her, in getting the help that she really needs. She holds her sign, on the sidewalk, that reads "I REGRET MY ABORTIONS". It is powerful message for people to see & hopefully change their minds if they were planning on killing their babies.
But just before I was to go back into the center a man got out of his car & approached us on the sidewalk. He handed me a picture of a man & a woman smiling & two children, both girls, on their laps smiling. He then went on to tell me the story. The mother was pregnant & the tests indicated that she was carrying a baby with dwarfism. The doctors in England wanted her to abort her precious daughter & she couldn't find a doctor that would take her pregnancy on without suggesting for her to have an abortion until she finally found a good doctor that cared for her during her pregnancy, that didn't suggest for her to have an abortion. The grandfather of this wonderful family wanted me to have this precious picture to witness to people that are abortion minded. The man walked back to his car & said to me that it was hard for him to let go of that picture. I said that I would take care of it always & that it will save many lives. What a wonderful man & his family, who are such a blessing. Thank you Lord for this precious child that you gave this loving family. It was God's perfect gift.
I went into the center to give instruction to Chris, my IT friend, who was going to set up the new computer for me. It was so good to see him, for it's been awhile. He looks good & got a new job & will start next week. Good for you Chris. After I answered all his questions & we got reacquainted again I left to go back outside to be with Maria who was alone on the front lines, which isn't good. When I got back to her we saw that a young man was walking out of Planned Parenthood towards us who were at the brick side of the building. We offered him information & he came over to talk to us. He said that his girlfriend was in there for a pregnancy test & wanted a baby & they didn't believe in abortion. I told him that Planned Parenthood does & if she's pregnant they will offer her to terminate, which means to kill your baby. I said that we at the Focus Center do free pregnancy tests & that we were located right next to this big yellow building. I gave a Truth packet & told him not to give it to anyone in there if they ask to take it. He said "thank you & no I won't give it to anyone & I'm going back in there to talk to my girlfriend". Maria & I said "okay, we are here for you & your girlfriend". Then he walked back into Planned Parenthood. Two young girls were walking into Planned Parenthood & we tried to speak to them but they wouldn't stop to talk to us. How sad. After about 10 minutes I told Maria that I had to go back into the center to check on Chris & she said that's fine. When I got back into the office Chris was transferring the files on to the new computer. I went next store to Mack's to get Chris a cup of coffee. I placed it on the desk, for Chris, when the doorbell rang.
I went to the door to see that it was that young man & he was with a young girl. I opened the door & he said that she needed a pregnancy test. I looked at her & she said "I need a pregnancy test & if it's positive I want an abortion". I was in shock, for I thought he told me that his girlfriend wasn't abortion minded but wanted a baby? I looked at her & said "oh no you don't want to have your baby killed, lets do a pregnancy test". Then the young man said that he needed to get back to his girlfriend who's still in Planned Parenthood. I looked puzzled & said "isn't this young lady your girlfriend'? He said "no she was just in the waiting room over there & I told her to come over here to get a pregnancy test & she came". Oh!! Off he goes & then I take this young girl into the Rose Room. She did the pregnancy test & it was negative & she quickly said that she really wasn't going to have an abortion if it was positive". Thank God that we will never really know. I gave her our DVD & literature packet & added more information for her. Then I gave her a doctors list & she chose one of the doctors, to see that afternoon, to get testing for STD's. She got an early afternoon appointment & was very grateful for the assistance & said thank you & gave me a big smile. It was my pleasure to help her & if she need my help again please either call or email me or stop by again the hours are on the door. Off she went & I felt good. I peaked my head in the office to see how Chris was doing & then cleaned up the Rose Room. A few minutes later the doorbell rang & it was this nice young man again with another young girl, boy can he recruit! This time it was his girlfriend. She wanted to repeat the pregnancy test which she did & then I gave her a Truth packet & more literature & our DVD. I counseled her for a few minutes & answered her questions. The young man wasn't in the room he went back outside. About 10 minutes later the doorbell rang & it was this same man, I though to pick up his girlfriend, but first he said to me that he had talked to a girl who was at Planned Parenthood & was going to have an abortion this week, her mother was making her, & she was crying. He said that she was walking up Gibbs St. probably to get a bus on Main St.., I walked over to see that she was so far away, for me to reach her, so I said to this 'White Knight' "go run & give her this package of information & save her baby"!! He did, he ran like the wind & he caught up with her to talk to her & to give her the packet of information. It also had the rubberized 12 week old baby & the growth & development chart on the back of the card, in the literature bag. He came back into the center about 5 minutes later saying that he wanted to work for me. I said "you have a job". He smiled. He joined his girlfriend in the Rose Room & I went back in & spoke with them for a few more minutes & then we all said good bye. I thanked him again for all that he did this morning in 'saving lives'. I think that he felt real good about himself too. Thank you Lord!! What a morning & I never come on Monday mornings, maybe I should.
After they left I peaked my head outside to see if Maria was okay & she waved at me indicating that she was fine so I went back into the center to see how Chris was doing. He also was doing fine & was please with our new gift from our former boss, Matt. I wanted to go to go to Mass at 12:10pm & it was now about 11:45am when the doorbell rang. I went to the door to see a woman standing there. I opened the door & said 'hello, can I help you"? She answered back to me "the lady outside said that you do free pregnancy tests & I would like one". I replied "yes, come follow me". I led her to the Rose Room & she filled out the Intake Sheet, like all the clients do, & I got the test ready for her to take. She did & she was negative so I spent a few minutes teaching her abstinence & chastity & gave her specific pieces of literature to read that would help you to achieve her goal. I also gave her the Truth packet with has a Rosary in every packet. She thanked me & off she went. I said good bye to Chris & thanked him & gave him a big hug & off I went to Mass. As I was leaving I waved good bye to Maria up the street. She said earlier that she will be back next month to counsel in the center & to be out on the street to witness. Great Maria, we'll miss you. What a morning, in less than 3 hours, I gave 3 pregnancy tests & counseled & gave away a lot of literature & I believe, in my heart, one life saved, through the grace of God. Yeah!! I need to descern if the Lord wants me or someone else to be there, on the sidewalk in front of Planed Parenthood, on Monday mornings? My goal, which is my prayer, is to have someone there, all the times that Planned Parenthood is open, from 7:30am to 7pm, Monday through Friday. Please Lord please sent in your troops!! Tuesday, May 4, 2010 in front of Planned ParenthoodMartha, John, Jerry & I got to the center after Mass & Sandy was already there waiting to be let in. I asked her if she could get the things, that were in my car that needed to be sorted out, in the Material Aid Room. I gave her my car keys after I opened up all the rooms in the center. Martha & John were getting the sign & mega phone & signs to take to the front lines to witness. I was planning to join them but I never was able to get out to the front lines until about 3:30pm for I & Sandy & later on Melody, when she arrived, were keep very busy, in the center today.
I saw that a woman had walked into the center from outside, for we have a landlord that won't fix anything, so the door doesn't catch behind anyone who is leaving unless they shut the door tight which they usually don't. So anyone can walk in at in any time. I saw that she was heading to the Material Aid Room so I figured that she had been here before. I put what I was doing down & went into the room to assist her. She said that she needed something for her young child & I said "sure, get what you need". She then said that her baby was saved from being aborted through this ministry. A man with a beard had spoken to her, last year on the sidewalk, when she was headed to Planned Parenthood for an abortion. He told her that she was carrying a baby & not a clump of tissue & that abortion was taking a life created by God. She said that he gave her information & helped her a great deal. She was convicted & went back home & had her baby when it was time to deliver. She was so very grateful to him, for she loves her baby so much. Then she said that her adoptive niece was 13 years old & is pregnant & the guy was 26 years old & that she wanted to get an abortion. I said that we could help her & she said that she wants to bring her into the center to talk to me. I said bring her in anytime & then gave her lots of information & our DVD & then the Bella DVD to take with her. I suggested to her that she calls the police about this situation so that they could catch this guy & prosecute him for statuary rape of a minor. She said that she will consider it for she didn't want to drive her for an abortion for she was protective of this older man. I said that we would support her in any way that we can. She said "thank you'. She was done shopping & requested a highchair for her child. I told her that I would try, to the best of my ability, to get one for her. I felt so happy that she 'chose life' last year but was worried that her niece might not. I will be happy to help her. My intention was to go outside to join the others but that just didn't happen. The doorbell rang & it was Donna, she needed to get something's in the room to take outside. I talked with her for a few minutes & then she left to go outside to join the others. I know that Mary S. usually arrives around 1pm & prayers on the sidewalk until 2pm when she has to go back to work. I didn't see her yet so I assumed that she was out on the front lines & that she didn't need to come in for anything. I was happy to know that there were 5 pro lifers outside praying & witnessing the Truth to the people.
I heard Martha's voice & then went into the hallway to see that Martha was bringing someone into the Material Aid Room. I told her that I would take over so she could go back outside to be with the others. I led the young woman into the room to get some thing for her baby. She was delighted to see so many nice things & I told her to take what she needed. She was thrilled. Her child was so cute so I kept my eye on her so her mom could shop without worrying. Sandy was busy in the office making up some new packets for the team outside so that they would have enough to pass out.
After the mom left I was thinking of going outside to be with the others when the doorbell rang. I walked over to the door to see that Donna was there with a young girl & a young child & another young girl. I opened the door & Donna said to me, & I almost dropped over, that this young girl wanted an abortion & if I could talk to her. Please Lord let me say the right things to save this precious baby's life. I introduced myself to her & led her into the Rose Room. I asked the other young girl, who I found out quickly that was her sister, if she could watch this young child while I spoke with this young lady. She said that she would. I brought her into the Rose Room praying all the way down the hall t say the right things. I closed the door & began to speak. I showed her the DVD of Growth & Development that we play on the DVD in the Rose Room to educate. Then I showed her pictures of abortion & the aborted babies that lost their lives through this total rejection of their mothers. She was surprised to learn so much. She said that Planned Parenthood was not going to use the RU 486 pills but the Suction Abortion procedure. I showed her a picture of what would happen to the baby with this procedure. She was appalled at such a sight. I gave her a Truth packet & also some other pieces of literature & also the cherry on top I gave her the Bella movie to take with her to watch. I called Compass Care to make an appointment for her to get a free ultrasound of her baby. She was smiling & so was I. I opened the door to find her boyfriend in the hallway along with her sister & her baby & her grandmother. I spoke to them all & encouraged them to be supportive of her. They agreed. Thank you for the grace dear Lord to change hearts & minds. As they were leaving I again reminded them to watch the movie Bella. All their worries can change in a flash but you can't put the baby back again once you've torn him or her apart. Life changes so trust in the Lord who loves you. For the Bible says that "He careth for you". I was so happy that they were driving to go home & not to Planned Parenthood to kill. Donna told me later that as they passed her on the sidewalk she hollered out her window that she changed her mind & chose life. Thank you Lord & Praise you! I took a deep breathe & walked back into the office to see how Sandy was coming with the packets. She had made up quite a few so I said that I would go out to give them to the warriors on the sidewalk. I walked over to the pro lifers when Martha told me that they had to call the police on someone who came into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood hollering "I'm going to kill & there's nothing you can say or do to change my mind". Lord have Mercy. The girl & guy came over to John & got into his face & took a packet then throw it at him. Mary S. called the police & four police cars came to talk to the kid who was outside standing by his car smoking a cigarette.
This is Mary S.'s report on the incident, that she emailed me later on: I went straight to the sidewalk as I parked in the street today and the signs were out thanks to John, Donna, Jerry and Martha. I just wanted to let you know that I called the police today because of the excitement surrounding John. He was using free speech and a group was angry and started cursing. It went back and forth a little then a woman got really hot and got in his face pointing her finger. I was actually on the other side of the building today but saw the whole thing develop, Jerry was across the street facing the PP exit (all could see his sign and crucifix) they saw us all left, right and center and there was a lot of traffic. Anyway, back to John. The woman started to get physical and touched John, jabbing and finally throwing the packet into the street. Two other women came over and finally with the commotion (caused by them) the young man came tearing around the corner but it did not appear that he touched John. Since there were four of them and I did not know how bad it would get, I called 911. The young man glanced at me and I felt he knew what I was doing. I calmly asked the operator for a police drive-by as I explained that a Planned Parenthood patron was getting physical with a protester on the street. Two police cars came and went directly into the parking lot. No one came over to any of us. Believe it or not, three more cops showed up, all going in to the parking lot. We all kept back to a legal position so I don't know if the police spoke to anyone ( maybe Jerry knows)? No they didn't I found out later. They left and then I had to leave. When I left, John was still in the center probably having told you ( Mary) what happened. I told Martha that I was concerned about when the group leaves that they might get crazy again and the police had left. I just wanted you to know and I pray that all protesters stay safe. I have to say John sure kept his composure and it helped that Martha had sprinkled blessed salt on the sidewalk where he stood.
I looked over by the fence to see if the abortionist was there but I didn't see her dark blue car. Instead there was a tan car parked there. I knew that the client, I just spoke with, was going in for an abortion until Donna offered her sister a Truth packet & a rubberized 12 week old baby, which witnessed to her & this guy, who Mary S. called the police on, was there too. The abortionist had a 'killer substitute' today. How sad, how evil. I took the graphic sign & went over to the fence & offered them help & then said that Planned Parenthood were bullies that they kill innocent, voiceless babies that can't defend themselves & that they were bullies. They just looked over at me not saying a word. Just then a young woman was coming out of Planned Parenthood with her young child & went over to the woman, who was leaning against her car smoking. I called over to her offering her some free children's clothes. She spoke with the woman for a few minutes then walked around the bushes to where we all were standing. I again offered her some free clothes for her child & said "come follow me", which she did. I was back in the center again. I introduced myself to her & led her to the Material Aid Room for some nice things to take home with her. She seemed delighted. I asked her why she was there & she told me it was for birth control, needless to say we had a good talk & I gave her a Truth packet & other pieces of literature to take with her. She was grateful to learn the Truth which most people are. She said "thank you & good bye" & I said to her that if she needed anything else please come on back. "Okay" she said & off she went with her adorable little child. How rewarding it is to help someone change their lives, through the grace of God.
The doorbell rang & it was the two ladies from St. Jerome's Church, in East Rochester, dropping off all the baby clothes & items that they collected over the past 2 weekends, at all the Masses, for the month of May 'Baby Shower'. We were blessed with so many nice things & some monetary gifts too. It was such a surprise to me. I gave them a tour of the our center & they were impressed with the rooms & how we functioned in each one, to service our clients with the best possible care that we can give them. I gave them our new brochure, which they thanked me for. I said thank you again & that I would be writing a thank you note soon. They smiled & then said "good bye" & left. What a blessing this was for our clients, some brand new things for their children. Yeah :)
I could no sooner get my lunch, down my throat into my stomach, that the doorbell rang again & it was Tracy & Nancy, from Bella Hero. They had just arrived from California. They are the two presenters of the Bella Hero night tonight at the Woman's Care Center. Sarah Elizabeth & myself brought them in to speak about the witnessing power, in saving lives, of this movie. I gave away 2 of the Bella DVD's just today. I was not aware that Tracy was vision impaired, for I had just communicated with her, on the phone, so I was set back a little. I prayed that I would say the right thing. I introduced myself to them & then they wanted to take the tour, which I obliged. Tracy other senses are quite sensitive. They both where so warm & loving & it was an honor to have met them. They wanted to meet me first & to see the center then go to the hotel to relax before the lecture tonight. I said goodbye to them & told them that I & all of us will be there later to hear this marvelous lecture. They said good bye & off they went to the hotel for a quick shower & some relaxation,before tonight. How nice they were & what a joy to have met them.
Melody just arrived & I assigned her to the Material Aid Room, to put some of the new things away, that we just received from our generous donators. She was happy to do it. Sandy was finishing up making the Truth packet for the counselor outside, so I took another trip outside to give it to them. It was around 3pm & they were praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet. I waited for them to finish because I came when they were almost done, & gave them the rest of the packets. I asked Martha if she wanted any coffee & she said that she did, so I went over to Mack's store, which is next to our center, to get her a cup. He gives me a discount. John, Jerry & Donna don't drink coffee. When I came back Donna told me that she was going out of town next week & wouldn't be there but will be back the following week. I said okay & that we would surely miss her. I thanked her for the diapers & wipes, that she brought in for the Material Aid Room, & mustered up some nerve, asking her if she would order some more 12 week old rubberized babies,that we use to witness to others. She said "no problem & she was glad to do it". WOW, what generosity, for these little babies cost a lot, but are such a powerful witness to our girls & guys. It's a great teaching aid in saving lives. Donna had to leave & Jerry went over to the brick side of the Planned Parenthood building to pray some more. I asked John, if the nasty people that gave him such a hard time had gone, & he told me that they had left. I was glad, I only hope & pray that they didn't kill their precious child.
Martha told me that a middle aged woman was walking by & stopped to talk to Martha. She said that she had taken the bus from Greece to go to Assemblyman David Gantt's office, to speak to him, in regards to more bus lines to Greece. She said to Martha that she was a twin & that she didn't believe in abortion. She said that it was difficult in getting to the city from Greece, with her health problems, & she & others needed the bus situation to change & so she got a petition that she wanted to give to Mr.Gantt. Just then a car was driving into Planned Parenthood & she called over to the driver that this was a slaughter house & for her not to go in. The girl just looked at her but seemed like she was deeply touched by her statement, Martha said to me. She just kept on saying that this was a slaughter house. How right you are dear lady. I hope that Mr. Gantt can help you & please tell him, when you see him, that Planned Parenthood is a slaughter house & to do something about it. Wishful thinking on my part but one can only dream. Martha invited her back to come out on the front lines with us & she said that she would when she has more time. We'll see.
It was around 4:30pm & I reminded everyone that we needed to come in & to eat supper & to get ready to go to the Women's Care Center, for the Bella Hero talk at 6pm. They gathered up everything & went in for supper. We had supper & left to go the lecture at 5:30pm we all arrived at 6pm. I was well attended & it was a blessing of an evening. Terri, the material aid person, blessed our center with a car seat & 2 bases & baby formula & diapers etc., how nice is that. The talk was very interesting & then we saw the movie. Anne cried at the end, how could you not.
We asked questions about the star of the movie who has sidewalk counseled & has saved lives through the grace of God. Check out: 'Bella' Movie Star, Eduardo Verastegui, Saved Real Baby While Researching Film. http://www.lifesitenews.com/ldn/2007/dec/07121004.html. The day was full & eventful, Praise God for His goodness & grace, for His children both big & small. It was late & time to go home. We all said thank you to both Tracy & Nancy & wished them a safe trip back home. I also thanked Thersa & Sarah Elizabeth, for hosting this wonderful evening.
Some things just will stay with you for a long time & this evening will surely last, for a very long time, in my heart.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood It was just Martha & I until 4pm & then Tucker came to pray & witness, on the sidewalk, in front of Planned Parenthood. Martha & I worked in the center & on the sidewalk, to assist anyone, who needed our help.
Martha brought in a very sweet woman into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her niece at home. I told Martha that I would stay to help her, so Martha went back on to the sidewalk, to pray & to counsel & to witness. This young woman was so very nice & you could see it in her eyes too. I asked her what she was doing at Planned Parenthood in a gentle, non condemning way. She answered me by saying that she was there for the birth control pills. I then began to educate her & to give her some information on the Pill & it's effects on her baby, if she got pregnant, which could happen on the Pill & then the embryo is discarded through menstruation, & on her own body. She never knew this before & was open to the Truth. She was engaged but I told her that she was not married yet & for her & her finance' to wait until they made their vows to each other in the presence of God & man. She agreed that would be fine & a good idea too. I said to her to ask the dear Lord to forgive her for having sex before marriage & taking the birth control pills for 2 years. She said that she would. I told her that God is a forgiving God & He is merciful too. She agreed, with a big smile on her sweet face. She looked around for some things for her niece & found some nice things & took some children books on the Bible. She was happy to get the information that I gave her & some great things to take home to her niece. She gave me a hug & went out the door after saying "thank you so very much". The pleasure was all mine. She was a breathe of fresh air. I went back outside to be with Martha & she was praying the Rosary. A few minutes later car was pulling out of Planned Parenthood & I told the girls what this place was all about. The driver of the car said that she was pregnant. I said to her that we have a pregnancy center, next to this yellow building & to come follow mw into the center to get some baby things. They pulled out of the driveway & entered the strip mall parking lot & got out of the car & followed me into the center. I brought them into the Material Aid Room to get some yellow & green things for the baby, not knowing it she was pregnant with a boy or a girl baby. She was happy to see so many nice things to pick from. After that I brought the young girl & her girlfriend into the Rose Room to educate them with our literature packets & our DVD's & our little 12 week old rubberized baby & the growth & development chart with it. They were amazed at the stages of development in the womb. They were from Corning, New York, so they asked me if I knew of any Pregnancy Resource Centers, in the Southern Tier. I told her that I would check into that, & I will call her back with the information, to better assist her in her own area. I asked her how she happened to be at Planned Parenthood. She said that a she is pro life but a friend recommended Planned Parenthood to her. She said that she would never go back there again. After her pregnancy test they said to her "do you want to terminate"? This comment made her feel sick. I don't blame you for that dear one. She said that she was engaged & her finance' would have no problem with her pregnancy & they will be getting married this July. Yeah!! I asked her to tell her friend not to recommend Planned Parenthood to anyone else in the future. She said that she would tell her. "Thank you" I said. They took all the information that I gave them & they left to drive the long drive back to Corning. Suzanne, our Thursday afternoon counselor, will keep tabs on her to see how she is doing. I went back outside to be with Martha. It was late & there was so much to do in the Material Aid Room, for my car was filled with things that were given me, by the second hand store in East Rochester. So we had to unload the car & put all these things away. So I helped Martha to put the things away from the sidewalk & we had a quick supper & off we were to do our work in the Material Aid Room. We always have the radio on in the Rose Room & it's set to our Catholic station The Station of the Cross 1460 AM. They were doing there annual fund raising campaign. Martha had a great idea, inspired by the Holy Spirit. She said "why don't we called the station & donate a gift to the work of the radio station". I said "yes that sounds like a good idea lets donate $25". She said "that's great & I'll call". So she got the phone number & called. We wanted to challenge other Pregnancy Centers to call in & all pro lifers too. About 10 minutes later we were on the radio. They said that the Focus Pregnancy Help Center wants to challenge all pro lifers to call in & to donate to the work of the station. Yeah! We were able to help them & they were able to help us. More people now know that we are here on University Ave. What a blessing. Martha & I went back to work in the center & left around 8pm.
Thursday May 6, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood After Mass, Martha & I went over to the center. We were starting to put the things out on the sidewalk when Tony showed up to get his chairs that he let us borrow for our Mass in the center on May 1st. Martha went to help Tony & I went outside to set up & to counsel. A young girl was walking around the bushes & she stopped to talk to me. I offered her some more assistance in the center. I noticed that Tim was parked across the street to pray, so I asked him if he could step out of his van to watch our things for a few minutes. He said that he would & came out of the van & walked over to the sidewalk to make sure that no one would come by & steal anything. I walked this young lady over to the center. When we got there Martha & Tony were coming out so I said that Tim was there on the sidewalk witnessing. They said "okay" & off they went to be with him. I brought the client into the center to minister to her needs. did a pregnancy test & counseled her & gave her our Truth packet. She was receptive of the truth. I went back outside to join the troops. A few minutes later John arrived & he started to pray & to witness. A car drove into Planned Parenthood & John spoke with her. She was there to learn more about Teen Pregnancies. John gave her a Truth packet & a DVD. She took it with a smile. I was hoping that afterwards she would come over to the center to talk to Suzanne, our Thursday counselor who had just arrived, but she didn't. I saw her talking to the 2 Death Escorts, Sylvia Rose & Barry Swan, the worst of the Death Escorts, for they have been out in front of Planned Parenthood, destroying lives, for so many years. They are relentless. I was sad, as she was driving out about 20 minutes later, talking on her cell phone going down the street. At least she got something from us.
Just then Jerry & Charles came & they got some signs & went to the brick side of the building. They go over there to pray & to witness. About 30 minutes later & I saw that the RTS bus had stopped & the bus driver got out & walked across the street to Jerry & Charles. I picked up a Truth packet & went across the street & then back to the sidewalk to talk to him & five him the packet of information. When I arrived to the spot I said to the bus driver "can I help you". He said "I've know this guy, pointing to Jerry, all my life we were kids together growing up in the same neighborhood". I said "wow, that's great". Jerry had a smirk on his face & kept on praying the Rosary. I said "good bye" & went back over to the other side of the sidewalk to be with the others. The bus driver stayed to talk to Jerry for a few minutes & then left. A car was coming out of Planned Parenthood & the young guy sitting in the back was obnoxious. He said something to Martha & I that I cannot repeat on this page. I just said to him "may God have Mercy on you", he responded back to me something. The two girls, in the front seat, were laughing as they drove away. You won't be laughing for long with this guy in your lives. Please girls do better! It's sad to see lives turned upside down for 'free love' that's not 'free' nor 'love'. What you do in your teens & twenties you will regret in your thirties & forties, for sure. Jane't had just arrived for our Workshop so we started to pack up & go in to be with her, it was around 4:30pm. After the meeting Martha, John & I ate supper together & to do some work in the center. Martha had to go & John & I stayed until 11pm writing letter to the different parishes asking for tithing money for the work of the center. Long but fruitful day. Tuesday, May 11, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood My head is spinning. I don't even know, if I can even report everything that happened today, it was soooo busy. I'll do my best. Martha, Jerry, Mary S. & I were out on the front lines while Sandy was in the center to counsel & to do pregnancy tests & to give out baby clothes. As I was leaving, to go out to the front lines, I saw our mom, who comes into the Material Aid Room regularly, to get things for her family. She said that she was going to bring in a bag of clothes that her children have grown out of. That will be fine. I went out to the sidewalk to join the others. I saw that a car had pulled out of Planned Parenthood & was driving into our parking lot. I walked over to the parking lot & approached the two girls that came out of the car. I asked if they needed baby clothes & the one girl said "yes" & the other girl said "no". I then asked if they needed a pregnancy test & the one girl said "no" & the other girl said "yes". I said "come follow me". I lead them to the Rose Room & did the pregnancy test on the one girl while the other girl went into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her child. I did some teaching & gave the girl who had the pregnancy test a Truth packet. Thank God that she was not abortion minded. They went over to Planned Parenthood & she asked for a pregnancy test & that she wasn't abortion minded & they told her that it would cost $50 & they couldn't do it. Planned Parenthood will do a pregnancy test if you are willing to have your baby killed. Lord have Mercy!! She was happy to have found the Focus Pregnancy Help Center to come to her aid. They left very happy with our ministry, of love & life.
Great News at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center today! I brought a client into the center who had just come out of Planned Parenthood & she was abortion minded as we walked into the center for counseling. The Rose Room was being used by another one of our clients for a pregnancy test so I brought this client into the office. I spoke with her a few minutes & then said I needed to get something & went into the other room to get the Growth & Development DVD & the rubberized 12 week old baby to educate her. When I came back into the office she had completely had changed her mind & said to me "I'm not going to have an abortion, I'm to going to keep my baby". WOW!! I brought her into the Material Aid Room to get a yellow & green knitted blanket that was donated by the parishioners at St. Jerome's Church for their Mother's Day 'Baby Shower' weekend. I told her that we will call her to see how she is doing & she was happy to hear that. She smiled & said "thank you & good bye". My heart was singing. The Holy Spirit had lead her into the office where we have baby pictures & graphic pictures, to educate. The pictures did the talking. Thank you Lord!!
Great News again! The doorbell rang & there was a pregnant woman & another woman & two young men with them with a young child. As they were entering the Material Aid Room the pregnant woman said that we were out there protesting when she was going in for an abortion in the Fall of 2009 at Planned Parenthood. We educated her to what she was planning to do & showed her the graphic pictures, which was the reality of what she was about to do, to her own baby. I was so happy to hear this great news. I said to her "I'm sure glad that we were calling out to you that day". She said "I'm so glad that you were too". My baby is a boy & his name is Isaiah & he's due any day now. She said "thank you all for being there for me, I can't imagine life without him" & then she showed me a phone picture of him in the womb, what a cutie. I asked her to bring him by after he is born & she said that she would. Yeah!! Her & her friend got plenty of nice thing for their children. Today we had 10 clients in the Material Room. I love to see the smiles on their faces.
We had at least 10 people in the Material Aid Room today & did four Pregnancy tests. One after another. The center was hopping with activity. We were educating with our literature & words of wisdom from the Good Lord. Diane stopped by with diapers for our friend Pat's great grand babies, who are growing up so fast. Later on Pat stopped by to receive the donations that were given to her by great people that wanted to help her family out. Also, the diapers that Diane had blessed her with too. Diane was also included with the people that generously donate to help Pat & her family out. Praise God for such great people that are generous & selfless. God bless them all. We had people dropping off new stuffed animals for the Material Aid room & what a blessing that will be for our clients children. So many people to thank for their goodness & kindness, to the work, of the Focus Center. We couldn't do it without them & their prayers to the dear Lord. Melody came & started to make up Truth packets, for the ministry. Sandy was doing pregnancy test & handing out clothes in the Material Aid Room. Martha, Mary S., Jerry & I were out on the front lines praying & witnessing the Truth. I went back & forth in & out of the center but at least I got to say, this week to Mary S., who comes for 1 hour on her lunch hour to pray & to witness out in front of Planned Parenthood. Thank you all for giving your precious time & love, to our precious babies, that are so unmerciful dismembered, in the name of 'choice'. "A VOICE OF LOVE"Oh sweet little baby hidden with no where to hide. The last thing that you hear is a voice calling from outside. “We can help you”. “You don’t have to do this” says the sidewalk counselor to your Mom. You rejoice to hear an encouraging voice of Hope. Knowing that if she doesn’t heed this Truth and turn away. You will die, at this abortion mill, this very day. As you enter Heaven, if your Mother didn’t turn away, remember this That for a little while you were LOVED. Mary Jost
1995
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Martha & I started right away on the street. As we were standing there a car stopped & a middle aged man started to talk to us. He said that he was Professor at Monroe Community College & lauded on us the very important work that we are doing. He said "it's hard isn't it". I replied "yes, it is very hard". We offered him information & he refused but later on he took the Truth packet, DVD & rubberized baby at 12 weeks. He said that he has been studying Roe vs. Wade, this unjust, unconstitutional law of 1973. He said that the Founding Fathers never intended 'child killing' to be a part of this Nation. Martha & I both agreed that they were God fearing & this country at one time was 'God fearing' too. He was a very interesting man. Martha & he got into it about this President & what he believes about abortion. I think that Martha did shed some light on this & made him aware of some things that he didn't know before about this President. Education is the Key and a Professor can learn even more. He said "thank you" & gave us a smile on his handsome face & drove away.
I went back into the center to get more signs when the doorbell rang & it was David, the father of our little David Tobias, who was saved from being aborted, at Planned Parenthood, last year. He is 2 months old now & has a brother who is 18 months old. David was coming in for a double stroller for the two small children & to pick up some children's clothes for them both. I asked how David Tobias was doing & he said that he has his nights & days mixed up. He was up most of the night & is now sleeping like a log. I said that maybe he will be a night owl, for I am, & he said "not if I can help it". I hear you. He took the stroller out of my car & put it against the wall of the building outside. I asked him if he could help me get some boxes, of children's clothes, out of my car & into the Material Aid Room for me. He said "yes, of course". He was in the Material Aid Room picking out some things for his 2 children & then left on his bicycle. I couldn't believe it. He put the double stroller strap on his one shoulder & the clothes bag on the other shoulder & off he went down the street. But before he left he thanked me again for saving the life of his precious son. I said that we give the Lord all the glory, for it was by His grace, for we are only His instruments. He said "thank you". I said to say hi to Ann & give the children a kiss & hug from me. He said that he would. I feel so good & thankful to God, for using this humble ministry, for His purposes.
I went back to be with Martha, with a cup of hot coffee for her, for she was by herself all this time, which isn't good. We know that God does protect us. I noticed that a car had parked, on the brick side of Planned Parenthood, and a man got out of his car & went over to the parking meter & put some money in it, then walked over to Martha & I, who was standing on the side of Planned Parenthood, were the bushes are. He walked over to us calmly & we felt no fear at his approach. He looked at the graphic signs, of the aborted babies, & said that this was so sad & that he didn't believe in abortion. We both agreed & said that we didn't believe in abortion either & that Planned Parenthood kills babies in this very building & that they were Racist, killing off the Black Race through abortion & birth control. We offered him the Maafa 2: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century DVD & the Truth packet, to educate him, so he could change things through this education in the community. He said that he sees us when he drives by & decided to finally stop to talk with us & that he was glad that he did. We said that we were glad that he stopped by to talk with us & to stop by again another time, in the near future, & if he wanted to be a part of the team he would be more than welcomed. We hope to see him again real soon. He went back to car after saying "thank you & keep up the good work that you are doing". Don't worry dear man, we will never stop until they stop killing children.
Martha returned to praying & I returned to counseling & witnessing, to the public & the victims of Planned Parenthood, the truth about abortion. I noticed that some one was going into the center so I left Martha out on the sidewalk & I went into the center to help her. She needed a can of formula (Enfamil LIPIL) for her baby & I so happened to have this particular brand, that I was saving for Pat's great grandbaby, but I can replace it for her. I told her that we usually don't have this formula but the good Lord had blessed her today with it. She smiled & thanked me & went home to feed her precious baby, that was saved by the grace of God, through one of our male sidewalk counselors, whose been out on the street for 14 years now. Thank you Lord & please bless him & all of us daily, to preserve until the end, in doing your pro life work. I then went back to be with our Martha out on the sidewalk again.
Now hear comes the grand finale, of the afternoon. I was so thankful that the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, wasn't here today killing little innocent babies, though Martha & I are always on the defensive, for we don't really know or sure if there isn't a substitute, so we always have our guard up. I know that if there is no RU 486 or surgical abortion happening there is always Plan B & other birth control abortions, taking place. 'A life is a life no matter how small'. Martha took over the mega phone & was talking into it as I was near the fence eating a fast sandwich that I wolfed down so that I wouldn't faint. Just as I was about to take the last mouthful, which is usually the case, someone from behind the bushes was hollering back at her. I put the last bit of the sandwich down on the bench & stood up to look in the parking lot of Planned Parenthood. I saw no one & went back to where Martha was standing nearer the driveway. Just then a light blue, expensive looking car, pulled out of the driveway onto the side of the sidewalk where we were standing. He was taking our picture with his cell phone. I grabbed a sign so that he could take a picture of the reality of abortion & he quickly stated to me, "sorry, it's to late", for he got my picture. I want to make it clear that I don't mind if people take my picture, for it is legal, I just want them to take pictures, of the babies that have been killed by abortion, too. Martha went up to the car window to talk to him. Lots of luck dear Martha but you go girl, never the less, for she is a former Psych Nurse, that worked in the State Hospital for 15 years, only to retire 3 years ago, so don't mess with her. I noticed that there was a young child, sitting in a car seat, in the back, so I knew that he was a Dad. Martha talked to him for a few minutes only to hear his gobbly gook. He told her to go to Conkey Ave. to save lives & she told him that they were killing people here too. She offered him some free baby clothes & he responded back to her that he wasn't married but he takes care of his own child. So 'no' to the free clothes then. I took down his license number & he didn't care in the least. I told him that he was parking in a 'No Parking' zone but again he didn't seem to really mind. He just wanted to bug us & saw that we were not being bugged & that bugged him. Oh well we can't please everyone! Later on we were bugged but not at this time, in our encounter with this man, that just didn't get it. He went for the camera again & just sat there for a few more minutes starring. He finally left to go down the street & Martha & I were relieved by the lack of his bizarre presence. I was wrong. We looked down the street only to see that he was turning around & had now parked in front of the vets, which was not opened for business. He got out of his car to put some money into the parking meter, good boy, & then went back into his car to stare & to take more pictures of us again. Poor guy, go to the park, or something. What was this all about? He did give us the creeps, for in all my 25 years in sidewalk counseling, I don't remember a stockier, there is a first time for everything. As I was figuring out what to do next I saw walking up the sidewalk a mother with her 6 young children coming towards us. I went over to her & said "hello, Brittany" & she said "hello Mary, we've come to do some work in the Material Aid Room for you". I said "that would be great" & they all followed me into the room, to put some children's clothes away, that were still in boxes, from earlier today. I was most grateful for their presence & assistance. I then went into the Taxi room to ask big Alan to show himself, out on the sidewalk, maybe so this guy will know that we really aren't alone & to get out of Dodge quickly & quietly. But no, not him, he didn't go anywhere but big Alan had to go back to work, answering the phone, at the Taxi company. Sorry Alan, to drag you into this scenario. I was now back with Martha & we decided to ignore him for awhile & to continue to pray & to witness. I saw Dan, a pro life friend of Martha & I, who was dropping off packages, to the printer store, up the street. I waved to him to come over to Martha & I, and he did. He stopped & I told him what was going on. He said that he was working & that he would take a picture of him, on his cell phone. I said "that would be great Dan". He drove a little ways down the street & stopped the van & took this guys picture & then left to go back to work. No big deal right. Wrong. Later on I found out that the guy called Dan's boss to report him for taking his picture & Dan was called into the office where his boss chewed him out. Poor Dan, he was only helping us. Hopefully it will not go any where & he won't be fired. Please Lord, please protect Dan from this man. It was now 45 minutes later & he was still there. I became worried about the poor child who was in the back seat. Maybe he or she had awakened & was hungry & was crying, so I decided to flag down, the next police car, that came down University Ave., to check into this matter. I said a prayer & then about 5 minutes later a police drive down the street & I went into the street to get the police officer to stop. He did. He pulled over & got out of his car & came over to Martha & I. Martha explained the situation & he said that he would go over to talk to him. Alleluia!! He got back into his car & pulled in back of the sitting car with the weird man in it, & got out & walked over to the car. He spoke with this man for a few minutes. I saw that a woman walking out of the parking lot of Planned Parenthood with a brown bag in her hands. I said to her "please don't take the Morning After Pill", thinking that the bag could have this drug in it? She replied "I don't want anymore kids". I said quickly "please don't kill the little baby that could be in your womb now". Off she goes across the street & into the car, of the guy who has been parked there, for over 50 minutes now. Who would know!! Martha & I just looked at each other with a 'are you kidding look on our faces. See he was there to harass us for he should have been in the parking lot of the death mill, waiting for his, murder on her mind, girlfriend, & not sitting in front of the vet's office, for what reason was to cause us anxiety. The police offer went over to the talk to the other police offer who now has joined him. The car then pulled away from the curb & drove into Planned Parenthood & I saw that he had a smirk on his devious face. As the car was coming out, a few minutes later, I said to him "please love the baby, who could be in her womb, as you love the baby in the back seat". Off they went into the world. Yeah!! Martha waved to the police officers, who were now driving away & hollered a thank you to them. They smiled back at us. What an afternoon!!
Martha & I went into the center now for it was late & did some work in there & then had supper together, for we had plenty to talk about today. Dan came in later on & said that he was glad to have helped us out earlier even if he did get into trouble with his boss. I told him if it goes further I will testify in his behalf. He said "okay, thanks". Lets hope that it will not go that far. Isn't it funny that this guy ,had no problem taking our pictures, but minded that his picture was taken. Sorry, it's to late!!
Thursday, May 13, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood (The Feast of the Accession of Jesus into Heaven) I arrived at the center after the Mass for the Accession of Jesus, a Holy Day, in the Catholic Church. Martha was going to come a little later. As I was pulling into our parking lot & noticed that Bill was standing across the street, of Planned Parenthood, with his signs & that I needed to go over there to tell him that I would be out in awhile. The moment I arrived there was a young girl walking to the door of the center & I asked she if I could help her. She said that she needed a pregnancy test & I said to her "come follow me". I told her that I needed a few minutes to open up the doors & to set up for the test. I asked her if she had any children & she said that she had a 1 year old daughter so I said for her to go into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her child & that I would be with her in a few minutes. As I was doing all this the doorbell rang & it was a young girl asking for some children's clothes. I was hoping that Martha would come soon for I knew that Suzanne would be coming in about 20 minutes to counsel. I just prayed that I could do everything, for I was not feeling well at all. I was in much pain (chronic pain)which is difficult for me to minister but I pray that the good Lord will help me to help our clients, with love. I asked her how she knew about us & she said that a friend recommended us to her. I take her to the Material Aid Room & she & the other girl who was in there getting some things spoke. Hi was the response to each other. Here was her friend that recommended us to her. I said "did she know that you were here"? She said "no". How quaint. Then said to the first girl that I was ready for her in the Rose Room to do the pregnancy test & left her friend in the Material Aid Room to continue shopping. What was I suppose to do? We like to be in there, to assist our mothers, but that's not always possible, & today was the day it was not possible. I did the test & then counseled our young mother for awhile. When she left the Rose Room she went back to the Material Aid Room to continue her shopping. Then the doorbell rang again. I went to the door to see a young pregnant girl & a guy standing at the door. I answered the door & said "Samantha". She said "yes". "Welcome" I said to her & her friend. She was the girl that had called me this week asking for baby clothes for her expected baby who is due in August. The Women's Care Center recommended us to her. I brought her to the Material Aid Room & had to hurry the 2 other girls for they had time to shop & had a couple of bags for their children already. I said for them to come back in the future, if they needed anything else, for their children. They said "okay & thank you" & left. I was really hoping that Martha would come soon & my prayers were answered in a matter of a few minutes. Martha came into the room & I greeted her & then introduced her to our new clients. A few minutes after Martha arrived Suzanne arrived. I introduced her to our new clients & then gave her some instructions of what I needed this afternoon for her to do. Simple things like ordering brochures & pregnancy tests. I reviewed the week for her. I like it when Suzanne calls the clients, the pregnant ones & the ones that have already delivered their babies. I don't want to take time away from her to do that important work. I then went back to the Material Aid Room to say good bye to the young couple & told Martha that I was going to the front lines to be with Bill & that I would see her soon. She said "okay, I'll be out later". Off I go with the mega phone & picture of Malachi the sweet aborted baby picture & the box of literature. I got to the bush side of Planned Parenthood to set up. I called over to Bill, for he is hard of hearing that I was on the sidewalk now. I looked over to the Planned Parenthood parking lot & I didn't see the abortionist car parked by the back door. I was happy but you still can't let your guard down for there could be another abortionist taking her place in there. Martha joined me on the sidewalk after she was done ministering with our happy young couple. I hope to see them again, in the future.
The school bus driver went passed us, honking the horn & putting hi thumb up & the children on the bus were waving at us too. There was an Oriental boy waving at Martha & I, he was so cute. Every time this bus driver comes by he waves at us & honks. We wave back & sometimes I blow him a kiss. He encourages us so much. Jerry arrived to pray with Martha & I. He went over to the brick side of the building to knee & pray the Rosary. The two Death Escorts were there leading these young girls to a life of harm & grief. Praise God that the parking lot was thinning down & when we left, a couple hours late, there were no victims in Planned Parenthood!! God is working a marvelous work there on the street ministry & in the center. I turned around & noticed that there were two young girls walking down the sidewalk passed the center towards Planned Parenthood. I gently approached them & asked if they needed a pregnancy test & they said "yes". I said "come follow me" & led them to the Focus Center to be greeted by Suzanne. I gave them a Truth packet & the rubberized babies but the one girl yelled out, it scared her so I didn't peruse it. I knew Suzanne would take good care of them, which she does to all our clients. They were in the center for some time & I saw them walking back towards Downtown. Yeah! they didn't get exposed to the lies & deception at Planned Parenthood but were giving the Truth, in the center. I felt good to be used by God to achieve this in their lives & in the lives of others. I humbly praise Him for the work that He accomplishes in ALL the pro lifers that are True to their Faith, on the front lines & in the Pregnancy Centers throughout the world but especially here in Rochester, NY., for this team is faithful & dedicated in all kinds of adversity & in all kinds of weather. God bless you remnant :)
I looked down the street & I saw a young man walking towards the center & I thought to myself that that might be David, from the Eastman School of Music. He had emailed me this week asking to come to the center to do some work if I had anything for him to do. Oh yes David, I sure could use you. I walked to the door & I saw that Suzanne had answered the door & then he turned around to be introduced to me, by Suzanne. I said that it was so nice to meet him & to give him his assignment which was to paint the table legs of our counter that we use for our meal preparations. The tablecloth was to short & exposed the wooden legs that looked awful. I gave him the paint & offered him a bottled water which he accepted. After he was done painting, I asked him if he would put away the 4 boxes of baby clothes, that I brought in from my home. He said that would be fine. I then saw that Suzanne was setting up for a pregnancy test & asked her if she is expecting someone & she said that there is a woman in the bathroom & she thought the I had brought her in but I said "no" & that it must have been Martha. Off I go back to the front lines. I asked Martha & she said that she pointed to where the center was for this woman wanted a pregnancy test. Praise God, for how He brings the people that needs us, into the center to be taken care of. Just then we saw that an older man was walking towards us. He told us his story then he changed it over & over again. I do remember him from a Monday evening that I was there at the center. One of the male sidewalk counselors brought him into the center for assistance, & I gave him a whole lot of literature & A DVD & some baby clothes, for the young girls that need it in his Church, that is nearby. This time he looked terrible & was making no sense. He mentioned that he needed some food so I went into the Material Aid Room & got some non-perishable food, from our food shelves, for him to take with him. I went back outside & gave it to him & then said "good bye". If he needs us he knows where to find us. You, dear man are in our prayers. I had to go back to the center to see how David was doing. Martha & Jerry went on to say the Divine Mercy Chaplet, for it was 3pm now the hour of God's Mercy. When I came back out I saw that the two Death Escorts had left & there was the young skinny one that took their place. It is sooooo sad to see other woman help to kill & wreck the lives of other women. Where is the protective sisterhood?? These escorts, both male & female, do a great injustice to these unbeknown victims that go into Planned Parenthood because they are weak & venerable sometimes. Not all that go in there are victims but are victimizers instead. They know what they are doing & don't care who they hurt, including themselves. There were two cars that came in there today that had a RIT sticker on their window. "You could be so smart that you are stupid". We noticed that the parking lot was empty & that Martha was cold & had to go to celebrate Mother's Day with the other half of her family. Thanks Martha & have a great time & I'll see you next week. I went back into the center to say thank you & good bye to David & to wish him well in his future job search. I also reviewed this afternoon with Suzanne & she said that she contacted some of our clients & that they were all fine. One of our clients was due yesterday so we will be having a new baby in this world real soon!! Also another one of our clients was due last week & Suzanne couldn't reach her so we might have another baby in this world already!! Suzanne said "good bye" & I said "thank you & I'll see you next week".
I started to do some paperwork when the doorbell rang & it was Dan. I said hi to him & them immediately put him to work but first I asked him if he still had a job & he said "yes". I said "thank Lord". He needed to put in a new light bulb in the hallway & to do some other odd jobs. He's very cooperative . He went into the Material Aid Room & started to look at our book selection & found a book on the Civil War. I said "it's yours Dan" & then he told me that it was his birthday & then I said "Oh Happy Birthday & here is your present, the book on the Civil War". He was very happy. The doorbell rang again & it was Melody. It was so good to see her. We visited for a few minutes & then she started to make up the Truth packets that we hand out on the street & in the center. What a helper. We had supper later on & then worked some more then went home around 9pm. So much to do but it is well worth it. See below :)
Tuesday May 18, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood I had an appointment & so I couldn't get to the front lines until 2pm. When I did arrive I saw that the signs were out & Donna was standing there on the sidewalk, by the bushes, by herself. Then I saw Jerry coming, from the parking lot of the center, now arriving on the sidewalk, to be with Donna. Mary S. had left, for her 1 hour was up & she had gone back to work. I imagined that Martha was in the center, with a client, & I was right. Such a mother hen am I. It was raining hard & I really wasn't prepared to handle the rain but I do never the less, with the grace of God. I did find a rain jacket in the trunk, of my car, & put it on. I went into the center & Martha was with a client in the Material Aid Room. I said hi to both ladies & then did some things in the office quickly. I noticed that Sandy, our Tuesday afternoon counselor wasn't there, her brother is ill & she said that she probably wasn't going to make it in today. Martha came into the office & told me that she was going to drop off the client at home because it was raining & she was pregnant & she had some big things to carry, like a baby bath tub. Martha said to her that when I come in she would take her home, which she did. This particular client had called me on the 1-888 number which goes into my cell phone about a week ago. She said that she saw our brochure somewhere, she forgot where, & took down the number to call for some baby clothes, for she is due in September. After Martha came back she told me that the mom had told her that, she has cockroaches, in her apartment on Genesee St.. Oh Lord have Mercy! Our hearts go out to our clients in need or anyone else too. We will see what we can do for her in the very near future. Our work must continue, in helping our mothers, while they are pregnant & after they deliver, Amen.
Donna & Jerry, where with me on the sidewalk, while Martha was gone driving our pregnant mom home. I was glad that we were all together, to witness the Truth, as the weather was rainy, dark & windy.
The abortionist was there with her filthy hands killing children rather than delivering children. What makes a woman kill little babies???? It's bizarre.... There are very few woman serial killer abortionists & in Rochester there are two, Rachael Phelps, (married & no children) at Planned Parenthood, she does 1st. trimester abortions & has advocated for Partial Birth abortions & Nancy Stanwood, (single with 1 small child) at Strong Memorial Hospital, she does 2nd. trimester abortions. It's bad enough that men are serial killer abortionists, like Morris Wortman, (married with 1son, Israel, by his second wife Rebecca), kills at 2020 S. Clinton Ave. & David Gandell, Steven Eisenger, kills on Lattimore Dr.. How evil, how sick!! It is always sad to see the cars go in & out of Planned Parenthood & the girls & guys walking in there too. We do the best we can in calling out to each & every person, giving them the Truth & the center to go to, to get the assistance that they need, for free. We care & Planned Parenthood doesn't.
Martha was back now & we were a team of four. Melody came late today & when she did she worked, in the Material Aid Room, putting the things away that I had in my car. She always does a great job. I'm grateful to everyone. We experienced the same abuses of cars driving by & giving us the 'bird' or saying things that are unrepeatable on this web site but we also experience the 'good guys' too. The smiles & the thank yous & the nice honks, that help to keep us going. We had a lady, from over the at the Vets, put her hands on her hips & say "where did you get those pictures?", meaning the graphic pictures. I hollered over to her where I got them but she didn't respond & went into her car & drove away, in a huff. They upset me too, lady. I prayed for someone nice now, to counter act her & a few minutes later a gentleman was walking into the Vets & he hollered over to us "keep up the good work that you are doing". I answered him back saying "we will & God bless you". Thanks Lord, that was a prayer was answered real fast. Donna & Jerry had to leave & it was Martha & I now. It was still raining & I think that Martha was getting real wet, underneath her rain parka.
Just then a young girl had come out of Planned Parenthood & was walking towards the street. Martha called her over to us to speak to us by saying "come over hear, sweet girl & talk to us, before you have to get out of the rain". She walked over to Martha & I. Martha asked her what she was doing at this terrible place & if she was pregnant. She said that she was 2 weeks pregnant & was thinking of an abortion. "Oh no" we both said at once, let's talk to you for a awhile here. We talked to her & showed her the graphic pictures & all she could say was that some people have to it. "Oh no" they don't have to do it, "Thou shall not kill" is the universal Commandment of Almighty God, & must be obeyed. Then she said that she didn't like kids & hated her boyfriend. I said "get rid of the boyfriend & keep the baby". "You don't kill the baby because you hate the father", I said. She then said that they both agreed, her& her boyfriend, that it is what they both wanted to be done. You can't make these things up. It's such a heartache for us sidewalk counselors to hear such terrible things against these precious little babies. We live in a 'throw away' society, if you don't want your baby you just kill he or she before he or she is born, no big deal to these cold hearted & selfish people. I handed her the Bella movie, for we pass this movie out in tough cases & also our DVD on a bloodless abortion & the growth & development, of the baby in the womb & a testimony, of a former abortion mill owner, Carol Everett, who has now repented & is saving lives, instead of taking lives. I then said to this young girl, for her to look me in the eye & promise me to look at these 2 DVD's, that I just handed to her & she looked me in the eye & said "yes I will". She also took a Truth packet & a rubberized 12 week old baby. Martha kept on talking to her & we told her that we had a pregnancy center right next to the big yellow building & if she needed anything for her just to call the number on the brochure that was handed to her. She said "okay" & that she had to go to catch the bus & then she walked up the street to Gibb's & then turned the corner & we saw her no more that day. Martha & I consoled each other, from the pain that we were both experiencing, at that moment. It feels like someone is ripping our hearts out, you can't imagine it hurting so badly. We cry, we talk, we write, we pray, we scream, & we have to give it to God, otherwise we will not be able to function & to be ready for the next mother, who might 'chose life' for her sweet baby & need our help. We must be 'whole' in order to 'help'. Not easy at all. There is no babies saved if there is no suffering first. We prayed that this girl would not have the abortion & her baby will be saved from the abortionist cruel hands.
Martha & I were standing on the sidewalk & then all of a sudden a yellow school bus stopped right beside us standing there. The door of the bus opened & the bus driver said to us "keep up the good work that you are doing", "thank you & yes" we replied. Then Martha showed him the picture of Jesus, that she holds out here, of Him holding an aborted baby crying. He saw the picture & said "yes, it's Him I serve". He shut the door to the bus & left. It was so nice of him stopping to say hi to us today. Later on we went into the center to do some work & to eat some supper. It was Martha famous chicken & fixings & the best chocolate coconut cream cake with chocolate frosting you'll ever eat. Yummy :) We don't count calories on Tuesdays.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 at the Focus Center
Anne had called me at home asking me if I could get to the center at 11:30am today, for she was delivering a refrigerator for the Common Room, I wanted to go to church after that. I said that I would & I got there just after she arrived. She had gotten, the two guys in the offices, who share our hallway, to help her put it in the Common Room, for us. She left to go to Church & I was also planning to go to the Red Mass, for all the lawyer, at 12:10pm. It was in honor of St. Thomas More, who was a lawyer that was martyred for his faith, in England in 1535. More info. http://www.apostles.com/thomasmore.html
I was putting some things away, in the center, when the doorbell rang & there was a young woman with her daughter, who looked around 8 years old, at the door I asked if I could help her & she said that she needed some baby clothes for her son, who was 6 months old. I said "fine & come follow me". I brought them into the Material Aid Room & she looked in our clothes baskets & was picking out some things for her son. I asked her some questions about how she found us etc.. She said that she, in the past had received a packet & a DVD, when she was at Planned Parenthood. I asked her if she was going for an abortion & she said "no". I said that I was glad that she never thought of having an abortion & I thanked her for having her precious baby. I then said to her, "if you could pass the information that was given to you, in front of Planned Parenthood, so you could help others, that would be great. She said that she already did, for her cousin was going to have an abortion & she showed her some of the information that was in the packet & her cousin changed her mind & gave birth to baby boy Jordan, a couple of months ago. I was so happy to hear this great news!! I said to her that if her cousin needed anything to come to the center to receive some nice things too. She smiled & said "thank you & I will tell her this" & then left with her daughter. I was thrilled to hear what the Lord had done through the street ministry. God is Great!! Awhile later, Amy the reporter for the Catholic Courier, came to do an interview on the Focus Pregnancy Help Center, for it is our 5th. year anniversary, as a pregnancy center. Amy came & interviewed Martha & I for a couple of hours. Just before she was finishing up with the interview the doorbell rang & Martha went to answer it. She didn't come back to the Common Room, so I knew that it probably was a client coming in for baby clothes, in the Material Aid Room. Then Martha took me aside & told me that this young woman was going into Planned Parenthood, last year, for an abortion & we on the sidewalk convinced her that it was wrong. She told me later, that it was the people calling out to her & the awful signs, that convinced her that it was wrong. She was a little teary eyed, for she felt badly that she came so close in killing her precious baby, who is the 'apple of her eye'. She went & came back about 20 minutes later with her two children & Martha & I were so blessed in seeing them. I just couldn't stop thinking that this very baby, that the mom was now holding, was the same baby that could have been sucked out of her, last year & killed. She would not be here today. We were so happy that she brought her baby & young son, into the center, so that we could see them both. She said "thank you & good bye" & left with some nice things for her children. We said for her to come back if she needed anything else. I told her that God was pleased with her & I hope that helped her to heal. She appeared most grateful. Martha & I talked about this mom & that she was so close to having no little girl at all but had changed her mind & had her baby. Never the less she is a Post Abortive Mom. She suffers from the guilt & shame that women do that have had an abortion. We are finding this out more & more. They came close to aborting but didn't, they regret what they were going to do. We need to address this problem better next time, with some literature & phone number's, for our clients to call to get some help & healing.
Earlier today Martha had gone over to the Women's Care Center, to get some things for our center, that they were blessing us with. As Martha was getting into her car Terri came running out saying in a loud voice " I have something for you to take back to your center". It was a framed picture of Jesus with Martha & Mary, do you believe it! How great is this. Martha handed it to me & I put it in the office. Martha & Mary thank you :)
Happy Birthday dear one, who was conceived in rape, I am so glad that you were born & here in this world. Thank you Lord! Thursday, May 20, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Martha was by her car that was parked on the street by the center & I was coming out of the center & I saw her talking to someone. I then recognized who she was. She was the young girl that Martha & I spoke with on Tuesday, trying to save her precious baby from being killed, by abortion. I was just starting to talk to her when Martha hollered over to me "she did it, she had the abortion 2 days ago". My heart was sick & I then said a few things to her, as she walked towards Gibbs St. & around the corner she went. I feel in my heart that when Martha & I was taking to her on Tuesday she had already started the abortion procedure which was RU 486 pills, to kill her baby. Evil never sleeps. She will never be the same again no matter how she tries & I only hope & pray that she asks the Lord, who created her & died for her sins, to forgive her & also her baby that she had killed. Lord have Mercy on her soul & that of her boyfriend, who also will be judged for the murder, of this child of God. Martha & I grieve for this baby & all the babies that have been slaughtered by abortion.
Today was a 'blood bath' at Planned Parenthood. The abortionist killed one after another babies today even twins. A young girl came & spoke with Martha & Tony, for I was still in the center, saying that her friend was in there killing her twins because she has children already & doesn't want anymore. She was counseled, by Martha, to go back in there to try again to talk her out of the abortion. She then said that she was now in the back room, which means the abortion room. Oh my God, how do we process that, dear Lord. This is what Martha said to me when I came out onto the sidewalk, after being in the center talking with Suzanne, our Thursday counselor, about some things. Martha also told me that she was being harassed by the neighbors across the street, the two crazies. They were mocking her & one even pretended to be shooting her. I wish that she called the police on that one. Martha had to go baby-sit her grandchildren for the afternoon so she said "good bye" to me & then I took over the sidewalk counseling, with Tony being there with me, for prayer support. I lit in like a match, some young girls, who were being brainwashed by the Death Escort, Sylvia Rose & also one of the workers with the gray ponytail. I wanted the girls to get away from these two evil acting women & not to listen to their hog wash. It was the mother in me.
As I was talking I felt a hand on my right shoulder & I turned around to see our long lost Carol had come back to us. I gasped & gave her a big hug. She said that she was in Florida a little longer than was to be expected & was now back. Yeah!!! "We missed you" I told her & that Martha will be disappointed to have missed you today but she will be back next week & she'll see you then. She mentioned that Florida was very pro life & showed me the 'Choose Life' license plates, that she got. She also gave me some information for a 'Fund Raiser' Project for the Focus Center selling the frames to the license plates that say 'Choose Life' sounds good to me Carol.
Just then a young girl with a dog on a leash came around the bushes & asked Carol & what we were doing. We told you that we were trying to save lives her at Planned Parenthood & asked her what she was doing here. She said that her friend was here for an abortion. I said "what"! She then said that she had tried to talk her out of it but she wouldn't listen. I said then why did you bring her? She said that she didn't drive her here that she came on her own. I told her to go in there & talk to her again & to give her this diagram of what the baby looks like & I also gave her the rubberized 12 week old baby too. Then she said to Carol & I "I have to walk my dog first". If you think that you have heard it all think again, I could hardly believe my hears when she said that. I said "put your dog in the car & go in there & try to save the life of your friends baby". "Go & we will keep you in prayer, what is your first name", I asked. She turned around & said "Jessica" & left. I stopped for a moment, for I had named my precious baby girl twin Jessica Rose, that I lost from a miscarriage from the gang rape at Strong Memorial Hospital back in 1971. My heart sank. I named my precious boy twin Aaron Joseph, whom I lost in that miscarriage too. I think of them often but know that they are with God & I will see them someday after I die & be with them for all eternity. The mothers who abort their children might not be with their children, if they don't repent. I had to go into the center for a minute & when I came out Carol told me that Jessica never went in & she heard her talking to another girl who was at Planned Parenthood saying "they thought I was going to go in there but I couldn't". I said where is she now & Carol told me that she was walking her dog . Unbelievable!!! I spotted her in the corner of my eye as she was coming down the sidewalk on my side & as she passed us I said to her "thank you for trying to save your friends baby before she came here but you shouldn't have come here today for it will now bother you the rest of your life that you didn't go back in & try again. Give it to God to help you. She went into the parking lot with Muffey, whatever his name, for it wasn't the poor dogs fault, that his owner brought him to an abortion mill. She drove out about 5 minutes later & was on the cell phone talking to someone. I'm sure that this will put a strain on their friendship & both of their lives forever. It's one thing coming to an abortion mill to try to talk someone out of having the abortion than to come to the abortion to walk your dog. What a mess this Society is in, when animals trump over people's lives. I feel sorry for her, thanks what abortion does to people it makes them 'walking wounded'. Carol & I just looked at each other with sadness. I had to go back into the center, to talk with Suzanne for a moment, & when I came back out a second time Carol had a report from Hell to tell me. She said that she approached a young girl, who had come out on the sidewalk, & she was told by her that her sister was in there having an abortion & that she was calling her mother & that she couldn't stay in there another minute more & had to leave. Carol said that she was very upset as she walked down the street. Oh my God what!! The destroyer is destroying.
Carol had to go & Tony had to leave a while ago so I was by myself. Just then I saw a guy, who came out on the sidewalk smoking. I spoke to him in a general way & he told me to "mind your own business" & after he finished his cigarette, I told him that "I was my brothers keeper". He then said to me that he was going back in to see how she was doing after the abortion. When the car finally did leave the parking lot of Planned Parenthood, it was the grandmother that was driving the car, with a smirk on her sick face, & the mother of the baby, that was just killed, was screaming at me & so was the boyfriend as they sped away. I have to grieve for all the babies that were killed here today & every day that they are killing these precious, innocent babies. I have to give it to God. I went back into the center to be with Melody & to do some work & have some supper together. I saw a note that Suzanne had let for me and we had a new baby that was just born. Baby girl R-moni was born May 17th. weighing in at 6lbs. 13oz. and 21 inches long. Mom & baby are doing very well, though tired & I'm speaking for the new mom. Thank God that she' chose life' last year & now can hold her baby in her arms today. Also this evening, Melody & I went to give one of our mothers, that 'chose life' last year, a baby walker for her sweet son. We took it to her on Monroe Ave. & was able to see one of our babies & we got to hold him too. Wow!! He's ready to play football, at 5 months, big boy. Please continue to pray for our moms & their babies, that are so 'special' to us. Thanks. Again thank you for all your prayers & support, in this very rewarding yet difficult ministry for the Lord, who is greatly offended by abortion.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Great News from the sidewalk ministry & the Focus Center ministry today. Two young girls were touched by the Holy Spirit & got out of Planned Parenthood because they changed their minds & 'chose life', instead of abortion. One of the girls was being called into the abortion room & she told the so- called nurse that she had changed her mind. She said the nurse had a terrible look on her face as she walked out to the sidewalk & was greeted by us pro lifers. Both girls, at different times, were escorted into the Focus Center & got baby clothes & literature & DVD's on Growth & Development in the womb & the rubberized baby at 12 weeks. We took down their information & will be following their progress as time goes on. Another young girl came out of Planned Parenthood & she stopped to talk to us & we brought her into the center for baby items for she is having twins & has nothing, for her two other children are older. She was not abortion minded but her boyfriend is but she will not have an abortion, thank God. We will follow up with this client too. Thank you for your prayers because the Holy Spirit is a moving & convicted these 2 girls not to go through with the abortion. The one girl had an appointment at 11am & she came out at 1:45pm & we were there for her, on the sidewalk. She said that the Lord spoke to her heart & she realized that is was wrong & her mother didn't abort her. Thank you Lord. The other girl also was convicted by the Holy Spirit that it was wrong & left as she was being called to go into the abortion room. Praise God!! We thank God for these two moms who now 'chose life' & that we could help them at the center today & will continue to do so, in the future. As Martha was assisting, our last mom pregnant with twins, some clothes for her two children at home, the shelf with the older kids clothes on it came tumbling down. No one got hurt but what a mess. We will have Mack fix the shelf tomorrow then we can put all the clothes away & be ready to service our clients once again. Always some drama in the center. Not boring.
One more Good News for you. Another baby, that was almost aborted, at Planned Parenthod, has been born. Little Kody was born April 2nd. Mother & baby are doing well & we will see her & the baby on Saturday, June 5th. Can't wait!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 in the Focus Center The abortionist, Rachael Phelps, wasn't at Planed Parenthood, killing innocent babies, her car wasn't there, so Martha & I decided to work solely, in the Material Aid Room today, getting it ready for our clients.
Tim came in to look things over for he said that he would come back tomorrow to bring in some big boards to anchor the shelves, that had fallen the day before, to make it more sturdy. He left us bags of things from his house for the Material Aid Room. Martha & I thanked Tim & his wife Molly, who was home with the five children, for their kindness to us. We had more work to do now for we had to put these bags of clothes away, which was fine with us. We are blessed with generous people, always bringing us things, for our moms & their children.
The room is always full with clothes, baby & children's clothes, for we have clothes up to size 10 now, & small items like toys, stuffed animals & books & other nice things. God is so good to us! We worked in the room for about six hours. Tucker came in around 4pm to get a sign & a chair to go outside to sit & say the Rosary, in front of Planned Parenthood. He came in around 6pm & we said "good bye" to him. Martha & I stopped around that time to prepare our meal & to have some supper. After that Martha left & I stayed to make up some Truth packets that we hand out to our clients & to the people that come in front of Planned Parenthood, to educate them & to save them from Planned Parenthood & themselves. Busy day inside.
Thursday, May 27, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood We at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center want to thank God for another baby saved today. The girl & the man that accompanied her said that they couldn't afford the baby & went into Planned Parenthood. I spoke truth to them on the mega phone & by the grace of God they walked out of Planned Parenthood about 10 minutes later. I brought her to the Focus Center while the young man waited for her. Suzanne, the Thursday afternoon counselor, did an Intake Sheet on her so that we can follow up on her pregnancy to see if she needs anything in the future. She also has two older children at home. I gave her our DVD & the Bella movie to take with her along with a yellow baby blanket & a stuffed animal & a onesee for her baby, in the womb. Praise God for this baby that was saved form abortion today!! After she left I saw that Diane had come to the center & brought a stroller with her & some baby clothes too. She stayed to help Martha straighten out the room for Tim had come earlier & put 2 boards in the wall & anchored the shelf onto to it to make it more stable so that it wouldn't fall down again. He said that it was very strong now just don't do chin ups, on it. I said "no we won't & thank you so very much for your time & talent. A big thank you to St. Joseph, the Worker, who is the Lords Stepfather, for I asked him to send me someone who could fix the shelf that had fallen & he did the next day. Praise God, for that was fast. Martha & I put a leaf border on the wood to cover it up so that it would blend in the room. It looks so nice now & we don't have to worry anymore of it falling down again if we put some heavy things on it. Martha was in the center most of the afternoon getting the room looking good for our clients. We had a client come in to get some things for her children & I told her that we were still looking for a high chair for her. I am sure that I will get a call or email soon & her wish will be granted. Mary K. left a potty chair for one of our clients & I called her to come & pick it up next week. She was so happy & said that she will. Don't forget to bring the baby with you! Suzanne was busy calling our clients to see if they need any assistance & we are happy to report that we have a baby already scheduled to be born in January of 2011. Yeah!! Keep them coming Lord. Melody came on the sidewalk to be with me for Bill & Jerry had to leave & then I was by myself. I was for a little while then Melody came to help out in the center but I asked her if she would stay with me outside. She said that she would. She took the mega phone & started to sing, for she has a beautiful voice & then Martha came outside & I went inside for awhile then I came back outside to be with them both. Suzanne had left & like always did a great job contacting our clients & charting their progress. Us three ladies were abused again, for one guy used an obscenity, as he drove passed us. Melody was gracious to say to him "God bless you & we care about you". Wow, she fits in quite well out here, she is a natural in dealing with the situations that do occur on the front lines. Though this guy did take her by surprise.
A young man was walking into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood & I asked him if wanted a Rosary & asked him to please don't go in there for they kill babies & are evil. He walked into the building. A few minutes later he came out to the sidewalk & said to me "why do you always say something to me when I come here"? I guess I was a bit defensive & answered back to him saying "I talk to at least a million people a day here & I'm sorry that I didn't recognize you" . He then said to me that his mother works here. To which I replied "she shouldn't be, for one, they kill children, second they are racist & they are killing off your race, third, they don't report statuary rape & forth, they are sex perverts, so I'm sorry that your mother is working for the devil". He left to go back inside. Melody said something to him too & she felt badly for what she said so she wanted to stay outside until he came back out again so that she could clarify what she had meant. She stayed outside by herself , she wanted to, while Martha & I went into the center to do some things & to make supper. After about 45 minutes later I went outside & called her in for supper (like a good mom) & found that Dan was now with her. I was glad that he was with her to protect her & they both came in for supper. She said that the young man never came out & I told her that he probably did. He was probably in the car with his mother & when they left you probably didn't recognize him in the car. See I rest my case. I do try to remember everyone but I can't but I put them all in my heart never the less, for God to remember them. That's who counts.
We also saw two of our clients in their homes tonight, to give them some things from the center, that were donated by some nice people. Dan stayed in the center, to fix the covering of the lights in the Material Aid Room, great job Dan, the man, & thanks. Us three ladies took the bassinet & the cash & visited two of our clients that live near each other. We decided to see both of them tonight, for they live in a rough neighborhood & it's best to have three of us together. Both of them were very happy & so were we. What a very full day & evening we had.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
As we were out on the front lines, in front of Planned Parenthood today, Martha the sidewalk counselor said to a woman who was walking across the street for her "come on over to get some information, from us. She came across the street to where Martha was standing & said "that it was because of you guys that I have twins". I was here at Planned Parenthood, in March of 2009 & had already paid for the abortion & was waiting to be called, when I thought of what I saw, those graphic signs, out on the sidewalk & what I heard you all saying to me, so I left & didn't have the abortion". She said that her twin girls were born in October of 2009 & one the girls had open heart surgery but is doing just fine now. Martha offered her some things in the center, where I was, but she said that she would come back later on to get some baby clothes for her girls, for she was headed to her volunteer job. Praise God for such wonderful news!! A young girl who is pregnant came over to us on the sidewalk & I brought her into the Focus Center to get some baby things & give her more information. While we were in the Rose Room I gave her a referral for a pro life doctor, who she called & made an appointment with. She then told me that she had an abortion in the past & would never do that again. She went on to tell me that she was in the waiting room at Planned Parenthood earlier, where she talked to a girl that was pregnant with twins, for she was there for an abortion. She had said to her "your babies shouldn't die because you don't want them". The young girl had 2 children at home & didn't want anymore. The pregnant mom, with twins, left Planned Parenthood a few minutes later. God works in strange & mysterious ways. I was not aware that the young girl that I spoke to, out on the front lines, for I new this now due to our clients description of her, was the girl that was pregnant with twins. I had said to her "can we help you? Planned Parenthood kills babies here". She answered back to me "I'm okay but thanks anyway". The Lord used me just to reinforce her decision to 'Chose Life' for her precious twins. Praise God again!!
Martha, Mary S., Donna, Carole & I were out on the front lines praying & peacefully protesting the evil of abortion. Melody came later to help us out in the center. Sandy couldn't come today but will be back next week to counsel in the center. I was back in forth between the center & the street counseling in & out of the center. We brought women into the Material Aid Room to receive some very nice baby & children clothes. As we are blessed we then can bless. We offer our services to the girls going into Planned Parenthood & coming out & also to those who are walking up & down the sidewalk. We are usually are very busy.
I am now on the front lines & the cars that are coming out of Planned Parenthood & driving by, on the street, give us the 'bird', Carole, our spunky pro lifer says "I hope it falls off". That's that. I can just imagine a hundred thousand fingers, on the street, such a horrible sight to imagine. I need to forget this real fast. 'What goes around comes around' so it's not impossible. It so sad to see these people degrade themselves, for they are not hurting us only themselves, by their guilty consciousness. We always pray that they will repent & be converted. Our hope & prayers are, Heaven for them, not Hell. Martha brought a young girl, into the Focus Center, that was going into Planned Parenthood, & counseled her & gave her a referral to Compass Care for Sexual Transmitted Disease Testing. CAUTION GRAPHIC PICTURES: http://www.herpes-coldsores.com/std/pictures.htm. Martha offered to call Compass Care, to make an appointment for her, but she said that she will call & make an appointment later. Martha then asked her how she knew about Planned Parenthood. She said that her friend told her about it. Martha asked her to go back to her friend to ask her not to refer Planned Parenthood to anyone. She then gave her a Truth packet to take with her & asked her to look over the brochures in it & then to pass it on to her friends to, educate them too. She said that she would & off she goes home well helped & well educated today.
A young girl with a little girl was walking into Planned Parenthood when Martha & asked her if we could help her. She said that she was going into Planned Parenthood for prenatal care for she was pregnant again. I asked if she was planning to have an abortion & she reassured me that she was not going to do that to her baby. Thank God. I offered her a list of good doctors & a Truth packet & she said that she would take it when she goes back out. We said "okay". I had to go into the center for something & while I was there the doorbell rang & it was this young girl with her child. I invited them into the Rose Room to speak to her to see what I could do to help her. She asked if I could write a note to DSS stating the she was pregnant to receive DSS benefits. I said that first I would have to repeat the pregnancy test before I could write the note. She took a pregnancy test which was positive & then I wrote the note for her to take to DSS. I said that if this was not good enough for DSS, then for her to go to St. Mary's Clinic & they could help her. She smiled for I think that she was grateful for the assistance. She had the cutest little 2 year old daughter that melted all our hearts, in the center, even Dan the Realtor, who has an office up the hallway from the center said that she was the cutest little girl he'd ever seen. She was so sweet & her mom gave her some of our candy which made her even more sweeter, if that was possible. I brought them into the Material Aid Room for clothes for her. She went away with a purse, how fast they grow, & a Snow White book & some dresses. She was only 2 years old but took a size 4. Big & beautiful, with a personality to boot. Her mom was proud. This little girl was going to have a new brother or sister to play with in the months ahead. I said to the mom to come back for more things for her new baby & this little one any time in the future. She said thank you & left. My heart melted again. Wednesday, June 2, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
All my emotions were present on this day of days. I will never think again that standing in front of an abortion mill will be without pain & stress. I knew that it was going to be a difficult day because the abortionist was there. When the killer is there, then it will be a afternoon of death & destruction, for the little ones in the womb. Lord please change the abortionist heart & mind. The nasty neighbor, who lives next to Planned Parenthood, is still the nasty neighbor. Is she going to change?? God only knows. It is the same with the abortionist everywhere & their co horts, who work with them & for them. Do they ever change?? Some do, some don't. It is so sad & so difficult, to deal with people that think that it's okay to kill a precious baby, in the mother's womb. What happened to them & how did they start to think that killing a defenseless human being is okay & good for mother & society? Crazy!!!
It was just Martha & I today. We got out to the front lines around 1:15pm. We set up on the sidewalk with the signs & the literature box & mega phone, to sidewalk counsel. Around 2pm I went into the center to make a chicken sandwich for both Martha & I & took the sandwiches & cans of lemonade outside, to the from lines. I decided to eat first & quickly, then I saw that one of our clients was walking up the sidewalk, she was coming to get the high chair that was given to us by Kelly that was dropped off earlier in the afternoon by Mary S.. The high chair was new & beautiful. I put the half eaten sandwich down & took our client into the center to give her the high chair & some diapers & other things that she needed for her children. Just then I heard Martha calling to me at the door saying that a young girl was so upset & if I could talk to her. She was crying & looked real upset so I brought her into the Rose Room to see if I could help her. She said that she just find out that she was pregnant & was undecided about having an abortion. She is new to Rochester & is already in a 'program' for a problem that she didn't elaborate on. The father is a not a nice guy & it was a rebound. She recently broke up with her boyfriend & he doesn't know about her one night stand & he was unfaithful too. They are back together again. No matter what the situation & how bad it is, abortion is taking the life of a innocent human being & is not acceptable in the eyes of God. It is always evil. The situations can change & if they don't you still can't take a life. I hope with her for 45 minutes & gave her a lot of brochures & our DVD & the Bella movie. Also, I gave her the rubberized 12 week old baby. We saw the Growth Development DVD in the Rose Room together & at the end of the video she started to smile & look so much better. I gave her my home & cell phone number & told her that Suzanne & will be calling her to see how she is doing & if she needed anything along the way, in her pregnancy. I gave her a hug & told her that she was not alone & for her to fall in love with her baby that she is carrying. I also said that once you conceive you will always be the child's mother. Motherhood starts at conception not at birth. She left lighter & brighter than when she first came in. I hope & pray that she will stay strong & not give in to the evil of abortion. We will keep in touch with her as we do with all of our moms. I had to re group before I went back to the front lines, for my emotions were wired, for this was a life & death situation. I prayed for wisdom from the Holy Spirit to guide me when talking to her. His grace is sufficient. Thank you Lord for being with us in the Rose Room. All is well with my soul. I filed her Intake Sheet & took a breather for a few minutes then went back out to the war zone. I was concerned for Martha for she was alone all this time I was in the center. When I got outside I asked her what was going on & she told me that the guy at Buckpitt, the business next to Planned Parenthood, went crazy on her. He came up to her by the fence & said "what do you think that you are doing"? She replied "saving lives". "You're crazy" was the response then he began to use foul language & fiddled with the lock on the fence as if to try to open it. Martha told him that he is alive because his mother chose life for him so why are you so upset? He sore the more. She began to pray & he continued to swear as he walked back into the Buckpitt building. "You are kidding" I said. Are you okay? She said that she was. I thought that things were better with us & Buckpitt, I guess I was wrong. Every time I think things are okay it isn't. The 'shock effect'.
A little while later two young pregnant girls came over to Martha & I & the one girl said to me "do you remember me"? I said "you do look familiar" & she said her name & that this was her friend & she was due next month & they both needed some baby clothes. I brought them into the center while Martha stayed out on the front lines by herself again. Poor Martha. I brought them into the Material Aid Room for baby clothes. They were so happy to see so many nice things for their babies. When they were there for a few minutes the doorbell rang & it was Martha, with another girl, for baby clothes. It was one busy Material Aid Room. Busy day with just Martha & I. Thursday, June 3, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Please keep us in your prayers for we had a run in with two young people on bikes, on the sidewalk this afternoon. They ran through our signs that are on the sidewalk with their bikes & spat on one of the signs & on the back of one of the pro lifers that was there holding a sign. Martha who is a sidewalk counselor was scratched by the girl on the bike & the guy on the bike hit my arm to get the camera to break, that I was using to take their pictures, the impact of his hit dropped the camera onto the street but I got both of their pictures & the camera didn't break. I called the police & he came & took a report & went away looking for the 2 escaped bullies. Martha had to pay $50 for go get a Tetanus shot for the scratches that caused some bleeding. It all started okay. The one guy who was on the bike rode passed us on the street but when it came to his girlfriend that was a different story. She came up onto the sidewalk & spat on the Malachi sign & then on the back of Tony. Martha asked what did she think that she was doing spitting on the signs & then said that the babies don't deserve that. Then she went ballistic. She then was about to reach for the literature box, probably to throw out all the contents on the sidewalk but Martha retrieved it first. Then she took her bike & rode through the signs & then Martha took hold of her bike to stop her from doing any more damage, for she was trying to run over Martha with her bike. Then she dug her fingernails into Martha, which caused some bleeding. I got the camera & took her two pictures of her then I went to take a picture of the boyfriend & he turned around fast & slugged my arm & the camera dropped to the ground but didn't break, thank God. I had already snapped his picture before he did that to my arm. Gotcha! Smile & say "arrest'. Carole, was in the street, trying to get the boy on the bike to stop weaving in & out of the street confusing the drivers. Did he have a death wish or something? I then called 911 & had a difficult time with the operator, there was noise on the phone & he made me repeat myself many times until I got mad. Then I noticed that Tony was on his phone talking to a 911 operator too. What an afternoon. Finally the two nasty bikers rode down Widler St. & about 5 minutes later two police cars came. The one police car parked in the driveway, by the entrance way, of Planned Parenthood & Sylvia Rose the Death Escort asked the police officer not to stay there for very long. He said that he would be there for just a few minutes. Do you believe it!!! While all the commotion was going on Slyvia Rose, with her sun hat on, came over to the sidewalk & stood there watching us getting harassed by these two bird heads, with a big grin on her evil face. Unbelievable! I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried. The officer took down the report & Martha signed it for she was the one that was injured. Then the officer went to peruse the victimizers. Martha had to go to baby-sit & was stressed to the gills. We said good bye to her & I poured some antibiotic gel on her scratched arm before she left. She was going to come back for the Board Meeting at 5:30. Poor Martha :(
Martha had left, Tony had to go so it was just Carole & I, on the front lines. Ready for anything. A few minutes later our Public Market produce guy stops by. Last year he'd drop off corn on the cob for us & this year it's apples. How nice to see a normal individual for a change. See ya again real soon Mr. Nice. Some of the cars that passed us by were yelling out their windows bad works & giving the bird, which makes Carole real mad. One girl gave us a double bird, so both of her fingers will fall off, ouch! How sad it is to see this behavior in the young girl & guys. Who raised them? It's even worse when an older woman does it. An older woman was coming out of the vets, across the street, with her finger in the air, how sickening. But her dog was saved from abortion but probably not her baby. Egghead never crossed my mind. A car pulled up & parked on the other side of the street. He got out of his car & put some money in the meter. Friend or foe was the question? Were we not in the mood for another confrontation. He came over to us & said "these signs are hard to look at". We agreed. Then he tried to challenge us in what we were doing out there. We explained to him in a calm voice. He did turn out quite nice after all. He said that he was a Christian & we said that we were also. So why are we having this conversation? Education is the key plus patience. He started to see what we were all about as the cars were pulling into Planned Parenthood. It all came together for him. Then he said something that was very sad. He said that his friend gave her baby up 16 years ago & was wondering where she was & what was she doing, especially during this time of year as school comes to a close. She expressed to him that she thought that it would have been better if she had aborted her daughter so that she would know where she was now rather than wondering if she was okay. Talk about confused. He did say to her that she needed to see a Psychiatrist & maybe she does. I said to him "go tell her that her daughter would rather be in this world right now rather than be dead, no less killed by her mother, by abortion". How twisted is her thinking. You did the right thing by giving her up for adoption & your daughter is more than grateful that you did put her up for adoption rather than abort her. Oh yea!! He stayed to talk to us for a little while longer & I gave him a Truth packet which he first refused but insisted that he take it, which he did. He also mentioned that another friend of his is a real good person but she has a 'child from a dark place'. The boy has attacked his mom & was kicked out of private school after 6 months & now resides at Hillside Children's Center, where the abortionist Rachael Phelps once worked, go figure! The rational was that this child should have been aborted perhaps, only in jest did he say this, which I don't think funny. A life is created by God & must be protected. I said we must not play God even though this kid is all messed up, he still is a child of God. I said that this boy needs lots of prayer. Hint, hint. He said good bye & I said that I hoped to see him again sometime. He said that he would drop by again to talk to us again. Carole & I were standing there when a car pulled out of Planned Parenthood & I said "I hope that you didn't kill your baby", always hoping that they didn't. But the message was not what I wanted to see, for the young girl in the back of the car, put her head down & shook it slightly as if to say "yes I did". It looked like her mother was driving & her sister was in the passenger side of the front seat. A family affair perhaps. Carole & I just looked at each other in complete disgust & sadness. This was the second killing of the day maybe more. Carole had to go but said that she would stay with me until 4:30. About 4:15 Melody came walking down the sidewalk. Carole said good bye & went home to her husband, to make him supper. Thanks Carole you're a trooper. Melody went into the center to say hi to Jane't, who had just arrived. My plan was to stay out on the front lines until 5:15 & then go into the center to set up for the Board Meeting at 5:30pm. This all went to plan. We had the Board Meeting with Jose, it was so good to see him, Melody, Jane't, Todd & myself. Elaine had called earlier & had said that she couldn't make it due to her sick mother & Martha wasn't there yet. What happened to Martha? the meeting was intense for we only had a short time to meet. It was so good seeing everyone & the majority was there for the meeting. Jose, Todd, & Jane't had to go & Melody & I were left.
Melody & I worked on some things when the phone rang. It was Martha, she was at the After Hours Care getting a Tetanus shot from her bloody scratches earlier that day. She was still going to come over & we were going to the Cheesecake Factory for supper, my treat, for all her hard work at the center & on the sidewalk. Melody had to leave & I waited for Martha to arrive. She finally came & I said to her "she's alive". Funny Hun. we went to the restaurant & got a little bit fatter but it was so good.. Rough day to say the least. The evil has escalated out on the front lines with people saying & doing nasty things. On Wednesday, the guy who works for the business next door to Planned Parenthood, verbally attacked Martha, while I was in the center counseling a young girl that was thinking of having an abortion. I spent 45 minutes with her while Martha was alone on the sidewalk dealing with this guy, who was crazy. Today I spoke with the sister in law of the owner of the business & she said that she will speak to this guy tomorrow, who verbally attacked Martha, on Wednesday. She was not happy to hear what he had done to Martha.
Also, please continue to pray for our clients that they will continue with their pregnancies. We already have two babies that are due in January of 2011. Praise God!! We did 7 pregnancy tests this week & gave away clothes to many mothers for their babies & children. Thank you for your love, prayers & support in our work on the sidewalk & in the center & for our clients. Also for those who persecute us. Lord have Mercy!
Friday, June 4, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood I stood alone. I had to go to the Dentist so after that I came by Planned Parenthood & stood on the sidewalk protesting the slaughter of innocent people there. I noticed that there were many cars in the parking lot but no one really coming in, which was okay with me. One car did drive in though, it was a mother & two very young daughters. The one went in & the other stayed with her mother, in the car. I spoke to the mother & then they left. As they drove out the young girl in the back showed me the condoms that she just received in the 'Camber of Horrors' Planned Parenthood, the destroyer of life place. I was about to leave when all of sudden there was an influx of cars leaving all at once. They were having a meeting of death here today. The abortionist left with a man next to her. Perhaps another Doctor of Death. Birds of a feather flock together. I took their picture only because I can but it didn't turn out very well, for the light of the sun reflected on the window & no faces showed up on the picture, just the car & who cares about that. No real reason to take the picture only to show it to others that can't believe that she is the abortionist at Planned Parenthood. As the cars were leaving the only thing that I stressed to the liberal nut heads was that they were listening to a 'Serial Killer' talk this afternoon at their demented seminar of Death today & how sick & evil was that? I got no real reaction except the one woman who was on the cell phone heard me & put up her window by the passenger side but she forgot that she had the two windows in the back down. Too bad that you had to hear the truth for a few seconds before you could pull out of the driveway of death. Don't kill anyone by using your cell phone on the road, which is illegal, but who cares right, it's only a life !! I saw dead pan looks, from other people puling out, which was scary & the usual Miss Friendly who always waves good bye to me, did it again. I told her that they kill babies in there & if you are a part of this place then you are either sick or evil or maybe both. She smiled at me & drove away. Spooky that's for sure. A couple of cars honked at me & one kid slid his head out the window to scream at me so I took his picture. He didn't know that I had a hidden camera, for situations just like this. Smile. It's sad t hat's for sure & I know that they are really hurting for they probably have been involved in killing an innocent human being that couldn't defend his or herself self from them. After I confronted each & almost everyone, of them, as they were leaving, I went back into the center to put away baby clothes that were just given to us & to make a few phone calls & to make up some more Truth packets for Rob, the Monday sidewalk counselor. I was looking for Bernie the Landlord, to tell him something, so I went to the front door where I thought he was but when I got to the door there was Assemblyman David Gantt standing there looking at the new brick patio that the landlord is putting in. I said to him "hi", for he can't stand me for showing the graphic pictures in front of Planned Parenthood & I am disappointed in him that he lets people be murdered at Planned Parenthood & does nothing to try to stop it. What a jerk. Killing his own race off at Planned Parenthood & he calls me a racist? Go figure!! He was hesitant but he mustard up a "hi" back to me. I closed the door & went to look for Bernie. When I found him I told him the David Gantt was looking at his patio & probably wanted one in front of his office, at the end of the strip mall, too. This office is located at the opposite end to where we are. We are neighbors. "No" was the reply of the landlord, who is huffing & puffing & grossly over weight. I don't think that he has it in him to go any further up the walk way. Sorry David.... I finished up my work & went home after a couple of errands.
We at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center got written up in the local Catholic Courier Newspaper Posted: Monday, June 7, 2010 Pregnancy center tries to keep up with demandBy Amy Kotlarz/Catholic Courier Newspaper Mary Jost and other sidewalk counselors who pray and offer pro-life information to those who leave and enter the University Avenue Planned Parenthood in Rochester didn’t intend to start a pregnancy center five years ago. They were simply looking for a place to store supplies, use the restroom and talk privately with young women in crisis. "We would do what we could do out on the sidewalk but we wanted to talk to the girls longer," said Jost, a parishioner of Our Lady of Victory in Rochester. Since opening in one room at 86 University Ave., Focus Pregnancy Help Center has grown to four large rooms, including space for gatherings, counseling, paperwork and material aid. "We haven’t even had time to digest the growth," said Jost, the center’s president and codirector. Although the growth has brought increased rent for the center, it also has helped it keep up with growing demand. The center gives out baby clothes, nursery items, books and small toys, diapers and baby wipes, formula, baby cereal and jars of food, and nonperishable food from the food shelf. The center also accepts such larger items as strollers, high chairs, bassinets, cribs and car seats, as long as they have not been recalled. The nonprofit center survives on the financial and material donations of a network of supporters, many who are informed through e-mail of its news and needs. "When I say, 'I need a stroller,' or, 'I need a double stroller,' I get a response," Jost said. Pregnant women who visit the center often leave with their arms full of pamphlets, DVDs and baby items. The center also collaborates with other area pregnancy centers; for instance, it sends young women to another center for ultrasounds. The center’s vice president and codirector, Martha Malone, recalls helping to convince a young woman not to go through with an abortion by reciting a powerful poem. "It was the Holy Spirit," Malone said of why she was able to help the young woman. The pregnancy center informally keeps track of how many women tell them they have decided not to abort — they say they know of at least 36 babies. They also make follow-up calls to see if the new moms and mothers-to-be have all the items they need. The goal is to help women realize that there are alternatives to abortion. "They are desperate, and no one reaches out," said Malone, a parishioner of St. Theodore in Gates. Jost and Malone love to tell about the babies born to their clients. "They are in our hearts," Jost said. "We don’t let them go." EDITOR'S NOTE: To get involved with Focus Pregnancy Help Center, call Mary Jost at 585-200-9477 or visit www.rochesterprolife.org.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Pinch me for I think that I'm dreaming. Hope that you sitting down for this great news report. Four precious babies possibly five were saved, through the grace of God, at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center & the sidewalk ministry today. It was a very busy & awesome day. A mother of 5 was going into Planned Parenthood for an abortion. Donna, who was on the sidewalk counseling offered help to the people in the car who were driving into Planned Parenthood. The cousin got out of the car & walked over to Donna & Martha & said that her cousin was going into Planned Parenthood for the abortion. Martha told her to go get her & follow her into the center where I was. I greeted her when she came into the center & then I brought her into the Rose Room. She told me that she had 5 children & didn't want anymore. I prayed to the Holy Spirit for wisdom & then preceded to counsel her & to show her the Growth & Development chart & put on the DVD showing the baby in the womb. I talked to her about adoption & gave her some brochures about that route to take. I had my head turned to the literature table to get more information for her when I heard her say "I'm not going to do it". I turned around & gave her a hug & talked to her some more. Then I went & got her cousin who was shopping in the Material Aid Room for clothes for her children. Then our client went into the Material Aid Room & picked up so many nice things for her children too. What a happy moment. Lots of love flowed in that room at that moment. It just didn't stop with her it went on & on & on. My head was spinning but in a good way. Please pray for baby # 5 for we think that the mom will not go through with the abortion, for her friend was supportive of life & we gave the mom loads of information & Martha talked to her that abortion is taking a life. She was too far long to have an abortion at Planned Parenthood today, so was referred to Strong Hospital for a 2nd. trimester abortion. I did take her ultrasound picture & made a copy, in the center, of this sweet baby who is in her womb.
The other clients who 'chose life' today are scared & I told them that we will be with them to assist them with their needs during their pregnancy & that they are not alone. They were relieved & smiled. Seeing the reality of the graphic signs, out there on the sidewalk, makes our moms think & then seeing the Growth & Development chart also makes them think. "You shall know the truth & the Truth will set you free". We just show them the truth & let the Holy Spirit do the rest. One father thanked us so much, that his girlfriend got out of Planned Parenthood, with his baby still in her womb, he said that it was through our encouragement & information & he hugged us all, especially Donna, who spoke to him a lot on the front lines & thanked us over & over & over again. Thank you so much for your prayers for our ministry, please continue for we are seeing the fruits of your powerful prayers to Almighty God & he is listening & answering them. Praise God for his faithfulness. What a day!! It was one client after another. They changed their minds through, the grace of God, & he using us to show them the truth of what's going on in the womb & what abortion is really all about. One of the ladies mentioned that it was the graphic signs, that she saw on the front lines, that influenced her & me telling her & showing her what the baby looks like in the womb. Prayer & Education are sooo important in our ministry.
We gave away many clothes to the moms in the Material Aid Room, which we must call the 'Blessing Room', not sure yet. What joy it is to see so many happy moms & their children. :)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood The abortionist wasn't there this afternoon, which is always good & it was pouring down rain, which doesn't stop from going out on the front line, for we have endured worse, for the cause. But Martha had a sinus infection & was on so many medicines that she was nauseated & didn't stay as long as she said she would. She was going to stay until 6pm but felt so badly that she left around 3pm. But since she is a trooper before she left she put away baby clothes & serviced two clients, in the Material Aid Room.
One of the mothers brought in her sweet little baby, in the rain in a stroller. She was soooo cute. She didn't blink just starred & then smiled at me. She stole my heart, that's for sure. Another mother, on a bicycle, was getting things for her two children & was thankful that we had so much. I talked to her for awhile about some things, in her life that she experienced. She was receptive to the Truth. Only God can change a heart. After Martha left, poor baby, for she suffers with sinus troubles ever since a patient, in the State Hospital, where she worked as a nurse for 15 years, swung at her & broke her nose. She's had surgery but has never really recovered & this incident which has caused her many problems. Life can change in an instant for I personally know that myself, when Morris Wortman , the Brighton abortionist, twisted me in the hallway of Highland Hospital, where we both had worked & wrecked my back at L-5, the sciatica nerve that has affected my & right leg, for many years. I can only give it to God & so does Martha.
After Martha had left I was doing something & the doorbell rang & it was a young girl wanting a pregnancy test & then the doorbell rang again & it was a mother wanting clothes for her children & their children too. Okay! So I knew that the pregnancy test was the priority & I brought the young girl into the Rose Room to fill out the Intake Sheet & the other mother into the Material Aid Room to get what she needed for her family. After the test & counseled her about abstinence & respect for her body & soul. She was a repeat client & I know that sometimes it takes many times to get through. I just hope that I did this time before she gets a Sexually Transmitted Infection or pregnant & has an abortion, which I think that she wouldn't do that to her baby. We need to love & to be there for this girls & I did tell her if she needs us again please come back to us & not Planned Parenthood. She smiled & said "yes" & left. She & all our girls are in my heart now & forever. I think about them & pray for them all the time. Tucker came at 4pm to pray & to witness on the front line & I stayed in the office to catch up on some work that I needed to do & to make up some Truth packets for tomorrow's war.
The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To him be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
2 Timothy 4:18 (NIV)
Thursday, June 10, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
I got there on the front lines earlier this morning by myself. I was witnessing with one graphic sign &the mega phone & some Truth packets in a bag. I had to go Downtown this morning & after my appointment I went back over to the center to drop off some baby things & then went to the front lines. The abortionist was there either killing babies or getting ready to. I was standing there by the bushes & a car was pulling out of the driveway & I asked her why she would be at an abortion mill. I hope that you are sitting down for this one. She said "isn't it better to kill them before they are born rather for them to have a terrible life". I said to her, with my eyes bugged, "miss, are you playing God"? I continued "you have twisted thinking, once a baby is conceived then the baby has a right to life, you don't kill the baby you let the baby be born". I do try not to call names but sometimes I fail. As she was driving away, I did call her a 'nut case', to myself. How sick & sad all in one breathe. I stayed a little while longer for I wanted to go to Confession before Mass today. I'll be back at 1pm to war again & to hear some of the most craziest things one can ever imagine. I am always apprehensive when Martha is not there with me on the front lines but she had family to visit in Pennsylvania & the Thousand Islands, lucky her. I knew that Suzanne was, in the center today, & that made me feel better. When I arrived after Mass there was our 81 year old war veteran Bill, already on the sidewalk with his sign, across the street from the Killing Mill Planned Parenthood, he's there from 12:30-3pm faithfully. I was knew that Melody & Jerry were going to be there also so it was just a matter of time that we would have more people on the sidewalk witnessing the Truth. I saw that the abortionist was there so I hurried to get the signs, mega phone & literature box, to go out to the front lines, as fast as I could. Just then Suzanne had arrived & was carrying a bed rail & a walker for a toddler & her lunch. Hands full I opened the door for her & greeted her. I was glad that she had arrived at 1pm today instead of 1:30pm. God is Good. I spoke to her briefly & then went out to the 'war zone' where they murder innocent, defenseless Americans frequently for money & convince.
A few minutes later Melody showed up & I greeted her. Just then a man pushing, a young boy in a stroller, came from behind the bushes. I said to him that we had children's clothes in the center right next to this yellow building for your son. I then asked him what he was doing at Planned Parenthood. He said "she's on there". I said"what is she in there for"? Then he said "it's not my kid". Oh my God! I said for him to back in there to try to save the baby's life & he said that she was already in the back room. I said that you are letting this baby die. "It's not my kid". So what if he or she isn't your baby, this child shouldn't have to be killed, for Heaven's sake! He just walked away going for a nice walk on a mellow summer's day. Get real mister this is the worst day of your life & you don't even know it. When he came back from he's walk, about 45 minutes later, I told him that he & his girlfriend will suffer. He quickly responded that he's already suffered, for he just got out of jail, yesterday. Well sir, you just went back into the hole today & this time it is for the rest of your life, until you repent. I always mention, the Forgiveness & Mercy of Almighty God, for a person that repents, of his or her sins. Lord have Mercy on their souls, for this murder today. I told them, as they were driving out of the parking lot about 15 minutes later, to repent for the sin of murder. I hope & pray that they will & not put it off either, for the Lord said in His Word "now is the acceptable time". The poor little boy, who was about 2 years old, will also be effected by this terrible day. Melody & I were very sad & she also tried to talk to him but he had the 'spirit of murder' with him & he wouldn't listen. This little baby was probably conceived by another man while he was in jail & when he got out he made sure that this little precious baby was going to suffer for the betrayal of the mother. It's easier to kill someone that can't fight back, you big bully, with a shirt on with a huge skull on it. Ick! You probably will end up, back in jail, & the mother had her baby killed for you? Why couldn't she just get away from him & protect the child that she was carrying, from the evil of abortion? And where was the father of this baby? Only God knows. Having sex outside of marriage is wrong & is a Mortal Sin & must be confessed before one dies, for it is a Deadly Sin, that means that you can end up in Hell for all Eternity, if you die with it on your soul.
An older woman was walking down the sidewalk & when she was close enough I said to her "would you like a packet of information"? She stopped & reached out her hand to me to accept it. Then she told her story. She said that over the past 5 years when she walked down this sidewalk people give her a packet. I said to her "you don't need it then". "Oh yes I do" she said back, it helps me all the time, to get one, for when I lived in Jamaica my daughter told me that she was pregnant & was going for an abortion & I told her to go too. Now because of you here on the sidewalk showing these pictures that what I did many years ago was so wrong & I deeply regret it. How sad. I knew that she had taken the packet to comfort herself for the abortion of her grand child, but did she ever look into them for healing. I gently took the packet out of her hands & opened it up to where the phone numbers of Project Rachel & Lumina were, the two post abortion ministries, & I pointed them out to her & told her to call those numbers to get the help that she needs so desperately. I also asked her if she had asked the Lord to forgive her for her part in that abortion? I couldn't understand what she said, for she had an accent, so I said to her again to ask God to forgive her for her part in the abortion & He will, I said. She shook her head ,as if to understand now. I gave her a hug & she was on her way, maybe a little better, than before. All these years passed by before we got to the 'root of the problem', maybe because today she was willing to share her story, for the first time. It's always in God's perfect timing.
A man, with long gray hair, came walking down the sidewalk heading towards Melody & me. He was a friendly man that engaged us in some conversation. Here is his story. He said that when his niece was 13 years old she was forced to have an abortion, it sounded like it was rape or incest. She was affected by this event but the Good Lord had His hand on her. She is married to a very nice man, who protects her & is well off. She has 2 children now & they are doing well also. She is a singer & her husband is supportive of her. God turned her life around. I only hope & pray that she forgave those who were involved in the death of her child & the man that impregnated her was brought to justice. What goes around comes around. Tuesday, June 15, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
When I had just arrived to the center, after the noon Mass, I was greeted by Dan, the Realtor, who has an office in the hallway that we share. He introduced me to Pastor Eugene. He was interested in what we do at the center. Just as we were speaking to him Sue came by with some diapers & things for the Material Aid Room., then Martha & Mary S. came in for more signs. The Pastor of the church on Norton St. asked if he could pray with all of us & we all held hands in a circle to pray. It was powerful. After the prayer we said thank you & I gave him two DVD"s one on Growth & Development, in the womb, & the other was the Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century, to educate him & I also gave him the very popular 12 week old rubberized baby & the Truth packet & our brochure & other information to take to his church to educate his parishioners. He was very happy to receive these things. We said "good bye & Martha& Mary S. were on their way to the front lines. Sue had to go & I stayed in the center to do some work for awhile. What a nice man & such a wonderful experience we just had. Sue said that she will see what her availability will be & wanted to volunteer in the Material Aid Room, in the near future. Praise God for that!! We sure could use you dear Sue. What a blessing you will be. A nice beginning, to a hard afternoon, on the front lines. We had on the front lines today, Martha, Donna, Mary S., who brought us a huge bag of baby & children clothes & shoes, Carole & Jerry & Edmond, WOW!! I stayed in the center to do some things when the doorbell rang & it was Carole bringing me 2 young girls for a pregnancy test. They were sisters & the one sister requested the free pregnancy test. It was positive & I said to her "what are you planning to do now"? She answered quickly "I'm going to keep my baby". "Good" I said. I gave her lots of information & the DVD & the rubberized 12 week old baby. She was gitty. Her sister said that she was in shock. I said that she was in shock & very happy. I did teach that sex was reserved for marriage but if a baby is conceived, in the sex act outside of marriage, that the baby shouldn't be killed, for what the parents did wrong. They both agreed. I was happy that the sisters were for life & not for death for this precious baby. I asked her if she had a doctor & she said that she didn't so I gave her our favorite doctors name & she called his office & made an appointment for the next day to see him. They said that they had a supportive family, which is always good. I brought them into the Material Aid Room for a yellow onesie, for the baby, to take home. I said for them to come back later on when they know, if the one sister, is going to have a little boy or girl. The sister said "a girl, I want her to have a girl". I said that it was up to God to decide that. I smiled at them both & thanked the new mom for 'choosing life'. They left happy & better educated about what goes on in the womb. I did a couple of things in the center & then went out to the front lines to be with the troops. I spoke to some of the victims of Planned Parenthood that were going into the death mill. A young girl, who had some blue streaks in her hair, stopped on the sidewalk to look at the graphic signs & to talk to us, for a few minutes. She said that she was a virgin & we commended her that she was making the right decision & to stay strong with her decision . Also to read the information in the Truth packet & then to pass it on to her friends & family, to educate them too. She agreed. I said to her that she was a breathe of fresh air, that's for sure. She smiled & then walked down the street to go where she needed to go. I realized that we didn't have enough Truth packets, for Martha had handed one out & so did Carole & Donna & Mary S. had one in their hands, to pass out, to the next couple of willing persons. So I went back into the center to make some Truth packet & to make an order to get more literature for the packets. I quickly ate with much speed for you don't know when the door bell will ring & you must be ready, for the next clients either it be a pregnancy test & you have to deal with 'life & death' or handing out baby & children clothes, you just don't know. Finally I was done with packets & lunch & I went back out to the front lines to give them to the girls to pass out. When I arrived a young man with a young child in a stroller was walking out of Planned Parenthood & crossing the street. Donna said that it was William. Our hearts dropped. I walked over to him on the other side of the street to speak to him & he re assured me that she wasn't going to have an abortion for this will be his "super boy" & that she was back there to see how far long she was. Why dear William would you go back to a place that was willing to kill your precious baby last week? He said because Planned Parenthood was close by to where they lived. Oh boy!! I said to him that you don't go back into the mouth of a tiger because he didn't bite you the first time. So much prayer & education is needed. It takes time to change, must be patient. He came back later after his walk & went with his daughter back into Planned Parenthood. We were afraid that the girlfriend was having an abortion & not letting William know. That would break his heart & ours. They came walking out a couple of hours later with her baby still in her womb. Thank God! He did say that Planned Parenthood told her that if she wanted the fetus to be sucked out of her then she can come back on Thursday. Keep away permanently William & girlfriend. I know that, in my heart, that they will not be back again.
My cell phone rang & it was Kathy calling to see if I was there & to ask if she & her foreign student from the Czech Republic can come to by to bring some baby clothes & diapers to the center & to take a tour. I quickly said "yes of course". They came about 20 minutes later with some baby things & I got to meet the foreign student & got to speak to Kathy for awhile too. We talked for awhile & they took the tour of the center. He was very nice & he shared some interesting thing about his country. It was another blessing this day. We did many pregnancy tests & gave a way many clothes, for mothers in need. We can give away as much as they need, for when we do we just are blessed with more to give away to the next person who needs it. John & I had gone to a garage sale, last Friday in Spencerport, to pick up some things from a house that didn't sell these things during their Garage Sale & said that we could pick up them for free. We took John's van & filled it up to the brim & unloaded it in the Sanctuary, in the center. We do not pay rent for this space that we are using for storage & I know that sooner or later the landlord will say something to me about this. I hope that he will see our need until he rents this space. He probably wouldn't mind because we storage some things in there already & he knows about that, & he's cool with that, I just don't want him to say anything for when he does he can be gruff & I'm sensitive. We pay $1,000 a month for the use of 3 rooms as our center & the use of the all purpose room which anyone in the hallway can use too. This was on my mind to put the 7 huge containers, filled with children's clothes away tonight, but I forgot that there was a scheduled dinner & get together that one of our Board members planned for a month. I was just worried about the landlord at that time & not the meeting. I was inconsiderate to the planner & I upset her, to which I am sorry. I was stressed for I was out on the front lines & in the center doing pregnancy tests this afternoon. I just needed to get the children's clothes unpacked & into the Material Aid Room before the landlord told me to remove all these containers & toys from the Sanctuary. Then where would all these containers go? We are a very busy center & are blessed with many great donations & helpers. I must remember, that I am not alone, it's a team.........
I noticed that there was a woman who had just come into the center & she went into the all purpose room. She was waiting for Pastor Jane't, for she had invited her to come tonight, from her church. I introduced myself to her & her to me. Her name was Betty. Pastor Jane't set the table & did a great job. Minutes later Anne came in, for she is the President of the local Rochester Area Right to Life. Martha, Melody , Betty & Jane't all shared for awhile & I went into the office & made up some Truth packets, for the next couple of days on the street. I finally came out of the office & joined the group. We had a nice supper of Organic chicken & a healthy salad . About 20 minutes later the doorbell rang & it was Kirsten, the Director of A Place of Hope, a pregnancy center on Bay & Goodman St. I was happy to see her for I don't get to see her very often. She came back to the room where everyone was & we all had a great time of sharing & just being together as a family of pro life friends. After supper Martha had to go to a Financial Committee Meeting at her parish. We had desert, which was one of the best lemon meringue pies that I ever had. Thanks Jane't mmmmmm good!! Then the intense personal sharing took place. I won't go into any detail, because of privacy reasons, but it was certainly intense to say the least. What people go through, in this life!! Lord have Mercy! Good news, at the end of the evening, was that Betty, our new friend, was going to join our team, in the center & out on the front lines, three times a week along with Martha & I. Praise God!!! We prayed then all said good bye. I had things to do, after everyone had left, then went home. Much to process today, very intense. I was not myself, at the start of this evening & was in a grumpy mood too but things turned around for me & I especially thank God & Pastor Jane't. We are blessed, in having her talents, time, love, prayers & ideas, at the Focus Center, to make us better for Christ, in His service, to our clients. Thanks Jane't, God bless.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Shout it Out!
We cannot be Christians and remain silent or fearful. The message of Christ must be shouted out to others.
The first thing that I did went I arrived at the front lines was to check to see if the abortionist, Rachel Phelps was there. She wasn't, thank God. I went back to the center to put our portable sign 'Free Pregnancy Help' on the sidewalk & then went into the center. The doorbell rang & it was a young woman looking to get some things in the Material Aid Room for her young child. I decided not to go outside today because we had to work on getting those clothes containers emptied & put away, into the Material Aid Room. Martha was with me & we went to work getting started. Then the doorbell rang & it was Maria. It was so good seeing her after a month and a half away taking care of business. A few minutes later the doorbell rang again & it was Betty coming for her first day, on the team. I introduced Maria & Betty & they got to talk for a few minutes then the doorbell rang again & it was client asking for a pregnancy test. I asked Martha to do the test & answered the door again & it was another client for a pregnancy test. I brought her into the all purpose room & Maria & Betty kept her company until our other client was finished. Martha then took the other client in the Rose Room to do a pregnancy test. It was sad because she had two previous abortions & a miscarriage & wanted to be pregnant but wasn't. That's what happens a lot of times, with Post Abortive women, they try to get pregnant again soon after the abortion, to fill the void of the last pregnancy that they ended. She was sorry that she had the abortions & Martha gave her lots of information to help her to get forgiveness & healing. I went back into the all purpose room after the clients had left & started to work getting the clothes containers emptied. Martha instructed Maria on how to give a pregnancy test & Betty helped me with the sorting out the clothes.
I then brought up a proposal to Maria, to be a House Mother, in my friends house. They want to use their house as a home for unwed mothers, in Macedon. The house has many bedrooms, a fireplace, a swimming pool, 5 patios, 3 car garage, acres of land, a completed room downstairs & a great room upstairs & a nice kitchen. WOW!! This house will be used to help others. The owners, who are my friends, have bought 2 houses in Florida & are moving on down. After I called my friend & Maria spoke with her, a plan was in motion. Betty also wants to be a House Mother. Yeah!! We'll see what the Good Lord wants to happen. I love it when a plan is in motion. Maria had to go for it was way after 3pm & we said "good bye " to her & she said that she will see us next week. Martha, Betty & I continued our work & Tucker came in at 4pm to take his sign & chair & to go outside to pray the Rosary, in front of the Killing Mill, Planned Parenthood. Martha had to go to baby-sit her grand children. Betty left to take the bus home later on & I stayed to do some paperwork, in the office. Next week, if we are all caught up with our work in the center, we will go out to the front lines even if the abortionist isn't there. There is where we make the greatest impression on the public. Maria might stay in the center, to take care of the clients that come in, next Wednesday. Team work always!
Thursday, June 17, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
My partner, who has been out there on the front lines with me for the past 14 years & I, decided to go to the front lines this morning at 9am, to try to save lives. We both got there & set up on the front lines with the signs & literature box & mega phone. He went over to the brick side of the building & I stayed on the bush side of the mill. I gave him the mega phone to use for he would be more effective on that side of the building closest to the door of Planned Parenthood than I on the bush side which is further away. This day was a day from Hell. As I write this I am still recovering from the traumas. I saw a young girl walking on my side of the sidewalk & I asked her if she needed a pregnancy test & she said "yes". I told her that we have a pregnancy center & would she like to go there to get a free test. She said "yes". I called over to my partner & told him that I would be gone for a little bit. She acknowledged me & off we went into the center. I gave her a pregnancy test & counseled her about abstinence then went back outside again. When I came back on the sidewalk, my partner crossed over the street & was coming towards me. He said that a gentleman came out of Planned Parenthood & said that his girlfriend was in there for an Etopic pregnancy. He was counseled to go to the Emergency Room, of the nearest hospital. He said that he was a Christian & didn't want to be there. A few minutes later they drove out of Planned Parenthood & waved at us. This was good, for then to get out of the, Killing Mill & to get the help that she needed in a hospital. Just then a city truck drove passed us & said that we needed to get our sign off of the 'No Parking' poll. What!!! We told him that we have had a sign on this poll for the last 14 years. He said that the poll was city property & it needed to come down. I said to my partner that it wasn't worth the stress to argue with him for he just didn't understand what our purpose was out here. So we took the sign down. About 10 minutes later he pulled along side of us & worked on getting the 'No Parking' sign up on the sidewalk by the entrance of Planned Parenthood. I tried to engage him & my partner offered him the DVD Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century but he refused. Just then a carload of Planned Parenthood workers pulled out of Planned Parenthood & stopped at the exit & the one woman pulled down the car window & started to talk to the city worker. When they left I told him that they were workers of death. He said that they were doctors. I said "no they were not, don't let them tickle your ear". We tried to educate this man. Was is hard, oh yes it was. When things started to settle down it started up again. Another young girl was walking down the sidewalk & I asked her if she wanted a pregnancy test & she said "yes" so I led her to the Focus Center. I brought her to the Rose Room for the test then the Hell began. She was positive & said that she wanted an abortion & that she had two previous abortions & has a 2 year old daughter & wanted to abort her but she was to far long. Oh my Lord. This woman was a serial killer & wanted to continue to kill her babies. What else would you call I? Abortion is murder even if you don't think so. I prayed to the Holy Spirit & then went to work. I put on the Growth & Development DVD & gave her the rubberized 12 week old baby & the Truth packet & the other materials plus our DVD & the movie Bella, that I thought would be helpful. I put in a Green Scapular in her bag of literature for conversion. I brought her into the office to give her more information for public assistance.
I asked her if she had asked the Lord to forgive her, for her past abortions, & she said "yes" then she said "I have no regrets". I said that you can't be forgiven if you aren't sorry. She replied "God understands". Oh Lord help me here this is scary & oh so sad. God doesn't understand the murdering of His creation. This is the first time I heard such nonsense. I tried to talk to her some more after she filled out the Intake Sheet. Then she said "am I free to go". I said "you were always free to go for we don't hold anyone prisoner here but before you go why don't you come with me to the Material Aid Room to get some things for your 2 year old daughter". She said "fine". When she came into the room she said that her daughter had so much already & that she didn't need anything else. I went over to get something quick for her little baby in her womb, to bond. She then left & my heart sank, for in all my years of counseling, in & out of the center, I only came across a hand full of girls that had no remorse, for their past abortions, & wanted to kill again. Scary. I was upset but went back outside to be with my partner. He said that she went into Planned Parenthood but came out a few minutes later. I emailed everyone on the email list to pray for her & her precious baby. We went to the noon Mass & I gave this situation to the dear & offended Lord. After Mass & was back on the front lines again & I wasn't ready for what happened this afternoon. When I arrived back to the center along with Martha we were met by Suzanne, our Thursday afternoon counselor, with a portable bassinet her hands. She went back to her car & got a pink covered car seat, only for baby girls. e also have a double stroller & a jogging stroller & a high chair at our center for our clients. After she settled down & gave her a fast review of the week. The doorbell rang & it was Melody with her friend . They went right to work making up new packets for or clients & strangers out on the front lines, to help & to educate people. Martha, Carole & Bill were on the front lines & I stayed in the center for a short time. A few minutes later Carole brought in two young girls for a pregnancy test & I asked Melody if she would assist them. Some people came in for clothes in the Material Aid Room. A short time later Betty, our new recruit, came in ready for battle on the front lines & out she goes after she had put her food away that she had brought, for the gathering later on, with Pastor Jane't. Suzanne reminded me that we had a scheduled appointment, with Stephanie from Fidelis Care, at 2pm. I went into the kitchenette to wolf down a sandwich that I had brought in for Martha & I. Next time I'll bring more for our team is increasing. Melody came out of the Rose Room & the two girls went out of the center & she was doing the paperwork when the doorbell rang & it was another girl for a pregnancy test. Suzanne assisted her. I went outside for a few minutes to get a heads up on what was going on out there on killing Thursday. Carole told me that she told a few people that she hoped that their fingers would drop off after they gave her the bird. Maybe someday Carole. It was busy with cars going into the death mill & there was the two, brain dead Death Escorts, doing their evil thing, of greeting the victims of Planned Parenthood. The front lines was in good hands so I went back to the center to wait for the Stephanie from Fidelis Care, http://www.fideliscare.org/. I was in the center & there was Anne, my friend with the big house that wants it to become a house for unwed mothers, dropping off two house plants for the center. I was so happy to see her again & give her one more last good bye, as she & Matt & their adopted daughter Mary, go start a new life in Florida. I gave her a big hug & we said "I love you" to each other, to a 12 year old friendship, that will continue forever, no matter the distance. When Anne left I put the plants in the all purpose room, on the table, & plan to take the plants outside for sun when I am there & then bring them back in afterwards. Thanks Anne, miss you already!! It was 2pm & Stephanie came walking down the hallway to the office. Suzanne & I greeted her & we all sat down in the all purpose room to discuss the program. We learned so much & we asked many questions & got real good answers too. We will incorporate the program at the Focus Center & Stephanie the will provide us with brochures & she will drop them by next Tuesday for the center. Just at the end of the meeting my cell phone went off. I picked up the phone & a young voice asked if we were open, that she wanted a pregnancy test. She said that she was just there ringing the doorbell, a few minutes ago, but no one answered. I apologized, for we were busy & the Taxi company have a lot of people ringing the bell so we might have thought it was for them. She said that she was across the street, so I asked her to come on back for a pregnancy test. I wrapped it up with Stephanie & gave her a cordial 'thank you & good bye' & stepped out of the room to set up for the pregnancy test. Suzanne was still talking to Stephanie when I left. A few minutes went by & our girl hadn't come back yet so I decided to go outside to see where she was. I went to the sidewalk & looked from right to left & saw no one. I then saw a young man, woman & young child in a stroller walking up the sidewalk on the opposite side of the street. I thought to myself that the team would offer them baby clothes as they went by them. Then I heard Betty say there is a girl under the tree with her boyfriend near the Vets. All of a sudden they appeared from underneath the trees. I called over to them asking if she had just called the center & she replied back "yes". I called over to her saying that we were ready for her to take the test. She then said that she would come back tomorrow & I quickly replied that we are closed on Fridays & to come on in now. She crossed over to the street to the center for the pregnancy test.
I heard Betty screaming to me saying "it's William, William is going into Planned Parenthood". My heart dropped for we have been ministering to him on many occasions over the past week & a half. He was the man that didn't want his girlfriend to abort & gave us all a bid hug when she came out & I had approached just last Tuesday & he said that they were there just to see how far long she was. My heart sank again. I had to get our girl in the center for a pregnancy test so she followed me in & Suzanne greeted her & took her to the Rose Room, for the test. I quickly went outside to be with Martha, Carole & Betty to deal with this horrible disappointment. Carole said that when they had crossed the street Martha had said "William why are you here, we are here to help you". His head was down & he hesitated, by the driveway, but the girlfriend looked at him as if to say "we're gong to do this, so come on". Evil with a smile. So they brought their other little child, into Planned Parenthood, to have her sibling be murdered there today. How sick!!! Our hearts sank. No one knows the pain that we are in when babies are being killed there at Planned Parenthood, ONLY the ones who are out on the front lines know how much it hurts. I'm not saying that other people don't suffer when they hear of the atrocities of abortion but no one knows the true feeling of loss when they are killing these precious babies about 100 feet away from where we are standing & calling out to their mothers & fathers, relatives & friends not to do it & they do it anyway. The team tried to comfort each other the best way we could but the grieving takes time. Trust me, it will take a lot of time, some of us are still grieving the losses of last year too. Martha had to go to baby- sit but she will be back later on for supper & work in the center. The school bus went passed us & gave a long honk, with his thumb up. He's our buddy & a breathe of fresh air to us, who are out on the sidewalk, dealing with 'baby murdering', three days, of every week of the year. His kids on the bus wave at us too. Just then a kid on a bicycle rode pass me & gave me his IQ, which is his middle finger, I was glad that Carole had to go into the center for a few minutes to get some water otherwise his finger might fall off too. It's so discouraging, at times, to think that there are so many evil & misguided people walking around, but we must keep our hearts & minds on Jesus, who has conquered death, on the Cross. There will be a Judgment Day, for all of us & I want to be ready & I hope that others want to be ready for that day too, for we don't know when it will be. "Now is the acceptable time", thus says the Lord. That's why I stress the word "repentance" out on the front lines so much. Another young girl went into the center for a pregnancy test & Suzanne greeted her. Melody & her friend were kept busy making up Truth packets & brought them out to the girls on the sidewalk, to give away. After this young girl came out of the center Betty was walking into the center so I asked if Betty would pray with her in the parking lot for a few minutes. She happily did so. Later on Betty told me that she wanted her to pray for a baby & Betty asked if she was married & the young girl said "no" that she wasn't married, so Betty being a good Christian, told her that she could,'t pray for that because she wasn't married. You don't pray to God, to commit a sin, to get what you want & that's what sex outside of marriage is. ex outside of marriage is fornication & is a 'Serious Sin' called a 'Deadly Sin' or 'Mortal Sin' that if not confessed, can land you in Hell, for all Eternity. 'No Organisms in Hell'. Non martial sex is not worth going to Hell for. As I was walking back to the front lines, there came out of Planned Parenthood, William & his girlfriend & young daughter, in the stroller. They were walking up the street towards E. Main St.. He had his arm around her waist. I wasn't sure that she had an abortion because she was walking & after an abortion you aren't allow to walk but you need someone to drive you home, for you might bleed to death. So I was hopeful that she didn't have an abortion today. I knew that the team was suffering so I decided to get in my car & go up the street to ask him, so they would know for sure. I got up the street & stopped the car & asked him saying "William, please tell me that you didn't have your baby killed today". He went into a tyrant & when I pulled into the school parking lot to turn around he stood in front of my car & wouldn't let me pass. He told the two people that were looking out of the window, of the school, to call the police. The offense was that I followed them ,as they were walking up the street, after they left Planned Parenthood. I got out of the car & he said "are you running away"? "No" I said, I'm just going over here to sit & to wait for the police to come. "I'd go to jail for your baby, if I have to", I said. Then he hollered to the people standing outside of the Enterprise building, across the street, saying "what are you looking at". The girlfriend told him to remember that he was on probation & he told her to "shut up", where did the love go? "I don't care" was his response". He looked at me with such rage & said "I bet that you're not married or have any children & are lonely, lonely, lonley". I replied back saying to him "William you have the Rosary that we gave you around your neck". He froze on the spot. A few seconds later a police officer on a bike came & started to ask me questions. William told the officer that he was the one that called him & not me. So the officer asked him what this was all about. William replied that I was following him from down the street. I looked on the officer's face, he didn't know to process this one. "What", he said, "that's not illegal to follow some one up the street". Just then another police officer came by on his bicycle & two other officers, in their cars. I looked at the officer & said "hello officer Chris". "Hello Mary" was the reply. Then the other officer told William & the woman to go on their way & off they went. Officer Chris didn't admonish me, in my decision to confront William, with the question that I had asked him. I told Chris what they had done at Planned Parenthood & he said "another member less in that family", I said "yes". I started to cry & he told me to go back to the center & try to relax. I said that now I have to tell the team that William's girlfriend, did have the abortion, for there wasn't any second guessing any longer. I said "thank you officer Chris" & I thanked the other police officers too. One of the people from across the street said that they called the police for me, for they saw that he was blocking me, in the driveway. I said "thank you, I appreciate that & have a great day" & off I went back to the center to tell everyone the bad news. This loss is going to take awhile to heal, for me & for the team. It became so personal because we had engaged William so many times & bonded with him, in the fight to save his baby's life, only for him to give in to this evil of murder, of his little one. How do I process this dear Lord? I did go to Confession, the next day, & in that Sacrament I did ask the Lord to forgive me for stopping my car, in the middle of the street, that was dangerous & I could have caused an accident & could have hurt or even had killed someone, by my rash judgment to follow William, up the street. Lord have Mercy on my soul. God forgives, I wish people would.
After awhile Pastor Jane't came & we had our sharing session & were blessed by her love & wisdom. Martha came back & we all ate, shared & cried together. Pastor Jane't left to go get the Youth Group from her church. They came back & prayed, in front of Planned Parenthood, & then they came into the center to have a quick bite to eat. What a nice group of young people. We were blessed to have met them this evening. Pastor Jane't & the Youth Group left & Martha, Betty & Melody & I stayed to do some more work, in the center, & then we all left. I took Betty to the bus stop. "My soul longs for you oh my Lord, please give me courage, right judgement & healing, dear Lord, thank you."
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Martha was there first & I was not to far behind her, at the center. We just had come from the Mass at the Cathedral where Archbishop Dolan celebrated the Mass. There were about 50 Diocesan Priests there & some were celebrating their 25th & 50th. Priesthood University. It was awesome! I saw many friends & got to shake Archbishop Dolan's hand & to let him know that we need more help here in Rochester in the pro life fight, for it is a fight & we do need more recognition & assistance to 'save lives'. It is a hard Diocese & I know that God has not forgotten us & will answer our prayers. I mean all do respect but I am sadden for the lack of pro life support in this Diocese of Rochester, NY. Lord have Mercy. We were busy getting things ready to go out to the front lines. I answered the door & it was Dominique, for she will be helping us out 20 hours a week, for about a month or so. That will be nice. I orientated her for a few minutes & then went back outside to be with Martha, for she was alone. A few minutes later Carole came & a few minutes later Donna came. I went over to Donna to tell her the bad news about William, for she was the sidewalk counselor who approached him first when his girlfriend was in Planned Parenthood & he gave her a big hug, when she tried to help him. Then a week and a half later he walked in with his girlfriend & their baby to have their precious baby killed, at Planned Parenthood. She didn't want to believe it at first but I was insistent that it was true. It's was so hard for her to accept this news, I know how you feel, dear Donna, for the entire team has suffered with this event. This is a very difficult ministry, that's for sure. Martha had Donna & Carole so I went back into the center to be with Dominique & to give her direction, I was in the center for a few minutes when the doorbell rang. I went to the door & there was a young woman at the door. I asked if I could help her & she asked to get some clothes for her 16 month old son. Come on in dear one. I asked Dominique to assist her in her sections, in the Material Aid Room. Ironically our clients name was Dominique too. What are the chances. I then noticed that our candy dish, that I had on the cabinet by the door, was gone. Are you kidding me, someone stole our candy dish! What's next? It must have happened yesterday when the Monday night counselor brought some people in the room. He trusted them & they shouldn't have taken the candy, if they did. All I know that it was there on Saturday, when I filled the dish up, with candy. Who would figure that would happen? Lately we have had a lot a thievery, how sad. Our plastic baby model, hand cream, stuffed animals, in the bathroom & now the candy dish, nothings sacred!! We will be having a new counselor coming in on Monday, next week. Our sidewalk counselor, has done an excellent job, & it is so hard to be on the street & in the center, at the same time. He is to be commended. Melody just came in, so I introduced Dominique to her. I decided to go back outside to be with the team. Melody & Dominique were chatting & then they went into the Material Aid Room to sort out baby clothes & then they were planning to go into the office, to make up Truth packets, which is Melody's favorite thing to do. When I arrived back to the front lines a car was pulling out of Planned Parenthood & stopped along side of Martha & I on the sidewalk. Carole was now standing across the street holding a "Planned Parenthood Kills Babies' sign & Donna was up the street, holding our sweet aborted baby, Malachi sign. We had the Killing Mill covered. I put my head into the car window & started to talk to her. The driver then said to me that she was going to have an abortion. My heart dropped but I might pick it up again real fast, in order to talk this mother out of, killing her baby. Martha was talking to her now while I went over to the literature box to get a Truth packet & a rubberized baby at 12 weeks & our DVD & our brochure & the doctors list & another Rosary. I got these things in less than 10 seconds, for I didn't want her to drive away without them. I handed all the information to the passenger, in the car, & then begged the woman who was driving that said that she was going to have an abortion, not to have her baby killed. The woman said that she has 3 children & Martha told her that she had 5 children & it didn't kill her. She asked me if she had my contact information & I pointed to my name & phone # in the brochure. I also wrote down my cell number for her to call me if she needed to. She smiled & then said "thank you" & drove away. I feel that in my spirit that she will not go through with the abortion. Please dear Lord please. She also saw the graphic signs, that we have on the front lines, which does have an affect on some woman & they have changed their minds & don't have the abortion & went on to have their precious baby. Praise God!!!
I went back into the center to get some things & to see if Melody & Dominique needed anything. I also got the lunch bag for Martha & I. We start to feel faint around this time of day. When I got back outside I saw that Martha was talking to a young man with many tattoos on his arms. I got involved with the conversation. It sounded like his girlfriend was in Planned Parenthood having an abortion & he wasn't sure if it was his. I said that doesn't make any difference but he said that it was to late for she has been there for a long time now. I then said to him that it was sad that he drove her in here to do this terrible thing. He looked at me & said that he was to young to drive. What!! He then asked us if we had a cigarette. "No" was our reply. Are you kidding!! Martha was trying to give him post abortion literature but I didn't feel comfortable with that. I said "do you believe in God"? He said "I believe in God" then he rolled up his sleeve & showed us his tattoo, of a cross. This is not happening!! I said to him that this was a sad day for him & his girlfriend & then he walked back into Planned Parenthood. Carole hollered over to us, from across the street, that he had been talking to the Death Escort, for a very long time, when he came over to talk Martha. What a messed up kid. A few minutes later he & his girlfriend came out & they went to their car. They stood there in the parking lot, next to their car, for a few minutes, while I ranted & raved to them what she just had just done. I saw that they both had a smile on their faces & then I saw that they were walking towards Martha & I, on the sidewalk. They came around the bushes & there they were in front of Martha & I. She saw the graphic sign, of the aborted baby, & said "how sad was that picture". I said "did you do that to your baby here today"? She was hesitant but then said "no". Martha asked if she was pregnant &, as she was smoking her cigarette, she replied "yes". Finally we got some truth here, no more 'Game Playing' I hope. I looked over to the young man & said that I forgave him for what he was pulling on us & that it wasn't very funny but sick. I then asked her why was she there. She said that she was there to see how far long she was. That could be good or bad. Sometimes they want to know, so they can have an abortion, & then other times they just want to know how far along they are. I suggested that they go to Compass Care, for an ultrasound, & for them to help her to stop smoking. too. I asked if she would like me to make the initial call & then I would give her the phone to make the appointment. She agreed. I called Compass Care & told them who I was & that I had a young girl that would like to make an appointment, for an ultrasound. She took the phone & made the appointment, for the next day. After she hung up she said that she was going back into Planned Parenthood to cancel the appointment, for the ultrasound, today. Martha & I encouraged her to just go home & that she didn't need to go back into Planned Parenthood to cancel the appointment or just call them on your way home. But she insisted that she wanted to go back in to cancel the appointment. I said that they sell abortions to young girls who are afraid & vulnerable but they went back in there anyway. I hope that she's not playing games with us too. We noticed that they didn't come out until about an half an hour later. As they were driving away, for she was the one driving, I asked her if she was going to keep her appointment tomorrow & she nodded back to me "yes". We hope & pray that she does, for her & her baby's sake. What a mixed up boy & girl. It started to rain cats & dogs, Ick!! I hate it when it rains & we & all our signs & the literature box, get all wet. But we make the best of it & we went & got our umbrella's.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood & at Focus I got there at the center at 1pm, bringing a friend of mine, to visit for a few minutes before she had to go back to work. When I got there Betty was there waiting for me. She had been there for an hour, she 's new, so I said that I get there at 1pm. She said "no problem". Dominique wasn't there yet so I had to wonder if she would come back to us. Well, about an hour later the phone rang, it was her & she said that her doctor had put her on disability & that she wasn't coming back, for the 20 hours per week, but that she would come back next week to help out for a few hours. Great, for we need you. Disappointment is what I experience every week. When I get excited that I will be getting the help that I need in the center, something happens that people either call to cancel or tell me that they can't make it that day. It's so hard for me. I feel like I've been punched in the gut. I have to give it to the Lord & know in my heart that He is watching over the ministry & will provide the help that I need, for the job, that He wants accomplished that day. Pray & Trust, I must. I thank God that Pastor Jane't, through the grace of God, brought to the Focus Center dear Betty, for she has been a God sent. So the dear Lord hasn't forgotten the Focus Center. She now comes on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, & Thursdays from 1-8pm or later, with me. :)
It was now about 1:30pm & Martha arrived. I had already walked over to the Killing Mill to see that the abortionist, Rachel Phelps, wasn't there killing God's children. She wasn't there thank God. While I walked back to the center & called over, across the street, to a young girl that was walking down the sidewalk, that we had free pregnancy tests & baby & children clothes. As I was calling over to her, a Planned Parenthood worker was walking down the sidewalk, in front of me, smirking. I said "why don't you help the girls in their pregnancies & not kill their children, it's evil & unnatural". She continued to walk across the street onto Gibbs St. to go to a nearby restaurant to eat her lunch, for the babies that are murdered at Planned Parenthood, never will eat lunch on a sunny summer's day, for they are condemned to death at Planned Parenthood. How sad!! I went back into the center. Martha & Betty were getting ready to go outside to pray & to counsel. The doorbell rang & it was Maria. I decided to stay in the center with her for awhile, only to stay there most of the afternoon. I went back into the center. Martha & Betty were getting ready to go outside to pray & to counsel. The doorbell rang & it was Maria. I decided to stay in the center with her for awhile, only to stay there most of the afternoon. I caught Maria up on some things especially the new & upcoming home for pregnant mothers, who have no where to go. They will have a roof over their heads & food in their stomachs & will learn a trade & even to get a job, in the nearby companies & stores, which are many. This is so exciting for our girls who need a second chance & to protect their babies from abortion. Maria was excited about the progression of the plan. The doorbell rang & I went to answer it & asked Maria if she would do a pregnancy test. She was orientated last week in the refresher course. She was ready. I lead the two young girls in the Rose Room. Next time we will ask the one who is coming in for a pregnancy test if she wants the other person in the room with her. Just new policy. Probably 100% will say "yes". We just want to be more professional & respectful of our clients privacy. I heard some crying, as I was in the office at that time. I knew that the client was pregnant. I later found out that it was the girlfriend that was crying, to the good news, of her girlfriend. Then the client was crying due to the fact that she will have to face her Aunt, who she is living with. We offered her that we would go, to be with her as she tells her Aunt, if she wants one of us to. We will do whatever it takes to save a life. I went into the Rose Room to offer my assistance & gave her some support & a DVD & some brochures on Adoption & care of her baby. After things settled down a bit we went into the Material Aid Room to get something for her to bond with her baby, who is alive & in her womb. We will follow up on this client as we do our other clients weekly, through Suzanne, who is our Thursday afternoon counselor, who tries to get through the files to see how our clients are doing & if they need anything from us.
I went out to bring the lunches for Martha & Betty who were smoldering outside. I felt badly but Maria needed me in the center too. Just then, as I was walking back to the center, I saw that a women with a young daughter walking down the sidewalk, across the street. I called over to her asking if she needed anything for her daughter. I said "come follow me" & across the street they came & I lead them to the Material Aid Room & then I called Maria in to assist her. Later, when I came back to the room, I saw that the stroller was gone & Maria said that she took many nice things. Glad that it worked out for her. A few minutes later the doorbell rang & it was a young woman asking to come into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her 4 month old daughter. She took the pink car seat, which was up to code & some baby clothes. Later on she came back with a car seat stating, that then when she came home, there it was on her porch, so she thought that we could use it. Thanks so much, that was so nice of you dear one. I asked Maria to see if that was okay to put out in the room, for they have to be up to pare. She looked on the car seat to see that the time had expired so we had to put it in the dumpster, that's the way that goes, for we can't give away an expired car seats no matter how good it looks. Safety first.
I went back outside & Martha & Betty told me that a grandmother had brought her granddaughter into Planned Parenthood. They spoke to her but to no avail. How evil & how sad. A young girl came over to them to speak to them & said that she was there for some itching. She was so very thin & didn't look very healthy. She later came over to the center to receive some children clothes for her children at home. She went back to Planned Parenthood to get her medication. We refer, to the girls, to go Compass Care for their STD testing. They don't kill little babies there. If you think that you have an yeast infection you can go to the drug store, for they have a kit now that can you test to see if you have an yeast infection & to get the medicine to treat it there. No one has to go to Planned Parenthood for anything. It was now after 5pm & we all came in, from the front lines, to get supper ready. We all had our duties & finally we all sat down to eat around 5:30. It is a special time for us to eat & share at supper time 3 times a week. After supper which was turkey sausage with onions & roasted red potatoes with spinach & a salad with Ranch dressing & brownies for desert. Yes, it was good.
Martha, after she did the dishes had to leave to go to a Parish Council meeting so it was Betty & I to finish up with some things when I received a call on my cell phone. The young voice asked if we were still open & if she could come in for a pregnancy test. I said that we were & for her to come on in. She was there in a few minutes for she had gone to Planned Parenthood & they were not taking in walk ins & she saw our sign out on the sidewalk & called. I brought her into the Rose Room for a pregnancy test & it was positive. She was surprised & told me her story. It's usually complicated & that saddens me so much. When you have sex your chances of getting pregnant is there because that's how you get a baby is through sex. So many girls have sex & don't think that they could get pregnant. Most of the guys are not around or are incarcerated & if they get out & find that the baby isn't theirs they force her to have an abortion, which is murder. They leave her anyway & then she suffers from Post Abortion Stress Syndrome that no one talks about especially Planned Parenthood, which is bad for business, & the modern medical world who makes $$$ off of the abortion, through doctor visits & the pharmaceutical companies, for the anti depressants that the doctors prescribes for her depression & anxiety. It goes full circle & the girl is usually the victim of all of this. My heart goes out & we try, at the center, to make her aware of this cycle & to get Post Abortion help for forgiveness & healing. She has a child & is post abortive & her boyfriend is in jail & this is her friends baby. So to say the least I had a lot to teach & information to give her. Betty was invited to come in at the end to pray with her & to show her some love & support. We then brought her tot the Material Aid Room to get some things for her child at home. She called a friend to get a ride home but that didn't work out so I drove her home & Betty kept me company. We love & care about our girls & their children & we offer up our suffering, to God, for them.
Thursday, June 24, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Toady we had Martha, Carole, Bill, who blessed Martha & I with $20 each, thanks Bill, Betty, Melody, Suzanne & myself, were all there. What a team!! Since I had enough coverage, out on the front lines, I stayed in the center for awhile to talk with Suzanne, which I hardly ever do, then I joined the team outside. Just before I left to go out, the doorbell rang & it was a young lady wanting baby clothes, so I told Suzanne & she took it from there. It's always good to have a counselor, in the center, when we are out on the front lines, so that we don't have to be in both places at once. When I got out there I spoke with the girls & we decided to go see, one of our own who was in the hospital, after supper, this evening. Then Carole handed me $50, for the center, she said that she won $100 at Bingo & gave the center half of that. Thanks Carole that was so nice of you.
After awhile I went back into the center for something & then I asked Suzanne if she had any news of any of our babies that were 'saved', if they were born yet? She said "I have good news & bad news". "Oh no", I thought. I then said to her "what is the good news first". She said that one of our clients ,who was referred to Dr. N., kept her appointment & likes him & will be using him for her pre natal care". "Yeah" I answered back!! "Now for the bad news" I said. I know what it is, when she said "I have bad news for you". She then said that the woman that I spoke to last Friday aborted & she wasn't sure if it was on Thursday or Friday, of last week. I know that it wasn't last week because she was pregnant when I met her & her boyfriend, for she showed me her stomach & she had a small pouch protruding & said that she was 9 weeks along. This is the story. Last week I went to the dentist, next to St. Mary's Hospital, & after that I decided to go to the center to do some work there. I arrived around 3:10 pm & after awhile in the center I decided to go outside to Planned Parenthood to see how many cars were in the parking lot. When I arrived I saw that the abortionist wasn't there but there were 2 people talking, a man & a woman, in the parking lot. I called them over to me & they came. I spoke to them for a few minutes & then offered them some literature & invited them to come with me to the center to get them. They followed me into the Focus Center. I again spoke with them about many things. She was nice & seemed to be a Christian & he gave me a hard time with many questions about Christianity, which I answered through the power of the Holy Spirit. She became irritated with him saying "What, you don't know that Jesus is the son of God"!! I asked her what she was doing at Planned Parenthood & she said for pre natal care. I told them about their Racism & gave them the Truth packet & the DVD on Growth & Development & Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century. Also our 12 week old rubberized baby & our list of good doctors to go to. I invited them into the Material Aid Room to get some green & yellow baby clothes & she showed me her bulging belly at that point. At the end of our time together I asked if they had a Bible. He said that he has a Koran & she said that she would like a Bible so I went into the Rose Room to get one for her. On the way out I asked her to write down her name & phone number on the Intake Sheet & if it was okay with her, that Suzanne our counselor, would call her to see if she needed anything. "That's fine" she answered back. As the boyfriend was leaving he turned around to me & said that he was a Muslim. "Okay" I said back & have a nice day. He earlier stated that he believed in Science & not Religion & said many weird things. I asked her if he was her husband or boyfriend & she said "boyfriend". He watched to many bad movies like the Di Vinci Code & I told him that. Needless to say I was very surprised to hear that she had an abortion. When Suzanne called her she thought that it was Planned Parenthood & said that she was still bleeding. Suzanne handled the phone call very well. This, like all our lost babies, was a heart break. I pondered this over & over in my head. It was to late, last Friday & the abortionist wasn't there & she looked pregnant, so why in the name of Heaven did she come back on probably Tuesday, to have an abortion, when she wasn't even abortion minded, on Friday??? Only God knows what happened to have someone do this terrible act of violence against another human being, especially one's own child, that God so fearfully & wonderfully created. I was sick & puzzled, to boot about this, or hearing the news of any precious, innocent baby being killed. I went back to the front lines carrying this pain with me. Martha told me that 3 young girls were heading towards Planned Parenthood & were informed about the Truth. The two girls, out of the three, did not go into Planned Parenthood to get anything but the hard noised one did. When she came out she showed Martha & Carole & Betty her condoms. Oh what a catch! You'll be the only one with a sexually transmitted disease or get pregnant & what, come back here to the people that care for you (not), & have them kill your sweet baby. Hope not with all our hearts. Some of our girls are soooo hard but we love them never the less only to worry about them, a little more than the others. We wouldn't be out there taking so much disappointment & hatred & chaos if we didn't love them & their children but especially the dearly offended Lord & Savior. We came in around 5pm to set up for supper & then went to Strong to visit our dear friend. Thank God that I had my 3 friends with me, for I was near the very building that, the gang rape took place back in 1971, at Strong Memorial Hospital. It was in the Research Center. They gave me their love & support & prayers, after the visit of our friend, in the Abbots parking lot on Mt. Hope, eating ice cream. The things of the past can be healed with the prayers & love, of the present. Thanks guys, for your prayers & thanks Martha for the ice cream.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood & in Focus What a day I had today! There isn't enough words to express what I experienced this day. When I first arrived, one of the seasoned pro lifers, was already there. He came out of the center to tell me that we already had a client that was in the Material Aid Room getting things for her child. I walked into the room & said "hello". I knew that Martha was right behind me for we came to the center right after Mass & I saw her park her car on the street, where she won't get hit. I went into the office & I saw that the red light was blinking, on the phone, which means that I had a message. I knew also that the other pro lifer was going to get things set up on the sidewalk & would sidewalk counsel, so I didn't have to worry about the coverage on the front lines & also I knew that Mary S. & Donna come at this time & would be with him on the sidewalk, as Martha & I would be in the center, for awhile. I took the phone message & it was Sandy, calling in today, for she wasn't feeling well. Sorry to hear that. We are short one person now. Just then my cell phone went off & it was Betty saying that she was a patient at the Strong Hospital. What next, I'm afraid to pick up any more phones. She had a non life threatening health problem & will be home on Friday, thank God, & will be back at the center next Tuesday. That sounds good to me Betty. She requested to stay in the center & not to go outside on the front lines. Understandable. I know was in the hallway & heard the doorbell so I went to answer it as I passed the Material Aid Room I saw that Martha was in the room helping our mom, which I knew that she would. We have this quiet understanding with each other. I went to the door & there was our client that "Chose Life". I said "hi dear one it is so good to see you, I thought that you said that you were coming in on Thursday but that's okay I'm glad to see you today". And then I gave her a big hug. I said that because I know that Suzanne, our counselor on Thursdays, would love to have seen her too. I brought her & her two friends into the Material Aid Room. Martha was pleased to have seen her too. One of her friends requested a pregnancy test but needed some water to help make that possible. So Martha went to get her a bottle of water in the office refrig. I asked our client how she was doing & she said that she was doing fine & that her baby was due now in August & not in September. Great!! I asked if she need anything & she said a bassinet. I said "are you kidding me, we have a beautiful bassinet in the back room but it's blue & you're having a girl". "That's okay" she said so I said "okay lets go get it". Once she saw it she was so happy, even if it was blue, who really cares, right. The smile on her face was priceless. Just then Donna came in to use the bathroom & saw us together talking & she came over to us & said "so you're having a boy". Are you kidding me. Our sweet client just smiled & said "no I'm having a girl". It has already started. But that's okay, for it was free & beautiful. Her baby daughter won't be affected in the least by everyone thinking that she is a boy or I should say I hope not. I was so happy that our client was happy. I told her to come back if she needed anything else & that I wanted to see the baby after she was born & for her to bring her in for us t see. She said that she would. Great!! Her friend took the pregnancy test & was counseled by Martha & off they went, very happy, all 3 of them. See you soon :) I got to talk to Martha for about 3 minutes when the doorbell rang again. There was another mother wanting baby & children's clothes. Martha brought her into the Material Aid Room & I went into the office, to do somethings, before going out to the front lines, to join the team. After Mass today Paula gave us 2 huge bags of clothes, that was now in the general meeting room, to be put away hopefully by Melody when she comes in today & also Mary S. when she came today, to be on the front lines during her lunch hour, gave us 3 bags full of clothes too. Thanks you guys. Melody will be very busy when she gets here today. Martha was still in the Material Aid Room so I went in to help her but the door was locked. I knocked on the door & Martha let me in. It was the 3 year old little girl that locked the door & when I said "no honey , don't lock the door" I got a look that would make your hair curl. Oh boy! Another mother was now in the room too with her son. All I know is that someone, had pulled off all my flower stickers, that I had put on the wooden shelves, where I have the baskets of clothes. That's the price that you pay when you give out 'free clothes'. It gets so busy, in the room, that it's hard to watch everyone & kids can be fast. I forgive whoever did that to my beautiful room. Martha finally was able to leave to go out to join the team. I was hoping to be not to far behind her but I was wrong. The doorbell rang & it was another mother with her son. They come about once or twice a month. I invited them into the room to look around. I noticed that the young boy who is about 8 years old had his head shaved, so I commented on it saying that it must be cooler in the summertime. No the mom said I had his head shaved because he came home with you know what, oh no I said to myself then she said what she said "lice". "Oh" I said, you're kidding, as my head began to itch. She said that if he had any you would see them. I'm glad that there were none, for my hair is down to my waist, & I'm not ready for a buzz cut yet. She said that she has some things to bring in, for the Material Aid Room, but I said that maybe not, after what she had just told me. They left with some nice things & came back later to get the blue sleeping bad. Right on! The doorbell rang again & it was Melody, boy was I glad to see her. I said hi & gave her a hug, for I am a hugger then I put her to work. I asked if she could make some sandwiches & she said "yes", for I was anxious to go outside to be with the team. Just then the doorbell rang & it was another mother who needed clothing for her child. I brought her into the room & then the doorbell rang again. I answered it & brought her & her son in the room too. I went & got Melody to go into the Material Aid Room, to assist the mothers, & I would finish making up the sandwiches. I wolfed down my sandwich as I was making it. I wrapped, the one sandwich that I made for Martha, & put it into the lunch bag along with the Tortilla chips, a cookie, blueberries & grapes & a bottled water. I knew that she would be happy with this. Not. She didn't like the lemon pepper chicken, that I used, to make her sandwich. Picky, picky. She didn't finish it. I understand. Sorry Martha, plain chicken, next time. I am not kidding. As I was finally going out the doorbell rings & it was Donna & a young girl & I thought, her daughter. Donna said that the girl was pregnant & was upset because she was at Planned Parenthood trying to get her ultrasound pictures but PP won't give them to her. Why? I brought them into the Rose Room & asked how she was feeling. She asked to go to the bathroom so I showed her where to go. She hadn't had breakfast so I got her a health bar & a bottled water. I then called the doctor but the office was closed today. So said that she doctor was at Strong so I said why don't you go there. Donna said that she would take her so off they went. Later on they came back. She was feeling better so they went to lunch instead, She looked & felt better. To no avail she couldn't get her ultrasound pictures from Planned Parenthood, so Donna called the police. They couldn't do anything but at least they know that Planned Parenthood stinks. Right! I left to go out on the front lines to give Martha her lunch & to see how things were going. Not good to say the least. The male pro lifer was threatened by a young man that brought his girlfriend in to have her precious baby killed. I was told that he was sitting on the bench. I hollered over to him something & he replied that he had no control in the matter. I said "you drove her in so you are now an accomplice to the crime". He just looked down on the ground. About an hour later he & his girlfriend, drove out of Planned Parenthood, without their precious little baby. Where is your baby? Carole was out there & it was good to see her today too. I looked over across the street to see that the young girl who told me that she was using the Depo shot was smoking. I called over to her & told her that the shot & cigarettes don't mix. She told me to go to hell & that she would save me a space. What, I said I don't want to go there & I hope that you don't either. I just want to let you know that the Depo shot is dangerous especially if you smoke & that you are in danger of a heart attack or stroke or cancer. Just because I care, dear & you don't. Just then two girls drove into Planned Parenthood & said something to me that I cannot repeat on my 'Front Line Weekly" report. It was disgusting. It's so very sad to see that the caliber of womanhood go down the drain because of immorality. I had to go back into the center & when I was there the doorbell rang & it was a young mother with her young son. She said that she needed clothes so I brought her into the Material Aid Room for some things. Another woman just then came in with her daughter. I said to her "when are you due"? Just then the other woman that I let in first with her son said out loud "I'm pregnant too". I asked for her to come over to me & when she did I brought her into the Rose Room to talk. I asked her what her plans were. She said that she was going to parent her baby. That's good. Then she said that her mother wanted her to have an abortion for she already has a son & that she's not ready to have another. Her mother told her that she would pay for it & that she would help her out more if she had an abortion. Our little lady told me that she said to her mother "why can't you help me now & have the baby". She also told me that she doesn't live with her mother. "Thank God" I said back. I then told her that I respected her very much for not giving in to the evil of her mother & have an abortion. Then she said that she wanted her to have an abortion with her 4 year son. I turned my head to look at him & almost cried, for this precious boy was so cute & loving & created by God himself & for her mother wanting to destroy him was unbelievable to me. I said that I was sadden to hear this. I asked her to fill out an Intake Sheet so that Suzanne could call her on Thursdays. I gave her our DVD & some other brochures & helpful information for her to get the assistance that she needs. I told her to come back to get some things when she knows if she is going to have a little boy or girl. I said to the little boy that mommy was going to have a little brother or sister for him & then she touched her stomach & said to her son "mommy is gong to have a baby". He said back to her "mommy is going to have a baby, yeah". So sweet he was. She tanked me & went back into the room to finish shopping. Just then the doorbell rang & it was one of our clients from last week. I made an appointment for her to got to Matthew's Closet for some 'free' clothes for her & her child but that she missed her appointment because she had to go to DSS. I said that I would call over there to see if they would take her now & they did. I filed out another sheet for reference & gave it to her & off she went to Matthew's Closet on Bay St. She said "thank you' & I was glad that they told her to come on in. It worked out well.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
It was Martha & I at the center first. I went to the front lines to see if the abortionist was there & thank God, she wasn't, so I went back to the center to tell Martha. We decided to get a bite to eat first, for it's better to eat in the center than on the sidewalk. We do only if we have to & we can't get away to go into the center for a quick lunch. I then set the table & made the sandwiches. Thank you Lord for our refrigerator, for we just bring the food & then make the sandwiches fresh. It was a God sent & I don't know how we made it without it in the past, oh yes I do, for God provides another way. It all works out. Martha was in the Material Aid Room putting away baby & children's clothes while I was working in the kitchenette. Lunch was on! I called Martha in & then we partook in chicken sandwiches, homemade macaroni salad & ice tea. Then the doorbell rang & it was Tony & his granddaughter, who is 6 years old. They sat down to partake too. It was a blessed time & then Martha brought her into the Material Aid Room & she got a stuffed animal & she called it 'Christina'. Her grand father told her that she had soooo many already & that she really didn't need anymore but she looked at him with her puppy dog eyes & he said "okay". Then she asked me who was feeding him, she meant the stuffed teddy bear. Oh my!!! The innocence of children. We were almost finished & then Maria came in. She said that she was going onto the front lines by the brick side of the building. I said that we weren't to far behind her on the side, where the bushes were, of Planned Parenthood. Off she goes & in came Carole. Great. She stopped by to drop off the Bella movie that we gave her to watch she was returning it, for she wasn't able to be with us tomorrow or even next Tuesday, for she was going away. I asked if she had time to go outside with us for a little while & she said that she had 2 hours that she could give us. Great Carole.! So off we all go in front of Planned Parenthood, all six of us, including our 6 year old. We went & got the signs, the mega phone & literature box & went to the front lines. I got there first & saw that a young man was sitting on the bench in front of Planned Parenthood. I called over to him & offered him help & told him what Planned Parenthood was all about (the short version) & he started to holler nasty things to me & then stood up & did a gesture with his hands, between his legs, at me. I guess this was to shock me so I'd shut up but to no avail it didn't work. I went on talking to him & then big Tony took over. The kid was relentless & obnoxious to say the least & then left to back inside the killing mill. Win some lose some, it's hard & disappointing to say the least.
He came out with his girlfriend about 20 minutes later & she had a paper in her hands. They passed by Maria who was on the other side from us. She said later that she took a look in his eyes & said nothing to him as he passed her, on the sidewalk. He was mean looking. I only hope & pray that she wasn't going to come back tomorrow to have her baby killed, if she was pregnant. Run sweetheart, just get away from him. Some of these girls don't know what they got themselves into with some of these guys. But killing the baby won't help, it just will create different problems, & then you'll be Post Abortive for the rest of your life. Lord have Mercy! Tony & his grand daughter had to go so we said "good bye" to them. It was nice of him to stop by & to visit & to pray with us out on the sidewalk. Martha, Carol & I were on the sidewalk now with Maria on the other side with all her signs. Just then a middle aged, around (maybe older looking) woman, with red sneakers on, was walking on the sidewalk, coming towards us. I informed her that if she was going into Planned Parenthood she was going into a racist organization. But that didn't seem to bother her any & off she goes into the driveway, of Planned Parenthood, & into the building. We all just looked at each other & signed. I had to go into the center for a while & later when I came back out onto the front lines the girls told me that she came back out with the condom bag in her hands. Martha told her about condoms & she just smirked & said that they were for her niece & then began to wiggle her hips, with her red shoes on, going down the sidewalk. She must have just felt twenty again!! Remember, I mentioned that she was an older looking woman. I don't make these things up. A couple of girls passed by us & I started to talk to them. The one girl said that they had the Implanon, birth control sticks, put in their arms. I said that I had a brochure on that drug & for them to follow me into the center to receive it. They did, for they were in a hurry to catch the bus. The bus can wait but your health can't. They said that they were told that not to many doctors use this. I said "right, they shouldn't". I was so upset that these two precious girls were deceived & was putting their health at risk, of many dangerous side effects, as well as for ALL contraceptives. Just then the doorbell rang & it was a young girl who needed baby clothes. I brought her into the center & she helped herself. We can do this for we are blessed with many nice things & the more that we give away the more we receive from the kindness of the great pro lifers, to replace it. Thank you dear Lord!! We also have a stroller, that someone gave us in good condition, to give away. I remember that a client had asked for one so I brought it into the extra room, off the meeting room, that we're not paying rent for, thanks Bernie (our landlord), for the use of part of the big room, until you fix it up & rent it out, for storing our big things in. God is Good! We get along well with, all the businesses, that we share the hallway & meeting room with. Which is the Taxi company & our Accountant & the Realtor. One big 'happy family'. I went back outside to be with the girls. They told me what was going on & I know of at least 3 more fallen off fingers, according to Carole, who wants their finger to fall off, if they give us this sick gesture. Makes sense to me. It is "the universal sign of disrespect". It has a sexual connotation to it & it's not nice. It's really saying "I hope that you get raped". Which doesn't set well with us. She hates that 'the bird' gesture & so does Martha & I & all the team, both male & female alike. This is what a bird looks like: It was 4pm & Tucker had just arrived, he stays out by himself, to pray & to witness. Carole had to go, so us girls went into the center, Martha, Maria & I to do some work. Maria said that she would order a pizza & it would be a surprise & it was. She came back about 20 minutes with the pizza. I flipped the lid & said to myself "what is this"? Just then she said I have a Buffalo wings pizza for you girls. Really, okay for I was hesitant for I never had one before & really it didn't even look appealing to eat. But BOY WAS IT GOOD!!! What a nice surprise to say the least. Thanks Maria for this great pizza. She got it at the new gas station & food service up the street on East Main St. that just opened. I never would have guessed. She said that it was a toss up of this pizza or the cream of broccoli pizza, maybe next time we'll try that one. After supper we did some work, Martha & I, for Maria had to go.
Thursday, July 1, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood After Mass, Suzanne introduced me to her friend, that came in to visit her & they were heading over to the Focus Center to see it. When I got there, there was Suzanne & her friend , so I started to open up all the rooms, for her to see. I noticed that she had brought some things in for our mothers too. It is soooo busy when I first get here, that I'm thinking of getting my body there earlier, so that I can get some things done earlier, before going out to the front lines. Sometimes when I get here, there is a mother or two already waiting for me to open up, so that they could go to the Material Aid Room, to get what they need. Word is getting out. Martha was getting the things to go outside & Bill was already there witnessing across the street, from Planned Parenthood. Great job Bill!! I stayed to make the sandwiches & I heard the doorbell ring. It was John. I felt, in my spirit, that I was going to see John today & I did. It was the Holy Spirit & John said the same. He felt that he was suppose to be here today & so he came. Great!!
After I ate quickly my sandwich, for there is an advantage in making the sandwiches, I went to the front lines to be with the troops. Just then a woman was walking towards Planned Parenthood & I told her about the racism there but she walked in there anyway. How sad! Then the school bus driver honked at us with all his gusto & the kids in the school bus waved. It was so good an experience for us who are so abused, at times. "Blessed are the persecuted for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven". Yeah!!! I had to go back into the center, to talk to Suzanne about something, & I left Martha & John & Bill to do what they do best & that is to witness. When I came back out, I need to stop doing that, for whenever I leave & come back out, there is usually a problem. I saw that the woman that I had confronted before I went into the center was arguing with Martha & John. I went to get my sign, to stand on the sidewalk to witness but when I heard what she was saying & reacted. She said that she was pro choice & that it was her body. I told her that she was "pro death" & why would you do that to your body"? Then she said that she wasn't Black, okay you're Afro American, sorry. Still Planned Parenthood is targeting you as a Race. Then she started to do a Praise the Lord dance, saying Alleluia. I said that you can do that only after you repent first for thinking that it's okay to kill God's children, through abortion. Bill came over, from across the street, & their faces were inches apart, to close for comfort, so I faked calling the police to get her off of the sidewalk. It worked. It usually does work, but there were two times that the guys were so arrogant, that they stayed to greet the police, that never came. But this is a good tactic to avoid any altercations, on the sidewalk. Off she goes, walking down the sidewalk, still defending her right to kill her baby. Not!! Sometimes you just can't get through to them. As she was walking away, there was Jim Bovay, the neighbor who lives across the street from the abortion mill, standing on the sidewalk across the street, just looking at me with his beedy eyes. Do you believe it! I don't. We have been trying to convert him & the other neighbors, for the past 14 years to no avail, that they are killing littler babies at Planned Parenthood & that you should be doing something about it, like protesting with us. Brain dead. No one home mentality. There he is standing, across the street, like a board just looking at me. Then he says "Mary you're crazy". Then John hollers over to him "then we're all crazy too". Then Jim spins his hand, by his head, to imply that I'm nuts. No Jim the word is out that it's you that's nuts. Anyone who believes that abortion, which is the slaughter of the innocent is okay, then they are ready for the funny farm. I'll drive. How sad is this. I asked him to "go away" & he did, back into his own world of denial. It must be lonely there, oh no I forgot, he has his wife Sue & the rest of the neighbors to keep him company. Icky! Misery loves company, so they say. I was glad that this old tart was gone. Yes, it got heated out there on the sidewalk, with this girl that was being convicted by her own words. It's funny, that a little noise bothers him, but not the killing of little, innocent babies, across the street, from where he lives. Something is wrong with this picture, that's for sure. I went back into the center & while I was there I asked Suzanne if she had any news for me. She said that she did. Great News!! I just wanted you to know that we have a new Focus baby who was born on 6-28-10, a little boy Arian @ 6lbs. 15 oz., 20 inches long. Mother & child are doing well. Praise God that she 'chose life' for her son. We are so happy, to say the least. It's been a rough week, out on the front lines, so this is very good news, for us warriors. Many babies are to be born this year & three to be born in January of 2011. Yeah!! God is Great & His grace is sufficient.
Our little Akira, who was born prematurely last year at 1lb. 8oz., will be 1 years old next Thursday, July 8th. Praise God!! She is 20 lbs. now & can stand up briefly & roll over. She can't hold her bottle but will soon, I'm sure. She mumbles some sounds & is as cute as can be. We at the Focus Center are wishing our little Akira a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Melody came in so I kept her busy making up new packets. Also, a woman came in named Rose, (she called me on my cell phone earlier this week) & said that she belongs to the Baden Street program, & wants to volunteer at the center, for 16 hours each week. It looks like she will be starting next Tuesday. Hopefully she will come to join us, in our work, to save & to change lives for Christ. Welcome Rose!! I went back out side to be with Martha & John. We stayed out there for another hour or two & then started to put things away, back into the center. I stayed outside, a little while longer, for I felt that I was in & out all afternoon & that I didn't spend enough time outside. Just then a car stopped, where I was standing, on the sidewalk. I went up to the car & put my head in the open window & asked the driver if I could help her. She said that she saw us on Tuesday & was going to stop but went on her way but decided to stop to talk to me today. This is her story: She said that Planned Parenthood scheduled an abortion for her at 4 months, at Strong Memorial Hospital, with the abortionist Nancy Stanwood, who does second trimester abortions there. She said that she deeply regrets it now. "What was I thinking", she said to me. I wish that I never did that to my precious baby. I am a mother of four & I believed a lie that I couldn't raise another child, but I was wrong. I have named my baby. She said that she blamed her boyfriend & that he was blaming her for the abortion. This is typicial. I asked her if she could follow me into the Focus Center to receive more information that I had for her & she said "yes, of course". She followed me into the center & I got all our Post Abortive informational brochures that I had, to give to her. I encouraged her to call Project Rachel, which is local, first. She said that she would & I hope & pray that she will so that she can continue her healing & forgiveness journey. I asked if she had asked the Lord to forgive her & she said that she did. That's good, I said. Abortion, is a mortal sin, which if not forgiven, can lead you straight into Hell, after death. Repent & I say it again Repent & don't wait to do it. Do it now, for you may not have tomorrow. She gave me a big hug & out the door she went, hopefully a more healed person, then when she first came in. Check out for Post Abortion help: http://www.projectrachelrochesterny.org/ & http://www.afterabortion.org/& http://www.silentnomoreawareness.org/resources/. All of us were now, in the center from the street ministry, so now was the decision for supper. I suggested another pizza at the same place. Good idea everyone said. I called & we decided on a garlic broccoli pizza. So John was going to pick it up after the Mass, at St. Stanislaus Church, at 5:30pm. Just then Pastor Jane't came in to bless us with her presence & teaching & to lead the meeting, of the minds & hearts. We went into the Rose Room to talk & to review the day & later on John came in with the pizza, around 6:10pm, & with a free bottle of Sprite, to boot. Everyone liked the pizza very much. I was not gracious, or I should say I was rude, for I had two pieces of pizza & I should have given another one to Jane't, so that she had two pieces & I had one. I can be selfish & I do apologize dear Jane't, I'm sorry for my selfishness. Not nice of me. After everyone had left, John stayed to work on to revise the Client Intake Sheet, on the computer. I did some other things, in the center, for there is always something to do there to keep busy. I wish that I had more time to do what I need to do there. The next project is to re paint the Meeting Room. I'll ask the guys, who are painting my apartment to do it, I'll pay them to do it. I spoke to the landlord & he said that he would buy the paint, so maybe I'll change the color of the paint, from a mint green to a deeper green. We'll see. I'll have to look at the color charts first then decide.
Tuesday, July 7, 2010 in front in Planned Parenthood
We had Martha, Rob, John, Scott, Donna, Mary S., Carmen, Jerry & myself outside & in the center we had Rose, Betty, Sandy & Melody, was this not a good day or what!! I was in & out of the center all afternoon, that's my job, to be in more than one place, at a time. Sometimes I feel like my Guardian Angel lifts me up & fly's me to where I need to go. It's Heavenly. I was in the center, to do an orientation with Rose, our new person, for she will be helping out in the center three days a week. Betty made the chicken sandwiches for me to take out to the front lines for Martha & John & myself. I offered water to everyone & most wanted a bottle of water, I suggested to them to drink it quickly, for if you didn't then it would be to warm to drink, for it was 100 degrees today or maybe it was 96 degrees, it felt like it was 100 degrees, whatever. We were blessed with a light breeze which helped us to survive. Thank you Lord for breathing gently on us.
I was at the fence calling to the girls going into Planned Parenthood & then all of a sudden I heard a loud voice say "Mary..... SHUT UP". I looked across the street to see the nasty neighbor Jim, who has the condo, across the street from the Planned Parenthood, closest to Windsor St., cup his hands to holler this to me. I just ignored him & went on calling out to the victims, of Planned Parenthood, to try to save them from death & destruction. He had nothing better to do, poor neighbor, why don't you just move, for I'm not going away until Planned Parenthood closes.
The two long standing death escorts were there today. Sylvia Rose & Barry Swan. They are the two longest deathers to date. 'Evil' doesn't grow tired, either does 'good'. We, pro lifers, are in it to the end. I was calling the male death escort "perverted" which his actions apply, for he is approaching the girls cars & leading them into Planned Parenthood, to have their babies killed & for them to be deceived & ruin their lives & souls. This is evil of both the male & female death escorts. Definition of:
Depraved: deviating from what is considered moral or right or proper or good; "a perverted sense of loyalty".
Perversion is a concept describing those types of human behavior that are a serious deviation from what is considered to be orthodox or normal.
Sounds right to me to describe what all the death escorts, abortionist & staff are doing at Planned Parenthood. Depraved & perverted behavior in killing 'little people'. One of the pro lifers asked if I could be sued for slander saying this to him. No, I don't think so, for it applies. The Truth is the Truth & this is the Truth.
A truck parked in front of the Planned Parenthood's building, right in front of the brick side, in back of another car. She got out & put some money in the meter & then walked into Planned Parenthood, while walking she gave me the 'bird'. I said "please don't show me your IQ, for we are here to help you for you are going into a place that kills children". Off she goes into the building. She came out about 15 minutes later & I tried to talk to her again & she shows her IQ again for a longer time, this time. I pleaded with her for she was caring a brown paper bag, which could mean condoms or the Morning after Pill, which acts as an abortificiant which(kills a person earlier on). I could tell by her 'body language that I was getting no where with her. She got into her truck & then I heard a noise. I said to the male pro lifer "I think that she just hit the car that's in front of her, just now". He said in a nervous voice "that's my car!" & started to run over to see what damage, that had possibly been done, to his car. I walked over to be with him. He told her that she just had hit his car & bent over to see if there was any damage done to it. It didn't look like that there was, thank God. I had a Truth packet with me & the male pro lifer asked her if she would take it & she said "okay" & took the packet. I said to her that they are killing children in there & I get a little emotional, as a woman, so forgive me if I was hard on you. I told her about the Morning after Pill & she said that she was in there for condoms & that they told her that she could get 'free birth control'. I said that there was a lot of information, in the packet that will educate her about birth control. She said that her past boyfriend was in jail & they broke up & she need the condoms for her new boyfriend. Then she said that she was once a Catholic, not sure why she mentioned that but we addressed that too. The pro lifer said that there was a Rosary in the packet & for her to start to say it & I mentioned for her to go to the Sacrament of Confession. She smiled a little smile & then said "is everything okay now to the male pro lifer"? He said that his car was fine. So she smiled at him & said to him "thanks". Off she went back into the world a more educated person who now has a 'second chance', with her life & soul. See how God works, it's amazing!!!
Wednesday, July 8, 2010 in front in Planned Parenthood
When Martha, John and I arrived to the center I went quickly over to the fence see if the abortionist was there and she was to my disappointment. I stayed, on the sidewalk & started to talk to someone who was at the entrance of Planned Parenthood. I spoke to them briefly & then I saw that Bill, had stopped his van & got out & was sprinkling Holy Water on the sidewalk in front of Planned Parenthood. Then I saw that Tim had stopped his van across the street & was praying. This was all very good. After everyone had left I went into the center to tell Martha & John & for them to get outside as soon as possible with the signs & literature box. A client had come into the Material Aid Room so I said that I would take care of the client if they go outside. Then Rose, Betty & Maria arrived. I asked Rose to assist the client & she did. Betty was putting the food that she had prepared, in the refrigerator. Can't wait for the barbecue ribs & chicken for later. Marie went outside to witness on the brick side of the building. I stayed in the center to give some instructions to Rose & Betty. I asked if they could make our lunch & for me to take it out to Martha & John for they hadn't eaten yet. They said that they would. Thanks so much ladies. About 15 minutes later I went out, with the freshly made chicken sandwiches with chips, to their delight. But before Martha could eat it a couple of girls were walking up the sidewalk, so went up to them to talk to them & then I saw her leading them into the center. I don't like eating outside but it's better than fainting. She came out about 15 minutes later hopefully could now eat her lunch but no. I didn't ask her & she approached another young girl coming up the sidewalk & took her to the center but this time she took her sandwich. Great idea Martha. She came out about a 30 minutes later. After she came back I went back into the center to see how things were going. About 10 minutes later Martha was in the center & with her were a pregnant woman & a man & a beautiful little girl. She brought them into the Rose Room & the Material Aid Room, for a stroller. What happened was they went into Planned Parenthood to get some information regarding pre natal doctors & were told, as they were going in, by the death escort "not to listen to those crazy people out there". Who are you talking about 'death escort'? Don't talk about yourself that way. When they came out Martha interceded & lead them to the Focus Center to assist them. The pregnant woman told Martha that she was told by the woman at the front desk, in Planned Parenthood, that all they were doing today were termination's. My heart was sickened by that comment. So casual in saying that all they were doing today was ending the lives of innocent, voiceless defenseless children. How sick, How evil!!! Martha assisted this family & got her connected to a good doctor who will see her tomorrow morning with her high risk pregnancy. They went back into the Material Aid Room to get some things for their precious daughter to take with them. Out the door they go, with their new stroller & very happy that they were well taken care of, in a place that doesn't kill babies.
Martha & I were now back on the front lines & prayed & sidewalk counseled. We took the abuse of the people going in & out of Planned Parenthood. I spoke to a woman who a young son in the back seat of the car & as she was going into the driveway she said to me "I have a young son in my car". I said "then you shouldn't be bringing him into this abortion mill". She got out of her car & came around the bushes to where Martha, John & I were standing. I prayed t be ready to confront her & there she was right on the sidewalk now. She said "I ask you not to say anything for my son is with me". I offered her the Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century, DVD. She said "if I take it then will you not say anything to my son & I when I walk back into the parking lot". I said "yes, if you take & watch this DVD we'll not say anything to you & your son". "Okay" she said & she took it & walked back into the parking lot & as she was turning the corner she said "I just want you to know that I agree with you", then left. We honored her request & they finally left about 20 minutes later. I only hope & pray that she keeps her promise & watches the DVD. Amen sister. Please don't come back to Planned Parenthood again with your son.
A gentleman was walking down the sidewalk & I asked him if he wanted a Rosary, we began to talk & Martha offered him the Maafa 21 DVD & he took it & said that he & his friends will watch it. Hopefully so, what a surprise it will be for you & your friends. One DVD at a time to educate & to change the minds of the people, through the grace of God. Sooner or later someone will get the message that Planned Parenthood is killing off the Black Race & will do something about it in a peaceful way, like organizing a huge protest against Planned Parenthood, held over 100 days, right in front of the building 24/7. The media would pick up on the story & it would be covered on all local TV channels & the Democrat & (liberal) Chronicle, would do a story on the front page & it would be a fair & balanced article, a page long, telling what Planned Parenthood does, like kills people & not reporting statuary rape & targeting the Black Race (Black Genocide) & are sex perverts, check out their Teen Wire web site, which would make your hair curl. Where is every one? I can only dream, & I do.
I went back into the center & I got a call on my cell phone & it was a woman who wanted a pregnancy test. I told her to come on in & gave her directions to our center. She arrived about 30 minutes later. Martha did the pregnancy test & as she was in the Material Aid Room getting some things for her other children, I asked her how she found out about us. She said that she googled 'free pregnancy tests' & the Focus Pregnancy Help Center & the Place of Hope, came up, she choose us. She was happy with the results & I was too. She was a very pleasant woman that didn't believe in destroying 'life'. What a nice client. She made my day, that's for sure.
Maria had to go, for an appointment, so supper had to get started. The ribs & chicken & all the fixings were being microwaved & was being served. What a meal & thank you Betty. Her barbecue sauce was sooo good & I asked her for the recipe & she said "if I tell you I'd have to kill you". I said "that's okay Betty, never mind, not worth dying for". Everyone has a sense of humor, I guess. Great meal! I'll have to do the dishes now.
Thursday, July 9, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
John & I went to the center after the noon Mass downtown. John was hungry so I promised him a sandwich as soon as Rose arrived but he was to hungry to wait so he took the plastic container of my home fries with a bottle of ketchup, on the front lines, eating. I was a little miffed at him that he couldn't wait, like I asked him to, for it didn't look good eating out on the front lines like that, a sandwich is bad enough. I have to realize that he is giving his time freely & he was hungry. He said that he only had some juice for breakfast, I only ask if he could add some eggs, bacon & toast with that juice next time. He was now out there on the front lines & Bill was across the street & the abortionist wasn't there. I went over to the fence & I saw that a young girl & guy were standing at the entrance of Planned Parenthood & he was smoking a cigarette. I called over to them, pleading with them, not to kill their precious baby. I said everything I could think of saying & they went into the building any how. I left to go back to the center to see how Rose was doing & to give her directions for the afternoon. Suzanne & Pat, our new counselor for Monday afternoons, were going to be there at 3pm today due to some appointments. I couldn't wait for them to come. When I went back outside I saw that the abortionist had come in, to do her Thursday afternoon killings. My heart dropped, for I knew that the two young people that I pleaded with earlier, were her first victims, of the afternoon. I almost cried, I'll have to save it for later. John was calling out to the people going into the killing mill. There was a young girl with very short hair acting as a Death Escort today. Smiling & greeting her victims leading them to the Door of Death, for their little ones. I know that I'm wasting my time on the Death Escorts & the workers at Planned Parenthood so, through the grace of God I hope to stop talking to them. The bible says "not to cast your pearls to swine". That's what I'm doing. Besides I'm probably not acting 'Christ like' at times & I don't want to hurt the Lord anymore than He's being hurt already. We never curse or swear but I do call begin names, at times at them, but on a whole I tell them to "repent", which I guess is Greek to them, though I have explained it to them on occasion. What I say is falling on deaf ears. I know that I'm
angry that they are a part of killing little innocent, precious babies, which God had just created in the wombs of their mothers & that people shouldn't kill kids, let alone it being their own mother. It will ONLY take God's grace to penetrate their stony hearts, not me. God be the Glory!
Just then Jerry & Charles showed up to pray, the Rosary, across the street. I went back into the center to get more bottled water & a chicken sandwich for John. There was Bernie, our landlord, finally fixing the front door so that it would close behind us. It's taken him 3 months to fix the front door. Oh well better late than never. He just trimmed the bushes about a week ago too. Great job Bernie! Maybe it's starting to look better where we are, in the corner, of the strip mall. When David Gantt finally leaves his office, at the end of the strip mall where we are, we'll take his office & our pregnancy center will be more visible to the street & sidewalk. Can't wait!!! :)
I went over to Jerry, after he was finished with the Rosary, to ask him if he could paint the Meeting Room, now. He gave me a hard time first but finally he did it. He didn't have a good paint brush to work with & he had his good clothes on but other than that he went to work. Sorry about that. The room has an accented wall a dark green & the rest of the room has a lighter green. Looks great Jerry & thank you. Sorry for the short notice.
Suzanne & Pat arrived & Suzanne was training Pat to the work at the center. I just a call, on my cell phone, from the Mercy Outreach Center asking if we could take a client & do a pregnancy teat. I said "yes, ask her to come on over, does she know where we are located"? The answer came "yes, she does". I told Suzanne to expect a client to come in for a pregnancy teat in the next 30 minutes or so. She did arrive & Suzanne took her into the Rose Room. When the client was in the bathroom I saw that there was Suzanne, Pat & Rose in the room & said "there should be only one person in here". Suzanne smiled & said that they all prayed together & the client said that it was fine to have all three in the room at the same time for the test. Whatever the client says is fine with me. This is not usually the case but today it was & Suzanne was able to show both Pat & Rose how assist with the pregnancy tests, though we have our clients do the test, we only set up for the test, & the client does the test & reads the test results. We ask questions to fill out the Client Intake Sheet for our records & to better assist our client with her needs now & in the future. After the test I was asked if we had any Bus passes & I said "no" but I'd give some money for a bus, for her, but we wanted her to be happy so we called her a cab, in the office right next to ours. They took her home. How convenient.
Suzanne & Pat had to leave so Rose started supper & we talked. First I wanted to go back outside, to see how John was doing, & to have him come in now, for it was passed 4:30pm. We brought all the signs & the literature box, into the center. He then worked on some projects, I had for him, in the office. While I was out there, on the sidewalk, I noticed that the two young people were now leaving, after being in there for 3 hours. I spoke to them as they were leaving. Lord have Mercy on their souls. I went back into the center & a few minutes later the doorbell rang & it was Memo, who will be doing our spread sheets. Thanks so much for all your help, I really appreciate it. I cleaned up the mess in the Meeting Room, for the painter had to leave. It looks beautiful in there now, so fresh & clean & bright.
Tuesday 13, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
When I arrived to the center Bill was there ready to put in the wood shelves in the cabinet that houses our signs & literature packets. The shelves didn't fit so he'll be back tomorrow with the saw to fix the problem. As he was in the Material Aid Room working the male pro lifer came in & then Mary S. to get some signs to take outside to start counseling. Martha was getting ready to go outside too. I went & got coffee, next door at Macks, for both Martha & Sandy, for they are the coffee drinkers. I went back inside & the doorbell rang & it was a client & her son to receive more children's clothes. Then the doorbell rang again & it was our client to get the stroller, that just came in, that I promised for her. It was a blessing to her & she asked for baby wipes & then went into the Material Aid Room to get more things for her young son. Betty called & said that she was still sick & would come back next Tuesday to help out at the center. Get well, dear Betty, for we miss you. Rose who is our new volunteer just came in & Sandy, our Tuesday afternoon volunteer, also came in to start working putting away the baby & children's clothes away that I brought in, that was donated to the center. Carol came in to get her favorite sign which read 'Planned Parenthood Kills Children' & went outside to witness. Melody came later & worked on helping in the Material Aid Room & making more Truth packets. The doorbell rang & it was Mary with her 2 daughters. They came to help out in the office. They organized the accumulated papers & brochures that I had. It was time to ORGANIZE! Thank you so much for doing that, what a help you all were to me today. Jerry & Carmen came out to pray, outside the abortion mill, today too. I was going in & out from the center to the sidewalk. Very busy. All of a sudden it became very dark & foreboding outside, there was thunder & lightening & Martha & the male pro lifer went into the center. I asked where Carol was & I was told that she was still out on the sidewalk so I decided to go out to be with her. I just wished that I had gone barefoot instead of wearing my new shoes. As I was walking to the sidewalk, to be with Carol, there was a flash flood. We just stood there, with our umbrella's, getting drenched. I called to a couple of people going into Planned Parenthood as they were running like the wind into the killing mill. I even ate my sandwich in the down pour. We were out there for 15 minutes when it started to lightening & we looked at each other & packed up & went to the center with the signs. As we were about finished with bringing in the signs it stopped raining & the male pro life was coming back out to be on the sidewalk. He took a few signs & off he went on the front lines. Just as he passed by me he stated that the toilet backed up in the center. "Oh great" I said "another problem". Ick! I went in to see the damage & gave Martha the phone number to the landlord so he could take care of problem. She called & he will come in tomorrow to asses the damage. How about a rug cleaner, that would be good. The male pro lifer told me that two young people a girl & a guy got out of their car, which was parked behind him, on the street, & were heading into Planned Parenthood. He spoke with him for a couple of seconds & they said that she was 4 weeks pregnant & that her parents were conservative & might be upset if she told them that she was pregnant & that they were hear to see what their options were. He gave them a Truth packet & told them that abortion was not an option, you just don't do it, for it was taking a life. They went in & were there for about an hour & left. We hope & pray that they will not come back to have their baby killed. The abortionist wasn't there today but maybe another abortionist was. Can't trust a killing mill. I was in the office changing my wet clothes, into my dry ones, & when I came out I notice that there were two women in the Rose Room & Martha was assisting them. The one woman said that she had an abortion at Planned Parenthood a couple of years ago & when she was on the table she heard them say "we got it, just count backwards from seven & it will be all over soon. My baby was killed that day & I hate Planned Parenthood & I'm so glad that you are here. So are we dear lady. Martha gave her literature on post abortion, hoping that she will get the help & forgiveness that she needs. She gave me a donation for the center's work. Thank you so much. I went back out to the front lines & I noticed that a young Asian girl, in the car with a guy driving, was screaming at the male pro lifer. I was closest to the car, for he was by the brick side of the building & I was by the bush side, so I started to talk to her & as the car passed my she showed me her IQ (the bird) with a foul word to follow. A double rape by an Asian foul mouth woman. How discussing & evil is this. The male driver drove down the street & turned around, so I pulled out my cell phone from my pocket & pretended to use it as a camera. The driver had a big smile on his face, as they passed by me, & she was probably going crazy, sitting right next to him, in the car. She was very disturbing to my spirit. How sad & degrading. Some woman aren't virgins anymore, or at least some aren't. Study showing most teens to be virgins http://www.ewtnnews.com/new.php?id=1144. The rape counselors were going into Planned Parenthood & I let them know that Planned Parenthood doesn't report statutory rape & to check out the web site: ChildPredators.com @ http://www.childpredators.com/, to get more information. A young girl came out of the parking lot & gave me 'the bird' who earlier had gone into the Administration Entrance, of Planned Parenthood & was greeted by a PP worker who hugged her. I said that there was no love here but only hate. For those who are involved with killing children don't love but hate. It was so sad because this girl looked like the girl that you would wish your son would bring home to meet you & your husband. Not this girl, keep her away from your house, nasty girl, with a sweet face. How does this happen?? Scary. The girls in the center worked hard today, like always working in the Material Aid Room putting away the baby & children clothes & fixing the stroller. What a blessing you are to me. John dropped off hundreds of copies of literature for the center. John has been supplying us with 'free' literature for years, to put in our Truth packets. We couldn't have had a ministry of education if it wasn't for you John. God bless you. Mary stopped by to give me 35 'how to say the Rosary' inserts for the Rosary bags that we hand out. Thanks Mary. It was time for supper. Martha went into the center to prepare supper while the male pro lifer & I continued to counsel & witness out on the front lines. About 40 minutes later mother Martha called us in for supper. I said to her "coming mom" & she smiled. we went in & par took in a great supper of chicken with lemon sauce, oven backed potatoes, rice & broccoli, Cole slaw & backed beans. It was all good. And to their surprise I had a spice cake for desert with whipped cream cheese frosting & walnuts. Wow was that good to. I added my own secrets to that recipe. After Martha did the dishes & I helped to clean up the door bell rang & it was Pat, our special grandmother & our little Akira with her. Remember that this little baby was threatened with abortion many times & was saved by the grace of God through the great grandmother Pat. She was 3 months premature & weighted 1lb. 3 ozs. & lived. She is now 1 years old & is 18 lbs.. Praise God for His goodness & grace. Martha & I held her & we were so blessed by this experience. Martha went into the Material Aid Room to get a rattle & washed it off for our baby. She was happy to receive the rattle & played with it with such glee. :)
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Thursday, April 22, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
The abortionist was there killing babies today. We had a large team of pro lifers out this afternoon. There was Rona, John, Tony (he stayed in his van & said the Divine Mercy prayers), Jerry, Bill, & then Rob came around 2pm & myself. We had 3 huge signs ( 2 were graphic & the other one was of a baby that said 'LIFE' at the top of the sign) out there today plus our smaller graphic signs. It was very effective. A young man walked by & told Rob & I that his girlfriend snuck an abortion behind his back & he still was upset about that. I went & got some post abortion literature for men in the center & gave it to him. Rob brought him into the center to show him around. He was one hurting man & said to him, as he passed by me on the sidewalk, that I was sorry for his loss. Please check out: http://www.postabortionhelp.org/Men/article2.html. A car pulled into Planned Parenthood & a woman got out of the car. I told her what they do in Planned Parenthood & she said "I don't care". I said back to her "that you should care because they don't care about you either". Imagine not caring that they kill littlest innocent babies in there. What a goofy lady. The Death Escorts , who wear aprons, were young girls that don't know what they are doing. Poor girls. We told them the Truth & we hope & pray that they change, by the grace of God. They do a lot of damage by greeting the victims so they trust them & they lead them into the Killing Mill, either to have their babies killed, by Rachel Phelps, or to contracept, with also kills little babies. What's wrong with women these days??? Suzanne, our Thursday afternoon counselor, came in around 2:45pm. It was so good to see her. I brought her a family that needed some baby clothes that had been turning around in the parking lot of Planned Parenthood. I also brought her a grandmother of 4 grand kids that were walking down the street. They were blessed in the Material Aid Room. Thank you Lord for our blessings so we can bless.A man was walking down the sidewalk & stopped to talk to another counselor & I. He was 64 years old (looked 70) & said that his wife had 4 abortions, in the past. He did manage to have 1 son living (abortion survivor). He is divorced but has impregnated his 34 year old girlfriend. He wants her to have an abortion but she doesn't want to have an abortion. Smart woman. He said that they are both on Coke & on Welfare (how's that?) & can't afford a baby? They had no problem in making the baby, but once the baby was created, he wants the baby killed, just like all his children in his marriage were. As for a Coke baby, this baby will survive, many baby have grown up to be stable adults & is NO reason to have this precious be baby killed. There are NO reasons for an abortion. It is always EVIL. We gave him a Growth & Development DVD & a brochure of pictures of the baby in the womb developing every month & other brochures for his enlightenment. As he staggered away we only hope & pray that he changes his mind, through the grace of God, & support his girlfriend in the 'Chose for Life'. Amen. There were one drop off which usually means that the guy drops the girl & then. after she has her baby killed, he then picks her up. How sad. There was a car filled with women & they all went into the Professional Entrance, how unprofessional it is to kill children. Maybe they were U of R Medical Students for death. The abortionist, Rachel Phelps was quoted saying on January 22nd. 2010 that she wants to train the Medical Students to do abortions. She said that she wants to do 40 abortions a day at Planned Parenthood. Not on my watch abortionist, through the grace of God, that won't happen. How do you spell the word 'MONSTER'.
A man was walking down the sidewalk & stopped to talk to another counselor & I. He was 64 years old (looked 70) & said that his wife had 4 abortions, in the past. He did manage to have 1 son living (abortion survivor). He is divorced but has impregnated his 34 year old girlfriend. He wants her to have an abortion but she doesn't want to have an abortion. Smart woman. He said that they are both on Coke & on Welfare (how's that?) & can't afford a baby? They had no problem in making the baby, but once the baby was created, he wants the baby killed, just like all his children in his marriage were. As for a Coke baby, this baby will survive, many baby have grown up to be stable adults & is NO reason to have this precious be baby killed. There are NO reasons for an abortion. It is always EVIL. We gave him a Growth & Development DVD & a brochure of pictures of the baby in the womb developing every month & other brochures for his enlightenment. As he staggered away we only hope & pray that he changes his mind, through the grace of God, & support his girlfriend in the 'Chose for Life'. Amen. We all gathered together at 3pm the Mercy Hour to say the Divine Mercy Chaplet. It was powerful. After that everyone had to leave except John & I. I had mentioned to him that today no one gave us the bird or swore at us. that was soon to change. About an hour later a young guy drove passed us on the street & hollered to me "..............." with such intensity that my heart went out to him. He must be in such pain. He probably is post abortive male but is still in denial. If he only knew that it is us that can help him. Pastor Jane't came to facilitate the 'Bible Study Meeting' at 4:30pm. Bill had arrived, on the sidewalk, & then went into the center for the meeting. I had to go to the Second Hand Store to visit my friend & to get some things for the Material Aid Room then go to visit my niece & nephew & sister. It's been awhile.
Monday, April 26, 2010 at the Focus Center I was called on our toll free number so I went into the center tonight to do a pregnancy test. When I arrived at the Focus Center a young girl was at the door. I asked if I could help her & she said that she was there for baby clothes for her baby & her friends baby. As we were talking she mentioned to me that back in November of 2008 she was going into Planned Parenthood for an abortion but a man with a beard stopped & talked with her, who was on the sidewalk, with some other men who were praying. He showed her some graphic pictures & explained what abortion was all about. He gave her some information & she went back home that day. She showed me the picture of her cute little 8 month old daughter. This incident could have happened at our first '40 Days for Life' campaign. The Lord is so good in letting us know about our saved babies, through His grace. This ministry is based on Prayer & Education. It is a Team Effort & all of you are so important in the saving the lives of these precious children. So thank you so very much & God bless. Also, while I was there a man came in for clothes for 10 girls in his church that needed baby clothes. He mentioned that a 14 year old girl is pregnant & her mother wants her to have an abortion so I gave him a DVD, of pictures of the baby in the womb, & some brochures, to take to the young girls mother, to change her mind about her daughter, going for an abortion. We hope & pray this baby will be born & not aborted.
One more thing, is that we are expecting two babies in May & another baby in July. Many more babies this year to be born. Praise God! _____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, April 27, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Martha & I arrived to the center after Mass downtown. When we arrived there Sandy, our Tuesday counselor, was there then along came Mary S. & Donna. It was all females today no males joined us today. When I arrived to the front lines I saw that the abortionist, Rachel Phelps wasn't there but you aren't going to trust Planned Parenthood, so we were ready to counsel as everyone was going in for an abortion & take it from there, with the power of the Holy Spirit giving discernment. We set the sidewalk with the graphic & non graphic signs to witness the Truth. We have had two women, just in the last two days, say that their babies were saved from being aborted by seeing the graphic signs. Praise God!! I noticed that the mega phone wasn't working very well so I went into the center to place the batteries. While I was in the office I heard that Martha was coming in with a client. I put the batteries in the mega phone & went into the Material Aid Room to meet the new client. She was a delightful young woman with a beautiful smile. She was over at Planned Parenthood to get a pregnancy test & was told that she was pregnant & then said to her "are you planning to terminate this pregnancy"? She abruptly said to her "no, of course not". Then she left. She was walking out of Planned Parenthood & was coming around the bushes & Martha & Donna started to talk to her & then Martha brought her into the center for a baby blanket & some more literature & the Growth & Development DVD of the baby in the womb. She was delighted. I asked her to fill out the Intake Sheet, so that Suzanne our counselor on Thursdays, could call her & see how she is doing with her pregnancy. She said that she had to go to catch the bus but that she would fill it out first. She said "thank you" & we replied "you are very welcome & the very best to you". What a joy she was, happy to be pregnant, with no plans of destroying the life that is growing inside her. What a breath of fresh air.
Martha & I went back outside to pray & to sidewalk counsel. I noticed a man with a tape measure. He was working for the city. The city were fixing the sidewalks last week so they put down new concrete where we stand, so there was no yellow line now. I went up to him & asked him if he would measure 15 feet form the entrance of the Planned Parenthood's parking lot. He said that he would & he did. I went into the center to get a black Sharpie pen to draw a black line instead of a yellow one. I didn't want Planned Parenthood to measure & to take us further away from the entrance. Don't trust Planned Parenthood. I the noticed the old coot neighbor Jim Bovay, who lives across the street looking at us. He then decided to come over to us & stand right in front of our faces. I picked up the phone, just in case I had to use it, & told him to go away from us, for he didn't need to be over here & in our faces causing trouble. He smirked at me & said that it was his sidewalk too. I said back to him "you are harassing us & you have no right to do that on your sidewalk". "You're nuts Mary". This is his usual reply to me. Good bye Jim. He walked back over to his condo, across the street, & went in & closed the door. Good boy. Some people never change, I do hope he does, for he will be surprised when he dies.
Melody had just arrived to help out in the center. I gave her my keys & asked her if she would please empty my car, for I had many bags of clothes & things in it, for the Material Aid Room, to be put away. I told her that Sandy was working, on cleaning the new chairs that we just received, by a generous person. We are trying to get ready for the first Mass, in the center this year, on this Saturday, May 1st. at 11am. May is the Blessed Mother's month. Much to do!!
Martha & I were now alone on the sidewalk for Mary S. & Donna had to go. I took the mega phone & went to the fence & saw a young guy coming out of Planned Parenthood. I told him what is going on in this place of death. Then between the bashes I saw that he was walking over to Martha & I. He came around the bushes & sat down on the bench with his cigarette in his mouth. Comfort weed, so they think. He began to talk, asking why we were bothering these people. I said to educate them for they are killing little babies in there. Then he began to say all the wrong things. He exclaimed that it wasn't a baby it was just an Embryo, with no rights because it isn't a baby, free to dispose of at will. How sad. He asked me if I was a foster home child. I said no but I was a abused home child. I then said to him that he was saying that unless everything was great for the child he or she should die if it didn't look to good for him or her. I said then we all should be dead then. There is no one living that has a perfect life. He said that his mother had an abortion. I said that I am sorry for your loss of your brother or sister. He smirked & said to me that "it was only an Embryo". Oh brother, how very sad is this case. I said to him that I was raped & molested & an incest survivor & he got up & left, right away & went back into Planned Parenthood. See dear man, no one's life is perfect, but life is precious never the less. We had many people who gave us a 'good honks' as they passed us by, on the street. We also had many people stop to receive information & Rosaries to take with them, to grow closer to the dear Lord, who loves them. We had a woman who stopped to talk with us & told us that she had an abortion many years ago & regretted it so very much. Martha gave her a Post Abortive booklet to take with her to get the help & healing that she needs. I told her that the priest, Fr. Vinney, that helped her to 'Chose Life' 25 years ago, when she was thinking about having another abortion, was the Pastor of Our Lady of the Americas Church, up the street on East Main St.. She said that she wants to go & thank him for saving her daughter's life, 25 years ago at St. Michael's Church, in the city. She smiled & off she went up the street a happier person. I looked up the street & a young girl was walking towards us. I walked up to her & asked if we could help her. She said that she was going to Planned Parenthood for a pregnancy test. I said to her "come follow me". I said that we could do a free pregnancy test, in our center, next to this yellow building. I asked Martha to go with her & off they went into the center. Martha came back about 5 minutes later & said that Sandy, our counselor, was going to take over. I went into the center to see if I could help. She wasn't pregnant, so I gave her some more information that pertained to her situation & Sandy gave her Abstinence counseling. I went back to the front lines.
Melody came out a little later & wanted to go over to the brick side of the Planned Parenthood building to use the mega phone & to sing the pro life song that she wrote & recorded to help others. She did a beautiful job. The wind was blowing our signs all over the place & it was now about 5pm so we went into the center to do our work in there. I had to make some phone calls & do some paperwork. Martha & Melody were working in the Material Aid Room, putting more things away. I called Pat the grandmother, who fights for the lives of her great grandbabies, from being killed by abortion, & told her that I had her $200 for her that was given by a generous donor. She said that she was coming over for she had to be careful for she had sprained her ankle. Oh no!! Poor Pat. She came about 10 minutes later to get the money, formula for baby Akira, our little preemie baby who is 15 lbs. now. She picked up some baby clothes too. As I was talking to her the doorbell rang. I walked over to the door & there were 2 familiar people standing there. I said that we were closed but she insisted to come in to get some things, so I said "okay come on in". Martha took over & was with them in the Material Aid Room. They come regularly & usually get quit a few things. I went back to talk to Pat some more. She looks tired & we try to help make her load lighter by God's grace. She was grateful & said that she would be here for the Mass on Saturday morning. Very good Pat, see you then. She limped back to the car, with her friend, who came in to help her with the bags of baby clothes & diapers.
We then got supper ready tonight. It was just the three of us girls, Martha, Melody & Mary (me). We had fried eggplant with Rigatoni & a lettuce salad with blue cheese dressing & corn bread. For desert we had Martha's famous chocolate cake with chocolate frosting No diets here. We cleaned up & Melody made up some more Truth packets for the front line ministry & for the center's ministry too. We went home around 9:30pm. A day well done, by the grace & love of the Lord, only to be back tomorrow again to 'fight the good fight'.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood I met Anne who had her adopted daughter Mary, from China, with her at Mass today. They came back with me to the center. As I was pulling in the driveway to the center I noticed that Maria was standing on the brick side of the building of Planned Parenthood holding her sign that read "I REGRET MY ABORTION". I waved at her & went into the center to show Anne around & to talk with her for awhile. It was about 12:40pm & I was expecting Martha there around 1pm so I wasn't worried. Anne said good bye & then I went to the sidewalk to say to Maria & o tell her that I would be right out but when I turned the corner she wasn't there. I looked in the parking lot & saw that the abortionist was there for her dark blue car was parked by the back door. It made me sick & I wanted to get out on the sidewalk as soon as I could. I went back into the center wondering where Martha was & why did Maria go before her 2 hours were up? I started to put the food away & went on to make 2 ham sandwiches for Martha & I for lunch. As I was finished making up the sandwiches the doorbell rang & went to answer it & there was Maria standing there. I said "what happened Maria where did you go"? She said that she left to go Subway to get a sandwich. I said that I was making sandwiches for Martha & I for I didn't have time to make them at home this morning for I was running late for church. So it made sense to me to eat my sandwich with Maria instead of eating I outside on the front lines. As I was finishing the sandwich my cell phone rang. I answered the phone thinking that it was Martha calling to say that she wasn't coming today but it wasn't Martha it was a woman who told me that her friend's daughter was going to have an abortion at Planed Parenthood at 1pm. What! It was now 1:20pm, my heart sank & I felt sick. I asked her why she didn't call me earlier & she said that she just found out & her friend told her to call the Focus Center to intervene. I said I needed to go & then hung up. I dropped everything & went out to the sidewalk with the literature box & one sign & the mega phone. No one was going in so I just hollered to everyone who was in Planned Parenthood already. I went over to the brick side of the building so I could be closer to the waiting room. I then saw Martha walking up the sidewalk & used the mega phone to tell her what just happened. She went back into he center to get the Our Lady of Guadeloupe sign & the picture of Jesus holding the aborted baby crying. The wind was blowing so hard that we couldn't putout any more signs today. I called out saying that we could help everyone & that abortion was taking a life & that the baby's heartbeat was taking place just 18 to 20 days after conception & so on. After about an half hour I went back over to be with Martha & told her that I was going into the center to see if Maria was still there. She said okay & that she would be fine out there alone. I went into the center & saw that Maria was there sitting at the desk folding up our new brochures. I said "thank you Maria" & spoke with her for a few minutes then left. She said that got to the sidewalk around 12 noon & stayed until 12:45pm to go to get a sandwich. I said that there was a good chance that the girl that I got the phone call about saw you holding your sign & went back home, without having an abortion. That could have happen I said to her. Maria said that she felt lead to go out to the sidewalk early today. Praise God!! I went back outside to be with Martha. A few minutes later I saw 3 young girls walking up the street going towards Planned Parenthood on the brick side of the building. Martha flagged them over towards us. They walked over to us & I lead them to the center to talk to Maria who is African American & so were the girls, so they could relate to one another. I rang the doorbell to give Maria a heads up & then brought the 3 girls into the center. Maria brought the girls into the new Rose Room for counseling & a pregnancy test for one of the girls. I turned on the TV which had a DVD in it that showed the pictures of a baby in the womb. It is an excellent DVD that Father C. burned for us. I set up the pregnancy test for Maria & gave the girls the Truth packets, for each of them then left for Maria to counsel. I went back to the front lines to be with Martha. The wind was blowing her away at times. She said that the sign she was holding blew up the street a ways but she retrieved it. She also said that she handed out 2 Truth packets to 2 girls that were walking out of Planned Parenthood & spoke to the girls for a short time. About a half an hour later we saw that the 3 girls were walking up the sidewalk & as they passed us on the sidewalk they said to Martha & I that they wanted to volunteer. We said that would be great & that we will be on the sidewalk again tomorrow from 1-5pm. "Okay" they said with smiles on their faces & then walked up the street towards E. Main St., probably to catch the bus. They were so young. Great job Maria!! As we were talking to the girls Maria was driving by & gave us a honk to say good bye. See you next week my friend. The school bus driver passes us by, when we are out there on the front lines & gives us a honk & a wave & so do some of the children on his bus. It's great to experience the love. A young woman was coming out of Planned Parenthood & I called over to her from the fence by the bushes. I noticed that she was coming over to Martha & I, so I told Martha to get ready. Just then the woman arrived from around the bushes & stopped to talk to us. The first thing she said was "why are you hollering at these girls most of them are hear for contraceptives". I then said to her that some contraceptives can cause an early abortion . I then offered her the Truth packet to which she replied that she was a medical student & she didn't need it. I then said to her that that was scary for me to hear that a medical student didn't want to learn the truth about something that is pertaining to medicine & that if you become a doctor I don't want you to take of me. Well how's that for an ear full. After that scolding she seemed to change her attitude towards what Martha & I were trying to tell her. She then said that it scares the girls when we holler & for us to go into Planned Parenthood to talk to the staff & look around. Gulp, my stomach turned around inside me. I then said Planned Parenthood has tried to sue us that for they are the ones that have put up the bushes & made the Yellow Line, on the sidewalk, for us not to cross over to be able to speak calmly to the people going into Planned Parenthood, to be lied to & deceived & to have their babies killed. They don't want the girls to know the truth & to get the right kind of help for them. We have a pregnancy center right next to this yellow building & I pointed over to where we are located & at the center we help our clients with free pregnancy test & counseling, referrals & free baby & children clothes. We don't kill, they do. She said that she agreed to that we were doing at the center. Martha mentioned that abortion is against God's law that says "Thou shall not kill", she also agreed to that statement, for she seemed to know God. Then the medical student said "I have spoken to Rachel Phelps, who is the abortionist at Planned Parenthood, & she is a nice person & thinks that she is doing good". I quickly replied saying "no she is not a good person for a good person would not take a life, & that you don't do an evil to bring forth a good, she is greatly misguided & we pray that she will stop killing babies & do good with her degree". She seemed to understand so much more then she did when she first arrived on the sidewalk. I then took a chance & re offered her the Truth packet & said to her that it would make me very happy if she took it. She smiled & reached out her hand to take it. I got greedy so I offered her the DVD of Growth & Development, in the womb, & included in the case was the Maafa21:Black Genocide in the 21st Century DVD & also our Focus Center brochure & the rubberized 12 week old baby. She took it all. WOW!! Praise God for the grace for her to turn around. Now she is an educated medical student & I told her that I would not mind being her patient. She smiled again. Martha asked her her name & she said it was Julia. So when she was leaving we both said "good bye Dr. Julia" & she waved as she was leaving the parking lot of Planned Parenthood. What an experience this was this afternoon. A car stopped on the street & the woman driver hollered out the window "do you have any of those beads, meaning the Rosary"? Martha said "yes we do & we have baby clothes too for your baby, so turn around & come follow me". She turned her car around & followed Martha into the parking lot to the center & then to the Material Aid Room. She helped them to get some nice things. One of the young girls then asked for a pregnancy test, so Martha gave her a pregnancy test. Then the other woman said that she will come back another time to get a pregnancy test. Martha said "that's fine we will be here". They both received a Truth packet & some Rosaries & some nice things for the cute little baby girl. They left saying "thank you" to Martha. Then Martha came back to the front lines & Tucker had just arrived for his 4-6pm shift. A few minutes later, a woman with two children, a boy & a girl about 6 & 7 years of age came from behind the bushes. We approached her & offered a pregnancy test. She made it sound like that she needed one & we lead her into the center for one. But once she got to the center she changed her mind & wanted condoms. Martha told her that we don't hand out condoms & she told her the truth about them. I came in to the room & heard what they were talking about & then went to the counseling room to get her brochures about condoms, to educate her. She also picked up a few things for her children then left. After she left Martha clued me in that she wanted condoms & not the literature talking about them. Martha educated her the best way she could & she did take the brochures, so we felt that there was a job well done, though she left a bad taste in Martha's mouth, it was probably her attitude. Hope all goes well for her & that she doesn't have anymore sex outside of marriage, that will affect the lives of her 2 precious children, that she is responsible for. Martha went back outside to be with Tucker & I went into the Material Aid Room to start to put things away, that I had in my car, from the second hand store that dropped them off in my garage to bring to the center for our clients. It was mostly baby & children clothes. Martha & I re-arranged the shelves & straightened up the room to make it look attractive for our clients. I was overwhelmed so I went outside to ask Martha to come in to help me. Tucker said that he was fine out here by himself witnessing & praying for the end to abortion. Martha & I worked for awhile then stopped to eat & then resumed our work until about 9pm then left to go home. What a day!!
Thursday, April 29, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood The abortionist was there at Planned Parenthood & so was the Death Escort, how sad. Martha & I & Bill who witnesses across the street, were all ready, by the grace of God, to fight the good fight. We sent up the sidewalk with graphic signs, to witness the Truth, & to help people change their lives. A young girl came over to us & Martha brought her to the Material Aid Room for baby clothes. The mom was a happy woman after she was blessed with many nice things. Martha came back out on the sidewalk, to be with me, who was sidewalk counseling. The cars, diving by were mostly nice, giving us a good honk & waiving to us. I think that we give some people a good feeling that someone cares to help the victims of Planned Parenthood. We were giving people Rosaries, on the sidewalk, as they passed by us & we heard their stories, which some of them were painful to hear. We would then give them literature that could help them to heal. Just then Suzanne had arrived at the center which is always a good thing. Now we just have to ring the doorbell & she will answer & take it from there, so that Martha & I can go back to the sidewalk, to help more people that are lied to, by Planned Parenthood. About 20 minutes later Melody showed up to help out in the Material Aid Room & to make up some Truth packets that we need. She loves to make up these packets. In the meantime, Suzanne our Thursday counselor, started to call our clients, that are going to deliver & that have delivered, to see how they are doing, & to see if we can help them in any way. What a blessing she is to us. We found out that one of our clients, needs a double stroller for her two small children, who chose life last year. So now we try to see if we can get that for her, by asking our generous email list of people, if they could help us. They usually come through. What a blessing they are to our ministry. Team work!! Martha & I ate a quick peanut butter sandwich & I went over to Mack's, who has the T shirt store next store to our center, to get Martha a cup of hot coffee. She likes her coffee. We try not to eat on the front lines but really have to in order to keep on going. We try to be discreet. Jerry showed up to pray on the brick side of the building. He usually prays on his knees. Then the Death Escort Sylvia Rose comes into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood, my heart drops. She is one of the oldest & deadest Death Escorts that come out in front of Planned Parenthood to escort the victims into this 'Hell Hole' to ruin their lives. I went back into the center to see how things were going with Melody & Suzanne & to see if they needed any help or question answered. All was fine in the center. I went back outside to sidewalk counsel & Martha & Jerry were saying the Rosary. It was 3pm & this is the Hour of Divine Mercy. So we all gathered together to say the Chaplet of Divine Mercy prayers. The prayers last about 10 minutes & are so very powerful. After the prayers Bill left. I decided to bring out the radio & to listen to the CD of Christian music. I played it loudly, for I wanted people to hear the words of the songs. If someone calls the police I will then turn it down, not until. I spoke to some young guys that were waiting in their cars, which always makes me feel uncomfortable, for maybe their girlfriends are in there having an abortion. Suzanne came out to say good bye & told me a few things before leaving. Martha & I stayed about an hour later & it was around 5pm & we started to bring the signs & things back into the center. When Martha came back she told me that a jubilant mother came to the Focus Pregnancy Help Center, just now, telling Martha that her 9 month baby girl was saved from being aborted last year & that she wanted us to know that she had her baby & didn't go through with the abortion & wanted to thank Martha & I. Back in 2009, she was going into Planned Parenthood for an abortion, & was stopped by us on the sidewalk, & we talked her out of going in to have her baby killed. We also brought her into the Focus Center to further assist her that day. She came to tell us with a big smile on her face & to pick up some formula for her baby Jayla, who was born last August, through the grace of God. PRAISE GOD THAT THIS MOTHER 'CHOSE LIFE' !! I thought that you would like to know & rejoice in this great news along with us. I was happy to hear this terrific news, when Martha came back to the sidewalk, I only wish that I could have talked to this young girl too. She knows where we are to help little Jayla with baby clothes & some other things too. What a blessing!! Just then the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, was leaving. I felt a big pit in my stomach. I called out to her to stop killing babies, that she could get help from the Centurions, a group of former abortionist that have repented & stopped doing abortions. She just looked over at me with a blank look on her face & drove away, down the street. Please Lord change her heart & mind & that she will stop killing your children. Amen Martha & I & Melody were now in the center working on many things & after awhile we all sat down to a fine supper & conversation. What are friends for :)
Saturday, May 1, 2010 at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center Fr. Paul Gitau, Parochial Administrator at the Immaculate Conception Church celebrated the Mass at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center this morning at 11am. It was well attended & was so beautiful a celebration. Father gave a beautiful homily on pro life issues & the effects of abortion on to mother. Pat, our grandmother of four & great grandmother of two babies, gave her testimony after Mass. People came up to her after Mass to offer her assistance & one woman interviewed her for an article in her local newspaper, where she has done human interests stories before. It was so good to see Jose, for I haven't seen him in awhile, he is on the Board of Focus, but he is busy going to school plus working full time & being a husband & father. I'm tired just writing this all out. It was good to catch up with some of the people I haven't seen in awhile. The pizza man was late so people were eating desert first which was blueberry pie, spice cake with cream cheese frosting, pina colada cake, chocolate cupcakes & of course brownies. Yummy! Finally the pizza & wings came & the delivery man said that he was stopped by the police, I guess for speeding. I hope it wasn't because of our pizza. They knocked $3.00 off the price, which was a deal. The pizza & wings were a hit, thank God. Worth waiting for. Martha had made her famous macaroni salad & that tied us over too, before the pizza came. Anne had brought us a fairly new computer given to us by my former boss which is her husband. They will deliver us a refrigerator this coming week for the center. How nice of the Orlando's. We were blessed with a good monetary collection for the work of the center. We are blessed with generous people to help us. The Landlord came by for the rent & I asked him if I could get a $30 reduction for buying the paint, for the counseling room. He said "yes". Thank you Lord for melting his heart. There was great conversation & a happy time, in the love, of friends. I showed the people the new Rose Room & they all loved it. After everyone had left & there was only Martha & Pat & I left, I took some time to talk to Pat. Martha then went into the bathroom & was there for awhile when Pat had said loudly to Martha if she was okay. Martha replied "no". I went to the door of the bathroom & Martha came out. She said that she was very dizzy & had vomited. Oh no! She went & sat on the sofa to get her barrens & Pat & I tried to comfort her. She finally said that she was feeling better but needed to go home. I understand poor Martha. After she left I again sat down to talk to Pat again & then I gave her some things, for her two great grandbabies, given to Pat from Anne. It was diapers & formula. I gave Pat all the leftover deserts to take home to her family, which I know they would enjoy, especially her grandson Aaron, who is a growing boy. After Pat had left, my friend in the Taxi company, which is located in the room next to the office, & asked me if he could help me. I quickly said "yes". He put back the chairs & vacuumed & washed the dishes. I said that I would wash the dishes & he said "I know how to wash dishes". Tickabu, do you have a brother? The Taxi company is owned by nice people from Ethiopia. What a blessing they are to us. What a beautiful morning & afternoon, in the Lord. Hope that you feel better dear Martha. Off I went for the 4:30pm Mass. I went back after Mass to do some more things at the center & then I went over to my friends house, to babysit.
Monday, May 3, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
I'm not usually there, on the front lines in front of Planned Parenthood, but God had another plan today. I got an email the night before that a young woman was scheduled to have an abortion at 10:30am so my plan was to be out on the sidewalk to try to talk with her & everybody else going into Planned Parenthood, this morning. When I awoke this morning I went to my computer at home & saw that there was a message regarding this young girl. She was now scheduled, for an abortion, at an abortion facility in Bativia, which I wasn't aware taht there was one there. My prayers went to God & so did all the fantastic people that I had emailed yesterday to pray for her & all women & girls doing for abortions, that their hearts & minds would be changed by Almighty God's grace.
I had made an appointment for Chris, my friend from the place that I used to work for, to come to the center to install our new computer that was given to us by my former boss.
When I arrived to the center & quickly went over to see if the abortionist was there, she was not. I breathed a sign of relief. I went into the center to wait for Chris, opening all the rooms to the center but then decided to go out to the front lines to witness. First I spoke to a young girl driving out of the parking lot telling her what Planned Parenthood does to little babies. She said that she wasn't here for that she was here for Birth Control. I told her quickly what Birth Control can do to her & her baby if a child was fertilized. She acknowledged my remarks & then sped away. I then told the next car driving out of the parking lot what this place does to babies. I then went back into the center to get a bag of Truth packets & the rubberized babies at 12 weeks, some DVD's, a graphic sign, the mega phone & then went back outside. Then I saw a young Black girl walking down the sidewalk on the brick side of the building so I tried to flag her over to me who was on the side where the bushes are. I offered her the Truth packet & she said something but it was hard to hear from that distance. Just then I heard a honk & looked over to see that it was Maria, who is an African American counselor at the Focus Center, she comes once in awhile but when she does it's powerful. I waved back to her wishing that she would stop to help me. My prayers got answered real fast. There she was turning around & parking at the brick side of Planned Parenthood where this girl was standing. I went over to greet her & to give her a heads up on the situation. Maria approached the girl to tell her that abortion was wrong. She said to Maria & I "I've got a child & I have had an abortion & if I get pregnant again I would abort that baby too". So also said that if her young sister ever gets pregnant she would kick her stomach in. Oh so rough & tough. It sounds horrible, which it is, but you really know that she is in so much pain from her past abortion & she is lashing out. I handed her a Truth packet which she took & then I was planning to go back into the center, to wait for Chris to set up our new computer, so I was going to leave her to talk with Maria, for Maria is post abortive x2 & she would be able to counsel her, in getting the help that she really needs. She holds her sign, on the sidewalk, that reads "I REGRET MY ABORTIONS". It is powerful message for people to see & hopefully change their minds if they were planning on killing their babies.
But just before I was to go back into the center a man got out of his car & approached us on the sidewalk. He handed me a picture of a man & a woman smiling & two children, both girls, on their laps smiling. He then went on to tell me the story. The mother was pregnant & the tests indicated that she was carrying a baby with dwarfism. The doctors in England wanted her to abort her precious daughter & she couldn't find a doctor that would take her pregnancy on without suggesting for her to have an abortion until she finally found a good doctor that cared for her during her pregnancy, that didn't suggest for her to have an abortion. The grandfather of this wonderful family wanted me to have this precious picture to witness to people that are abortion minded. The man walked back to his car & said to me that it was hard for him to let go of that picture. I said that I would take care of it always & that it will save many lives. What a wonderful man & his family, who are such a blessing. Thank you Lord for this precious child that you gave this loving family. It was God's perfect gift.
I went into the center to give instruction to Chris, my IT friend, who was going to set up the new computer for me. It was so good to see him, for it's been awhile. He looks good & got a new job & will start next week. Good for you Chris. After I answered all his questions & we got reacquainted again I left to go back outside to be with Maria who was alone on the front lines, which isn't good. When I got back to her we saw that a young man was walking out of Planned Parenthood towards us who were at the brick side of the building. We offered him information & he came over to talk to us. He said that his girlfriend was in there for a pregnancy test & wanted a baby & they didn't believe in abortion. I told him that Planned Parenthood does & if she's pregnant they will offer her to terminate, which means to kill your baby. I said that we at the Focus Center do free pregnancy tests & that we were located right next to this big yellow building. I gave a Truth packet & told him not to give it to anyone in there if they ask to take it. He said "thank you & no I won't give it to anyone & I'm going back in there to talk to my girlfriend". Maria & I said "okay, we are here for you & your girlfriend". Then he walked back into Planned Parenthood. Two young girls were walking into Planned Parenthood & we tried to speak to them but they wouldn't stop to talk to us. How sad. After about 10 minutes I told Maria that I had to go back into the center to check on Chris & she said that's fine. When I got back into the office Chris was transferring the files on to the new computer. I went next store to Mack's to get Chris a cup of coffee. I placed it on the desk, for Chris, when the doorbell rang.
I went to the door to see that it was that young man & he was with a young girl. I opened the door & he said that she needed a pregnancy test. I looked at her & she said "I need a pregnancy test & if it's positive I want an abortion". I was in shock, for I thought he told me that his girlfriend wasn't abortion minded but wanted a baby? I looked at her & said "oh no you don't want to have your baby killed, lets do a pregnancy test". Then the young man said that he needed to get back to his girlfriend who's still in Planned Parenthood. I looked puzzled & said "isn't this young lady your girlfriend'? He said "no she was just in the waiting room over there & I told her to come over here to get a pregnancy test & she came". Oh!! Off he goes & then I take this young girl into the Rose Room. She did the pregnancy test & it was negative & she quickly said that she really wasn't going to have an abortion if it was positive". Thank God that we will never really know. I gave her our DVD & literature packet & added more information for her. Then I gave her a doctors list & she chose one of the doctors, to see that afternoon, to get testing for STD's. She got an early afternoon appointment & was very grateful for the assistance & said thank you & gave me a big smile. It was my pleasure to help her & if she need my help again please either call or email me or stop by again the hours are on the door. Off she went & I felt good. I peaked my head in the office to see how Chris was doing & then cleaned up the Rose Room. A few minutes later the doorbell rang & it was this nice young man again with another young girl, boy can he recruit! This time it was his girlfriend. She wanted to repeat the pregnancy test which she did & then I gave her a Truth packet & more literature & our DVD. I counseled her for a few minutes & answered her questions. The young man wasn't in the room he went back outside. About 10 minutes later the doorbell rang & it was this same man, I though to pick up his girlfriend, but first he said to me that he had talked to a girl who was at Planned Parenthood & was going to have an abortion this week, her mother was making her, & she was crying. He said that she was walking up Gibbs St. probably to get a bus on Main St.., I walked over to see that she was so far away, for me to reach her, so I said to this 'White Knight' "go run & give her this package of information & save her baby"!! He did, he ran like the wind & he caught up with her to talk to her & to give her the packet of information. It also had the rubberized 12 week old baby & the growth & development chart on the back of the card, in the literature bag. He came back into the center about 5 minutes later saying that he wanted to work for me. I said "you have a job". He smiled. He joined his girlfriend in the Rose Room & I went back in & spoke with them for a few more minutes & then we all said good bye. I thanked him again for all that he did this morning in 'saving lives'. I think that he felt real good about himself too. Thank you Lord!! What a morning & I never come on Monday mornings, maybe I should.
After they left I peaked my head outside to see if Maria was okay & she waved at me indicating that she was fine so I went back into the center to see how Chris was doing. He also was doing fine & was please with our new gift from our former boss, Matt. I wanted to go to go to Mass at 12:10pm & it was now about 11:45am when the doorbell rang. I went to the door to see a woman standing there. I opened the door & said 'hello, can I help you"? She answered back to me "the lady outside said that you do free pregnancy tests & I would like one". I replied "yes, come follow me". I led her to the Rose Room & she filled out the Intake Sheet, like all the clients do, & I got the test ready for her to take. She did & she was negative so I spent a few minutes teaching her abstinence & chastity & gave her specific pieces of literature to read that would help you to achieve her goal. I also gave her the Truth packet with has a Rosary in every packet. She thanked me & off she went. I said good bye to Chris & thanked him & gave him a big hug & off I went to Mass. As I was leaving I waved good bye to Maria up the street. She said earlier that she will be back next month to counsel in the center & to be out on the street to witness. Great Maria, we'll miss you. What a morning, in less than 3 hours, I gave 3 pregnancy tests & counseled & gave away a lot of literature & I believe, in my heart, one life saved, through the grace of God. Yeah!! I need to descern if the Lord wants me or someone else to be there, on the sidewalk in front of Planed Parenthood, on Monday mornings? My goal, which is my prayer, is to have someone there, all the times that Planned Parenthood is open, from 7:30am to 7pm, Monday through Friday. Please Lord please sent in your troops!! Tuesday, May 4, 2010 in front of Planned ParenthoodMartha, John, Jerry & I got to the center after Mass & Sandy was already there waiting to be let in. I asked her if she could get the things, that were in my car that needed to be sorted out, in the Material Aid Room. I gave her my car keys after I opened up all the rooms in the center. Martha & John were getting the sign & mega phone & signs to take to the front lines to witness. I was planning to join them but I never was able to get out to the front lines until about 3:30pm for I & Sandy & later on Melody, when she arrived, were keep very busy, in the center today.
I saw that a woman had walked into the center from outside, for we have a landlord that won't fix anything, so the door doesn't catch behind anyone who is leaving unless they shut the door tight which they usually don't. So anyone can walk in at in any time. I saw that she was heading to the Material Aid Room so I figured that she had been here before. I put what I was doing down & went into the room to assist her. She said that she needed something for her young child & I said "sure, get what you need". She then said that her baby was saved from being aborted through this ministry. A man with a beard had spoken to her, last year on the sidewalk, when she was headed to Planned Parenthood for an abortion. He told her that she was carrying a baby & not a clump of tissue & that abortion was taking a life created by God. She said that he gave her information & helped her a great deal. She was convicted & went back home & had her baby when it was time to deliver. She was so very grateful to him, for she loves her baby so much. Then she said that her adoptive niece was 13 years old & is pregnant & the guy was 26 years old & that she wanted to get an abortion. I said that we could help her & she said that she wants to bring her into the center to talk to me. I said bring her in anytime & then gave her lots of information & our DVD & then the Bella DVD to take with her. I suggested to her that she calls the police about this situation so that they could catch this guy & prosecute him for statuary rape of a minor. She said that she will consider it for she didn't want to drive her for an abortion for she was protective of this older man. I said that we would support her in any way that we can. She said "thank you'. She was done shopping & requested a highchair for her child. I told her that I would try, to the best of my ability, to get one for her. I felt so happy that she 'chose life' last year but was worried that her niece might not. I will be happy to help her. My intention was to go outside to join the others but that just didn't happen. The doorbell rang & it was Donna, she needed to get something's in the room to take outside. I talked with her for a few minutes & then she left to go outside to join the others. I know that Mary S. usually arrives around 1pm & prayers on the sidewalk until 2pm when she has to go back to work. I didn't see her yet so I assumed that she was out on the front lines & that she didn't need to come in for anything. I was happy to know that there were 5 pro lifers outside praying & witnessing the Truth to the people.
I heard Martha's voice & then went into the hallway to see that Martha was bringing someone into the Material Aid Room. I told her that I would take over so she could go back outside to be with the others. I led the young woman into the room to get some thing for her baby. She was delighted to see so many nice things & I told her to take what she needed. She was thrilled. Her child was so cute so I kept my eye on her so her mom could shop without worrying. Sandy was busy in the office making up some new packets for the team outside so that they would have enough to pass out.
After the mom left I was thinking of going outside to be with the others when the doorbell rang. I walked over to the door to see that Donna was there with a young girl & a young child & another young girl. I opened the door & Donna said to me, & I almost dropped over, that this young girl wanted an abortion & if I could talk to her. Please Lord let me say the right things to save this precious baby's life. I introduced myself to her & led her into the Rose Room. I asked the other young girl, who I found out quickly that was her sister, if she could watch this young child while I spoke with this young lady. She said that she would. I brought her into the Rose Room praying all the way down the hall t say the right things. I closed the door & began to speak. I showed her the DVD of Growth & Development that we play on the DVD in the Rose Room to educate. Then I showed her pictures of abortion & the aborted babies that lost their lives through this total rejection of their mothers. She was surprised to learn so much. She said that Planned Parenthood was not going to use the RU 486 pills but the Suction Abortion procedure. I showed her a picture of what would happen to the baby with this procedure. She was appalled at such a sight. I gave her a Truth packet & also some other pieces of literature & also the cherry on top I gave her the Bella movie to take with her to watch. I called Compass Care to make an appointment for her to get a free ultrasound of her baby. She was smiling & so was I. I opened the door to find her boyfriend in the hallway along with her sister & her baby & her grandmother. I spoke to them all & encouraged them to be supportive of her. They agreed. Thank you for the grace dear Lord to change hearts & minds. As they were leaving I again reminded them to watch the movie Bella. All their worries can change in a flash but you can't put the baby back again once you've torn him or her apart. Life changes so trust in the Lord who loves you. For the Bible says that "He careth for you". I was so happy that they were driving to go home & not to Planned Parenthood to kill. Donna told me later that as they passed her on the sidewalk she hollered out her window that she changed her mind & chose life. Thank you Lord & Praise you! I took a deep breathe & walked back into the office to see how Sandy was coming with the packets. She had made up quite a few so I said that I would go out to give them to the warriors on the sidewalk. I walked over to the pro lifers when Martha told me that they had to call the police on someone who came into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood hollering "I'm going to kill & there's nothing you can say or do to change my mind". Lord have Mercy. The girl & guy came over to John & got into his face & took a packet then throw it at him. Mary S. called the police & four police cars came to talk to the kid who was outside standing by his car smoking a cigarette.
This is Mary S.'s report on the incident, that she emailed me later on: I went straight to the sidewalk as I parked in the street today and the signs were out thanks to John, Donna, Jerry and Martha. I just wanted to let you know that I called the police today because of the excitement surrounding John. He was using free speech and a group was angry and started cursing. It went back and forth a little then a woman got really hot and got in his face pointing her finger. I was actually on the other side of the building today but saw the whole thing develop, Jerry was across the street facing the PP exit (all could see his sign and crucifix) they saw us all left, right and center and there was a lot of traffic. Anyway, back to John. The woman started to get physical and touched John, jabbing and finally throwing the packet into the street. Two other women came over and finally with the commotion (caused by them) the young man came tearing around the corner but it did not appear that he touched John. Since there were four of them and I did not know how bad it would get, I called 911. The young man glanced at me and I felt he knew what I was doing. I calmly asked the operator for a police drive-by as I explained that a Planned Parenthood patron was getting physical with a protester on the street. Two police cars came and went directly into the parking lot. No one came over to any of us. Believe it or not, three more cops showed up, all going in to the parking lot. We all kept back to a legal position so I don't know if the police spoke to anyone ( maybe Jerry knows)? No they didn't I found out later. They left and then I had to leave. When I left, John was still in the center probably having told you ( Mary) what happened. I told Martha that I was concerned about when the group leaves that they might get crazy again and the police had left. I just wanted you to know and I pray that all protesters stay safe. I have to say John sure kept his composure and it helped that Martha had sprinkled blessed salt on the sidewalk where he stood.
I looked over by the fence to see if the abortionist was there but I didn't see her dark blue car. Instead there was a tan car parked there. I knew that the client, I just spoke with, was going in for an abortion until Donna offered her sister a Truth packet & a rubberized 12 week old baby, which witnessed to her & this guy, who Mary S. called the police on, was there too. The abortionist had a 'killer substitute' today. How sad, how evil. I took the graphic sign & went over to the fence & offered them help & then said that Planned Parenthood were bullies that they kill innocent, voiceless babies that can't defend themselves & that they were bullies. They just looked over at me not saying a word. Just then a young woman was coming out of Planned Parenthood with her young child & went over to the woman, who was leaning against her car smoking. I called over to her offering her some free children's clothes. She spoke with the woman for a few minutes then walked around the bushes to where we all were standing. I again offered her some free clothes for her child & said "come follow me", which she did. I was back in the center again. I introduced myself to her & led her to the Material Aid Room for some nice things to take home with her. She seemed delighted. I asked her why she was there & she told me it was for birth control, needless to say we had a good talk & I gave her a Truth packet & other pieces of literature to take with her. She was grateful to learn the Truth which most people are. She said "thank you & good bye" & I said to her that if she needed anything else please come on back. "Okay" she said & off she went with her adorable little child. How rewarding it is to help someone change their lives, through the grace of God.
The doorbell rang & it was the two ladies from St. Jerome's Church, in East Rochester, dropping off all the baby clothes & items that they collected over the past 2 weekends, at all the Masses, for the month of May 'Baby Shower'. We were blessed with so many nice things & some monetary gifts too. It was such a surprise to me. I gave them a tour of the our center & they were impressed with the rooms & how we functioned in each one, to service our clients with the best possible care that we can give them. I gave them our new brochure, which they thanked me for. I said thank you again & that I would be writing a thank you note soon. They smiled & then said "good bye" & left. What a blessing this was for our clients, some brand new things for their children. Yeah :)
I could no sooner get my lunch, down my throat into my stomach, that the doorbell rang again & it was Tracy & Nancy, from Bella Hero. They had just arrived from California. They are the two presenters of the Bella Hero night tonight at the Woman's Care Center. Sarah Elizabeth & myself brought them in to speak about the witnessing power, in saving lives, of this movie. I gave away 2 of the Bella DVD's just today. I was not aware that Tracy was vision impaired, for I had just communicated with her, on the phone, so I was set back a little. I prayed that I would say the right thing. I introduced myself to them & then they wanted to take the tour, which I obliged. Tracy other senses are quite sensitive. They both where so warm & loving & it was an honor to have met them. They wanted to meet me first & to see the center then go to the hotel to relax before the lecture tonight. I said goodbye to them & told them that I & all of us will be there later to hear this marvelous lecture. They said good bye & off they went to the hotel for a quick shower & some relaxation,before tonight. How nice they were & what a joy to have met them.
Melody just arrived & I assigned her to the Material Aid Room, to put some of the new things away, that we just received from our generous donators. She was happy to do it. Sandy was finishing up making the Truth packet for the counselor outside, so I took another trip outside to give it to them. It was around 3pm & they were praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet. I waited for them to finish because I came when they were almost done, & gave them the rest of the packets. I asked Martha if she wanted any coffee & she said that she did, so I went over to Mack's store, which is next to our center, to get her a cup. He gives me a discount. John, Jerry & Donna don't drink coffee. When I came back Donna told me that she was going out of town next week & wouldn't be there but will be back the following week. I said okay & that we would surely miss her. I thanked her for the diapers & wipes, that she brought in for the Material Aid Room, & mustered up some nerve, asking her if she would order some more 12 week old rubberized babies,that we use to witness to others. She said "no problem & she was glad to do it". WOW, what generosity, for these little babies cost a lot, but are such a powerful witness to our girls & guys. It's a great teaching aid in saving lives. Donna had to leave & Jerry went over to the brick side of the Planned Parenthood building to pray some more. I asked John, if the nasty people that gave him such a hard time had gone, & he told me that they had left. I was glad, I only hope & pray that they didn't kill their precious child.
Martha told me that a middle aged woman was walking by & stopped to talk to Martha. She said that she had taken the bus from Greece to go to Assemblyman David Gantt's office, to speak to him, in regards to more bus lines to Greece. She said to Martha that she was a twin & that she didn't believe in abortion. She said that it was difficult in getting to the city from Greece, with her health problems, & she & others needed the bus situation to change & so she got a petition that she wanted to give to Mr.Gantt. Just then a car was driving into Planned Parenthood & she called over to the driver that this was a slaughter house & for her not to go in. The girl just looked at her but seemed like she was deeply touched by her statement, Martha said to me. She just kept on saying that this was a slaughter house. How right you are dear lady. I hope that Mr. Gantt can help you & please tell him, when you see him, that Planned Parenthood is a slaughter house & to do something about it. Wishful thinking on my part but one can only dream. Martha invited her back to come out on the front lines with us & she said that she would when she has more time. We'll see.
It was around 4:30pm & I reminded everyone that we needed to come in & to eat supper & to get ready to go to the Women's Care Center, for the Bella Hero talk at 6pm. They gathered up everything & went in for supper. We had supper & left to go the lecture at 5:30pm we all arrived at 6pm. I was well attended & it was a blessing of an evening. Terri, the material aid person, blessed our center with a car seat & 2 bases & baby formula & diapers etc., how nice is that. The talk was very interesting & then we saw the movie. Anne cried at the end, how could you not.
We asked questions about the star of the movie who has sidewalk counseled & has saved lives through the grace of God. Check out: 'Bella' Movie Star, Eduardo Verastegui, Saved Real Baby While Researching Film. http://www.lifesitenews.com/ldn/2007/dec/07121004.html. The day was full & eventful, Praise God for His goodness & grace, for His children both big & small. It was late & time to go home. We all said thank you to both Tracy & Nancy & wished them a safe trip back home. I also thanked Thersa & Sarah Elizabeth, for hosting this wonderful evening.
Some things just will stay with you for a long time & this evening will surely last, for a very long time, in my heart.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood It was just Martha & I until 4pm & then Tucker came to pray & witness, on the sidewalk, in front of Planned Parenthood. Martha & I worked in the center & on the sidewalk, to assist anyone, who needed our help.
Martha brought in a very sweet woman into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her niece at home. I told Martha that I would stay to help her, so Martha went back on to the sidewalk, to pray & to counsel & to witness. This young woman was so very nice & you could see it in her eyes too. I asked her what she was doing at Planned Parenthood in a gentle, non condemning way. She answered me by saying that she was there for the birth control pills. I then began to educate her & to give her some information on the Pill & it's effects on her baby, if she got pregnant, which could happen on the Pill & then the embryo is discarded through menstruation, & on her own body. She never knew this before & was open to the Truth. She was engaged but I told her that she was not married yet & for her & her finance' to wait until they made their vows to each other in the presence of God & man. She agreed that would be fine & a good idea too. I said to her to ask the dear Lord to forgive her for having sex before marriage & taking the birth control pills for 2 years. She said that she would. I told her that God is a forgiving God & He is merciful too. She agreed, with a big smile on her sweet face. She looked around for some things for her niece & found some nice things & took some children books on the Bible. She was happy to get the information that I gave her & some great things to take home to her niece. She gave me a hug & went out the door after saying "thank you so very much". The pleasure was all mine. She was a breathe of fresh air. I went back outside to be with Martha & she was praying the Rosary. A few minutes later car was pulling out of Planned Parenthood & I told the girls what this place was all about. The driver of the car said that she was pregnant. I said to her that we have a pregnancy center, next to this yellow building & to come follow mw into the center to get some baby things. They pulled out of the driveway & entered the strip mall parking lot & got out of the car & followed me into the center. I brought them into the Material Aid Room to get some yellow & green things for the baby, not knowing it she was pregnant with a boy or a girl baby. She was happy to see so many nice things to pick from. After that I brought the young girl & her girlfriend into the Rose Room to educate them with our literature packets & our DVD's & our little 12 week old rubberized baby & the growth & development chart with it. They were amazed at the stages of development in the womb. They were from Corning, New York, so they asked me if I knew of any Pregnancy Resource Centers, in the Southern Tier. I told her that I would check into that, & I will call her back with the information, to better assist her in her own area. I asked her how she happened to be at Planned Parenthood. She said that a she is pro life but a friend recommended Planned Parenthood to her. She said that she would never go back there again. After her pregnancy test they said to her "do you want to terminate"? This comment made her feel sick. I don't blame you for that dear one. She said that she was engaged & her finance' would have no problem with her pregnancy & they will be getting married this July. Yeah!! I asked her to tell her friend not to recommend Planned Parenthood to anyone else in the future. She said that she would tell her. "Thank you" I said. They took all the information that I gave them & they left to drive the long drive back to Corning. Suzanne, our Thursday afternoon counselor, will keep tabs on her to see how she is doing. I went back outside to be with Martha. It was late & there was so much to do in the Material Aid Room, for my car was filled with things that were given me, by the second hand store in East Rochester. So we had to unload the car & put all these things away. So I helped Martha to put the things away from the sidewalk & we had a quick supper & off we were to do our work in the Material Aid Room. We always have the radio on in the Rose Room & it's set to our Catholic station The Station of the Cross 1460 AM. They were doing there annual fund raising campaign. Martha had a great idea, inspired by the Holy Spirit. She said "why don't we called the station & donate a gift to the work of the radio station". I said "yes that sounds like a good idea lets donate $25". She said "that's great & I'll call". So she got the phone number & called. We wanted to challenge other Pregnancy Centers to call in & all pro lifers too. About 10 minutes later we were on the radio. They said that the Focus Pregnancy Help Center wants to challenge all pro lifers to call in & to donate to the work of the station. Yeah! We were able to help them & they were able to help us. More people now know that we are here on University Ave. What a blessing. Martha & I went back to work in the center & left around 8pm.
Thursday May 6, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood After Mass, Martha & I went over to the center. We were starting to put the things out on the sidewalk when Tony showed up to get his chairs that he let us borrow for our Mass in the center on May 1st. Martha went to help Tony & I went outside to set up & to counsel. A young girl was walking around the bushes & she stopped to talk to me. I offered her some more assistance in the center. I noticed that Tim was parked across the street to pray, so I asked him if he could step out of his van to watch our things for a few minutes. He said that he would & came out of the van & walked over to the sidewalk to make sure that no one would come by & steal anything. I walked this young lady over to the center. When we got there Martha & Tony were coming out so I said that Tim was there on the sidewalk witnessing. They said "okay" & off they went to be with him. I brought the client into the center to minister to her needs. did a pregnancy test & counseled her & gave her our Truth packet. She was receptive of the truth. I went back outside to join the troops. A few minutes later John arrived & he started to pray & to witness. A car drove into Planned Parenthood & John spoke with her. She was there to learn more about Teen Pregnancies. John gave her a Truth packet & a DVD. She took it with a smile. I was hoping that afterwards she would come over to the center to talk to Suzanne, our Thursday counselor who had just arrived, but she didn't. I saw her talking to the 2 Death Escorts, Sylvia Rose & Barry Swan, the worst of the Death Escorts, for they have been out in front of Planned Parenthood, destroying lives, for so many years. They are relentless. I was sad, as she was driving out about 20 minutes later, talking on her cell phone going down the street. At least she got something from us.
Just then Jerry & Charles came & they got some signs & went to the brick side of the building. They go over there to pray & to witness. About 30 minutes later & I saw that the RTS bus had stopped & the bus driver got out & walked across the street to Jerry & Charles. I picked up a Truth packet & went across the street & then back to the sidewalk to talk to him & five him the packet of information. When I arrived to the spot I said to the bus driver "can I help you". He said "I've know this guy, pointing to Jerry, all my life we were kids together growing up in the same neighborhood". I said "wow, that's great". Jerry had a smirk on his face & kept on praying the Rosary. I said "good bye" & went back over to the other side of the sidewalk to be with the others. The bus driver stayed to talk to Jerry for a few minutes & then left. A car was coming out of Planned Parenthood & the young guy sitting in the back was obnoxious. He said something to Martha & I that I cannot repeat on this page. I just said to him "may God have Mercy on you", he responded back to me something. The two girls, in the front seat, were laughing as they drove away. You won't be laughing for long with this guy in your lives. Please girls do better! It's sad to see lives turned upside down for 'free love' that's not 'free' nor 'love'. What you do in your teens & twenties you will regret in your thirties & forties, for sure. Jane't had just arrived for our Workshop so we started to pack up & go in to be with her, it was around 4:30pm. After the meeting Martha, John & I ate supper together & to do some work in the center. Martha had to go & John & I stayed until 11pm writing letter to the different parishes asking for tithing money for the work of the center. Long but fruitful day. Tuesday, May 11, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood My head is spinning. I don't even know, if I can even report everything that happened today, it was soooo busy. I'll do my best. Martha, Jerry, Mary S. & I were out on the front lines while Sandy was in the center to counsel & to do pregnancy tests & to give out baby clothes. As I was leaving, to go out to the front lines, I saw our mom, who comes into the Material Aid Room regularly, to get things for her family. She said that she was going to bring in a bag of clothes that her children have grown out of. That will be fine. I went out to the sidewalk to join the others. I saw that a car had pulled out of Planned Parenthood & was driving into our parking lot. I walked over to the parking lot & approached the two girls that came out of the car. I asked if they needed baby clothes & the one girl said "yes" & the other girl said "no". I then asked if they needed a pregnancy test & the one girl said "no" & the other girl said "yes". I said "come follow me". I lead them to the Rose Room & did the pregnancy test on the one girl while the other girl went into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her child. I did some teaching & gave the girl who had the pregnancy test a Truth packet. Thank God that she was not abortion minded. They went over to Planned Parenthood & she asked for a pregnancy test & that she wasn't abortion minded & they told her that it would cost $50 & they couldn't do it. Planned Parenthood will do a pregnancy test if you are willing to have your baby killed. Lord have Mercy!! She was happy to have found the Focus Pregnancy Help Center to come to her aid. They left very happy with our ministry, of love & life.
Great News at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center today! I brought a client into the center who had just come out of Planned Parenthood & she was abortion minded as we walked into the center for counseling. The Rose Room was being used by another one of our clients for a pregnancy test so I brought this client into the office. I spoke with her a few minutes & then said I needed to get something & went into the other room to get the Growth & Development DVD & the rubberized 12 week old baby to educate her. When I came back into the office she had completely had changed her mind & said to me "I'm not going to have an abortion, I'm to going to keep my baby". WOW!! I brought her into the Material Aid Room to get a yellow & green knitted blanket that was donated by the parishioners at St. Jerome's Church for their Mother's Day 'Baby Shower' weekend. I told her that we will call her to see how she is doing & she was happy to hear that. She smiled & said "thank you & good bye". My heart was singing. The Holy Spirit had lead her into the office where we have baby pictures & graphic pictures, to educate. The pictures did the talking. Thank you Lord!!
Great News again! The doorbell rang & there was a pregnant woman & another woman & two young men with them with a young child. As they were entering the Material Aid Room the pregnant woman said that we were out there protesting when she was going in for an abortion in the Fall of 2009 at Planned Parenthood. We educated her to what she was planning to do & showed her the graphic pictures, which was the reality of what she was about to do, to her own baby. I was so happy to hear this great news. I said to her "I'm sure glad that we were calling out to you that day". She said "I'm so glad that you were too". My baby is a boy & his name is Isaiah & he's due any day now. She said "thank you all for being there for me, I can't imagine life without him" & then she showed me a phone picture of him in the womb, what a cutie. I asked her to bring him by after he is born & she said that she would. Yeah!! Her & her friend got plenty of nice thing for their children. Today we had 10 clients in the Material Room. I love to see the smiles on their faces.
We had at least 10 people in the Material Aid Room today & did four Pregnancy tests. One after another. The center was hopping with activity. We were educating with our literature & words of wisdom from the Good Lord. Diane stopped by with diapers for our friend Pat's great grand babies, who are growing up so fast. Later on Pat stopped by to receive the donations that were given to her by great people that wanted to help her family out. Also, the diapers that Diane had blessed her with too. Diane was also included with the people that generously donate to help Pat & her family out. Praise God for such great people that are generous & selfless. God bless them all. We had people dropping off new stuffed animals for the Material Aid room & what a blessing that will be for our clients children. So many people to thank for their goodness & kindness, to the work, of the Focus Center. We couldn't do it without them & their prayers to the dear Lord. Melody came & started to make up Truth packets, for the ministry. Sandy was doing pregnancy test & handing out clothes in the Material Aid Room. Martha, Mary S., Jerry & I were out on the front lines praying & witnessing the Truth. I went back & forth in & out of the center but at least I got to say, this week to Mary S., who comes for 1 hour on her lunch hour to pray & to witness out in front of Planned Parenthood. Thank you all for giving your precious time & love, to our precious babies, that are so unmerciful dismembered, in the name of 'choice'. "A VOICE OF LOVE"Oh sweet little baby hidden with no where to hide. The last thing that you hear is a voice calling from outside. “We can help you”. “You don’t have to do this” says the sidewalk counselor to your Mom. You rejoice to hear an encouraging voice of Hope. Knowing that if she doesn’t heed this Truth and turn away. You will die, at this abortion mill, this very day. As you enter Heaven, if your Mother didn’t turn away, remember this That for a little while you were LOVED. Mary Jost
1995
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Martha & I started right away on the street. As we were standing there a car stopped & a middle aged man started to talk to us. He said that he was Professor at Monroe Community College & lauded on us the very important work that we are doing. He said "it's hard isn't it". I replied "yes, it is very hard". We offered him information & he refused but later on he took the Truth packet, DVD & rubberized baby at 12 weeks. He said that he has been studying Roe vs. Wade, this unjust, unconstitutional law of 1973. He said that the Founding Fathers never intended 'child killing' to be a part of this Nation. Martha & I both agreed that they were God fearing & this country at one time was 'God fearing' too. He was a very interesting man. Martha & he got into it about this President & what he believes about abortion. I think that Martha did shed some light on this & made him aware of some things that he didn't know before about this President. Education is the Key and a Professor can learn even more. He said "thank you" & gave us a smile on his handsome face & drove away.
I went back into the center to get more signs when the doorbell rang & it was David, the father of our little David Tobias, who was saved from being aborted, at Planned Parenthood, last year. He is 2 months old now & has a brother who is 18 months old. David was coming in for a double stroller for the two small children & to pick up some children's clothes for them both. I asked how David Tobias was doing & he said that he has his nights & days mixed up. He was up most of the night & is now sleeping like a log. I said that maybe he will be a night owl, for I am, & he said "not if I can help it". I hear you. He took the stroller out of my car & put it against the wall of the building outside. I asked him if he could help me get some boxes, of children's clothes, out of my car & into the Material Aid Room for me. He said "yes, of course". He was in the Material Aid Room picking out some things for his 2 children & then left on his bicycle. I couldn't believe it. He put the double stroller strap on his one shoulder & the clothes bag on the other shoulder & off he went down the street. But before he left he thanked me again for saving the life of his precious son. I said that we give the Lord all the glory, for it was by His grace, for we are only His instruments. He said "thank you". I said to say hi to Ann & give the children a kiss & hug from me. He said that he would. I feel so good & thankful to God, for using this humble ministry, for His purposes.
I went back to be with Martha, with a cup of hot coffee for her, for she was by herself all this time, which isn't good. We know that God does protect us. I noticed that a car had parked, on the brick side of Planned Parenthood, and a man got out of his car & went over to the parking meter & put some money in it, then walked over to Martha & I, who was standing on the side of Planned Parenthood, were the bushes are. He walked over to us calmly & we felt no fear at his approach. He looked at the graphic signs, of the aborted babies, & said that this was so sad & that he didn't believe in abortion. We both agreed & said that we didn't believe in abortion either & that Planned Parenthood kills babies in this very building & that they were Racist, killing off the Black Race through abortion & birth control. We offered him the Maafa 2: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century DVD & the Truth packet, to educate him, so he could change things through this education in the community. He said that he sees us when he drives by & decided to finally stop to talk with us & that he was glad that he did. We said that we were glad that he stopped by to talk with us & to stop by again another time, in the near future, & if he wanted to be a part of the team he would be more than welcomed. We hope to see him again real soon. He went back to car after saying "thank you & keep up the good work that you are doing". Don't worry dear man, we will never stop until they stop killing children.
Martha returned to praying & I returned to counseling & witnessing, to the public & the victims of Planned Parenthood, the truth about abortion. I noticed that some one was going into the center so I left Martha out on the sidewalk & I went into the center to help her. She needed a can of formula (Enfamil LIPIL) for her baby & I so happened to have this particular brand, that I was saving for Pat's great grandbaby, but I can replace it for her. I told her that we usually don't have this formula but the good Lord had blessed her today with it. She smiled & thanked me & went home to feed her precious baby, that was saved by the grace of God, through one of our male sidewalk counselors, whose been out on the street for 14 years now. Thank you Lord & please bless him & all of us daily, to preserve until the end, in doing your pro life work. I then went back to be with our Martha out on the sidewalk again.
Now hear comes the grand finale, of the afternoon. I was so thankful that the abortionist, Rachael Phelps, wasn't here today killing little innocent babies, though Martha & I are always on the defensive, for we don't really know or sure if there isn't a substitute, so we always have our guard up. I know that if there is no RU 486 or surgical abortion happening there is always Plan B & other birth control abortions, taking place. 'A life is a life no matter how small'. Martha took over the mega phone & was talking into it as I was near the fence eating a fast sandwich that I wolfed down so that I wouldn't faint. Just as I was about to take the last mouthful, which is usually the case, someone from behind the bushes was hollering back at her. I put the last bit of the sandwich down on the bench & stood up to look in the parking lot of Planned Parenthood. I saw no one & went back to where Martha was standing nearer the driveway. Just then a light blue, expensive looking car, pulled out of the driveway onto the side of the sidewalk where we were standing. He was taking our picture with his cell phone. I grabbed a sign so that he could take a picture of the reality of abortion & he quickly stated to me, "sorry, it's to late", for he got my picture. I want to make it clear that I don't mind if people take my picture, for it is legal, I just want them to take pictures, of the babies that have been killed by abortion, too. Martha went up to the car window to talk to him. Lots of luck dear Martha but you go girl, never the less, for she is a former Psych Nurse, that worked in the State Hospital for 15 years, only to retire 3 years ago, so don't mess with her. I noticed that there was a young child, sitting in a car seat, in the back, so I knew that he was a Dad. Martha talked to him for a few minutes only to hear his gobbly gook. He told her to go to Conkey Ave. to save lives & she told him that they were killing people here too. She offered him some free baby clothes & he responded back to her that he wasn't married but he takes care of his own child. So 'no' to the free clothes then. I took down his license number & he didn't care in the least. I told him that he was parking in a 'No Parking' zone but again he didn't seem to really mind. He just wanted to bug us & saw that we were not being bugged & that bugged him. Oh well we can't please everyone! Later on we were bugged but not at this time, in our encounter with this man, that just didn't get it. He went for the camera again & just sat there for a few more minutes starring. He finally left to go down the street & Martha & I were relieved by the lack of his bizarre presence. I was wrong. We looked down the street only to see that he was turning around & had now parked in front of the vets, which was not opened for business. He got out of his car to put some money into the parking meter, good boy, & then went back into his car to stare & to take more pictures of us again. Poor guy, go to the park, or something. What was this all about? He did give us the creeps, for in all my 25 years in sidewalk counseling, I don't remember a stockier, there is a first time for everything. As I was figuring out what to do next I saw walking up the sidewalk a mother with her 6 young children coming towards us. I went over to her & said "hello, Brittany" & she said "hello Mary, we've come to do some work in the Material Aid Room for you". I said "that would be great" & they all followed me into the room, to put some children's clothes away, that were still in boxes, from earlier today. I was most grateful for their presence & assistance. I then went into the Taxi room to ask big Alan to show himself, out on the sidewalk, maybe so this guy will know that we really aren't alone & to get out of Dodge quickly & quietly. But no, not him, he didn't go anywhere but big Alan had to go back to work, answering the phone, at the Taxi company. Sorry Alan, to drag you into this scenario. I was now back with Martha & we decided to ignore him for awhile & to continue to pray & to witness. I saw Dan, a pro life friend of Martha & I, who was dropping off packages, to the printer store, up the street. I waved to him to come over to Martha & I, and he did. He stopped & I told him what was going on. He said that he was working & that he would take a picture of him, on his cell phone. I said "that would be great Dan". He drove a little ways down the street & stopped the van & took this guys picture & then left to go back to work. No big deal right. Wrong. Later on I found out that the guy called Dan's boss to report him for taking his picture & Dan was called into the office where his boss chewed him out. Poor Dan, he was only helping us. Hopefully it will not go any where & he won't be fired. Please Lord, please protect Dan from this man. It was now 45 minutes later & he was still there. I became worried about the poor child who was in the back seat. Maybe he or she had awakened & was hungry & was crying, so I decided to flag down, the next police car, that came down University Ave., to check into this matter. I said a prayer & then about 5 minutes later a police drive down the street & I went into the street to get the police officer to stop. He did. He pulled over & got out of his car & came over to Martha & I. Martha explained the situation & he said that he would go over to talk to him. Alleluia!! He got back into his car & pulled in back of the sitting car with the weird man in it, & got out & walked over to the car. He spoke with this man for a few minutes. I saw that a woman walking out of the parking lot of Planned Parenthood with a brown bag in her hands. I said to her "please don't take the Morning After Pill", thinking that the bag could have this drug in it? She replied "I don't want anymore kids". I said quickly "please don't kill the little baby that could be in your womb now". Off she goes across the street & into the car, of the guy who has been parked there, for over 50 minutes now. Who would know!! Martha & I just looked at each other with a 'are you kidding look on our faces. See he was there to harass us for he should have been in the parking lot of the death mill, waiting for his, murder on her mind, girlfriend, & not sitting in front of the vet's office, for what reason was to cause us anxiety. The police offer went over to the talk to the other police offer who now has joined him. The car then pulled away from the curb & drove into Planned Parenthood & I saw that he had a smirk on his devious face. As the car was coming out, a few minutes later, I said to him "please love the baby, who could be in her womb, as you love the baby in the back seat". Off they went into the world. Yeah!! Martha waved to the police officers, who were now driving away & hollered a thank you to them. They smiled back at us. What an afternoon!!
Martha & I went into the center now for it was late & did some work in there & then had supper together, for we had plenty to talk about today. Dan came in later on & said that he was glad to have helped us out earlier even if he did get into trouble with his boss. I told him if it goes further I will testify in his behalf. He said "okay, thanks". Lets hope that it will not go that far. Isn't it funny that this guy ,had no problem taking our pictures, but minded that his picture was taken. Sorry, it's to late!!
Thursday, May 13, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood (The Feast of the Accession of Jesus into Heaven) I arrived at the center after the Mass for the Accession of Jesus, a Holy Day, in the Catholic Church. Martha was going to come a little later. As I was pulling into our parking lot & noticed that Bill was standing across the street, of Planned Parenthood, with his signs & that I needed to go over there to tell him that I would be out in awhile. The moment I arrived there was a young girl walking to the door of the center & I asked she if I could help her. She said that she needed a pregnancy test & I said to her "come follow me". I told her that I needed a few minutes to open up the doors & to set up for the test. I asked her if she had any children & she said that she had a 1 year old daughter so I said for her to go into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her child & that I would be with her in a few minutes. As I was doing all this the doorbell rang & it was a young girl asking for some children's clothes. I was hoping that Martha would come soon for I knew that Suzanne would be coming in about 20 minutes to counsel. I just prayed that I could do everything, for I was not feeling well at all. I was in much pain (chronic pain)which is difficult for me to minister but I pray that the good Lord will help me to help our clients, with love. I asked her how she knew about us & she said that a friend recommended us to her. I take her to the Material Aid Room & she & the other girl who was in there getting some things spoke. Hi was the response to each other. Here was her friend that recommended us to her. I said "did she know that you were here"? She said "no". How quaint. Then said to the first girl that I was ready for her in the Rose Room to do the pregnancy test & left her friend in the Material Aid Room to continue shopping. What was I suppose to do? We like to be in there, to assist our mothers, but that's not always possible, & today was the day it was not possible. I did the test & then counseled our young mother for awhile. When she left the Rose Room she went back to the Material Aid Room to continue her shopping. Then the doorbell rang again. I went to the door to see a young pregnant girl & a guy standing at the door. I answered the door & said "Samantha". She said "yes". "Welcome" I said to her & her friend. She was the girl that had called me this week asking for baby clothes for her expected baby who is due in August. The Women's Care Center recommended us to her. I brought her to the Material Aid Room & had to hurry the 2 other girls for they had time to shop & had a couple of bags for their children already. I said for them to come back in the future, if they needed anything else, for their children. They said "okay & thank you" & left. I was really hoping that Martha would come soon & my prayers were answered in a matter of a few minutes. Martha came into the room & I greeted her & then introduced her to our new clients. A few minutes after Martha arrived Suzanne arrived. I introduced her to our new clients & then gave her some instructions of what I needed this afternoon for her to do. Simple things like ordering brochures & pregnancy tests. I reviewed the week for her. I like it when Suzanne calls the clients, the pregnant ones & the ones that have already delivered their babies. I don't want to take time away from her to do that important work. I then went back to the Material Aid Room to say good bye to the young couple & told Martha that I was going to the front lines to be with Bill & that I would see her soon. She said "okay, I'll be out later". Off I go with the mega phone & picture of Malachi the sweet aborted baby picture & the box of literature. I got to the bush side of Planned Parenthood to set up. I called over to Bill, for he is hard of hearing that I was on the sidewalk now. I looked over to the Planned Parenthood parking lot & I didn't see the abortionist car parked by the back door. I was happy but you still can't let your guard down for there could be another abortionist taking her place in there. Martha joined me on the sidewalk after she was done ministering with our happy young couple. I hope to see them again, in the future.
The school bus driver went passed us, honking the horn & putting hi thumb up & the children on the bus were waving at us too. There was an Oriental boy waving at Martha & I, he was so cute. Every time this bus driver comes by he waves at us & honks. We wave back & sometimes I blow him a kiss. He encourages us so much. Jerry arrived to pray with Martha & I. He went over to the brick side of the building to knee & pray the Rosary. The two Death Escorts were there leading these young girls to a life of harm & grief. Praise God that the parking lot was thinning down & when we left, a couple hours late, there were no victims in Planned Parenthood!! God is working a marvelous work there on the street ministry & in the center. I turned around & noticed that there were two young girls walking down the sidewalk passed the center towards Planned Parenthood. I gently approached them & asked if they needed a pregnancy test & they said "yes". I said "come follow me" & led them to the Focus Center to be greeted by Suzanne. I gave them a Truth packet & the rubberized babies but the one girl yelled out, it scared her so I didn't peruse it. I knew Suzanne would take good care of them, which she does to all our clients. They were in the center for some time & I saw them walking back towards Downtown. Yeah! they didn't get exposed to the lies & deception at Planned Parenthood but were giving the Truth, in the center. I felt good to be used by God to achieve this in their lives & in the lives of others. I humbly praise Him for the work that He accomplishes in ALL the pro lifers that are True to their Faith, on the front lines & in the Pregnancy Centers throughout the world but especially here in Rochester, NY., for this team is faithful & dedicated in all kinds of adversity & in all kinds of weather. God bless you remnant :)
I looked down the street & I saw a young man walking towards the center & I thought to myself that that might be David, from the Eastman School of Music. He had emailed me this week asking to come to the center to do some work if I had anything for him to do. Oh yes David, I sure could use you. I walked to the door & I saw that Suzanne had answered the door & then he turned around to be introduced to me, by Suzanne. I said that it was so nice to meet him & to give him his assignment which was to paint the table legs of our counter that we use for our meal preparations. The tablecloth was to short & exposed the wooden legs that looked awful. I gave him the paint & offered him a bottled water which he accepted. After he was done painting, I asked him if he would put away the 4 boxes of baby clothes, that I brought in from my home. He said that would be fine. I then saw that Suzanne was setting up for a pregnancy test & asked her if she is expecting someone & she said that there is a woman in the bathroom & she thought the I had brought her in but I said "no" & that it must have been Martha. Off I go back to the front lines. I asked Martha & she said that she pointed to where the center was for this woman wanted a pregnancy test. Praise God, for how He brings the people that needs us, into the center to be taken care of. Just then we saw that an older man was walking towards us. He told us his story then he changed it over & over again. I do remember him from a Monday evening that I was there at the center. One of the male sidewalk counselors brought him into the center for assistance, & I gave him a whole lot of literature & A DVD & some baby clothes, for the young girls that need it in his Church, that is nearby. This time he looked terrible & was making no sense. He mentioned that he needed some food so I went into the Material Aid Room & got some non-perishable food, from our food shelves, for him to take with him. I went back outside & gave it to him & then said "good bye". If he needs us he knows where to find us. You, dear man are in our prayers. I had to go back to the center to see how David was doing. Martha & Jerry went on to say the Divine Mercy Chaplet, for it was 3pm now the hour of God's Mercy. When I came back out I saw that the two Death Escorts had left & there was the young skinny one that took their place. It is sooooo sad to see other woman help to kill & wreck the lives of other women. Where is the protective sisterhood?? These escorts, both male & female, do a great injustice to these unbeknown victims that go into Planned Parenthood because they are weak & venerable sometimes. Not all that go in there are victims but are victimizers instead. They know what they are doing & don't care who they hurt, including themselves. There were two cars that came in there today that had a RIT sticker on their window. "You could be so smart that you are stupid". We noticed that the parking lot was empty & that Martha was cold & had to go to celebrate Mother's Day with the other half of her family. Thanks Martha & have a great time & I'll see you next week. I went back into the center to say thank you & good bye to David & to wish him well in his future job search. I also reviewed this afternoon with Suzanne & she said that she contacted some of our clients & that they were all fine. One of our clients was due yesterday so we will be having a new baby in this world real soon!! Also another one of our clients was due last week & Suzanne couldn't reach her so we might have another baby in this world already!! Suzanne said "good bye" & I said "thank you & I'll see you next week".
I started to do some paperwork when the doorbell rang & it was Dan. I said hi to him & them immediately put him to work but first I asked him if he still had a job & he said "yes". I said "thank Lord". He needed to put in a new light bulb in the hallway & to do some other odd jobs. He's very cooperative . He went into the Material Aid Room & started to look at our book selection & found a book on the Civil War. I said "it's yours Dan" & then he told me that it was his birthday & then I said "Oh Happy Birthday & here is your present, the book on the Civil War". He was very happy. The doorbell rang again & it was Melody. It was so good to see her. We visited for a few minutes & then she started to make up the Truth packets that we hand out on the street & in the center. What a helper. We had supper later on & then worked some more then went home around 9pm. So much to do but it is well worth it. See below :)
Tuesday May 18, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood I had an appointment & so I couldn't get to the front lines until 2pm. When I did arrive I saw that the signs were out & Donna was standing there on the sidewalk, by the bushes, by herself. Then I saw Jerry coming, from the parking lot of the center, now arriving on the sidewalk, to be with Donna. Mary S. had left, for her 1 hour was up & she had gone back to work. I imagined that Martha was in the center, with a client, & I was right. Such a mother hen am I. It was raining hard & I really wasn't prepared to handle the rain but I do never the less, with the grace of God. I did find a rain jacket in the trunk, of my car, & put it on. I went into the center & Martha was with a client in the Material Aid Room. I said hi to both ladies & then did some things in the office quickly. I noticed that Sandy, our Tuesday afternoon counselor wasn't there, her brother is ill & she said that she probably wasn't going to make it in today. Martha came into the office & told me that she was going to drop off the client at home because it was raining & she was pregnant & she had some big things to carry, like a baby bath tub. Martha said to her that when I come in she would take her home, which she did. This particular client had called me on the 1-888 number which goes into my cell phone about a week ago. She said that she saw our brochure somewhere, she forgot where, & took down the number to call for some baby clothes, for she is due in September. After Martha came back she told me that the mom had told her that, she has cockroaches, in her apartment on Genesee St.. Oh Lord have Mercy! Our hearts go out to our clients in need or anyone else too. We will see what we can do for her in the very near future. Our work must continue, in helping our mothers, while they are pregnant & after they deliver, Amen.
Donna & Jerry, where with me on the sidewalk, while Martha was gone driving our pregnant mom home. I was glad that we were all together, to witness the Truth, as the weather was rainy, dark & windy.
The abortionist was there with her filthy hands killing children rather than delivering children. What makes a woman kill little babies???? It's bizarre.... There are very few woman serial killer abortionists & in Rochester there are two, Rachael Phelps, (married & no children) at Planned Parenthood, she does 1st. trimester abortions & has advocated for Partial Birth abortions & Nancy Stanwood, (single with 1 small child) at Strong Memorial Hospital, she does 2nd. trimester abortions. It's bad enough that men are serial killer abortionists, like Morris Wortman, (married with 1son, Israel, by his second wife Rebecca), kills at 2020 S. Clinton Ave. & David Gandell, Steven Eisenger, kills on Lattimore Dr.. How evil, how sick!! It is always sad to see the cars go in & out of Planned Parenthood & the girls & guys walking in there too. We do the best we can in calling out to each & every person, giving them the Truth & the center to go to, to get the assistance that they need, for free. We care & Planned Parenthood doesn't.
Martha was back now & we were a team of four. Melody came late today & when she did she worked, in the Material Aid Room, putting the things away that I had in my car. She always does a great job. I'm grateful to everyone. We experienced the same abuses of cars driving by & giving us the 'bird' or saying things that are unrepeatable on this web site but we also experience the 'good guys' too. The smiles & the thank yous & the nice honks, that help to keep us going. We had a lady, from over the at the Vets, put her hands on her hips & say "where did you get those pictures?", meaning the graphic pictures. I hollered over to her where I got them but she didn't respond & went into her car & drove away, in a huff. They upset me too, lady. I prayed for someone nice now, to counter act her & a few minutes later a gentleman was walking into the Vets & he hollered over to us "keep up the good work that you are doing". I answered him back saying "we will & God bless you". Thanks Lord, that was a prayer was answered real fast. Donna & Jerry had to leave & it was Martha & I now. It was still raining & I think that Martha was getting real wet, underneath her rain parka.
Just then a young girl had come out of Planned Parenthood & was walking towards the street. Martha called her over to us to speak to us by saying "come over hear, sweet girl & talk to us, before you have to get out of the rain". She walked over to Martha & I. Martha asked her what she was doing at this terrible place & if she was pregnant. She said that she was 2 weeks pregnant & was thinking of an abortion. "Oh no" we both said at once, let's talk to you for a awhile here. We talked to her & showed her the graphic pictures & all she could say was that some people have to it. "Oh no" they don't have to do it, "Thou shall not kill" is the universal Commandment of Almighty God, & must be obeyed. Then she said that she didn't like kids & hated her boyfriend. I said "get rid of the boyfriend & keep the baby". "You don't kill the baby because you hate the father", I said. She then said that they both agreed, her& her boyfriend, that it is what they both wanted to be done. You can't make these things up. It's such a heartache for us sidewalk counselors to hear such terrible things against these precious little babies. We live in a 'throw away' society, if you don't want your baby you just kill he or she before he or she is born, no big deal to these cold hearted & selfish people. I handed her the Bella movie, for we pass this movie out in tough cases & also our DVD on a bloodless abortion & the growth & development, of the baby in the womb & a testimony, of a former abortion mill owner, Carol Everett, who has now repented & is saving lives, instead of taking lives. I then said to this young girl, for her to look me in the eye & promise me to look at these 2 DVD's, that I just handed to her & she looked me in the eye & said "yes I will". She also took a Truth packet & a rubberized 12 week old baby. Martha kept on talking to her & we told her that we had a pregnancy center right next to the big yellow building & if she needed anything for her just to call the number on the brochure that was handed to her. She said "okay" & that she had to go to catch the bus & then she walked up the street to Gibb's & then turned the corner & we saw her no more that day. Martha & I consoled each other, from the pain that we were both experiencing, at that moment. It feels like someone is ripping our hearts out, you can't imagine it hurting so badly. We cry, we talk, we write, we pray, we scream, & we have to give it to God, otherwise we will not be able to function & to be ready for the next mother, who might 'chose life' for her sweet baby & need our help. We must be 'whole' in order to 'help'. Not easy at all. There is no babies saved if there is no suffering first. We prayed that this girl would not have the abortion & her baby will be saved from the abortionist cruel hands.
Martha & I were standing on the sidewalk & then all of a sudden a yellow school bus stopped right beside us standing there. The door of the bus opened & the bus driver said to us "keep up the good work that you are doing", "thank you & yes" we replied. Then Martha showed him the picture of Jesus, that she holds out here, of Him holding an aborted baby crying. He saw the picture & said "yes, it's Him I serve". He shut the door to the bus & left. It was so nice of him stopping to say hi to us today. Later on we went into the center to do some work & to eat some supper. It was Martha famous chicken & fixings & the best chocolate coconut cream cake with chocolate frosting you'll ever eat. Yummy :) We don't count calories on Tuesdays.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 at the Focus Center
Anne had called me at home asking me if I could get to the center at 11:30am today, for she was delivering a refrigerator for the Common Room, I wanted to go to church after that. I said that I would & I got there just after she arrived. She had gotten, the two guys in the offices, who share our hallway, to help her put it in the Common Room, for us. She left to go to Church & I was also planning to go to the Red Mass, for all the lawyer, at 12:10pm. It was in honor of St. Thomas More, who was a lawyer that was martyred for his faith, in England in 1535. More info. http://www.apostles.com/thomasmore.html
I was putting some things away, in the center, when the doorbell rang & there was a young woman with her daughter, who looked around 8 years old, at the door I asked if I could help her & she said that she needed some baby clothes for her son, who was 6 months old. I said "fine & come follow me". I brought them into the Material Aid Room & she looked in our clothes baskets & was picking out some things for her son. I asked her some questions about how she found us etc.. She said that she, in the past had received a packet & a DVD, when she was at Planned Parenthood. I asked her if she was going for an abortion & she said "no". I said that I was glad that she never thought of having an abortion & I thanked her for having her precious baby. I then said to her, "if you could pass the information that was given to you, in front of Planned Parenthood, so you could help others, that would be great. She said that she already did, for her cousin was going to have an abortion & she showed her some of the information that was in the packet & her cousin changed her mind & gave birth to baby boy Jordan, a couple of months ago. I was so happy to hear this great news!! I said to her that if her cousin needed anything to come to the center to receive some nice things too. She smiled & said "thank you & I will tell her this" & then left with her daughter. I was thrilled to hear what the Lord had done through the street ministry. God is Great!! Awhile later, Amy the reporter for the Catholic Courier, came to do an interview on the Focus Pregnancy Help Center, for it is our 5th. year anniversary, as a pregnancy center. Amy came & interviewed Martha & I for a couple of hours. Just before she was finishing up with the interview the doorbell rang & Martha went to answer it. She didn't come back to the Common Room, so I knew that it probably was a client coming in for baby clothes, in the Material Aid Room. Then Martha took me aside & told me that this young woman was going into Planned Parenthood, last year, for an abortion & we on the sidewalk convinced her that it was wrong. She told me later, that it was the people calling out to her & the awful signs, that convinced her that it was wrong. She was a little teary eyed, for she felt badly that she came so close in killing her precious baby, who is the 'apple of her eye'. She went & came back about 20 minutes later with her two children & Martha & I were so blessed in seeing them. I just couldn't stop thinking that this very baby, that the mom was now holding, was the same baby that could have been sucked out of her, last year & killed. She would not be here today. We were so happy that she brought her baby & young son, into the center, so that we could see them both. She said "thank you & good bye" & left with some nice things for her children. We said for her to come back if she needed anything else. I told her that God was pleased with her & I hope that helped her to heal. She appeared most grateful. Martha & I talked about this mom & that she was so close to having no little girl at all but had changed her mind & had her baby. Never the less she is a Post Abortive Mom. She suffers from the guilt & shame that women do that have had an abortion. We are finding this out more & more. They came close to aborting but didn't, they regret what they were going to do. We need to address this problem better next time, with some literature & phone number's, for our clients to call to get some help & healing.
Earlier today Martha had gone over to the Women's Care Center, to get some things for our center, that they were blessing us with. As Martha was getting into her car Terri came running out saying in a loud voice " I have something for you to take back to your center". It was a framed picture of Jesus with Martha & Mary, do you believe it! How great is this. Martha handed it to me & I put it in the office. Martha & Mary thank you :)
Happy Birthday dear one, who was conceived in rape, I am so glad that you were born & here in this world. Thank you Lord! Thursday, May 20, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Martha was by her car that was parked on the street by the center & I was coming out of the center & I saw her talking to someone. I then recognized who she was. She was the young girl that Martha & I spoke with on Tuesday, trying to save her precious baby from being killed, by abortion. I was just starting to talk to her when Martha hollered over to me "she did it, she had the abortion 2 days ago". My heart was sick & I then said a few things to her, as she walked towards Gibbs St. & around the corner she went. I feel in my heart that when Martha & I was taking to her on Tuesday she had already started the abortion procedure which was RU 486 pills, to kill her baby. Evil never sleeps. She will never be the same again no matter how she tries & I only hope & pray that she asks the Lord, who created her & died for her sins, to forgive her & also her baby that she had killed. Lord have Mercy on her soul & that of her boyfriend, who also will be judged for the murder, of this child of God. Martha & I grieve for this baby & all the babies that have been slaughtered by abortion.
Today was a 'blood bath' at Planned Parenthood. The abortionist killed one after another babies today even twins. A young girl came & spoke with Martha & Tony, for I was still in the center, saying that her friend was in there killing her twins because she has children already & doesn't want anymore. She was counseled, by Martha, to go back in there to try again to talk her out of the abortion. She then said that she was now in the back room, which means the abortion room. Oh my God, how do we process that, dear Lord. This is what Martha said to me when I came out onto the sidewalk, after being in the center talking with Suzanne, our Thursday counselor, about some things. Martha also told me that she was being harassed by the neighbors across the street, the two crazies. They were mocking her & one even pretended to be shooting her. I wish that she called the police on that one. Martha had to go baby-sit her grandchildren for the afternoon so she said "good bye" to me & then I took over the sidewalk counseling, with Tony being there with me, for prayer support. I lit in like a match, some young girls, who were being brainwashed by the Death Escort, Sylvia Rose & also one of the workers with the gray ponytail. I wanted the girls to get away from these two evil acting women & not to listen to their hog wash. It was the mother in me.
As I was talking I felt a hand on my right shoulder & I turned around to see our long lost Carol had come back to us. I gasped & gave her a big hug. She said that she was in Florida a little longer than was to be expected & was now back. Yeah!!! "We missed you" I told her & that Martha will be disappointed to have missed you today but she will be back next week & she'll see you then. She mentioned that Florida was very pro life & showed me the 'Choose Life' license plates, that she got. She also gave me some information for a 'Fund Raiser' Project for the Focus Center selling the frames to the license plates that say 'Choose Life' sounds good to me Carol.
Just then a young girl with a dog on a leash came around the bushes & asked Carol & what we were doing. We told you that we were trying to save lives her at Planned Parenthood & asked her what she was doing here. She said that her friend was here for an abortion. I said "what"! She then said that she had tried to talk her out of it but she wouldn't listen. I said then why did you bring her? She said that she didn't drive her here that she came on her own. I told her to go in there & talk to her again & to give her this diagram of what the baby looks like & I also gave her the rubberized 12 week old baby too. Then she said to Carol & I "I have to walk my dog first". If you think that you have heard it all think again, I could hardly believe my hears when she said that. I said "put your dog in the car & go in there & try to save the life of your friends baby". "Go & we will keep you in prayer, what is your first name", I asked. She turned around & said "Jessica" & left. I stopped for a moment, for I had named my precious baby girl twin Jessica Rose, that I lost from a miscarriage from the gang rape at Strong Memorial Hospital back in 1971. My heart sank. I named my precious boy twin Aaron Joseph, whom I lost in that miscarriage too. I think of them often but know that they are with God & I will see them someday after I die & be with them for all eternity. The mothers who abort their children might not be with their children, if they don't repent. I had to go into the center for a minute & when I came out Carol told me that Jessica never went in & she heard her talking to another girl who was at Planned Parenthood saying "they thought I was going to go in there but I couldn't". I said where is she now & Carol told me that she was walking her dog . Unbelievable!!! I spotted her in the corner of my eye as she was coming down the sidewalk on my side & as she passed us I said to her "thank you for trying to save your friends baby before she came here but you shouldn't have come here today for it will now bother you the rest of your life that you didn't go back in & try again. Give it to God to help you. She went into the parking lot with Muffey, whatever his name, for it wasn't the poor dogs fault, that his owner brought him to an abortion mill. She drove out about 5 minutes later & was on the cell phone talking to someone. I'm sure that this will put a strain on their friendship & both of their lives forever. It's one thing coming to an abortion mill to try to talk someone out of having the abortion than to come to the abortion to walk your dog. What a mess this Society is in, when animals trump over people's lives. I feel sorry for her, thanks what abortion does to people it makes them 'walking wounded'. Carol & I just looked at each other with sadness. I had to go back into the center, to talk with Suzanne for a moment, & when I came back out a second time Carol had a report from Hell to tell me. She said that she approached a young girl, who had come out on the sidewalk, & she was told by her that her sister was in there having an abortion & that she was calling her mother & that she couldn't stay in there another minute more & had to leave. Carol said that she was very upset as she walked down the street. Oh my God what!! The destroyer is destroying.
Carol had to go & Tony had to leave a while ago so I was by myself. Just then I saw a guy, who came out on the sidewalk smoking. I spoke to him in a general way & he told me to "mind your own business" & after he finished his cigarette, I told him that "I was my brothers keeper". He then said to me that he was going back in to see how she was doing after the abortion. When the car finally did leave the parking lot of Planned Parenthood, it was the grandmother that was driving the car, with a smirk on her sick face, & the mother of the baby, that was just killed, was screaming at me & so was the boyfriend as they sped away. I have to grieve for all the babies that were killed here today & every day that they are killing these precious, innocent babies. I have to give it to God. I went back into the center to be with Melody & to do some work & have some supper together. I saw a note that Suzanne had let for me and we had a new baby that was just born. Baby girl R-moni was born May 17th. weighing in at 6lbs. 13oz. and 21 inches long. Mom & baby are doing very well, though tired & I'm speaking for the new mom. Thank God that she' chose life' last year & now can hold her baby in her arms today. Also this evening, Melody & I went to give one of our mothers, that 'chose life' last year, a baby walker for her sweet son. We took it to her on Monroe Ave. & was able to see one of our babies & we got to hold him too. Wow!! He's ready to play football, at 5 months, big boy. Please continue to pray for our moms & their babies, that are so 'special' to us. Thanks. Again thank you for all your prayers & support, in this very rewarding yet difficult ministry for the Lord, who is greatly offended by abortion.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Great News from the sidewalk ministry & the Focus Center ministry today. Two young girls were touched by the Holy Spirit & got out of Planned Parenthood because they changed their minds & 'chose life', instead of abortion. One of the girls was being called into the abortion room & she told the so- called nurse that she had changed her mind. She said the nurse had a terrible look on her face as she walked out to the sidewalk & was greeted by us pro lifers. Both girls, at different times, were escorted into the Focus Center & got baby clothes & literature & DVD's on Growth & Development in the womb & the rubberized baby at 12 weeks. We took down their information & will be following their progress as time goes on. Another young girl came out of Planned Parenthood & she stopped to talk to us & we brought her into the center for baby items for she is having twins & has nothing, for her two other children are older. She was not abortion minded but her boyfriend is but she will not have an abortion, thank God. We will follow up with this client too. Thank you for your prayers because the Holy Spirit is a moving & convicted these 2 girls not to go through with the abortion. The one girl had an appointment at 11am & she came out at 1:45pm & we were there for her, on the sidewalk. She said that the Lord spoke to her heart & she realized that is was wrong & her mother didn't abort her. Thank you Lord. The other girl also was convicted by the Holy Spirit that it was wrong & left as she was being called to go into the abortion room. Praise God!! We thank God for these two moms who now 'chose life' & that we could help them at the center today & will continue to do so, in the future. As Martha was assisting, our last mom pregnant with twins, some clothes for her two children at home, the shelf with the older kids clothes on it came tumbling down. No one got hurt but what a mess. We will have Mack fix the shelf tomorrow then we can put all the clothes away & be ready to service our clients once again. Always some drama in the center. Not boring.
One more Good News for you. Another baby, that was almost aborted, at Planned Parenthod, has been born. Little Kody was born April 2nd. Mother & baby are doing well & we will see her & the baby on Saturday, June 5th. Can't wait!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 in the Focus Center The abortionist, Rachael Phelps, wasn't at Planed Parenthood, killing innocent babies, her car wasn't there, so Martha & I decided to work solely, in the Material Aid Room today, getting it ready for our clients.
Tim came in to look things over for he said that he would come back tomorrow to bring in some big boards to anchor the shelves, that had fallen the day before, to make it more sturdy. He left us bags of things from his house for the Material Aid Room. Martha & I thanked Tim & his wife Molly, who was home with the five children, for their kindness to us. We had more work to do now for we had to put these bags of clothes away, which was fine with us. We are blessed with generous people, always bringing us things, for our moms & their children.
The room is always full with clothes, baby & children's clothes, for we have clothes up to size 10 now, & small items like toys, stuffed animals & books & other nice things. God is so good to us! We worked in the room for about six hours. Tucker came in around 4pm to get a sign & a chair to go outside to sit & say the Rosary, in front of Planned Parenthood. He came in around 6pm & we said "good bye" to him. Martha & I stopped around that time to prepare our meal & to have some supper. After that Martha left & I stayed to make up some Truth packets that we hand out to our clients & to the people that come in front of Planned Parenthood, to educate them & to save them from Planned Parenthood & themselves. Busy day inside.
Thursday, May 27, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood We at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center want to thank God for another baby saved today. The girl & the man that accompanied her said that they couldn't afford the baby & went into Planned Parenthood. I spoke truth to them on the mega phone & by the grace of God they walked out of Planned Parenthood about 10 minutes later. I brought her to the Focus Center while the young man waited for her. Suzanne, the Thursday afternoon counselor, did an Intake Sheet on her so that we can follow up on her pregnancy to see if she needs anything in the future. She also has two older children at home. I gave her our DVD & the Bella movie to take with her along with a yellow baby blanket & a stuffed animal & a onesee for her baby, in the womb. Praise God for this baby that was saved form abortion today!! After she left I saw that Diane had come to the center & brought a stroller with her & some baby clothes too. She stayed to help Martha straighten out the room for Tim had come earlier & put 2 boards in the wall & anchored the shelf onto to it to make it more stable so that it wouldn't fall down again. He said that it was very strong now just don't do chin ups, on it. I said "no we won't & thank you so very much for your time & talent. A big thank you to St. Joseph, the Worker, who is the Lords Stepfather, for I asked him to send me someone who could fix the shelf that had fallen & he did the next day. Praise God, for that was fast. Martha & I put a leaf border on the wood to cover it up so that it would blend in the room. It looks so nice now & we don't have to worry anymore of it falling down again if we put some heavy things on it. Martha was in the center most of the afternoon getting the room looking good for our clients. We had a client come in to get some things for her children & I told her that we were still looking for a high chair for her. I am sure that I will get a call or email soon & her wish will be granted. Mary K. left a potty chair for one of our clients & I called her to come & pick it up next week. She was so happy & said that she will. Don't forget to bring the baby with you! Suzanne was busy calling our clients to see if they need any assistance & we are happy to report that we have a baby already scheduled to be born in January of 2011. Yeah!! Keep them coming Lord. Melody came on the sidewalk to be with me for Bill & Jerry had to leave & then I was by myself. I was for a little while then Melody came to help out in the center but I asked her if she would stay with me outside. She said that she would. She took the mega phone & started to sing, for she has a beautiful voice & then Martha came outside & I went inside for awhile then I came back outside to be with them both. Suzanne had left & like always did a great job contacting our clients & charting their progress. Us three ladies were abused again, for one guy used an obscenity, as he drove passed us. Melody was gracious to say to him "God bless you & we care about you". Wow, she fits in quite well out here, she is a natural in dealing with the situations that do occur on the front lines. Though this guy did take her by surprise.
A young man was walking into the parking lot of Planned Parenthood & I asked him if wanted a Rosary & asked him to please don't go in there for they kill babies & are evil. He walked into the building. A few minutes later he came out to the sidewalk & said to me "why do you always say something to me when I come here"? I guess I was a bit defensive & answered back to him saying "I talk to at least a million people a day here & I'm sorry that I didn't recognize you" . He then said to me that his mother works here. To which I replied "she shouldn't be, for one, they kill children, second they are racist & they are killing off your race, third, they don't report statuary rape & forth, they are sex perverts, so I'm sorry that your mother is working for the devil". He left to go back inside. Melody said something to him too & she felt badly for what she said so she wanted to stay outside until he came back out again so that she could clarify what she had meant. She stayed outside by herself , she wanted to, while Martha & I went into the center to do some things & to make supper. After about 45 minutes later I went outside & called her in for supper (like a good mom) & found that Dan was now with her. I was glad that he was with her to protect her & they both came in for supper. She said that the young man never came out & I told her that he probably did. He was probably in the car with his mother & when they left you probably didn't recognize him in the car. See I rest my case. I do try to remember everyone but I can't but I put them all in my heart never the less, for God to remember them. That's who counts.
We also saw two of our clients in their homes tonight, to give them some things from the center, that were donated by some nice people. Dan stayed in the center, to fix the covering of the lights in the Material Aid Room, great job Dan, the man, & thanks. Us three ladies took the bassinet & the cash & visited two of our clients that live near each other. We decided to see both of them tonight, for they live in a rough neighborhood & it's best to have three of us together. Both of them were very happy & so were we. What a very full day & evening we had.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
As we were out on the front lines, in front of Planned Parenthood today, Martha the sidewalk counselor said to a woman who was walking across the street for her "come on over to get some information, from us. She came across the street to where Martha was standing & said "that it was because of you guys that I have twins". I was here at Planned Parenthood, in March of 2009 & had already paid for the abortion & was waiting to be called, when I thought of what I saw, those graphic signs, out on the sidewalk & what I heard you all saying to me, so I left & didn't have the abortion". She said that her twin girls were born in October of 2009 & one the girls had open heart surgery but is doing just fine now. Martha offered her some things in the center, where I was, but she said that she would come back later on to get some baby clothes for her girls, for she was headed to her volunteer job. Praise God for such wonderful news!! A young girl who is pregnant came over to us on the sidewalk & I brought her into the Focus Center to get some baby things & give her more information. While we were in the Rose Room I gave her a referral for a pro life doctor, who she called & made an appointment with. She then told me that she had an abortion in the past & would never do that again. She went on to tell me that she was in the waiting room at Planned Parenthood earlier, where she talked to a girl that was pregnant with twins, for she was there for an abortion. She had said to her "your babies shouldn't die because you don't want them". The young girl had 2 children at home & didn't want anymore. The pregnant mom, with twins, left Planned Parenthood a few minutes later. God works in strange & mysterious ways. I was not aware that the young girl that I spoke to, out on the front lines, for I new this now due to our clients description of her, was the girl that was pregnant with twins. I had said to her "can we help you? Planned Parenthood kills babies here". She answered back to me "I'm okay but thanks anyway". The Lord used me just to reinforce her decision to 'Chose Life' for her precious twins. Praise God again!!
Martha, Mary S., Donna, Carole & I were out on the front lines praying & peacefully protesting the evil of abortion. Melody came later to help us out in the center. Sandy couldn't come today but will be back next week to counsel in the center. I was back in forth between the center & the street counseling in & out of the center. We brought women into the Material Aid Room to receive some very nice baby & children clothes. As we are blessed we then can bless. We offer our services to the girls going into Planned Parenthood & coming out & also to those who are walking up & down the sidewalk. We are usually are very busy.
I am now on the front lines & the cars that are coming out of Planned Parenthood & driving by, on the street, give us the 'bird', Carole, our spunky pro lifer says "I hope it falls off". That's that. I can just imagine a hundred thousand fingers, on the street, such a horrible sight to imagine. I need to forget this real fast. 'What goes around comes around' so it's not impossible. It so sad to see these people degrade themselves, for they are not hurting us only themselves, by their guilty consciousness. We always pray that they will repent & be converted. Our hope & prayers are, Heaven for them, not Hell. Martha brought a young girl, into the Focus Center, that was going into Planned Parenthood, & counseled her & gave her a referral to Compass Care for Sexual Transmitted Disease Testing. CAUTION GRAPHIC PICTURES: http://www.herpes-coldsores.com/std/pictures.htm. Martha offered to call Compass Care, to make an appointment for her, but she said that she will call & make an appointment later. Martha then asked her how she knew about Planned Parenthood. She said that her friend told her about it. Martha asked her to go back to her friend to ask her not to refer Planned Parenthood to anyone. She then gave her a Truth packet to take with her & asked her to look over the brochures in it & then to pass it on to her friends to, educate them too. She said that she would & off she goes home well helped & well educated today.
A young girl with a little girl was walking into Planned Parenthood when Martha & asked her if we could help her. She said that she was going into Planned Parenthood for prenatal care for she was pregnant again. I asked if she was planning to have an abortion & she reassured me that she was not going to do that to her baby. Thank God. I offered her a list of good doctors & a Truth packet & she said that she would take it when she goes back out. We said "okay". I had to go into the center for something & while I was there the doorbell rang & it was this young girl with her child. I invited them into the Rose Room to speak to her to see what I could do to help her. She asked if I could write a note to DSS stating the she was pregnant to receive DSS benefits. I said that first I would have to repeat the pregnancy test before I could write the note. She took a pregnancy test which was positive & then I wrote the note for her to take to DSS. I said that if this was not good enough for DSS, then for her to go to St. Mary's Clinic & they could help her. She smiled for I think that she was grateful for the assistance. She had the cutest little 2 year old daughter that melted all our hearts, in the center, even Dan the Realtor, who has an office up the hallway from the center said that she was the cutest little girl he'd ever seen. She was so sweet & her mom gave her some of our candy which made her even more sweeter, if that was possible. I brought them into the Material Aid Room for clothes for her. She went away with a purse, how fast they grow, & a Snow White book & some dresses. She was only 2 years old but took a size 4. Big & beautiful, with a personality to boot. Her mom was proud. This little girl was going to have a new brother or sister to play with in the months ahead. I said to the mom to come back for more things for her new baby & this little one any time in the future. She said thank you & left. My heart melted again. Wednesday, June 2, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
All my emotions were present on this day of days. I will never think again that standing in front of an abortion mill will be without pain & stress. I knew that it was going to be a difficult day because the abortionist was there. When the killer is there, then it will be a afternoon of death & destruction, for the little ones in the womb. Lord please change the abortionist heart & mind. The nasty neighbor, who lives next to Planned Parenthood, is still the nasty neighbor. Is she going to change?? God only knows. It is the same with the abortionist everywhere & their co horts, who work with them & for them. Do they ever change?? Some do, some don't. It is so sad & so difficult, to deal with people that think that it's okay to kill a precious baby, in the mother's womb. What happened to them & how did they start to think that killing a defenseless human being is okay & good for mother & society? Crazy!!!
It was just Martha & I today. We got out to the front lines around 1:15pm. We set up on the sidewalk with the signs & the literature box & mega phone, to sidewalk counsel. Around 2pm I went into the center to make a chicken sandwich for both Martha & I & took the sandwiches & cans of lemonade outside, to the from lines. I decided to eat first & quickly, then I saw that one of our clients was walking up the sidewalk, she was coming to get the high chair that was given to us by Kelly that was dropped off earlier in the afternoon by Mary S.. The high chair was new & beautiful. I put the half eaten sandwich down & took our client into the center to give her the high chair & some diapers & other things that she needed for her children. Just then I heard Martha calling to me at the door saying that a young girl was so upset & if I could talk to her. She was crying & looked real upset so I brought her into the Rose Room to see if I could help her. She said that she just find out that she was pregnant & was undecided about having an abortion. She is new to Rochester & is already in a 'program' for a problem that she didn't elaborate on. The father is a not a nice guy & it was a rebound. She recently broke up with her boyfriend & he doesn't know about her one night stand & he was unfaithful too. They are back together again. No matter what the situation & how bad it is, abortion is taking the life of a innocent human being & is not acceptable in the eyes of God. It is always evil. The situations can change & if they don't you still can't take a life. I hope with her for 45 minutes & gave her a lot of brochures & our DVD & the Bella movie. Also, I gave her the rubberized 12 week old baby. We saw the Growth Development DVD in the Rose Room together & at the end of the video she started to smile & look so much better. I gave her my home & cell phone number & told her that Suzanne & will be calling her to see how she is doing & if she needed anything along the way, in her pregnancy. I gave her a hug & told her that she was not alone & for her to fall in love with her baby that she is carrying. I also said that once you conceive you will always be the child's mother. Motherhood starts at conception not at birth. She left lighter & brighter than when she first came in. I hope & pray that she will stay strong & not give in to the evil of abortion. We will keep in touch with her as we do with all of our moms. I had to re group before I went back to the front lines, for my emotions were wired, for this was a life & death situation. I prayed for wisdom from the Holy Spirit to guide me when talking to her. His grace is sufficient. Thank you Lord for being with us in the Rose Room. All is well with my soul. I filed her Intake Sheet & took a breather for a few minutes then went back out to the war zone. I was concerned for Martha for she was alone all this time I was in the center. When I got outside I asked her what was going on & she told me that the guy at Buckpitt, the business next to Planned Parenthood, went crazy on her. He came up to her by the fence & said "what do you think that you are doing"? She replied "saving lives". "You're crazy" was the response then he began to use foul language & fiddled with the lock on the fence as if to try to open it. Martha told him that he is alive because his mother chose life for him so why are you so upset? He sore the more. She began to pray & he continued to swear as he walked back into the Buckpitt building. "You are kidding" I said. Are you okay? She said that she was. I thought that things were better with us & Buckpitt, I guess I was wrong. Every time I think things are okay it isn't. The 'shock effect'.
A little while later two young pregnant girls came over to Martha & I & the one girl said to me "do you remember me"? I said "you do look familiar" & she said her name & that this was her friend & she was due next month & they both needed some baby clothes. I brought them into the center while Martha stayed out on the front lines by herself again. Poor Martha. I brought them into the Material Aid Room for baby clothes. They were so happy to see so many nice things for their babies. When they were there for a few minutes the doorbell rang & it was Martha, with another girl, for baby clothes. It was one busy Material Aid Room. Busy day with just Martha & I. Thursday, June 3, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Please keep us in your prayers for we had a run in with two young people on bikes, on the sidewalk this afternoon. They ran through our signs that are on the sidewalk with their bikes & spat on one of the signs & on the back of one of the pro lifers that was there holding a sign. Martha who is a sidewalk counselor was scratched by the girl on the bike & the guy on the bike hit my arm to get the camera to break, that I was using to take their pictures, the impact of his hit dropped the camera onto the street but I got both of their pictures & the camera didn't break. I called the police & he came & took a report & went away looking for the 2 escaped bullies. Martha had to pay $50 for go get a Tetanus shot for the scratches that caused some bleeding. It all started okay. The one guy who was on the bike rode passed us on the street but when it came to his girlfriend that was a different story. She came up onto the sidewalk & spat on the Malachi sign & then on the back of Tony. Martha asked what did she think that she was doing spitting on the signs & then said that the babies don't deserve that. Then she went ballistic. She then was about to reach for the literature box, probably to throw out all the contents on the sidewalk but Martha retrieved it first. Then she took her bike & rode through the signs & then Martha took hold of her bike to stop her from doing any more damage, for she was trying to run over Martha with her bike. Then she dug her fingernails into Martha, which caused some bleeding. I got the camera & took her two pictures of her then I went to take a picture of the boyfriend & he turned around fast & slugged my arm & the camera dropped to the ground but didn't break, thank God. I had already snapped his picture before he did that to my arm. Gotcha! Smile & say "arrest'. Carole, was in the street, trying to get the boy on the bike to stop weaving in & out of the street confusing the drivers. Did he have a death wish or something? I then called 911 & had a difficult time with the operator, there was noise on the phone & he made me repeat myself many times until I got mad. Then I noticed that Tony was on his phone talking to a 911 operator too. What an afternoon. Finally the two nasty bikers rode down Widler St. & about 5 minutes later two police cars came. The one police car parked in the driveway, by the entrance way, of Planned Parenthood & Sylvia Rose the Death Escort asked the police officer not to stay there for very long. He said that he would be there for just a few minutes. Do you believe it!!! While all the commotion was going on Slyvia Rose, with her sun hat on, came over to the sidewalk & stood there watching us getting harassed by these two bird heads, with a big grin on her evil face. Unbelievable! I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried. The officer took down the report & Martha signed it for she was the one that was injured. Then the officer went to peruse the victimizers. Martha had to go to baby-sit & was stressed to the gills. We said good bye to her & I poured some antibiotic gel on her scratched arm before she left. She was going to come back for the Board Meeting at 5:30. Poor Martha :(
Martha had left, Tony had to go so it was just Carole & I, on the front lines. Ready for anything. A few minutes later our Public Market produce guy stops by. Last year he'd drop off corn on the cob for us & this year it's apples. How nice to see a normal individual for a change. See ya again real soon Mr. Nice. Some of the cars that passed us by were yelling out their windows bad works & giving the bird, which makes Carole real mad. One girl gave us a double bird, so both of her fingers will fall off, ouch! How sad it is to see this behavior in the young girl & guys. Who raised them? It's even worse when an older woman does it. An older woman was coming out of the vets, across the street, with her finger in the air, how sickening. But her dog was saved from abortion but probably not her baby. Egghead never crossed my mind. A car pulled up & parked on the other side of the street. He got out of his car & put some money in the meter. Friend or foe was the question? Were we not in the mood for another confrontation. He came over to us & said "these signs are hard to look at". We agreed. Then he tried to challenge us in what we were doing out there. We explained to him in a calm voice. He did turn out quite nice after all. He said that he was a Christian & we said that we were also. So why are we having this conversation? Education is the key plus patience. He started to see what we were all about as the cars were pulling into Planned Parenthood. It all came together for him. Then he said something that was very sad. He said that his friend gave her baby up 16 years ago & was wondering where she was & what was she doing, especially during this time of year as school comes to a close. She expressed to him that she thought that it would have been better if she had aborted her daughter so that she would know where she was now rather than wondering if she was okay. Talk about confused. He did say to her that she needed to see a Psychiatrist & maybe she does. I said to him "go tell her that her daughter would rather be in this world right now rather than be dead, no less killed by her mother, by abortion". How twisted is her thinking. You did the right thing by giving her up for adoption & your daughter is more than grateful that you did put her up for adoption rather than abort her. Oh yea!! He stayed to talk to us for a little while longer & I gave him a Truth packet which he first refused but insisted that he take it, which he did. He also mentioned that another friend of his is a real good person but she has a 'child from a dark place'. The boy has attacked his mom & was kicked out of private school after 6 months & now resides at Hillside Children's Center, where the abortionist Rachael Phelps once worked, go figure! The rational was that this child should have been aborted perhaps, only in jest did he say this, which I don't think funny. A life is created by God & must be protected. I said we must not play God even though this kid is all messed up, he still is a child of God. I said that this boy needs lots of prayer. Hint, hint. He said good bye & I said that I hoped to see him again sometime. He said that he would drop by again to talk to us again. Carole & I were standing there when a car pulled out of Planned Parenthood & I said "I hope that you didn't kill your baby", always hoping that they didn't. But the message was not what I wanted to see, for the young girl in the back of the car, put her head down & shook it slightly as if to say "yes I did". It looked like her mother was driving & her sister was in the passenger side of the front seat. A family affair perhaps. Carole & I just looked at each other in complete disgust & sadness. This was the second killing of the day maybe more. Carole had to go but said that she would stay with me until 4:30. About 4:15 Melody came walking down the sidewalk. Carole said good bye & went home to her husband, to make him supper. Thanks Carole you're a trooper. Melody went into the center to say hi to Jane't, who had just arrived. My plan was to stay out on the front lines until 5:15 & then go into the center to set up for the Board Meeting at 5:30pm. This all went to plan. We had the Board Meeting with Jose, it was so good to see him, Melody, Jane't, Todd & myself. Elaine had called earlier & had said that she couldn't make it due to her sick mother & Martha wasn't there yet. What happened to Martha? the meeting was intense for we only had a short time to meet. It was so good seeing everyone & the majority was there for the meeting. Jose, Todd, & Jane't had to go & Melody & I were left.
Melody & I worked on some things when the phone rang. It was Martha, she was at the After Hours Care getting a Tetanus shot from her bloody scratches earlier that day. She was still going to come over & we were going to the Cheesecake Factory for supper, my treat, for all her hard work at the center & on the sidewalk. Melody had to leave & I waited for Martha to arrive. She finally came & I said to her "she's alive". Funny Hun. we went to the restaurant & got a little bit fatter but it was so good.. Rough day to say the least. The evil has escalated out on the front lines with people saying & doing nasty things. On Wednesday, the guy who works for the business next door to Planned Parenthood, verbally attacked Martha, while I was in the center counseling a young girl that was thinking of having an abortion. I spent 45 minutes with her while Martha was alone on the sidewalk dealing with this guy, who was crazy. Today I spoke with the sister in law of the owner of the business & she said that she will speak to this guy tomorrow, who verbally attacked Martha, on Wednesday. She was not happy to hear what he had done to Martha.
Also, please continue to pray for our clients that they will continue with their pregnancies. We already have two babies that are due in January of 2011. Praise God!! We did 7 pregnancy tests this week & gave away clothes to many mothers for their babies & children. Thank you for your love, prayers & support in our work on the sidewalk & in the center & for our clients. Also for those who persecute us. Lord have Mercy!
Friday, June 4, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood I stood alone. I had to go to the Dentist so after that I came by Planned Parenthood & stood on the sidewalk protesting the slaughter of innocent people there. I noticed that there were many cars in the parking lot but no one really coming in, which was okay with me. One car did drive in though, it was a mother & two very young daughters. The one went in & the other stayed with her mother, in the car. I spoke to the mother & then they left. As they drove out the young girl in the back showed me the condoms that she just received in the 'Camber of Horrors' Planned Parenthood, the destroyer of life place. I was about to leave when all of sudden there was an influx of cars leaving all at once. They were having a meeting of death here today. The abortionist left with a man next to her. Perhaps another Doctor of Death. Birds of a feather flock together. I took their picture only because I can but it didn't turn out very well, for the light of the sun reflected on the window & no faces showed up on the picture, just the car & who cares about that. No real reason to take the picture only to show it to others that can't believe that she is the abortionist at Planned Parenthood. As the cars were leaving the only thing that I stressed to the liberal nut heads was that they were listening to a 'Serial Killer' talk this afternoon at their demented seminar of Death today & how sick & evil was that? I got no real reaction except the one woman who was on the cell phone heard me & put up her window by the passenger side but she forgot that she had the two windows in the back down. Too bad that you had to hear the truth for a few seconds before you could pull out of the driveway of death. Don't kill anyone by using your cell phone on the road, which is illegal, but who cares right, it's only a life !! I saw dead pan looks, from other people puling out, which was scary & the usual Miss Friendly who always waves good bye to me, did it again. I told her that they kill babies in there & if you are a part of this place then you are either sick or evil or maybe both. She smiled at me & drove away. Spooky that's for sure. A couple of cars honked at me & one kid slid his head out the window to scream at me so I took his picture. He didn't know that I had a hidden camera, for situations just like this. Smile. It's sad t hat's for sure & I know that they are really hurting for they probably have been involved in killing an innocent human being that couldn't defend his or herself self from them. After I confronted each & almost everyone, of them, as they were leaving, I went back into the center to put away baby clothes that were just given to us & to make a few phone calls & to make up some more Truth packets for Rob, the Monday sidewalk counselor. I was looking for Bernie the Landlord, to tell him something, so I went to the front door where I thought he was but when I got to the door there was Assemblyman David Gantt standing there looking at the new brick patio that the landlord is putting in. I said to him "hi", for he can't stand me for showing the graphic pictures in front of Planned Parenthood & I am disappointed in him that he lets people be murdered at Planned Parenthood & does nothing to try to stop it. What a jerk. Killing his own race off at Planned Parenthood & he calls me a racist? Go figure!! He was hesitant but he mustard up a "hi" back to me. I closed the door & went to look for Bernie. When I found him I told him the David Gantt was looking at his patio & probably wanted one in front of his office, at the end of the strip mall, too. This office is located at the opposite end to where we are. We are neighbors. "No" was the reply of the landlord, who is huffing & puffing & grossly over weight. I don't think that he has it in him to go any further up the walk way. Sorry David.... I finished up my work & went home after a couple of errands.
We at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center got written up in the local Catholic Courier Newspaper Posted: Monday, June 7, 2010 Pregnancy center tries to keep up with demandBy Amy Kotlarz/Catholic Courier Newspaper Mary Jost and other sidewalk counselors who pray and offer pro-life information to those who leave and enter the University Avenue Planned Parenthood in Rochester didn’t intend to start a pregnancy center five years ago. They were simply looking for a place to store supplies, use the restroom and talk privately with young women in crisis. "We would do what we could do out on the sidewalk but we wanted to talk to the girls longer," said Jost, a parishioner of Our Lady of Victory in Rochester. Since opening in one room at 86 University Ave., Focus Pregnancy Help Center has grown to four large rooms, including space for gatherings, counseling, paperwork and material aid. "We haven’t even had time to digest the growth," said Jost, the center’s president and codirector. Although the growth has brought increased rent for the center, it also has helped it keep up with growing demand. The center gives out baby clothes, nursery items, books and small toys, diapers and baby wipes, formula, baby cereal and jars of food, and nonperishable food from the food shelf. The center also accepts such larger items as strollers, high chairs, bassinets, cribs and car seats, as long as they have not been recalled. The nonprofit center survives on the financial and material donations of a network of supporters, many who are informed through e-mail of its news and needs. "When I say, 'I need a stroller,' or, 'I need a double stroller,' I get a response," Jost said. Pregnant women who visit the center often leave with their arms full of pamphlets, DVDs and baby items. The center also collaborates with other area pregnancy centers; for instance, it sends young women to another center for ultrasounds. The center’s vice president and codirector, Martha Malone, recalls helping to convince a young woman not to go through with an abortion by reciting a powerful poem. "It was the Holy Spirit," Malone said of why she was able to help the young woman. The pregnancy center informally keeps track of how many women tell them they have decided not to abort — they say they know of at least 36 babies. They also make follow-up calls to see if the new moms and mothers-to-be have all the items they need. The goal is to help women realize that there are alternatives to abortion. "They are desperate, and no one reaches out," said Malone, a parishioner of St. Theodore in Gates. Jost and Malone love to tell about the babies born to their clients. "They are in our hearts," Jost said. "We don’t let them go." EDITOR'S NOTE: To get involved with Focus Pregnancy Help Center, call Mary Jost at 585-200-9477 or visit www.rochesterprolife.org.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
Pinch me for I think that I'm dreaming. Hope that you sitting down for this great news report. Four precious babies possibly five were saved, through the grace of God, at the Focus Pregnancy Help Center & the sidewalk ministry today. It was a very busy & awesome day. A mother of 5 was going into Planned Parenthood for an abortion. Donna, who was on the sidewalk counseling offered help to the people in the car who were driving into Planned Parenthood. The cousin got out of the car & walked over to Donna & Martha & said that her cousin was going into Planned Parenthood for the abortion. Martha told her to go get her & follow her into the center where I was. I greeted her when she came into the center & then I brought her into the Rose Room. She told me that she had 5 children & didn't want anymore. I prayed to the Holy Spirit for wisdom & then preceded to counsel her & to show her the Growth & Development chart & put on the DVD showing the baby in the womb. I talked to her about adoption & gave her some brochures about that route to take. I had my head turned to the literature table to get more information for her when I heard her say "I'm not going to do it". I turned around & gave her a hug & talked to her some more. Then I went & got her cousin who was shopping in the Material Aid Room for clothes for her children. Then our client went into the Material Aid Room & picked up so many nice things for her children too. What a happy moment. Lots of love flowed in that room at that moment. It just didn't stop with her it went on & on & on. My head was spinning but in a good way. Please pray for baby # 5 for we think that the mom will not go through with the abortion, for her friend was supportive of life & we gave the mom loads of information & Martha talked to her that abortion is taking a life. She was too far long to have an abortion at Planned Parenthood today, so was referred to Strong Hospital for a 2nd. trimester abortion. I did take her ultrasound picture & made a copy, in the center, of this sweet baby who is in her womb.
The other clients who 'chose life' today are scared & I told them that we will be with them to assist them with their needs during their pregnancy & that they are not alone. They were relieved & smiled. Seeing the reality of the graphic signs, out there on the sidewalk, makes our moms think & then seeing the Growth & Development chart also makes them think. "You shall know the truth & the Truth will set you free". We just show them the truth & let the Holy Spirit do the rest. One father thanked us so much, that his girlfriend got out of Planned Parenthood, with his baby still in her womb, he said that it was through our encouragement & information & he hugged us all, especially Donna, who spoke to him a lot on the front lines & thanked us over & over & over again. Thank you so much for your prayers for our ministry, please continue for we are seeing the fruits of your powerful prayers to Almighty God & he is listening & answering them. Praise God for his faithfulness. What a day!! It was one client after another. They changed their minds through, the grace of God, & he using us to show them the truth of what's going on in the womb & what abortion is really all about. One of the ladies mentioned that it was the graphic signs, that she saw on the front lines, that influenced her & me telling her & showing her what the baby looks like in the womb. Prayer & Education are sooo important in our ministry.
We gave away many clothes to the moms in the Material Aid Room, which we must call the 'Blessing Room', not sure yet. What joy it is to see so many happy moms & their children. :)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood The abortionist wasn't there this afternoon, which is always good & it was pouring down rain, which doesn't stop from going out on the front line, for we have endured worse, for the cause. But Martha had a sinus infection & was on so many medicines that she was nauseated & didn't stay as long as she said she would. She was going to stay until 6pm but felt so badly that she left around 3pm. But since she is a trooper before she left she put away baby clothes & serviced two clients, in the Material Aid Room.
One of the mothers brought in her sweet little baby, in the rain in a stroller. She was soooo cute. She didn't blink just starred & then smiled at me. She stole my heart, that's for sure. Another mother, on a bicycle, was getting things for her two children & was thankful that we had so much. I talked to her for awhile about some things, in her life that she experienced. She was receptive to the Truth. Only God can change a heart. After Martha left, poor baby, for she suffers with sinus troubles ever since a patient, in the State Hospital, where she worked as a nurse for 15 years, swung at her & broke her nose. She's had surgery but has never really recovered & this incident which has caused her many problems. Life can change in an instant for I personally know that myself, when Morris Wortman , the Brighton abortionist, twisted me in the hallway of Highland Hospital, where we both had worked & wrecked my back at L-5, the sciatica nerve that has affected my & right leg, for many years. I can only give it to God & so does Martha.
After Martha had left I was doing something & the doorbell rang & it was a young girl wanting a pregnancy test & then the doorbell rang again & it was a mother wanting clothes for her children & their children too. Okay! So I knew that the pregnancy test was the priority & I brought the young girl into the Rose Room to fill out the Intake Sheet & the other mother into the Material Aid Room to get what she needed for her family. After the test & counseled her about abstinence & respect for her body & soul. She was a repeat client & I know that sometimes it takes many times to get through. I just hope that I did this time before she gets a Sexually Transmitted Infection or pregnant & has an abortion, which I think that she wouldn't do that to her baby. We need to love & to be there for this girls & I did tell her if she needs us again please come back to us & not Planned Parenthood. She smiled & said "yes" & left. She & all our girls are in my heart now & forever. I think about them & pray for them all the time. Tucker came at 4pm to pray & to witness on the front line & I stayed in the office to catch up on some work that I needed to do & to make up some Truth packets for tomorrow's war.
The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To him be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
2 Timothy 4:18 (NIV)
Thursday, June 10, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
I got there on the front lines earlier this morning by myself. I was witnessing with one graphic sign &the mega phone & some Truth packets in a bag. I had to go Downtown this morning & after my appointment I went back over to the center to drop off some baby things & then went to the front lines. The abortionist was there either killing babies or getting ready to. I was standing there by the bushes & a car was pulling out of the driveway & I asked her why she would be at an abortion mill. I hope that you are sitting down for this one. She said "isn't it better to kill them before they are born rather for them to have a terrible life". I said to her, with my eyes bugged, "miss, are you playing God"? I continued "you have twisted thinking, once a baby is conceived then the baby has a right to life, you don't kill the baby you let the baby be born". I do try not to call names but sometimes I fail. As she was driving away, I did call her a 'nut case', to myself. How sick & sad all in one breathe. I stayed a little while longer for I wanted to go to Confession before Mass today. I'll be back at 1pm to war again & to hear some of the most craziest things one can ever imagine. I am always apprehensive when Martha is not there with me on the front lines but she had family to visit in Pennsylvania & the Thousand Islands, lucky her. I knew that Suzanne was, in the center today, & that made me feel better. When I arrived after Mass there was our 81 year old war veteran Bill, already on the sidewalk with his sign, across the street from the Killing Mill Planned Parenthood, he's there from 12:30-3pm faithfully. I was knew that Melody & Jerry were going to be there also so it was just a matter of time that we would have more people on the sidewalk witnessing the Truth. I saw that the abortionist was there so I hurried to get the signs, mega phone & literature box, to go out to the front lines, as fast as I could. Just then Suzanne had arrived & was carrying a bed rail & a walker for a toddler & her lunch. Hands full I opened the door for her & greeted her. I was glad that she had arrived at 1pm today instead of 1:30pm. God is Good. I spoke to her briefly & then went out to the 'war zone' where they murder innocent, defenseless Americans frequently for money & convince.
A few minutes later Melody showed up & I greeted her. Just then a man pushing, a young boy in a stroller, came from behind the bushes. I said to him that we had children's clothes in the center right next to this yellow building for your son. I then asked him what he was doing at Planned Parenthood. He said "she's on there". I said"what is she in there for"? Then he said "it's not my kid". Oh my God! I said for him to back in there to try to save the baby's life & he said that she was already in the back room. I said that you are letting this baby die. "It's not my kid". So what if he or she isn't your baby, this child shouldn't have to be killed, for Heaven's sake! He just walked away going for a nice walk on a mellow summer's day. Get real mister this is the worst day of your life & you don't even know it. When he came back from he's walk, about 45 minutes later, I told him that he & his girlfriend will suffer. He quickly responded that he's already suffered, for he just got out of jail, yesterday. Well sir, you just went back into the hole today & this time it is for the rest of your life, until you repent. I always mention, the Forgiveness & Mercy of Almighty God, for a person that repents, of his or her sins. Lord have Mercy on their souls, for this murder today. I told them, as they were driving out of the parking lot about 15 minutes later, to repent for the sin of murder. I hope & pray that they will & not put it off either, for the Lord said in His Word "now is the acceptable time". The poor little boy, who was about 2 years old, will also be effected by this terrible day. Melody & I were very sad & she also tried to talk to him but he had the 'spirit of murder' with him & he wouldn't listen. This little baby was probably conceived by another man while he was in jail & when he got out he made sure that this little precious baby was going to suffer for the betrayal of the mother. It's easier to kill someone that can't fight back, you big bully, with a shirt on with a huge skull on it. Ick! You probably will end up, back in jail, & the mother had her baby killed for you? Why couldn't she just get away from him & protect the child that she was carrying, from the evil of abortion? And where was the father of this baby? Only God knows. Having sex outside of marriage is wrong & is a Mortal Sin & must be confessed before one dies, for it is a Deadly Sin, that means that you can end up in Hell for all Eternity, if you die with it on your soul.
An older woman was walking down the sidewalk & when she was close enough I said to her "would you like a packet of information"? She stopped & reached out her hand to me to accept it. Then she told her story. She said that over the past 5 years when she walked down this sidewalk people give her a packet. I said to her "you don't need it then". "Oh yes I do" she said back, it helps me all the time, to get one, for when I lived in Jamaica my daughter told me that she was pregnant & was going for an abortion & I told her to go too. Now because of you here on the sidewalk showing these pictures that what I did many years ago was so wrong & I deeply regret it. How sad. I knew that she had taken the packet to comfort herself for the abortion of her grand child, but did she ever look into them for healing. I gently took the packet out of her hands & opened it up to where the phone numbers of Project Rachel & Lumina were, the two post abortion ministries, & I pointed them out to her & told her to call those numbers to get the help that she needs so desperately. I also asked her if she had asked the Lord to forgive her for her part in that abortion? I couldn't understand what she said, for she had an accent, so I said to her again to ask God to forgive her for her part in the abortion & He will, I said. She shook her head ,as if to understand now. I gave her a hug & she was on her way, maybe a little better, than before. All these years passed by before we got to the 'root of the problem', maybe because today she was willing to share her story, for the first time. It's always in God's perfect timing.
A man, with long gray hair, came walking down the sidewalk heading towards Melody & me. He was a friendly man that engaged us in some conversation. Here is his story. He said that when his niece was 13 years old she was forced to have an abortion, it sounded like it was rape or incest. She was affected by this event but the Good Lord had His hand on her. She is married to a very nice man, who protects her & is well off. She has 2 children now & they are doing well also. She is a singer & her husband is supportive of her. God turned her life around. I only hope & pray that she forgave those who were involved in the death of her child & the man that impregnated her was brought to justice. What goes around comes around. Tuesday, June 15, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
When I had just arrived to the center, after the noon Mass, I was greeted by Dan, the Realtor, who has an office in the hallway that we share. He introduced me to Pastor Eugene. He was interested in what we do at the center. Just as we were speaking to him Sue came by with some diapers & things for the Material Aid Room., then Martha & Mary S. came in for more signs. The Pastor of the church on Norton St. asked if he could pray with all of us & we all held hands in a circle to pray. It was powerful. After the prayer we said thank you & I gave him two DVD"s one on Growth & Development, in the womb, & the other was the Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century, to educate him & I also gave him the very popular 12 week old rubberized baby & the Truth packet & our brochure & other information to take to his church to educate his parishioners. He was very happy to receive these things. We said "good bye & Martha& Mary S. were on their way to the front lines. Sue had to go & I stayed in the center to do some work for awhile. What a nice man & such a wonderful experience we just had. Sue said that she will see what her availability will be & wanted to volunteer in the Material Aid Room, in the near future. Praise God for that!! We sure could use you dear Sue. What a blessing you will be. A nice beginning, to a hard afternoon, on the front lines. We had on the front lines today, Martha, Donna, Mary S., who brought us a huge bag of baby & children clothes & shoes, Carole & Jerry & Edmond, WOW!! I stayed in the center to do some things when the doorbell rang & it was Carole bringing me 2 young girls for a pregnancy test. They were sisters & the one sister requested the free pregnancy test. It was positive & I said to her "what are you planning to do now"? She answered quickly "I'm going to keep my baby". "Good" I said. I gave her lots of information & the DVD & the rubberized 12 week old baby. She was gitty. Her sister said that she was in shock. I said that she was in shock & very happy. I did teach that sex was reserved for marriage but if a baby is conceived, in the sex act outside of marriage, that the baby shouldn't be killed, for what the parents did wrong. They both agreed. I was happy that the sisters were for life & not for death for this precious baby. I asked her if she had a doctor & she said that she didn't so I gave her our favorite doctors name & she called his office & made an appointment for the next day to see him. They said that they had a supportive family, which is always good. I brought them into the Material Aid Room for a yellow onesie, for the baby, to take home. I said for them to come back later on when they know, if the one sister, is going to have a little boy or girl. The sister said "a girl, I want her to have a girl". I said that it was up to God to decide that. I smiled at them both & thanked the new mom for 'choosing life'. They left happy & better educated about what goes on in the womb. I did a couple of things in the center & then went out to the front lines to be with the troops. I spoke to some of the victims of Planned Parenthood that were going into the death mill. A young girl, who had some blue streaks in her hair, stopped on the sidewalk to look at the graphic signs & to talk to us, for a few minutes. She said that she was a virgin & we commended her that she was making the right decision & to stay strong with her decision . Also to read the information in the Truth packet & then to pass it on to her friends & family, to educate them too. She agreed. I said to her that she was a breathe of fresh air, that's for sure. She smiled & then walked down the street to go where she needed to go. I realized that we didn't have enough Truth packets, for Martha had handed one out & so did Carole & Donna & Mary S. had one in their hands, to pass out, to the next couple of willing persons. So I went back into the center to make some Truth packet & to make an order to get more literature for the packets. I quickly ate with much speed for you don't know when the door bell will ring & you must be ready, for the next clients either it be a pregnancy test & you have to deal with 'life & death' or handing out baby & children clothes, you just don't know. Finally I was done with packets & lunch & I went back out to the front lines to give them to the girls to pass out. When I arrived a young man with a young child in a stroller was walking out of Planned Parenthood & crossing the street. Donna said that it was William. Our hearts dropped. I walked over to him on the other side of the street to speak to him & he re assured me that she wasn't going to have an abortion for this will be his "super boy" & that she was back there to see how far long she was. Why dear William would you go back to a place that was willing to kill your precious baby last week? He said because Planned Parenthood was close by to where they lived. Oh boy!! I said to him that you don't go back into the mouth of a tiger because he didn't bite you the first time. So much prayer & education is needed. It takes time to change, must be patient. He came back later after his walk & went with his daughter back into Planned Parenthood. We were afraid that the girlfriend was having an abortion & not letting William know. That would break his heart & ours. They came walking out a couple of hours later with her baby still in her womb. Thank God! He did say that Planned Parenthood told her that if she wanted the fetus to be sucked out of her then she can come back on Thursday. Keep away permanently William & girlfriend. I know that, in my heart, that they will not be back again.
My cell phone rang & it was Kathy calling to see if I was there & to ask if she & her foreign student from the Czech Republic can come to by to bring some baby clothes & diapers to the center & to take a tour. I quickly said "yes of course". They came about 20 minutes later with some baby things & I got to meet the foreign student & got to speak to Kathy for awhile too. We talked for awhile & they took the tour of the center. He was very nice & he shared some interesting thing about his country. It was another blessing this day. We did many pregnancy tests & gave a way many clothes, for mothers in need. We can give away as much as they need, for when we do we just are blessed with more to give away to the next person who needs it. John & I had gone to a garage sale, last Friday in Spencerport, to pick up some things from a house that didn't sell these things during their Garage Sale & said that we could pick up them for free. We took John's van & filled it up to the brim & unloaded it in the Sanctuary, in the center. We do not pay rent for this space that we are using for storage & I know that sooner or later the landlord will say something to me about this. I hope that he will see our need until he rents this space. He probably wouldn't mind because we storage some things in there already & he knows about that, & he's cool with that, I just don't want him to say anything for when he does he can be gruff & I'm sensitive. We pay $1,000 a month for the use of 3 rooms as our center & the use of the all purpose room which anyone in the hallway can use too. This was on my mind to put the 7 huge containers, filled with children's clothes away tonight, but I forgot that there was a scheduled dinner & get together that one of our Board members planned for a month. I was just worried about the landlord at that time & not the meeting. I was inconsiderate to the planner & I upset her, to which I am sorry. I was stressed for I was out on the front lines & in the center doing pregnancy tests this afternoon. I just needed to get the children's clothes unpacked & into the Material Aid Room before the landlord told me to remove all these containers & toys from the Sanctuary. Then where would all these containers go? We are a very busy center & are blessed with many great donations & helpers. I must remember, that I am not alone, it's a team.........
I noticed that there was a woman who had just come into the center & she went into the all purpose room. She was waiting for Pastor Jane't, for she had invited her to come tonight, from her church. I introduced myself to her & her to me. Her name was Betty. Pastor Jane't set the table & did a great job. Minutes later Anne came in, for she is the President of the local Rochester Area Right to Life. Martha, Melody , Betty & Jane't all shared for awhile & I went into the office & made up some Truth packets, for the next couple of days on the street. I finally came out of the office & joined the group. We had a nice supper of Organic chicken & a healthy salad . About 20 minutes later the doorbell rang & it was Kirsten, the Director of A Place of Hope, a pregnancy center on Bay & Goodman St. I was happy to see her for I don't get to see her very often. She came back to the room where everyone was & we all had a great time of sharing & just being together as a family of pro life friends. After supper Martha had to go to a Financial Committee Meeting at her parish. We had desert, which was one of the best lemon meringue pies that I ever had. Thanks Jane't mmmmmm good!! Then the intense personal sharing took place. I won't go into any detail, because of privacy reasons, but it was certainly intense to say the least. What people go through, in this life!! Lord have Mercy! Good news, at the end of the evening, was that Betty, our new friend, was going to join our team, in the center & out on the front lines, three times a week along with Martha & I. Praise God!!! We prayed then all said good bye. I had things to do, after everyone had left, then went home. Much to process today, very intense. I was not myself, at the start of this evening & was in a grumpy mood too but things turned around for me & I especially thank God & Pastor Jane't. We are blessed, in having her talents, time, love, prayers & ideas, at the Focus Center, to make us better for Christ, in His service, to our clients. Thanks Jane't, God bless.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Shout it Out!
We cannot be Christians and remain silent or fearful. The message of Christ must be shouted out to others.
The first thing that I did went I arrived at the front lines was to check to see if the abortionist, Rachel Phelps was there. She wasn't, thank God. I went back to the center to put our portable sign 'Free Pregnancy Help' on the sidewalk & then went into the center. The doorbell rang & it was a young woman looking to get some things in the Material Aid Room for her young child. I decided not to go outside today because we had to work on getting those clothes containers emptied & put away, into the Material Aid Room. Martha was with me & we went to work getting started. Then the doorbell rang & it was Maria. It was so good seeing her after a month and a half away taking care of business. A few minutes later the doorbell rang again & it was Betty coming for her first day, on the team. I introduced Maria & Betty & they got to talk for a few minutes then the doorbell rang again & it was client asking for a pregnancy test. I asked Martha to do the test & answered the door again & it was another client for a pregnancy test. I brought her into the all purpose room & Maria & Betty kept her company until our other client was finished. Martha then took the other client in the Rose Room to do a pregnancy test. It was sad because she had two previous abortions & a miscarriage & wanted to be pregnant but wasn't. That's what happens a lot of times, with Post Abortive women, they try to get pregnant again soon after the abortion, to fill the void of the last pregnancy that they ended. She was sorry that she had the abortions & Martha gave her lots of information to help her to get forgiveness & healing. I went back into the all purpose room after the clients had left & started to work getting the clothes containers emptied. Martha instructed Maria on how to give a pregnancy test & Betty helped me with the sorting out the clothes.
I then brought up a proposal to Maria, to be a House Mother, in my friends house. They want to use their house as a home for unwed mothers, in Macedon. The house has many bedrooms, a fireplace, a swimming pool, 5 patios, 3 car garage, acres of land, a completed room downstairs & a great room upstairs & a nice kitchen. WOW!! This house will be used to help others. The owners, who are my friends, have bought 2 houses in Florida & are moving on down. After I called my friend & Maria spoke with her, a plan was in motion. Betty also wants to be a House Mother. Yeah!! We'll see what the Good Lord wants to happen. I love it when a plan is in motion. Maria had to go for it was way after 3pm & we said "good bye " to her & she said that she will see us next week. Martha, Betty & I continued our work & Tucker came in at 4pm to take his sign & chair & to go outside to pray the Rosary, in front of the Killing Mill, Planned Parenthood. Martha had to go to baby-sit her grand children. Betty left to take the bus home later on & I stayed to do some paperwork, in the office. Next week, if we are all caught up with our work in the center, we will go out to the front lines even if the abortionist isn't there. There is where we make the greatest impression on the public. Maria might stay in the center, to take care of the clients that come in, next Wednesday. Team work always!
Thursday, June 17, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
My partner, who has been out there on the front lines with me for the past 14 years & I, decided to go to the front lines this morning at 9am, to try to save lives. We both got there & set up on the front lines with the signs & literature box & mega phone. He went over to the brick side of the building & I stayed on the bush side of the mill. I gave him the mega phone to use for he would be more effective on that side of the building closest to the door of Planned Parenthood than I on the bush side which is further away. This day was a day from Hell. As I write this I am still recovering from the traumas. I saw a young girl walking on my side of the sidewalk & I asked her if she needed a pregnancy test & she said "yes". I told her that we have a pregnancy center & would she like to go there to get a free test. She said "yes". I called over to my partner & told him that I would be gone for a little bit. She acknowledged me & off we went into the center. I gave her a pregnancy test & counseled her about abstinence then went back outside again. When I came back on the sidewalk, my partner crossed over the street & was coming towards me. He said that a gentleman came out of Planned Parenthood & said that his girlfriend was in there for an Etopic pregnancy. He was counseled to go to the Emergency Room, of the nearest hospital. He said that he was a Christian & didn't want to be there. A few minutes later they drove out of Planned Parenthood & waved at us. This was good, for then to get out of the, Killing Mill & to get the help that she needed in a hospital. Just then a city truck drove passed us & said that we needed to get our sign off of the 'No Parking' poll. What!!! We told him that we have had a sign on this poll for the last 14 years. He said that the poll was city property & it needed to come down. I said to my partner that it wasn't worth the stress to argue with him for he just didn't understand what our purpose was out here. So we took the sign down. About 10 minutes later he pulled along side of us & worked on getting the 'No Parking' sign up on the sidewalk by the entrance of Planned Parenthood. I tried to engage him & my partner offered him the DVD Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century but he refused. Just then a carload of Planned Parenthood workers pulled out of Planned Parenthood & stopped at the exit & the one woman pulled down the car window & started to talk to the city worker. When they left I told him that they were workers of death. He said that they were doctors. I said "no they were not, don't let them tickle your ear". We tried to educate this man. Was is hard, oh yes it was. When things started to settle down it started up again. Another young girl was walking down the sidewalk & I asked her if she wanted a pregnancy test & she said "yes" so I led her to the Focus Center. I brought her to the Rose Room for the test then the Hell began. She was positive & said that she wanted an abortion & that she had two previous abortions & has a 2 year old daughter & wanted to abort her but she was to far long. Oh my Lord. This woman was a serial killer & wanted to continue to kill her babies. What else would you call I? Abortion is murder even if you don't think so. I prayed to the Holy Spirit & then went to work. I put on the Growth & Development DVD & gave her the rubberized 12 week old baby & the Truth packet & the other materials plus our DVD & the movie Bella, that I thought would be helpful. I put in a Green Scapular in her bag of literature for conversion. I brought her into the office to give her more information for public assistance.
I asked her if she had asked the Lord to forgive her, for her past abortions, & she said "yes" then she said "I have no regrets". I said that you can't be forgiven if you aren't sorry. She replied "God understands". Oh Lord help me here this is scary & oh so sad. God doesn't understand the murdering of His creation. This is the first time I heard such nonsense. I tried to talk to her some more after she filled out the Intake Sheet. Then she said "am I free to go". I said "you were always free to go for we don't hold anyone prisoner here but before you go why don't you come with me to the Material Aid Room to get some things for your 2 year old daughter". She said "fine". When she came into the room she said that her daughter had so much already & that she didn't need anything else. I went over to get something quick for her little baby in her womb, to bond. She then left & my heart sank, for in all my years of counseling, in & out of the center, I only came across a hand full of girls that had no remorse, for their past abortions, & wanted to kill again. Scary. I was upset but went back outside to be with my partner. He said that she went into Planned Parenthood but came out a few minutes later. I emailed everyone on the email list to pray for her & her precious baby. We went to the noon Mass & I gave this situation to the dear & offended Lord. After Mass & was back on the front lines again & I wasn't ready for what happened this afternoon. When I arrived back to the center along with Martha we were met by Suzanne, our Thursday afternoon counselor, with a portable bassinet her hands. She went back to her car & got a pink covered car seat, only for baby girls. e also have a double stroller & a jogging stroller & a high chair at our center for our clients. After she settled down & gave her a fast review of the week. The doorbell rang & it was Melody with her friend . They went right to work making up new packets for or clients & strangers out on the front lines, to help & to educate people. Martha, Carole & Bill were on the front lines & I stayed in the center for a short time. A few minutes later Carole brought in two young girls for a pregnancy test & I asked Melody if she would assist them. Some people came in for clothes in the Material Aid Room. A short time later Betty, our new recruit, came in ready for battle on the front lines & out she goes after she had put her food away that she had brought, for the gathering later on, with Pastor Jane't. Suzanne reminded me that we had a scheduled appointment, with Stephanie from Fidelis Care, at 2pm. I went into the kitchenette to wolf down a sandwich that I had brought in for Martha & I. Next time I'll bring more for our team is increasing. Melody came out of the Rose Room & the two girls went out of the center & she was doing the paperwork when the doorbell rang & it was another girl for a pregnancy test. Suzanne assisted her. I went outside for a few minutes to get a heads up on what was going on out there on killing Thursday. Carole told me that she told a few people that she hoped that their fingers would drop off after they gave her the bird. Maybe someday Carole. It was busy with cars going into the death mill & there was the two, brain dead Death Escorts, doing their evil thing, of greeting the victims of Planned Parenthood. The front lines was in good hands so I went back to the center to wait for the Stephanie from Fidelis Care, http://www.fideliscare.org/. I was in the center & there was Anne, my friend with the big house that wants it to become a house for unwed mothers, dropping off two house plants for the center. I was so happy to see her again & give her one more last good bye, as she & Matt & their adopted daughter Mary, go start a new life in Florida. I gave her a big hug & we said "I love you" to each other, to a 12 year old friendship, that will continue forever, no matter the distance. When Anne left I put the plants in the all purpose room, on the table, & plan to take the plants outside for sun when I am there & then bring them back in afterwards. Thanks Anne, miss you already!! It was 2pm & Stephanie came walking down the hallway to the office. Suzanne & I greeted her & we all sat down in the all purpose room to discuss the program. We learned so much & we asked many questions & got real good answers too. We will incorporate the program at the Focus Center & Stephanie the will provide us with brochures & she will drop them by next Tuesday for the center. Just at the end of the meeting my cell phone went off. I picked up the phone & a young voice asked if we were open, that she wanted a pregnancy test. She said that she was just there ringing the doorbell, a few minutes ago, but no one answered. I apologized, for we were busy & the Taxi company have a lot of people ringing the bell so we might have thought it was for them. She said that she was across the street, so I asked her to come on back for a pregnancy test. I wrapped it up with Stephanie & gave her a cordial 'thank you & good bye' & stepped out of the room to set up for the pregnancy test. Suzanne was still talking to Stephanie when I left. A few minutes went by & our girl hadn't come back yet so I decided to go outside to see where she was. I went to the sidewalk & looked from right to left & saw no one. I then saw a young man, woman & young child in a stroller walking up the sidewalk on the opposite side of the street. I thought to myself that the team would offer them baby clothes as they went by them. Then I heard Betty say there is a girl under the tree with her boyfriend near the Vets. All of a sudden they appeared from underneath the trees. I called over to them asking if she had just called the center & she replied back "yes". I called over to her saying that we were ready for her to take the test. She then said that she would come back tomorrow & I quickly replied that we are closed on Fridays & to come on in now. She crossed over to the street to the center for the pregnancy test.
I heard Betty screaming to me saying "it's William, William is going into Planned Parenthood". My heart dropped for we have been ministering to him on many occasions over the past week & a half. He was the man that didn't want his girlfriend to abort & gave us all a bid hug when she came out & I had approached just last Tuesday & he said that they were there just to see how far long she was. My heart sank again. I had to get our girl in the center for a pregnancy test so she followed me in & Suzanne greeted her & took her to the Rose Room, for the test. I quickly went outside to be with Martha, Carole & Betty to deal with this horrible disappointment. Carole said that when they had crossed the street Martha had said "William why are you here, we are here to help you". His head was down & he hesitated, by the driveway, but the girlfriend looked at him as if to say "we're gong to do this, so come on". Evil with a smile. So they brought their other little child, into Planned Parenthood, to have her sibling be murdered there today. How sick!!! Our hearts sank. No one knows the pain that we are in when babies are being killed there at Planned Parenthood, ONLY the ones who are out on the front lines know how much it hurts. I'm not saying that other people don't suffer when they hear of the atrocities of abortion but no one knows the true feeling of loss when they are killing these precious babies about 100 feet away from where we are standing & calling out to their mothers & fathers, relatives & friends not to do it & they do it anyway. The team tried to comfort each other the best way we could but the grieving takes time. Trust me, it will take a lot of time, some of us are still grieving the losses of last year too. Martha had to go to baby- sit but she will be back later on for supper & work in the center. The school bus went passed us & gave a long honk, with his thumb up. He's our buddy & a breathe of fresh air to us, who are out on the sidewalk, dealing with 'baby murdering', three days, of every week of the year. His kids on the bus wave at us too. Just then a kid on a bicycle rode pass me & gave me his IQ, which is his middle finger, I was glad that Carole had to go into the center for a few minutes to get some water otherwise his finger might fall off too. It's so discouraging, at times, to think that there are so many evil & misguided people walking around, but we must keep our hearts & minds on Jesus, who has conquered death, on the Cross. There will be a Judgment Day, for all of us & I want to be ready & I hope that others want to be ready for that day too, for we don't know when it will be. "Now is the acceptable time", thus says the Lord. That's why I stress the word "repentance" out on the front lines so much. Another young girl went into the center for a pregnancy test & Suzanne greeted her. Melody & her friend were kept busy making up Truth packets & brought them out to the girls on the sidewalk, to give away. After this young girl came out of the center Betty was walking into the center so I asked if Betty would pray with her in the parking lot for a few minutes. She happily did so. Later on Betty told me that she wanted her to pray for a baby & Betty asked if she was married & the young girl said "no" that she wasn't married, so Betty being a good Christian, told her that she could,'t pray for that because she wasn't married. You don't pray to God, to commit a sin, to get what you want & that's what sex outside of marriage is. ex outside of marriage is fornication & is a 'Serious Sin' called a 'Deadly Sin' or 'Mortal Sin' that if not confessed, can land you in Hell, for all Eternity. 'No Organisms in Hell'. Non martial sex is not worth going to Hell for. As I was walking back to the front lines, there came out of Planned Parenthood, William & his girlfriend & young daughter, in the stroller. They were walking up the street towards E. Main St.. He had his arm around her waist. I wasn't sure that she had an abortion because she was walking & after an abortion you aren't allow to walk but you need someone to drive you home, for you might bleed to death. So I was hopeful that she didn't have an abortion today. I knew that the team was suffering so I decided to get in my car & go up the street to ask him, so they would know for sure. I got up the street & stopped the car & asked him saying "William, please tell me that you didn't have your baby killed today". He went into a tyrant & when I pulled into the school parking lot to turn around he stood in front of my car & wouldn't let me pass. He told the two people that were looking out of the window, of the school, to call the police. The offense was that I followed them ,as they were walking up the street, after they left Planned Parenthood. I got out of the car & he said "are you running away"? "No" I said, I'm just going over here to sit & to wait for the police to come. "I'd go to jail for your baby, if I have to", I said. Then he hollered to the people standing outside of the Enterprise building, across the street, saying "what are you looking at". The girlfriend told him to remember that he was on probation & he told her to "shut up", where did the love go? "I don't care" was his response". He looked at me with such rage & said "I bet that you're not married or have any children & are lonely, lonely, lonley". I replied back saying to him "William you have the Rosary that we gave you around your neck". He froze on the spot. A few seconds later a police officer on a bike came & started to ask me questions. William told the officer that he was the one that called him & not me. So the officer asked him what this was all about. William replied that I was following him from down the street. I looked on the officer's face, he didn't know to process this one. "What", he said, "that's not illegal to follow some one up the street". Just then another police officer came by on his bicycle & two other officers, in their cars. I looked at the officer & said "hello officer Chris". "Hello Mary" was the reply. Then the other officer told William & the woman to go on their way & off they went. Officer Chris didn't admonish me, in my decision to confront William, with the question that I had asked him. I told Chris what they had done at Planned Parenthood & he said "another member less in that family", I said "yes". I started to cry & he told me to go back to the center & try to relax. I said that now I have to tell the team that William's girlfriend, did have the abortion, for there wasn't any second guessing any longer. I said "thank you officer Chris" & I thanked the other police officers too. One of the people from across the street said that they called the police for me, for they saw that he was blocking me, in the driveway. I said "thank you, I appreciate that & have a great day" & off I went back to the center to tell everyone the bad news. This loss is going to take awhile to heal, for me & for the team. It became so personal because we had engaged William so many times & bonded with him, in the fight to save his baby's life, only for him to give in to this evil of murder, of his little one. How do I process this dear Lord? I did go to Confession, the next day, & in that Sacrament I did ask the Lord to forgive me for stopping my car, in the middle of the street, that was dangerous & I could have caused an accident & could have hurt or even had killed someone, by my rash judgment to follow William, up the street. Lord have Mercy on my soul. God forgives, I wish people would.
After awhile Pastor Jane't came & we had our sharing session & were blessed by her love & wisdom. Martha came back & we all ate, shared & cried together. Pastor Jane't left to go get the Youth Group from her church. They came back & prayed, in front of Planned Parenthood, & then they came into the center to have a quick bite to eat. What a nice group of young people. We were blessed to have met them this evening. Pastor Jane't & the Youth Group left & Martha, Betty & Melody & I stayed to do some more work, in the center, & then we all left. I took Betty to the bus stop. "My soul longs for you oh my Lord, please give me courage, right judgement & healing, dear Lord, thank you."
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Martha was there first & I was not to far behind her, at the center. We just had come from the Mass at the Cathedral where Archbishop Dolan celebrated the Mass. There were about 50 Diocesan Priests there & some were celebrating their 25th & 50th. Priesthood University. It was awesome! I saw many friends & got to shake Archbishop Dolan's hand & to let him know that we need more help here in Rochester in the pro life fight, for it is a fight & we do need more recognition & assistance to 'save lives'. It is a hard Diocese & I know that God has not forgotten us & will answer our prayers. I mean all do respect but I am sadden for the lack of pro life support in this Diocese of Rochester, NY. Lord have Mercy. We were busy getting things ready to go out to the front lines. I answered the door & it was Dominique, for she will be helping us out 20 hours a week, for about a month or so. That will be nice. I orientated her for a few minutes & then went back outside to be with Martha, for she was alone. A few minutes later Carole came & a few minutes later Donna came. I went over to Donna to tell her the bad news about William, for she was the sidewalk counselor who approached him first when his girlfriend was in Planned Parenthood & he gave her a big hug, when she tried to help him. Then a week and a half later he walked in with his girlfriend & their baby to have their precious baby killed, at Planned Parenthood. She didn't want to believe it at first but I was insistent that it was true. It's was so hard for her to accept this news, I know how you feel, dear Donna, for the entire team has suffered with this event. This is a very difficult ministry, that's for sure. Martha had Donna & Carole so I went back into the center to be with Dominique & to give her direction, I was in the center for a few minutes when the doorbell rang. I went to the door & there was a young woman at the door. I asked if I could help her & she asked to get some clothes for her 16 month old son. Come on in dear one. I asked Dominique to assist her in her sections, in the Material Aid Room. Ironically our clients name was Dominique too. What are the chances. I then noticed that our candy dish, that I had on the cabinet by the door, was gone. Are you kidding me, someone stole our candy dish! What's next? It must have happened yesterday when the Monday night counselor brought some people in the room. He trusted them & they shouldn't have taken the candy, if they did. All I know that it was there on Saturday, when I filled the dish up, with candy. Who would figure that would happen? Lately we have had a lot a thievery, how sad. Our plastic baby model, hand cream, stuffed animals, in the bathroom & now the candy dish, nothings sacred!! We will be having a new counselor coming in on Monday, next week. Our sidewalk counselor, has done an excellent job, & it is so hard to be on the street & in the center, at the same time. He is to be commended. Melody just came in, so I introduced Dominique to her. I decided to go back outside to be with the team. Melody & Dominique were chatting & then they went into the Material Aid Room to sort out baby clothes & then they were planning to go into the office, to make up Truth packets, which is Melody's favorite thing to do. When I arrived back to the front lines a car was pulling out of Planned Parenthood & stopped along side of Martha & I on the sidewalk. Carole was now standing across the street holding a "Planned Parenthood Kills Babies' sign & Donna was up the street, holding our sweet aborted baby, Malachi sign. We had the Killing Mill covered. I put my head into the car window & started to talk to her. The driver then said to me that she was going to have an abortion. My heart dropped but I might pick it up again real fast, in order to talk this mother out of, killing her baby. Martha was talking to her now while I went over to the literature box to get a Truth packet & a rubberized baby at 12 weeks & our DVD & our brochure & the doctors list & another Rosary. I got these things in less than 10 seconds, for I didn't want her to drive away without them. I handed all the information to the passenger, in the car, & then begged the woman who was driving that said that she was going to have an abortion, not to have her baby killed. The woman said that she has 3 children & Martha told her that she had 5 children & it didn't kill her. She asked me if she had my contact information & I pointed to my name & phone # in the brochure. I also wrote down my cell number for her to call me if she needed to. She smiled & then said "thank you" & drove away. I feel that in my spirit that she will not go through with the abortion. Please dear Lord please. She also saw the graphic signs, that we have on the front lines, which does have an affect on some woman & they have changed their minds & don't have the abortion & went on to have their precious baby. Praise God!!!
I went back into the center to get some things & to see if Melody & Dominique needed anything. I also got the lunch bag for Martha & I. We start to feel faint around this time of day. When I got back outside I saw that Martha was talking to a young man with many tattoos on his arms. I got involved with the conversation. It sounded like his girlfriend was in Planned Parenthood having an abortion & he wasn't sure if it was his. I said that doesn't make any difference but he said that it was to late for she has been there for a long time now. I then said to him that it was sad that he drove her in here to do this terrible thing. He looked at me & said that he was to young to drive. What!! He then asked us if we had a cigarette. "No" was our reply. Are you kidding!! Martha was trying to give him post abortion literature but I didn't feel comfortable with that. I said "do you believe in God"? He said "I believe in God" then he rolled up his sleeve & showed us his tattoo, of a cross. This is not happening!! I said to him that this was a sad day for him & his girlfriend & then he walked back into Planned Parenthood. Carole hollered over to us, from across the street, that he had been talking to the Death Escort, for a very long time, when he came over to talk Martha. What a messed up kid. A few minutes later he & his girlfriend came out & they went to their car. They stood there in the parking lot, next to their car, for a few minutes, while I ranted & raved to them what she just had just done. I saw that they both had a smile on their faces & then I saw that they were walking towards Martha & I, on the sidewalk. They came around the bushes & there they were in front of Martha & I. She saw the graphic sign, of the aborted baby, & said "how sad was that picture". I said "did you do that to your baby here today"? She was hesitant but then said "no". Martha asked if she was pregnant &, as she was smoking her cigarette, she replied "yes". Finally we got some truth here, no more 'Game Playing' I hope. I looked over to the young man & said that I forgave him for what he was pulling on us & that it wasn't very funny but sick. I then asked her why was she there. She said that she was there to see how far long she was. That could be good or bad. Sometimes they want to know, so they can have an abortion, & then other times they just want to know how far along they are. I suggested that they go to Compass Care, for an ultrasound, & for them to help her to stop smoking. too. I asked if she would like me to make the initial call & then I would give her the phone to make the appointment. She agreed. I called Compass Care & told them who I was & that I had a young girl that would like to make an appointment, for an ultrasound. She took the phone & made the appointment, for the next day. After she hung up she said that she was going back into Planned Parenthood to cancel the appointment, for the ultrasound, today. Martha & I encouraged her to just go home & that she didn't need to go back into Planned Parenthood to cancel the appointment or just call them on your way home. But she insisted that she wanted to go back in to cancel the appointment. I said that they sell abortions to young girls who are afraid & vulnerable but they went back in there anyway. I hope that she's not playing games with us too. We noticed that they didn't come out until about an half an hour later. As they were driving away, for she was the one driving, I asked her if she was going to keep her appointment tomorrow & she nodded back to me "yes". We hope & pray that she does, for her & her baby's sake. What a mixed up boy & girl. It started to rain cats & dogs, Ick!! I hate it when it rains & we & all our signs & the literature box, get all wet. But we make the best of it & we went & got our umbrella's.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood & at Focus I got there at the center at 1pm, bringing a friend of mine, to visit for a few minutes before she had to go back to work. When I got there Betty was there waiting for me. She had been there for an hour, she 's new, so I said that I get there at 1pm. She said "no problem". Dominique wasn't there yet so I had to wonder if she would come back to us. Well, about an hour later the phone rang, it was her & she said that her doctor had put her on disability & that she wasn't coming back, for the 20 hours per week, but that she would come back next week to help out for a few hours. Great, for we need you. Disappointment is what I experience every week. When I get excited that I will be getting the help that I need in the center, something happens that people either call to cancel or tell me that they can't make it that day. It's so hard for me. I feel like I've been punched in the gut. I have to give it to the Lord & know in my heart that He is watching over the ministry & will provide the help that I need, for the job, that He wants accomplished that day. Pray & Trust, I must. I thank God that Pastor Jane't, through the grace of God, brought to the Focus Center dear Betty, for she has been a God sent. So the dear Lord hasn't forgotten the Focus Center. She now comes on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, & Thursdays from 1-8pm or later, with me. :)
It was now about 1:30pm & Martha arrived. I had already walked over to the Killing Mill to see that the abortionist, Rachel Phelps, wasn't there killing God's children. She wasn't there thank God. While I walked back to the center & called over, across the street, to a young girl that was walking down the sidewalk, that we had free pregnancy tests & baby & children clothes. As I was calling over to her, a Planned Parenthood worker was walking down the sidewalk, in front of me, smirking. I said "why don't you help the girls in their pregnancies & not kill their children, it's evil & unnatural". She continued to walk across the street onto Gibbs St. to go to a nearby restaurant to eat her lunch, for the babies that are murdered at Planned Parenthood, never will eat lunch on a sunny summer's day, for they are condemned to death at Planned Parenthood. How sad!! I went back into the center. Martha & Betty were getting ready to go outside to pray & to counsel. The doorbell rang & it was Maria. I decided to stay in the center with her for awhile, only to stay there most of the afternoon. I went back into the center. Martha & Betty were getting ready to go outside to pray & to counsel. The doorbell rang & it was Maria. I decided to stay in the center with her for awhile, only to stay there most of the afternoon. I caught Maria up on some things especially the new & upcoming home for pregnant mothers, who have no where to go. They will have a roof over their heads & food in their stomachs & will learn a trade & even to get a job, in the nearby companies & stores, which are many. This is so exciting for our girls who need a second chance & to protect their babies from abortion. Maria was excited about the progression of the plan. The doorbell rang & I went to answer it & asked Maria if she would do a pregnancy test. She was orientated last week in the refresher course. She was ready. I lead the two young girls in the Rose Room. Next time we will ask the one who is coming in for a pregnancy test if she wants the other person in the room with her. Just new policy. Probably 100% will say "yes". We just want to be more professional & respectful of our clients privacy. I heard some crying, as I was in the office at that time. I knew that the client was pregnant. I later found out that it was the girlfriend that was crying, to the good news, of her girlfriend. Then the client was crying due to the fact that she will have to face her Aunt, who she is living with. We offered her that we would go, to be with her as she tells her Aunt, if she wants one of us to. We will do whatever it takes to save a life. I went into the Rose Room to offer my assistance & gave her some support & a DVD & some brochures on Adoption & care of her baby. After things settled down a bit we went into the Material Aid Room to get something for her to bond with her baby, who is alive & in her womb. We will follow up on this client as we do our other clients weekly, through Suzanne, who is our Thursday afternoon counselor, who tries to get through the files to see how our clients are doing & if they need anything from us.
I went out to bring the lunches for Martha & Betty who were smoldering outside. I felt badly but Maria needed me in the center too. Just then, as I was walking back to the center, I saw that a women with a young daughter walking down the sidewalk, across the street. I called over to her asking if she needed anything for her daughter. I said "come follow me" & across the street they came & I lead them to the Material Aid Room & then I called Maria in to assist her. Later, when I came back to the room, I saw that the stroller was gone & Maria said that she took many nice things. Glad that it worked out for her. A few minutes later the doorbell rang & it was a young woman asking to come into the Material Aid Room to get some things for her 4 month old daughter. She took the pink car seat, which was up to code & some baby clothes. Later on she came back with a car seat stating, that then when she came home, there it was on her porch, so she thought that we could use it. Thanks so much, that was so nice of you dear one. I asked Maria to see if that was okay to put out in the room, for they have to be up to pare. She looked on the car seat to see that the time had expired so we had to put it in the dumpster, that's the way that goes, for we can't give away an expired car seats no matter how good it looks. Safety first.
I went back outside & Martha & Betty told me that a grandmother had brought her granddaughter into Planned Parenthood. They spoke to her but to no avail. How evil & how sad. A young girl came over to them to speak to them & said that she was there for some itching. She was so very thin & didn't look very healthy. She later came over to the center to receive some children clothes for her children at home. She went back to Planned Parenthood to get her medication. We refer, to the girls, to go Compass Care for their STD testing. They don't kill little babies there. If you think that you have an yeast infection you can go to the drug store, for they have a kit now that can you test to see if you have an yeast infection & to get the medicine to treat it there. No one has to go to Planned Parenthood for anything. It was now after 5pm & we all came in, from the front lines, to get supper ready. We all had our duties & finally we all sat down to eat around 5:30. It is a special time for us to eat & share at supper time 3 times a week. After supper which was turkey sausage with onions & roasted red potatoes with spinach & a salad with Ranch dressing & brownies for desert. Yes, it was good.
Martha, after she did the dishes had to leave to go to a Parish Council meeting so it was Betty & I to finish up with some things when I received a call on my cell phone. The young voice asked if we were still open & if she could come in for a pregnancy test. I said that we were & for her to come on in. She was there in a few minutes for she had gone to Planned Parenthood & they were not taking in walk ins & she saw our sign out on the sidewalk & called. I brought her into the Rose Room for a pregnancy test & it was positive. She was surprised & told me her story. It's usually complicated & that saddens me so much. When you have sex your chances of getting pregnant is there because that's how you get a baby is through sex. So many girls have sex & don't think that they could get pregnant. Most of the guys are not around or are incarcerated & if they get out & find that the baby isn't theirs they force her to have an abortion, which is murder. They leave her anyway & then she suffers from Post Abortion Stress Syndrome that no one talks about especially Planned Parenthood, which is bad for business, & the modern medical world who makes $$$ off of the abortion, through doctor visits & the pharmaceutical companies, for the anti depressants that the doctors prescribes for her depression & anxiety. It goes full circle & the girl is usually the victim of all of this. My heart goes out & we try, at the center, to make her aware of this cycle & to get Post Abortion help for forgiveness & healing. She has a child & is post abortive & her boyfriend is in jail & this is her friends baby. So to say the least I had a lot to teach & information to give her. Betty was invited to come in at the end to pray with her & to show her some love & support. We then brought her tot the Material Aid Room to get some things for her child at home. She called a friend to get a ride home but that didn't work out so I drove her home & Betty kept me company. We love & care about our girls & their children & we offer up our suffering, to God, for them.
Thursday, June 24, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood Toady we had Martha, Carole, Bill, who blessed Martha & I with $20 each, thanks Bill, Betty, Melody, Suzanne & myself, were all there. What a team!! Since I had enough coverage, out on the front lines, I stayed in the center for awhile to talk with Suzanne, which I hardly ever do, then I joined the team outside. Just before I left to go out, the doorbell rang & it was a young lady wanting baby clothes, so I told Suzanne & she took it from there. It's always good to have a counselor, in the center, when we are out on the front lines, so that we don't have to be in both places at once. When I got out there I spoke with the girls & we decided to go see, one of our own who was in the hospital, after supper, this evening. Then Carole handed me $50, for the center, she said that she won $100 at Bingo & gave the center half of that. Thanks Carole that was so nice of you.
After awhile I went back into the center for something & then I asked Suzanne if she had any news of any of our babies that were 'saved', if they were born yet? She said "I have good news & bad news". "Oh no", I thought. I then said to her "what is the good news first". She said that one of our clients ,who was referred to Dr. N., kept her appointment & likes him & will be using him for her pre natal care". "Yeah" I answered back!! "Now for the bad news" I said. I know what it is, when she said "I have bad news for you". She then said that the woman that I spoke to last Friday aborted & she wasn't sure if it was on Thursday or Friday, of last week. I know that it wasn't last week because she was pregnant when I met her & her boyfriend, for she showed me her stomach & she had a small pouch protruding & said that she was 9 weeks along. This is the story. Last week I went to the dentist, next to St. Mary's Hospital, & after that I decided to go to the center to do some work there. I arrived around 3:10 pm & after awhile in the center I decided to go outside to Planned Parenthood to see how many cars were in the parking lot. When I arrived I saw that the abortionist wasn't there but there were 2 people talking, a man & a woman, in the parking lot. I called them over to me & they came. I spoke to them for a few minutes & then offered them some literature & invited them to come with me to the center to get them. They followed me into the Focus Center. I again spoke with them about many things. She was nice & seemed to be a Christian & he gave me a hard time with many questions about Christianity, which I answered through the power of the Holy Spirit. She became irritated with him saying "What, you don't know that Jesus is the son of God"!! I asked her what she was doing at Planned Parenthood & she said for pre natal care. I told them about their Racism & gave them the Truth packet & the DVD on Growth & Development & Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century. Also our 12 week old rubberized baby & our list of good doctors to go to. I invited them into the Material Aid Room to get some green & yellow baby clothes & she showed me her bulging belly at that point. At the end of our time together I asked if they had a Bible. He said that he has a Koran & she said that she would like a Bible so I went into the Rose Room to get one for her. On the way out I asked her to write down her name & phone number on the Intake Sheet & if it was okay with her, that Suzanne our counselor, would call her to see if she needed anything. "That's fine" she answered back. As the boyfriend was leaving he turned around to me & said that he was a Muslim. "Okay" I said back & have a nice day. He earlier stated that he believed in Science & not Religion & said many weird things. I asked her if he was her husband or boyfriend & she said "boyfriend". He watched to many bad movies like the Di Vinci Code & I told him that. Needless to say I was very surprised to hear that she had an abortion. When Suzanne called her she thought that it was Planned Parenthood & said that she was still bleeding. Suzanne handled the phone call very well. This, like all our lost babies, was a heart break. I pondered this over & over in my head. It was to late, last Friday & the abortionist wasn't there & she looked pregnant, so why in the name of Heaven did she come back on probably Tuesday, to have an abortion, when she wasn't even abortion minded, on Friday??? Only God knows what happened to have someone do this terrible act of violence against another human being, especially one's own child, that God so fearfully & wonderfully created. I was sick & puzzled, to boot about this, or hearing the news of any precious, innocent baby being killed. I went back to the front lines carrying this pain with me. Martha told me that 3 young girls were heading towards Planned Parenthood & were informed about the Truth. The two girls, out of the three, did not go into Planned Parenthood to get anything but the hard noised one did. When she came out she showed Martha & Carole & Betty her condoms. Oh what a catch! You'll be the only one with a sexually transmitted disease or get pregnant & what, come back here to the people that care for you (not), & have them kill your sweet baby. Hope not with all our hearts. Some of our girls are soooo hard but we love them never the less only to worry about them, a little more than the others. We wouldn't be out there taking so much disappointment & hatred & chaos if we didn't love them & their children but especially the dearly offended Lord & Savior. We came in around 5pm to set up for supper & then went to Strong to visit our dear friend. Thank God that I had my 3 friends with me, for I was near the very building that, the gang rape took place back in 1971, at Strong Memorial Hospital. It was in the Research Center. They gave me their love & support & prayers, after the visit of our friend, in the Abbots parking lot on Mt. Hope, eating ice cream. The things of the past can be healed with the prayers & love, of the present. Thanks guys, for your prayers & thanks Martha for the ice cream.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood & in Focus What a day I had today! There isn't enough words to express what I experienced this day. When I first arrived, one of the seasoned pro lifers, was already there. He came out of the center to tell me that we already had a client that was in the Material Aid Room getting things for her child. I walked into the room & said "hello". I knew that Martha was right behind me for we came to the center right after Mass & I saw her park her car on the street, where she won't get hit. I went into the office & I saw that the red light was blinking, on the phone, which means that I had a message. I knew also that the other pro lifer was going to get things set up on the sidewalk & would sidewalk counsel, so I didn't have to worry about the coverage on the front lines & also I knew that Mary S. & Donna come at this time & would be with him on the sidewalk, as Martha & I would be in the center, for awhile. I took the phone message & it was Sandy, calling in today, for she wasn't feeling well. Sorry to hear that. We are short one person now. Just then my cell phone went off & it was Betty saying that she was a patient at the Strong Hospital. What next, I'm afraid to pick up any more phones. She had a non life threatening health problem & will be home on Friday, thank God, & will be back at the center next Tuesday. That sounds good to me Betty. She requested to stay in the center & not to go outside on the front lines. Understandable. I know was in the hallway & heard the doorbell so I went to answer it as I passed the Material Aid Room I saw that Martha was in the room helping our mom, which I knew that she would. We have this quiet understanding with each other. I went to the door & there was our client that "Chose Life". I said "hi dear one it is so good to see you, I thought that you said that you were coming in on Thursday but that's okay I'm glad to see you today". And then I gave her a big hug. I said that because I know that Suzanne, our counselor on Thursdays, would love to have seen her too. I brought her & her two friends into the Material Aid Room. Martha was pleased to have seen her too. One of her friends requested a pregnancy test but needed some water to help make that possible. So Martha went to get her a bottle of water in the office refrig. I asked our client how she was doing & she said that she was doing fine & that her baby was due now in August & not in September. Great!! I asked if she need anything & she said a bassinet. I said "are you kidding me, we have a beautiful bassinet in the back room but it's blue & you're having a girl". "That's okay" she said so I said "okay lets go get it". Once she saw it she was so happy, even if it was blue, who really cares, right. The smile on her face was priceless. Just then Donna came in to use the bathroom & saw us together talking & she came over to us & said "so you're having a boy". Are you kidding me. Our sweet client just smiled & said "no I'm having a girl". It has already started. But that's okay, for it was free & beautiful. Her baby daughter won't be affected in the least by everyone thinking that she is a boy or I should say I hope not. I was so happy that our client was happy. I told her to come back if she needed anything else & that I wanted to see the baby after she was born & for her to bring her in for us t see. She said that she would. Great!! Her friend took the pregnancy test & was counseled by Martha & off they went, very happy, all 3 of them. See you soon :) I got to talk to Martha for about 3 minutes when the doorbell rang again. There was another mother wanting baby & children's clothes. Martha brought her into the Material Aid Room & I went into the office, to do somethings, before going out to the front lines, to join the team. After Mass today Paula gave us 2 huge bags of clothes, that was now in the general meeting room, to be put away hopefully by Melody when she comes in today & also Mary S. when she came today, to be on the front lines during her lunch hour, gave us 3 bags full of clothes too. Thanks you guys. Melody will be very busy when she gets here today. Martha was still in the Material Aid Room so I went in to help her but the door was locked. I knocked on the door & Martha let me in. It was the 3 year old little girl that locked the door & when I said "no honey , don't lock the door" I got a look that would make your hair curl. Oh boy! Another mother was now in the room too with her son. All I know is that someone, had pulled off all my flower stickers, that I had put on the wooden shelves, where I have the baskets of clothes. That's the price that you pay when you give out 'free clothes'. It gets so busy, in the room, that it's hard to watch everyone & kids can be fast. I forgive whoever did that to my beautiful room. Martha finally was able to leave to go out to join the team. I was hoping to be not to far behind her but I was wrong. The doorbell rang & it was another mother with her son. They come about once or twice a month. I invited them into the room to look around. I noticed that the young boy who is about 8 years old had his head shaved, so I commented on it saying that it must be cooler in the summertime. No the mom said I had his head shaved because he came home with you know what, oh no I said to myself then she said what she said "lice". "Oh" I said, you're kidding, as my head began to itch. She said that if he had any you would see them. I'm glad that there were none, for my hair is down to my waist, & I'm not ready for a buzz cut yet. She said that she has some things to bring in, for the Material Aid Room, but I said that maybe not, after what she had just told me. They left with some nice things & came back later to get the blue sleeping bad. Right on! The doorbell rang again & it was Melody, boy was I glad to see her. I said hi & gave her a hug, for I am a hugger then I put her to work. I asked if she could make some sandwiches & she said "yes", for I was anxious to go outside to be with the team. Just then the doorbell rang & it was another mother who needed clothing for her child. I brought her into the room & then the doorbell rang again. I answered it & brought her & her son in the room too. I went & got Melody to go into the Material Aid Room, to assist the mothers, & I would finish making up the sandwiches. I wolfed down my sandwich as I was making it. I wrapped, the one sandwich that I made for Martha, & put it into the lunch bag along with the Tortilla chips, a cookie, blueberries & grapes & a bottled water. I knew that she would be happy with this. Not. She didn't like the lemon pepper chicken, that I used, to make her sandwich. Picky, picky. She didn't finish it. I understand. Sorry Martha, plain chicken, next time. I am not kidding. As I was finally going out the doorbell rings & it was Donna & a young girl & I thought, her daughter. Donna said that the girl was pregnant & was upset because she was at Planned Parenthood trying to get her ultrasound pictures but PP won't give them to her. Why? I brought them into the Rose Room & asked how she was feeling. She asked to go to the bathroom so I showed her where to go. She hadn't had breakfast so I got her a health bar & a bottled water. I then called the doctor but the office was closed today. So said that she doctor was at Strong so I said why don't you go there. Donna said that she would take her so off they went. Later on they came back. She was feeling better so they went to lunch instead, She looked & felt better. To no avail she couldn't get her ultrasound pictures from Planned Parenthood, so Donna called the police. They couldn't do anything but at least they know that Planned Parenthood stinks. Right! I left to go out on the front lines to give Martha her lunch & to see how things were going. Not good to say the least. The male pro lifer was threatened by a young man that brought his girlfriend in to have her precious baby killed. I was told that he was sitting on the bench. I hollered over to him something & he replied that he had no control in the matter. I said "you drove her in so you are now an accomplice to the crime". He just looked down on the ground. About an hour later he & his girlfriend, drove out of Planned Parenthood, without their precious little baby. Where is your baby? Carole was out there & it was good to see her today too. I looked over across the street to see that the young girl who told me that she was using the Depo shot was smoking. I called over to her & told her that the shot & cigarettes don't mix. She told me to go to hell & that she would save me a space. What, I said I don't want to go there & I hope that you don't either. I just want to let you know that the Depo shot is dangerous especially if you smoke & that you are in danger of a heart attack or stroke or cancer. Just because I care, dear & you don't. Just then two girls drove into Planned Parenthood & said something to me that I cannot repeat on my 'Front Line Weekly" report. It was disgusting. It's so very sad to see that the caliber of womanhood go down the drain because of immorality. I had to go back into the center & when I was there the doorbell rang & it was a young mother with her young son. She said that she needed clothes so I brought her into the Material Aid Room for some things. Another woman just then came in with her daughter. I said to her "when are you due"? Just then the other woman that I let in first with her son said out loud "I'm pregnant too". I asked for her to come over to me & when she did I brought her into the Rose Room to talk. I asked her what her plans were. She said that she was going to parent her baby. That's good. Then she said that her mother wanted her to have an abortion for she already has a son & that she's not ready to have another. Her mother told her that she would pay for it & that she would help her out more if she had an abortion. Our little lady told me that she said to her mother "why can't you help me now & have the baby". She also told me that she doesn't live with her mother. "Thank God" I said back. I then told her that I respected her very much for not giving in to the evil of her mother & have an abortion. Then she said that she wanted her to have an abortion with her 4 year son. I turned my head to look at him & almost cried, for this precious boy was so cute & loving & created by God himself & for her mother wanting to destroy him was unbelievable to me. I said that I was sadden to hear this. I asked her to fill out an Intake Sheet so that Suzanne could call her on Thursdays. I gave her our DVD & some other brochures & helpful information for her to get the assistance that she needs. I told her to come back to get some things when she knows if she is going to have a little boy or girl. I said to the little boy that mommy was going to have a little brother or sister for him & then she touched her stomach & said to her son "mommy is gong to have a baby". He said back to her "mommy is going to have a baby, yeah". So sweet he was. She tanked me & went back into the room to finish shopping. Just then the doorbell rang & it was one of our clients from last week. I made an appointment for her to got to Matthew's Closet for some 'free' clothes for her & her child but that she missed her appointment because she had to go to DSS. I said that I would call over there to see if they would take her now & they did. I filed out another sheet for reference & gave it to her & off she went to Matthew's Closet on Bay St. She said "thank you' & I was glad that they told her to come on in. It worked out well.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
It was Martha & I at the center first. I went to the front lines to see if the abortionist was there & thank God, she wasn't, so I went back to the center to tell Martha. We decided to get a bite to eat first, for it's better to eat in the center than on the sidewalk. We do only if we have to & we can't get away to go into the center for a quick lunch. I then set the table & made the sandwiches. Thank you Lord for our refrigerator, for we just bring the food & then make the sandwiches fresh. It was a God sent & I don't know how we made it without it in the past, oh yes I do, for God provides another way. It all works out. Martha was in the Material Aid Room putting away baby & children's clothes while I was working in the kitchenette. Lunch was on! I called Martha in & then we partook in chicken sandwiches, homemade macaroni salad & ice tea. Then the doorbell rang & it was Tony & his granddaughter, who is 6 years old. They sat down to partake too. It was a blessed time & then Martha brought her into the Material Aid Room & she got a stuffed animal & she called it 'Christina'. Her grand father told her that she had soooo many already & that she really didn't need anymore but she looked at him with her puppy dog eyes & he said "okay". Then she asked me who was feeding him, she meant the stuffed teddy bear. Oh my!!! The innocence of children. We were almost finished & then Maria came in. She said that she was going onto the front lines by the brick side of the building. I said that we weren't to far behind her on the side, where the bushes were, of Planned Parenthood. Off she goes & in came Carole. Great. She stopped by to drop off the Bella movie that we gave her to watch she was returning it, for she wasn't able to be with us tomorrow or even next Tuesday, for she was going away. I asked if she had time to go outside with us for a little while & she said that she had 2 hours that she could give us. Great Carole.! So off we all go in front of Planned Parenthood, all six of us, including our 6 year old. We went & got the signs, the mega phone & literature box & went to the front lines. I got there first & saw that a young man was sitting on the bench in front of Planned Parenthood. I called over to him & offered him help & told him what Planned Parenthood was all about (the short version) & he started to holler nasty things to me & then stood up & did a gesture with his hands, between his legs, at me. I guess this was to shock me so I'd shut up but to no avail it didn't work. I went on talking to him & then big Tony took over. The kid was relentless & obnoxious to say the least & then left to back inside the killing mill. Win some lose some, it's hard & disappointing to say the least.
He came out with his girlfriend about 20 minutes later & she had a paper in her hands. They passed by Maria who was on the other side from us. She said later that she took a look in his eyes & said nothing to him as he passed her, on the sidewalk. He was mean looking. I only hope & pray that she wasn't going to come back tomorrow to have her baby killed, if she was pregnant. Run sweetheart, just get away from him. Some of these girls don't know what they got themselves into with some of these guys. But killing the baby won't help, it just will create different problems, & then you'll be Post Abortive for the rest of your life. Lord have Mercy! Tony & his grand daughter had to go so we said "good bye" to them. It was nice of him to stop by & to visit & to pray with us out on the sidewalk. Martha, Carol & I were on the sidewalk now with Maria on the other side with all her signs. Just then a middle aged, around (maybe older looking) woman, with red sneakers on, was walking on the sidewalk, coming towards us. I informed her that if she was going into Planned Parenthood she was going into a racist organization. But that didn't seem to bother her any & off she goes into the driveway, of Planned Parenthood, & into the building. We all just looked at each other & signed. I had to go into the center for a while & later when I came back out onto the front lines the girls told me that she came back out with the condom bag in her hands. Martha told her about condoms & she just smirked & said that they were for her niece & then began to wiggle her hips, with her red shoes on, going down the sidewalk. She must have just felt twenty again!! Remember, I mentioned that she was an older looking woman. I don't make these things up. A couple of girls passed by us & I started to talk to them. The one girl said that they had the Implanon, birth control sticks, put in their arms. I said that I had a brochure on that drug & for them to follow me into the center to receive it. They did, for they were in a hurry to catch the bus. The bus can wait but your health can't. They said that they were told that not to many doctors use this. I said "right, they shouldn't". I was so upset that these two precious girls were deceived & was putting their health at risk, of many dangerous side effects, as well as for ALL contraceptives. Just then the doorbell rang & it was a young girl who needed baby clothes. I brought her into the center & she helped herself. We can do this for we are blessed with many nice things & the more that we give away the more we receive from the kindness of the great pro lifers, to replace it. Thank you dear Lord!! We also have a stroller, that someone gave us in good condition, to give away. I remember that a client had asked for one so I brought it into the extra room, off the meeting room, that we're not paying rent for, thanks Bernie (our landlord), for the use of part of the big room, until you fix it up & rent it out, for storing our big things in. God is Good! We get along well with, all the businesses, that we share the hallway & meeting room with. Which is the Taxi company & our Accountant & the Realtor. One big 'happy family'. I went back outside to be with the girls. They told me what was going on & I know of at least 3 more fallen off fingers, according to Carole, who wants their finger to fall off, if they give us this sick gesture. Makes sense to me. It is "the universal sign of disrespect". It has a sexual connotation to it & it's not nice. It's really saying "I hope that you get raped". Which doesn't set well with us. She hates that 'the bird' gesture & so does Martha & I & all the team, both male & female alike. This is what a bird looks like: It was 4pm & Tucker had just arrived, he stays out by himself, to pray & to witness. Carole had to go, so us girls went into the center, Martha, Maria & I to do some work. Maria said that she would order a pizza & it would be a surprise & it was. She came back about 20 minutes with the pizza. I flipped the lid & said to myself "what is this"? Just then she said I have a Buffalo wings pizza for you girls. Really, okay for I was hesitant for I never had one before & really it didn't even look appealing to eat. But BOY WAS IT GOOD!!! What a nice surprise to say the least. Thanks Maria for this great pizza. She got it at the new gas station & food service up the street on East Main St. that just opened. I never would have guessed. She said that it was a toss up of this pizza or the cream of broccoli pizza, maybe next time we'll try that one. After supper we did some work, Martha & I, for Maria had to go.
Thursday, July 1, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood After Mass, Suzanne introduced me to her friend, that came in to visit her & they were heading over to the Focus Center to see it. When I got there, there was Suzanne & her friend , so I started to open up all the rooms, for her to see. I noticed that she had brought some things in for our mothers too. It is soooo busy when I first get here, that I'm thinking of getting my body there earlier, so that I can get some things done earlier, before going out to the front lines. Sometimes when I get here, there is a mother or two already waiting for me to open up, so that they could go to the Material Aid Room, to get what they need. Word is getting out. Martha was getting the things to go outside & Bill was already there witnessing across the street, from Planned Parenthood. Great job Bill!! I stayed to make the sandwiches & I heard the doorbell ring. It was John. I felt, in my spirit, that I was going to see John today & I did. It was the Holy Spirit & John said the same. He felt that he was suppose to be here today & so he came. Great!!
After I ate quickly my sandwich, for there is an advantage in making the sandwiches, I went to the front lines to be with the troops. Just then a woman was walking towards Planned Parenthood & I told her about the racism there but she walked in there anyway. How sad! Then the school bus driver honked at us with all his gusto & the kids in the school bus waved. It was so good an experience for us who are so abused, at times. "Blessed are the persecuted for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven". Yeah!!! I had to go back into the center, to talk to Suzanne about something, & I left Martha & John & Bill to do what they do best & that is to witness. When I came back out, I need to stop doing that, for whenever I leave & come back out, there is usually a problem. I saw that the woman that I had confronted before I went into the center was arguing with Martha & John. I went to get my sign, to stand on the sidewalk to witness but when I heard what she was saying & reacted. She said that she was pro choice & that it was her body. I told her that she was "pro death" & why would you do that to your body"? Then she said that she wasn't Black, okay you're Afro American, sorry. Still Planned Parenthood is targeting you as a Race. Then she started to do a Praise the Lord dance, saying Alleluia. I said that you can do that only after you repent first for thinking that it's okay to kill God's children, through abortion. Bill came over, from across the street, & their faces were inches apart, to close for comfort, so I faked calling the police to get her off of the sidewalk. It worked. It usually does work, but there were two times that the guys were so arrogant, that they stayed to greet the police, that never came. But this is a good tactic to avoid any altercations, on the sidewalk. Off she goes, walking down the sidewalk, still defending her right to kill her baby. Not!! Sometimes you just can't get through to them. As she was walking away, there was Jim Bovay, the neighbor who lives across the street from the abortion mill, standing on the sidewalk across the street, just looking at me with his beedy eyes. Do you believe it! I don't. We have been trying to convert him & the other neighbors, for the past 14 years to no avail, that they are killing littler babies at Planned Parenthood & that you should be doing something about it, like protesting with us. Brain dead. No one home mentality. There he is standing, across the street, like a board just looking at me. Then he says "Mary you're crazy". Then John hollers over to him "then we're all crazy too". Then Jim spins his hand, by his head, to imply that I'm nuts. No Jim the word is out that it's you that's nuts. Anyone who believes that abortion, which is the slaughter of the innocent is okay, then they are ready for the funny farm. I'll drive. How sad is this. I asked him to "go away" & he did, back into his own world of denial. It must be lonely there, oh no I forgot, he has his wife Sue & the rest of the neighbors to keep him company. Icky! Misery loves company, so they say. I was glad that this old tart was gone. Yes, it got heated out there on the sidewalk, with this girl that was being convicted by her own words. It's funny, that a little noise bothers him, but not the killing of little, innocent babies, across the street, from where he lives. Something is wrong with this picture, that's for sure. I went back into the center & while I was there I asked Suzanne if she had any news for me. She said that she did. Great News!! I just wanted you to know that we have a new Focus baby who was born on 6-28-10, a little boy Arian @ 6lbs. 15 oz., 20 inches long. Mother & child are doing well. Praise God that she 'chose life' for her son. We are so happy, to say the least. It's been a rough week, out on the front lines, so this is very good news, for us warriors. Many babies are to be born this year & three to be born in January of 2011. Yeah!! God is Great & His grace is sufficient.
Our little Akira, who was born prematurely last year at 1lb. 8oz., will be 1 years old next Thursday, July 8th. Praise God!! She is 20 lbs. now & can stand up briefly & roll over. She can't hold her bottle but will soon, I'm sure. She mumbles some sounds & is as cute as can be. We at the Focus Center are wishing our little Akira a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Melody came in so I kept her busy making up new packets. Also, a woman came in named Rose, (she called me on my cell phone earlier this week) & said that she belongs to the Baden Street program, & wants to volunteer at the center, for 16 hours each week. It looks like she will be starting next Tuesday. Hopefully she will come to join us, in our work, to save & to change lives for Christ. Welcome Rose!! I went back out side to be with Martha & John. We stayed out there for another hour or two & then started to put things away, back into the center. I stayed outside, a little while longer, for I felt that I was in & out all afternoon & that I didn't spend enough time outside. Just then a car stopped, where I was standing, on the sidewalk. I went up to the car & put my head in the open window & asked the driver if I could help her. She said that she saw us on Tuesday & was going to stop but went on her way but decided to stop to talk to me today. This is her story: She said that Planned Parenthood scheduled an abortion for her at 4 months, at Strong Memorial Hospital, with the abortionist Nancy Stanwood, who does second trimester abortions there. She said that she deeply regrets it now. "What was I thinking", she said to me. I wish that I never did that to my precious baby. I am a mother of four & I believed a lie that I couldn't raise another child, but I was wrong. I have named my baby. She said that she blamed her boyfriend & that he was blaming her for the abortion. This is typicial. I asked her if she could follow me into the Focus Center to receive more information that I had for her & she said "yes, of course". She followed me into the center & I got all our Post Abortive informational brochures that I had, to give to her. I encouraged her to call Project Rachel, which is local, first. She said that she would & I hope & pray that she will so that she can continue her healing & forgiveness journey. I asked if she had asked the Lord to forgive her & she said that she did. That's good, I said. Abortion, is a mortal sin, which if not forgiven, can lead you straight into Hell, after death. Repent & I say it again Repent & don't wait to do it. Do it now, for you may not have tomorrow. She gave me a big hug & out the door she went, hopefully a more healed person, then when she first came in. Check out for Post Abortion help: http://www.projectrachelrochesterny.org/ & http://www.afterabortion.org/& http://www.silentnomoreawareness.org/resources/.
All of us were now, in the center from the street ministry, so now was the decision for supper. I suggested another pizza at the same place. Good idea everyone said. I called & we decided on a garlic broccoli pizza. So John was going to pick it up after the Mass, at St. Stanislaus Church, at 5:30pm. Just then Pastor Jane't came in to bless us with her presence & teaching & to lead the meeting, of the minds & hearts. We went into the Rose Room to talk & to review the day & later on John came in with the pizza, around 6:10pm, & with a free bottle of Sprite, to boot. Everyone liked the pizza very much. I was not gracious, or I should say I was rude, for I had two pieces of pizza & I should have given another one to Jane't, so that she had two pieces & I had one. I can be selfish & I do apologize dear Jane't, I'm sorry for my selfishness. Not nice of me. After everyone had left, John stayed to work on to revise the Client Intake Sheet, on the computer. I did some other things, in the center, for there is always something to do there to keep busy. I wish that I had more time to do what I need to do there. The next project is to re paint the Meeting Room. I'll ask the guys, who are painting my apartment to do it, I'll pay them to do it. I spoke to the landlord & he said that he would buy the paint, so maybe I'll change the color of the paint, from a mint green to a deeper green. We'll see. I'll have to look at the color charts first then decide.
Tuesday, July 7, 2010 in front in Planned Parenthood
We had Martha, Rob, John, Scott, Donna, Mary S., Carmen, Jerry & myself outside & in the center we had Rose, Betty, Sandy & Melody, was this not a good day or what!! I was in & out of the center all afternoon, that's my job, to be in more than one place, at a time. Sometimes I feel like my Guardian Angel lifts me up & fly's me to where I need to go. It's Heavenly. I was in the center, to do an orientation with Rose, our new person, for she will be helping out in the center three days a week. Betty made the chicken sandwiches for me to take out to the front lines for Martha & John & myself. I offered water to everyone & most wanted a bottle of water, I suggested to them to drink it quickly, for if you didn't then it would be to warm to drink, for it was 100 degrees today or maybe it was 96 degrees, it felt like it was 100 degrees, whatever. We were blessed with a light breeze which helped us to survive. Thank you Lord for breathing gently on us.
I was at the fence calling to the girls going into Planned Parenthood & then all of a sudden I heard a loud voice say "Mary..... SHUT UP". I looked across the street to see the nasty neighbor Jim, who has the condo, across the street from the Planned Parenthood, closest to Windsor St., cup his hands to holler this to me. I just ignored him & went on calling out to the victims, of Planned Parenthood, to try to save them from death & destruction. He had nothing better to do, poor neighbor, why don't you just move, for I'm not going away until Planned Parenthood closes.
The two long standing death escorts were there today. Sylvia Rose & Barry Swan. They are the two longest deathers to date. 'Evil' doesn't grow tired, either does 'good'. We, pro lifers, are in it to the end. I was calling the male death escort "perverted" which his actions apply, for he is approaching the girls cars & leading them into Planned Parenthood, to have their babies killed & for them to be deceived & ruin their lives & souls. This is evil of both the male & female death escorts. Definition of:
Depraved: deviating from what is considered moral or right or proper or good; "a perverted sense of loyalty".
Perversion is a concept describing those types of human behavior that are a serious deviation from what is considered to be orthodox or normal.
Sounds right to me to describe what all the death escorts, abortionist & staff are doing at Planned Parenthood. Depraved & perverted behavior in killing 'little people'. One of the pro lifers asked if I could be sued for slander saying this to him. No, I don't think so, for it applies. The Truth is the Truth & this is the Truth.
A truck parked in front of the Planned Parenthood's building, right in front of the brick side, in back of another car. She got out & put some money in the meter & then walked into Planned Parenthood, while walking she gave me the 'bird'. I said "please don't show me your IQ, for we are here to help you for you are going into a place that kills children". Off she goes into the building. She came out about 15 minutes later & I tried to talk to her again & she shows her IQ again for a longer time, this time. I pleaded with her for she was caring a brown paper bag, which could mean condoms or the Morning after Pill, which acts as an abortificiant which(kills a person earlier on). I could tell by her 'body language that I was getting no where with her. She got into her truck & then I heard a noise. I said to the male pro lifer "I think that she just hit the car that's in front of her, just now". He said in a nervous voice "that's my car!" & started to run over to see what damage, that had possibly been done, to his car. I walked over to be with him. He told her that she just had hit his car & bent over to see if there was any damage done to it. It didn't look like that there was, thank God. I had a Truth packet with me & the male pro lifer asked her if she would take it & she said "okay" & took the packet. I said to her that they are killing children in there & I get a little emotional, as a woman, so forgive me if I was hard on you. I told her about the Morning after Pill & she said that she was in there for condoms & that they told her that she could get 'free birth control'. I said that there was a lot of information, in the packet that will educate her about birth control. She said that her past boyfriend was in jail & they broke up & she need the condoms for her new boyfriend. Then she said that she was once a Catholic, not sure why she mentioned that but we addressed that too. The pro lifer said that there was a Rosary in the packet & for her to start to say it & I mentioned for her to go to the Sacrament of Confession. She smiled a little smile & then said "is everything okay now to the male pro lifer"? He said that his car was fine. So she smiled at him & said to him "thanks". Off she went back into the world a more educated person who now has a 'second chance', with her life & soul. See how God works, it's amazing!!!
Wednesday, July 8, 2010 in front in Planned Parenthood
When Martha, John and I arrived to the center I went quickly over to the fence see if the abortionist was there and she was to my disappointment. I stayed, on the sidewalk & started to talk to someone who was at the entrance of Planned Parenthood. I spoke to them briefly & then I saw that Bill, had stopped his van & got out & was sprinkling Holy Water on the sidewalk in front of Planned Parenthood. Then I saw that Tim had stopped his van across the street & was praying. This was all very good. After everyone had left I went into the center to tell Martha & John & for them to get outside as soon as possible with the signs & literature box. A client had come into the Material Aid Room so I said that I would take care of the client if they go outside. Then Rose, Betty & Maria arrived. I asked Rose to assist the client & she did. Betty was putting the food that she had prepared, in the refrigerator. Can't wait for the barbecue ribs & chicken for later. Marie went outside to witness on the brick side of the building. I stayed in the center to give some instructions to Rose & Betty. I asked if they could make our lunch & for me to take it out to Martha & John for they hadn't eaten yet. They said that they would. Thanks so much ladies. About 15 minutes later I went out, with the freshly made chicken sandwiches with chips, to their delight. But before Martha could eat it a couple of girls were walking up the sidewalk, so went up to them to talk to them & then I saw her leading them into the center. I don't like eating outside but it's better than fainting. She came out about 15 minutes later hopefully could now eat her lunch but no. I didn't ask her & she approached another young girl coming up the sidewalk & took her to the center but this time she took her sandwich. Great idea Martha. She came out about a 30 minutes later. After she came back I went back into the center to see how things were going. About 10 minutes later Martha was in the center & with her were a pregnant woman & a man & a beautiful little girl. She brought them into the Rose Room & the Material Aid Room, for a stroller. What happened was they went into Planned Parenthood to get some information regarding pre natal doctors & were told, as they were going in, by the death escort "not to listen to those crazy people out there". Who are you talking about 'death escort'? Don't talk about yourself that way. When they came out Martha interceded & lead them to the Focus Center to assist them. The pregnant woman told Martha that she was told by the woman at the front desk, in Planned Parenthood, that all they were doing today were termination's. My heart was sickened by that comment. So casual in saying that all they were doing today was ending the lives of innocent, voiceless defenseless children. How sick, How evil!!! Martha assisted this family & got her connected to a good doctor who will see her tomorrow morning with her high risk pregnancy. They went back into the Material Aid Room to get some things for their precious daughter to take with them. Out the door they go, with their new stroller & very happy that they were well taken care of, in a place that doesn't kill babies.
Martha & I were now back on the front lines & prayed & sidewalk counseled. We took the abuse of the people going in & out of Planned Parenthood. I spoke to a woman who a young son in the back seat of the car & as she was going into the driveway she said to me "I have a young son in my car". I said "then you shouldn't be bringing him into this abortion mill". She got out of her car & came around the bushes to where Martha, John & I were standing. I prayed t be ready to confront her & there she was right on the sidewalk now. She said "I ask you not to say anything for my son is with me". I offered her the Maafa 21: Black Genocide in the 21st. Century, DVD. She said "if I take it then will you not say anything to my son & I when I walk back into the parking lot". I said "yes, if you take & watch this DVD we'll not say anything to you & your son". "Okay" she said & she took it & walked back into the parking lot & as she was turning the corner she said "I just want you to know that I agree with you", then left. We honored her request & they finally left about 20 minutes later. I only hope & pray that she keeps her promise & watches the DVD. Amen sister. Please don't come back to Planned Parenthood again with your son.
A gentleman was walking down the sidewalk & I asked him if he wanted a Rosary, we began to talk & Martha offered him the Maafa 21 DVD & he took it & said that he & his friends will watch it. Hopefully so, what a surprise it will be for you & your friends. One DVD at a time to educate & to change the minds of the people, through the grace of God. Sooner or later someone will get the message that Planned Parenthood is killing off the Black Race & will do something about it in a peaceful way, like organizing a huge protest against Planned Parenthood, held over 100 days, right in front of the building 24/7. The media would pick up on the story & it would be covered on all local TV channels & the Democrat & (liberal) Chronicle, would do a story on the front page & it would be a fair & balanced article, a page long, telling what Planned Parenthood does, like kills people & not reporting statuary rape & targeting the Black Race (Black Genocide) & are sex perverts, check out their Teen Wire web site, which would make your hair curl. Where is every one? I can only dream, & I do.
I went back into the center & I got a call on my cell phone & it was a woman who wanted a pregnancy test. I told her to come on in & gave her directions to our center. She arrived about 30 minutes later. Martha did the pregnancy test & as she was in the Material Aid Room getting some things for her other children, I asked her how she found out about us. She said that she googled 'free pregnancy tests' & the Focus Pregnancy Help Center & the Place of Hope, came up, she choose us. She was happy with the results & I was too. She was a very pleasant woman that didn't believe in destroying 'life'. What a nice client. She made my day, that's for sure.
Maria had to go, for an appointment, so supper had to get started. The ribs & chicken & all the fixings were being microwaved & was being served. What a meal & thank you Betty. Her barbecue sauce was sooo good & I asked her for the recipe & she said "if I tell you I'd have to kill you". I said "that's okay Betty, never mind, not worth dying for". Everyone has a sense of humor, I guess. Great meal! I'll have to do the dishes now.
Thursday, July 9, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
John & I went to the center after the noon Mass downtown. John was hungry so I promised him a sandwich as soon as Rose arrived but he was to hungry to wait so he took the plastic container of my home fries with a bottle of ketchup, on the front lines, eating. I was a little miffed at him that he couldn't wait, like I asked him to, for it didn't look good eating out on the front lines like that, a sandwich is bad enough. I have to realize that he is giving his time freely & he was hungry. He said that he only had some juice for breakfast, I only ask if he could add some eggs, bacon & toast with that juice next time. He was now out there on the front lines & Bill was across the street & the abortionist wasn't there. I went over to the fence & I saw that a young girl & guy were standing at the entrance of Planned Parenthood & he was smoking a cigarette. I called over to them, pleading with them, not to kill their precious baby. I said everything I could think of saying & they went into the building any how. I left to go back to the center to see how Rose was doing & to give her directions for the afternoon. Suzanne & Pat, our new counselor for Monday afternoons, were going to be there at 3pm today due to some appointments. I couldn't wait for them to come. When I went back outside I saw that the abortionist had come in, to do her Thursday afternoon killings. My heart dropped, for I knew that the two young people that I pleaded with earlier, were her first victims, of the afternoon. I almost cried, I'll have to save it for later. John was calling out to the people going into the killing mill. There was a young girl with very short hair acting as a Death Escort today. Smiling & greeting her victims leading them to the Door of Death, for their little ones. I know that I'm wasting my time on the Death Escorts & the workers at Planned Parenthood so, through the grace of God I hope to stop talking to them. The bible says "not to cast your pearls to swine". That's what I'm doing. Besides I'm probably not acting 'Christ like' at times & I don't want to hurt the Lord anymore than He's being hurt already. We never curse or swear but I do call begin names, at times at them, but on a whole I tell them to "repent", which I guess is Greek to them, though I have explained it to them on occasion. What I say is falling on deaf ears. I know that I'm
angry that they are a part of killing little innocent, precious babies, which God had just created in the wombs of their mothers & that people shouldn't kill kids, let alone it being their own mother. It will ONLY take God's grace to penetrate their stony hearts, not me. God be the Glory!
Just then Jerry & Charles showed up to pray, the Rosary, across the street. I went back into the center to get more bottled water & a chicken sandwich for John. There was Bernie, our landlord, finally fixing the front door so that it would close behind us. It's taken him 3 months to fix the front door. Oh well better late than never. He just trimmed the bushes about a week ago too. Great job Bernie! Maybe it's starting to look better where we are, in the corner, of the strip mall. When David Gantt finally leaves his office, at the end of the strip mall where we are, we'll take his office & our pregnancy center will be more visible to the street & sidewalk. Can't wait!!! :)
I went over to Jerry, after he was finished with the Rosary, to ask him if he could paint the Meeting Room, now. He gave me a hard time first but finally he did it. He didn't have a good paint brush to work with & he had his good clothes on but other than that he went to work. Sorry about that. The room has an accented wall a dark green & the rest of the room has a lighter green. Looks great Jerry & thank you. Sorry for the short notice.
Suzanne & Pat arrived & Suzanne was training Pat to the work at the center. I just a call, on my cell phone, from the Mercy Outreach Center asking if we could take a client & do a pregnancy teat. I said "yes, ask her to come on over, does she know where we are located"? The answer came "yes, she does". I told Suzanne to expect a client to come in for a pregnancy teat in the next 30 minutes or so. She did arrive & Suzanne took her into the Rose Room. When the client was in the bathroom I saw that there was Suzanne, Pat & Rose in the room & said "there should be only one person in here". Suzanne smiled & said that they all prayed together & the client said that it was fine to have all three in the room at the same time for the test. Whatever the client says is fine with me. This is not usually the case but today it was & Suzanne was able to show both Pat & Rose how assist with the pregnancy tests, though we have our clients do the test, we only set up for the test, & the client does the test & reads the test results. We ask questions to fill out the Client Intake Sheet for our records & to better assist our client with her needs now & in the future. After the test I was asked if we had any Bus passes & I said "no" but I'd give some money for a bus, for her, but we wanted her to be happy so we called her a cab, in the office right next to ours. They took her home. How convenient.
Suzanne & Pat had to leave so Rose started supper & we talked. First I wanted to go back outside, to see how John was doing, & to have him come in now, for it was passed 4:30pm. We brought all the signs & the literature box, into the center. He then worked on some projects, I had for him, in the office. While I was out there, on the sidewalk, I noticed that the two young people were now leaving, after being in there for 3 hours. I spoke to them as they were leaving. Lord have Mercy on their souls. I went back into the center & a few minutes later the doorbell rang & it was Memo, who will be doing our spread sheets. Thanks so much for all your help, I really appreciate it. I cleaned up the mess in the Meeting Room, for the painter had to leave. It looks beautiful in there now, so fresh & clean & bright.
Tuesday 13, 2010 in front of Planned Parenthood
When I arrived to the center Bill was there ready to put in the wood shelves in the cabinet that houses our signs & literature packets. The shelves didn't fit so he'll be back tomorrow with the saw to fix the problem. As he was in the Material Aid Room working the male pro lifer came in & then Mary S. to get some signs to take outside to start counseling. Martha was getting ready to go outside too. I went & got coffee, next door at Macks, for both Martha & Sandy, for they are the coffee drinkers. I went back inside & the doorbell rang & it was a client & her son to receive more children's clothes. Then the doorbell rang again & it was our client to get the stroller, that just came in, that I promised for her. It was a blessing to her & she asked for baby wipes & then went into the Material Aid Room to get more things for her young son. Betty called & said that she was still sick & would come back next Tuesday to help out at the center. Get well, dear Betty, for we miss you. Rose who is our new volunteer just came in & Sandy, our Tuesday afternoon volunteer, also came in to start working putting away the baby & children's clothes away that I brought in, that was donated to the center. Carol came in to get her favorite sign which read 'Planned Parenthood Kills Children' & went outside to witness. Melody came later & worked on helping in the Material Aid Room & making more Truth packets. The doorbell rang & it was Mary with her 2 daughters. They came to help out in the office. They organized the accumulated papers & brochures that I had. It was time to ORGANIZE! Thank you so much for doing that, what a help you all were to me today. Jerry & Carmen came out to pray, outside the abortion mill, today too. I was going in & out from the center to the sidewalk. Very busy. All of a sudden it became very dark & foreboding outside, there was thunder & lightening & Martha & the male pro lifer went into the center. I asked where Carol was & I was told that she was still out on the sidewalk so I decided to go out to be with her. I just wished that I had gone barefoot instead of wearing my new shoes. As I was walking to the sidewalk, to be with Carol, there was a flash flood. We just stood there, with our umbrella's, getting drenched. I called to a couple of people going into Planned Parenthood as they were running like the wind into the killing mill. I even ate my sandwich in the down pour. We were out there for 15 minutes when it started to lightening & we looked at each other & packed up & went to the center with the signs. As we were about finished with bringing in the signs it stopped raining & the male pro life was coming back out to be on the sidewalk. He took a few signs & off he went on the front lines. Just as he passed by me he stated that the toilet backed up in the center. "Oh great" I said "another problem". Ick! I went in to see the damage & gave Martha the phone number to the landlord so he could take care of problem. She called & he will come in tomorrow to asses the damage. How about a rug cleaner, that would be good. The male pro lifer told me that two young people a girl & a guy got out of their car, which was parked behind him, on the street, & were heading into Planned Parenthood. He spoke with him for a couple of seconds & they said that she was 4 weeks pregnant & that her parents were conservative & might be upset if she told them that she was pregnant & that they were hear to see what their options were. He gave them a Truth packet & told them that abortion was not an option, you just don't do it, for it was taking a life. They went in & were there for about an hour & left. We hope & pray that they will not come back to have their baby killed. The abortionist wasn't there today but maybe another abortionist was. Can't trust a killing mill. I was in the office changing my wet clothes, into my dry ones, & when I came out I notice that there were two women in the Rose Room & Martha was assisting them. The one woman said that she had an abortion at Planned Parenthood a couple of years ago & when she was on the table she heard them say "we got it, just count backwards from seven & it will be all over soon. My baby was killed that day & I hate Planned Parenthood & I'm so glad that you are here. So are we dear lady. Martha gave her literature on post abortion, hoping that she will get the help & forgiveness that she needs. She gave me a donation for the center's work. Thank you so much. I went back out to the front lines & I noticed that a young Asian girl, in the car with a guy driving, was screaming at the male pro lifer. I was closest to the car, for he was by the brick side of the building & I was by the bush side, so I started to talk to her & as the car passed my she showed me her IQ (the bird) with a foul word to follow. A double rape by an Asian foul mouth woman. How discussing & evil is this. The male driver drove down the street & turned around, so I pulled out my cell phone from my pocket & pretended to use it as a camera. The driver had a big smile on his face, as they passed by me, & she was probably going crazy, sitting right next to him, in the car. She was very disturbing to my spirit. How sad & degrading. Some woman aren't virgins anymore, or at least some aren't. Study showing most teens to be virgins http://www.ewtnnews.com/new.php?id=1144. The rape counselors were going into Planned Parenthood & I let them know that Planned Parenthood doesn't report statutory rape & to check out the web site: ChildPredators.com @ http://www.childpredators.com/, to get more information. A young girl came out of the parking lot & gave me 'the bird' who earlier had gone into the Administration Entrance, of Planned Parenthood & was greeted by a PP worker who hugged her. I said that there was no love here but only hate. For those who are involved with killing children don't love but hate. It was so sad because this girl looked like the girl that you would wish your son would bring home to meet you & your husband. Not this girl, keep her away from your house, nasty girl, with a sweet face. How does this happen?? Scary. The girls in the center worked hard today, like always working in the Material Aid Room putting away the baby & children clothes & fixing the stroller. What a blessing you are to me. John dropped off hundreds of copies of literature for the center. John has been supplying us with 'free' literature for years, to put in our Truth packets. We couldn't have had a ministry of education if it wasn't for you John. God bless you. Mary stopped by to give me 35 'how to say the Rosary' inserts for the Rosary bags that we hand out. Thanks Mary. It was time for supper. Martha went into the center to prepare supper while the male pro lifer & I continued to counsel & witness out on the front lines. About 40 minutes later mother Martha called us in for supper. I said to her "coming mom" & she smiled. we went in & par took in a great supper of chicken with lemon sauce, oven backed potatoes, rice & broccoli, Cole slaw & backed beans. It was all good. And to their surprise I had a spice cake for desert with whipped cream cheese frosting & walnuts. Wow was that good to. I added my own secrets to that recipe. After Martha did the dishes & I helped to clean up the door bell rang & it was Pat, our special grandmother & our little Akira with her. Remember that this little baby was threatened with abortion many times & was saved by the grace of God through the great grandmother Pat. She was 3 months premature & weighted 1lb. 3 ozs. & lived. She is now 1 years old & is 18 lbs.. Praise God for His goodness & grace. Martha & I held her & we were so blessed by this experience. Martha went into the Material Aid Room to get a rattle & washed it off for our baby. She was happy to receive the rattle & played with it with such glee. :)
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